Wwhatever. Murder As A Form Of Worship. So Perfect Now, That I Cannot Bear To Let You Fall. The Idea

wwhatever. murder as a form of worship. So perfect now, that I cannot bear to let you fall. The idea that the only true way to be preserved is to be dead, as any life brings with it inevitable change. That I will taint my own hands so deeply to keep yours clean.

Jesus. Yeah, I see a lot of readers online complaining about how they have no money for books, but a library card could very well be free. Even if the book isn’t in your city system, a nearby city might have it available. Mine has a lot of youth events, and adult classes. I did a writing workshop like twice wt the library.They had a family therapist there at one point. Libraries are great. Also air conditioned! If you need a place to be that isn’t hot but doesn’t kick you out for loitering LIBRARY. They often have new movies on DVD. They’re generally pretty good about teenagers hanging around, unlike most places. Seriously, get a library card.

The otherworld is an infinite collection of islands, adrift in the ocean or sky.

Some of these islands include: (Most names aren’t final)

The Mainland

The island that includes the cardboard house, Clover’s workshop, ect. This is where the story starts.

The Town Where Only I Am Missing

This island is cloaked in a thick fog, separating travellers from one another. It evolves and adapts based upon the inhabitants of the fog, preying on fears and frustrations to do something I haven’t figured out yet. (Fun fact: The entire island is based on an anime I haven’t seen, called Erased in the English translation, but originally named The town where I am missing.)

The Observatory

This is the island on which Day and Night reside. It includes both Day’s Library of Memories and Night’s observatory.

More to come eventually

I’m had a really cool idea for an episode of my cartoon, this one would probably be filler but whatever, I structure this the same as I do a book.

So it’s called the Museum of Pain. It’s EXACTLY what it sounds like. A museum of people suffering, displayed as art for that masses. I feel like this would lean away from the dreamy, floaty style the otherworld usually is in (in my head) and more into horror art.

It would be a commentary on how we just watch, sit by idly as we see people in pain because we are disconnected from each other.

Sounds cool right? I made all of that up it’s actually my disdain for “modern art.”

You wanna know why?

THIS! FUCKING! THING! I hate it so much. So naturally I am dedicating time and energy towards an entire episode of a cartoon towards it.

I plan to make it look unlike he rest of the dream world, which is colourful and has darker shades. This will be a blank canvas, white walls (like an art gallery) with the “art” front and centre. I have full ideas on how the main cast reacts to this.

Ash and Camilla are very disturbed by this, in different ways. Ash tends more towards anger at this, while Camilla tends towards sadness. Smiley is more indifferent.

However I have no idea what Clover’s reaction to this will be, because he kinda does the same thing, with his creations. He kills and tortures them. So idk what he’s going to think :). It should be an interesting exploration of his character

I like to think I’m in a book because I know that the fandom would love me, I’m sad, funny and a terrible person :) The imaginary fans want me so bad, they simp for me and I love it. They can see me right now, having a huge ego and hiding in a dark room, and they love it. They’ll defend my inevitable horrible decision, say “Oh he had a reason”

Im not someones blorbo, Im the morally questionable hot guy they write self insert fanfic about.

I don’t know who needs to hear this, but if you’re at a low point:

If you were a fictional man right now, there would be *at least* ten people if not a large portion of the fanbase that would call you their wet beast poor little meow meow

The world is a mess here

VFD actually stands for Very Fucking Disorganised