
July 1st, 2005 || she/her/hers || banner by avil_slate on Pinterest, pfp by crafts&arts from nicky on Pinterest
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Truth is, happiness is in your own head
How you perceive shit, believe it is
It's all you, some of us sad fools, can't help it
Livin' in a bad mood, shit hurts
Then it only gets worse
They don't get it, not even the experts
But trust me, it won't last forever
You hit bottom, shit finally gets better
Some don't need bank to laugh
And live on the bright side, whatever the path
When you hit 40 or 50, that shit's half
Enjoy youth, 'cause that you don't get back
Forever revolves around you
That's your time, I'm living in mine too
How much positivity are you blind to?
You only live once, I'll remind you
This life is tricky, mean, and strange
You can only be sure about one thing, change
For worse or for better, maintain
Catch wisdom, try to gain brains
In my life, I seen a lot come and go
Like a non-stop fashion show
Very little shit lasts forever
And just because shit's new, it ain't better
I wanna be with Shaggy and Billy, my dogs for life
And I pray that'll never change, every night
I said never again, and then I did it, and did it again
I can't pretend, I won't lie, yo, I've lost control
And it's a scary endeavor, I got it together
But it took forever! Now I want forever to be just like this
The shit I wish
I waited so long, for you
Yes it’s true.
I’m no fool, I waited so long
But now the debts overdue (yeah yeah yeah)
I waited so long, for you
Yes it’s true.
And just like the rain
You cast the dust into nothing
And wash out the salt from my hands
So touch me again
I feel my shadow dissolving
Will you cleanse me with pleasure?
It's that chemical cut that I can get down with
Up like the moon and out like the hounds
A dangerous disposition somehow
Refracted in light, reflected in sound
I'm coiled up like the venomous serpent
Tangled in your trance and I'm certain
You have got your hooks in me
Dein weißes Fleisch erregt mich so
Ich bin doch nur ein gigolo
Mein Vater war genau wie ich
DEIN WEẞES FLEISCH ERLEUCHTET MICH
Something happens and I'm head over heels
I never find out until I'm head over heels
Something happens and I'm head over heels
Ah, don't take my heart, don't break my heart
Don't, don't, don't throw it away
Deinen Namen stech ich mir
Dann bist du für immer hier
Aber wenn du uns entzweist
Such ich mir jemand, der genauso heißt
Wenn das Blut die Tinte küsst
Wenn der Schmerz das Fleisch umarmt
Ich liebe meine Haut
Bilder, die mir so vertraut
Aus der Nadel blaue Flut
In den Poren kocht das Blut
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters.
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words, I don't just say
And nothing else matters.
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters.
Seeing the Rammstein discourse (the duo that’s opening for them) and remembering how pissed off I was when Amon Amarth opened for Ghost last year. Like sure, they’re both Swedish, but in my honest opinion they were shit. It could have been because they were being used as the guinea pigs to set up the equipment, but it was so loud that even as far back from the stage as me and my friend could get without leaving the designated viewing section (grass in particular), we couldn’t even hear ourselves think. I’m sure this isn’t the same that’s going with that duo, but that’s what it’s reminding me of.
Just like the pied piper
Led rats through the streets
We dance like marionettes
Swaying to the symphony
Of destruction.
What happened with Peter Steele and Kurt Cobain?
During a 2000 appearance on the Howard Stern show, Peter Steele was asked the question “So you say Kurt Cobain was your hero because he had the balls to shoot himself?” Of which Peter Steele confirmed with a nod of his head and a firm “Yes.”
EDITS HAVE BEEN MADE TO THIS POST:
I got the exact quote of the question wrong and I also want to put the actual clip in as evidence that I’m not just pulling this out of my ass.
( Video is from fahcough420 on TikTok)

The power of bowing down to your fans, is not about subordination; it's about gratitude and recognition of their support (x)
As I start posting Type O Negative stuff I want it known that I do not like Peter Steele as a person. Great voice, great music, doesn’t look half bad. But if some sort of twisted curse brought him back to life and I met him? I would at least try to deck him in the face. I am here for the music and for the music alone.
Any and all attempts to talk to me about Peter Steele being hot or the shit he said being excusable will be met with mockery. I know this is one hell of a thing to say but I am glad he’s not amongst the living anymore.
Wenn ich vor dir steh'
Wenn ich dich anseh'
Alles blass und bleich
Alles schlaff und weich
Altes Fleisch.
Lucifer, we are here
For your praise, Evil One
Our conjuration sings infernal psalms
And smear the smudge in bleeding palms
I was already well aware of the fucking insane standards behind aging and beauty but this made me realize something: so few people understand just how much of a blessing it is that all these rockstars and musicians are aging. Not to get all sappy and depressive on main, but there are so many wonderful, talented people who- whether it be via their own actions or through the actions of others- don’t get to live the full and complete life that Rammstein and many others get to experience. Cliff Burton, Pelle Ohlin, and many many others by some means have lost their lives too young and haven’t gotten to experience the full lives they deserved. We desperately need to demolish the idea that age is ugly. It’s not just rude, but actively harmful.
"Rammstein look old now :((("
Look at me. Listen. It's good that they look like they're pushing 60. Do you know why? Because they're pushing 60. Let's not mourn that six men in their late 50s don't look 25 anymore when we could be celebrating (and drooling, ngl) over how they look now 💜
Aging is a privilege and a miracle and it is beautiful.




No Christmas/New year themed stuff, sadly, all I have to offer at the end of this year is a fan art of almost 2 decades old video from Rammstein. Hope you like it none the less с:
Out of the way, it’s a busy day
I’ve got things on my mind.
For want of the price, of tea and a slice
The old man died.
he makes me melt it feels like my heart is in a chokehold tbh




this photo always takes me OUT bc kirk is devouring the fuck out of that food😭hand on the leg and everything ouuu hes messy


CUT-THROAT, CUT-THROAT
CUT-THROAT
CUT-THROAT, CUT-THROAT
CUT-THROAT.
Please don’t dress in black,
When you’re at his wake.
Don’t go there to mourn,
But to celebrate.
Okay so. I feel really really bad for like, dropping off the face of the planet. And I think the best solution for that at least for me would be to expand my blog to be multifandom. So. I’m gonna do that (later bc I’m at work) I guess.