For The Anon A While Back Who Wanted To See Hilmes With His Hair In A Ponytail. Hes 11 Years Old Here,

For the anon a while back who wanted to see Hilmes with his hair in a ponytail. He’s 11 years old here, but he also wears it this way in the flashback to his time with Irina (see below).

No mask, either.

For the ask game: Elam for 1, 11, 12, 16 :)

Thanks! Anyone curious about the ask game, here's the post!

1. My first impression of them

“Oh that's one prickly lad,” I'm pretty sure. Okay well, I think past!me was kinda justified in that, he was prickly lol.

11. What’s the first thing you think about when thinking about the character?

Not quite a thought but somehow I attach him with a sense of longing that pops up when he's alone— when he doesn't have tasks and jobs occupying his mind. I don't know why, I don't know what he's yearning for, all I know is that it's a quiet, small thing, not the burning or consuming sort (comparatively, the sense of longing I associate with Arslan is more potent— like drowning, that one) but one that's... I don't know. A sense of loneliness. It's like a summer breeze. I want to hug him.

12. Sexuality hc!

A baby gay. Baby boy baby.

16. A childhood headcanon

Huh, surprisingly there's not much in terms of a solid headcanon I have for his childhood, except that he was... hm, how do I put it, catatonic? shut off and unresponsive? when he first arrived back to Narsus after his parents passed— struck with grief. He didn't know how to deal with that so he shut it off and buried himself in things to do. He didn't want to think about it, so he didn't. I don't know how things will get there but things end up cumulating in a very young Elam absolutely bawling his eyes out in Narsus' arms because damn let the kid act like a kid.

Character ask game!

A classic character ask game lol, but with a little deeper digging into them

Send a character and a number/several numbers, and i'll answer:

My first impression of them

When I think I truly started to like them (or dislike them, if you've sent me a character I don't like)

A song that reminds me of them

How many people I ship them with

My favorite ship of them

My least favorite ship of them

A quote of them that you remember

Your favorite outfit of them

Your least favorite outfit of them

Describe the character in one sentence

What’s the first thing you think about when thinking about the character?

Sexuality hc!

Your favorite friendship they have

Best storyline they had

Worst storyline they had

A childhood headcanon

What do you think their first word was?

How do you think they were as a kid? (Like, were they shy, noisy, wild, etc)

The most random ship you've seen people have with them

A weird headcanon

When do you think they were at their happiest?

When do you think they were at their lowest?

Future headcanon

What do you think is a secret they have that they never told anyone?

When do you think they acted the most ooc

When do you think they were being "themselves" the most?

If they could meet a character from another show/movie/etc, who would be the most fun for them to meet?

The most unnecessary thing they ever did?

How do you think they would be as a parent? (and if they are a parent, how do you think they would be if they weren't?)

The funniest scene they had?

Go Farangis!!!!!!!!!

She is like Wonderwomen

Farangis is so real for this

Now and Then