Got My Heart Shattered So I Decided To Look Hot And Make This.

Got my heart shattered so I decided to look hot and make this. <3

Well yeah, I spit blood when I wake up

Sink porcelain stained, choking up brain matter and makeup

Just two days since the mainframe went down and I'm still messed up

Room feels like a meat freezer, I dangle in it like cold cuts

Missed calls, answered phones from people I just don't trust

Mirror talk, fake love

But I'll take a pound of your flesh

Before you take a piece of my paystub

White roses, black doves, Godmother, rise up

I need you to see me for what I have become

COMING SOON…

I know, I know, the way that it goes

You get what you give, you reap what you sow

And I can see you in my fate

And I know, I know, I am what I am

The mouth of the wolf, the eyes of the lamb

So darling, will you saturate?

[awkwardly emerges from the real world]

Hi. I am… so sorry for my absence. Life got extremely overwhelming and I was in a bad place, and now I’ve been doing other stuff in the real world that I’m not used to (socializing with people in person outside of work).

I may still not be particularly active, but if you have song lyrics you want me to post or if you want to hear my thoughts on a song or something, I believe my ask box is open???

Sorry again for the absence! I’ll make an effort to at least show signs of life, I promise.

Wenn das Blut die Tinte küsst

Wenn der Schmerz das Fleisch umarmt

Ich liebe meine Haut

Bilder, die mir so vertraut

Aus der Nadel blaue Flut

In den Poren kocht das Blut