Chuuya Headcanons

Chuuya headcanons

Chuuya Nakahara x GN!reader

Warnings ⚠️: none

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Okayyyy where do i start. This man is literally perfect no one can change my mind about that

Okay when you actually start dating you would be the most precious thing for him. He is ready to risk his life for you no matter what. If gou aren't in the PM he would make you stay away from the things he do, just so you are safe. If you are in the PM, he would most likely go on missions with you if Mori allow it.

So we all know that loyalty is one of the most important things for Chuuya. So for you two to actually start dating he needs some time to really trust you. In order that to happen you need to know him since the ages before Dazai left or you REALLY need to gain his trust like listening about his past and being actually interested in what he's been thought.

BOY IS HE INSECURE. When you to get together he will tell you that he isn't exactly human if you don't know already (if you were in the mafia when he was 15). He would tell you that if you don't want to date him, because of that he will understand it, bc he feels like because of that he isn't being good enough for you. Resure him i am begging you🙏🙏.

HATS. WINE. He has a collection of both of them🤷‍♀️. He would gladly show you these collections. Just imagine walking through his collection of hats and when you saw one that caught your eye, he would just grab it and put it on you. He probably has a favourite wine and would ask you about your thoughts on it.

Even if you are in the mafia or not he would not have a lot of time to spend with you (😭). He is the best Mafia executive, of course he is busy. But he will always make up for when he needed to stay up, bc of the mafia.

I feel like his love language is gift giving. He has the money so why wouldn't he spoil you? Clothes, jewelleries, items, everything you want. Everything you want you'll have it. Just because.

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I totally get it

Sometimes my biggest fear is falling out of love with Levi. Like I would distance myself from him when I get invested in a new TV show or book but that only lasts a few hours and I am back on my Levi shit. The fandom can also get overwhelming sometimes. It has happened to me before where I loved a character and then boom, I just found myself not interested in them one day.

This is a genuine fear of mine when it comes to Levi and maybe its stupid but like he is my comfort character for years now and I hope it stays that way

I feel called out hehe

Back to when we were together (Levi Ackerman x reader)

TW: Agnst😓, mention of blood

Reader is is in their late 20's, early 30's.

Being a cadet was always fun. You and Hange always talking and gossiping, talking to commander Erwin sometimes. Training with Mikasa, seeing Armin and Eren getting closer through the years the got on the scouts. Yeah.... The fact that you liked your captain was also fun. Hange knew. Of course. You clearly remember when he was injured and couldn't come to a mission with us.

"Remember what I've told you?" He asked. "Stick your landing or you'll be running laps all day when you come back!" Hange said sarcastically. "No." Annoying scoff came out of the humanity's strongest soldier. "If you don't kill at least one, then you'll be better for a titan food?" You didn't even bother to hear who said that. "I-no." "You'll never make it to my squad if you fight like an idiot! Armed yelled, but he quickly shut his mouth when Levi's cold gaze turned to him.

Hevi sighed.-Just come back in one piece. All of you!

Hange and i gave ourselves a look. We knew Levi cared about everyone even though he didn't show it...much. We got on our horses and started riding out of the wall. Yeah..we did come back in one piece. Thought i didn't stick every landing, buuut. I remember, how when we had to clean the castle and instead me and Hange started fighting with the brooms like some worries, and the captain came into the room. Yeah we did cleaned after all if you are wondering. How many times has the captain save out asses? Well 1,2,3,4,5-well a lot. During missions, getting us out of some punishment of the Military, when we forget to take something before a mission, when we are injured he comes to check up on us... Yeah Levi surely care about us even though he doesn't show it.

The most part was how much everyone could annoy him. Or at least that's what he said. Dragging him out of his office to gossip with us, putting on higher heels, so we could see how much taller we can be than him, making him play different kind of games and listen to everyone's stories late by the fire outside. It was really cold though, but again the captain told everyone to bring their capes, so we were fine.

Somehow taking care of Levi has always made mw happy too.. making him black tea while he is doing paperwork, telling him to go to sleep when he doesn't want to, stopping him from training when he was injured. Sometimes dealing with Eren, when he is too mad... sometimes. Making sure everything with him was alright always bringed me joy. And i wondered why, until i realised i had a deep crush on my captain. Well certainly was part of my plans. But what can i possibly do? It's not my fault our captain is so perfect is it? Of course i couldn't just keep that to myself so i told Hange- even though they almost told him on accident...twice, but it was really good to have someone to talk about that. They have always told me to tell him, but how do imagine that? I am sure that everything on my captain's mind is litterly the opposite. Still...we had some moments that had me thinking... When he helped me learn how to land my moves. When sometimes brang me a cup of tea when he made for himself too. When he offered to help me with my paperworks that i couldn't do.-well offer was a strong word. More of like a "how can you be so idiotic to not do this, give me". But does it matter how he says it? Every time he said "i hate you" and i responded with "nah you love me", he just scoffed and rolled his eyes instead of denying it. Not kicking me out when i wanted to be in the room where he reads. Trusting me to make him tea, exactly how he wants to.Those special, special little moments for me.And these moments sure got me thinking, but he IS the captain after all...he is supposed to help us...right? Even with this i still couldn't told him. Even if he liked me too what could have happened. Is it even allow to date him? What are gonna think the younger cadets? What if one us die on one mission? There is so much for him to think about, there is no point in giving him more pressure. But i could live like this. Not sharing my feelings towards him. Wanting him to be mine, but he isn't. Admiring him every time i see him. Taking care of him even when it was being "strange". I could told him one day. It wasn't like i was at the verge of death right? Wrong. This is exactly where i was. At the verge of d e a t h. I still couldn't believe it.

Me and the captain in the forest his sat on his legs. Me laying in his arms..... covered in blood. Raining.... Wind running through the trees' crowns. And Levi...well Levi is standing there looking down at me. Not saying a word. My vision is blurry. I am dying...Hah...Who would have guessed that'd be the way that I'll die? I wanted to speak. To tell him how much i care about him. To tell him how much i appreciate and respect him. To thank him for always being there. To tell him that i......love him. But i couldn't. I couldn't speak, i couldn't see, i couldn't move. I couldn't do anything. Amd it felt like he couldn't too. Because he didn't say anything either. I was barely seeing him. Every moment we had together was running through my head. Dying in your captain's arm? At least it sounds cool- i would say if i could. He knew there is no time and point in trying to save an already more than half death person. Well that was it.... Being a cadet was fun.

In this cold night Levi stranded there looking at the cader dying in his arms. Someone so precious to him. He knew there was no time and point in trying to save an already death person. He wanted to say how much he loved them, but it was too late. So in that moment Levi kissed them. Even if they didn't feel it. Even if they're breath was already taken. Even they would never know it. Even if they will never find out. He did it. A little late, but did it. He looked at his arm covered in blood and took of his cape, put it around them, and.....

Jules: God, give me patience.

Josh: I think you mean 'give me strength'.

Jules: If God gave me strength, you'd be dead.