Aaa Does Anyone Ever Get That Feeling When You Feel Good Inside- You See A Good Friend, Laugh At A Good

aaa does anyone ever get that feeling when you feel good inside- you see a good friend, laugh at a good joke, talk to someone you haven’t in a while.

I don’t know, but I talked to a longtime crush of mine that I haven’t seen face to face in about a year. It felt so sweet and really nice to talk to him again. I felt my heart beat faster, and I was really happy for the first time in a while.

so yep thats it.

ok i recently got a surgery and i had to go under anesthesia, and i was very nervous so the doctors gave me something called giggle juice

and i felt really calm

so i asked the doctor if i could use it for presentations at school

of course they had to say no

and then i laughed for a bit

and they took me into the surgery room and i don’t remember anything after that.

if you think about it, being a comedian is basically glorified ‘let me tell you this super funny thing that happened…’ to your friends except you have many more friends that pay to see you and your on a giant stage with a microphone, and your friends don’t interrupt you while your talking.

sometimes i stare at the sun to try and figure out what color it is.

now i see why white contains all colors.

don’t stare at the sun kids.

boys are so pretty.

I went to model un yesterday and saw a cute guy from another school and he was just stunning, like pretty eyes, cute hair, just amazing and stunning.

update i left him on read a bit ago because i didn’t like him that much.

maybe based off irl

i went to my friends birthday party (at a hibachi place) and i noticed his cousin was cute.

after the party in the parking lot, the cousin was talking to me and said something along the lines of “i have a lacrosse game at your highschool, you should come see it, ill be number X.”.

i probably said okay or something- i don’t remember. but them my other friends with me said he was flirting with me.

skip to the next day at like 10:00 pm i was on a facetime call with the friends and the birthday friend said he wasnt giving his cousin my number or something idk.

then like the day after that i dm the cousin on instagram and ask him if he was flirting- he said no.

anyways last night (on easter) my friend calls me- his camera is off. he asks me what i think of his cousin- to which i say he is cute. then i ask if the cousin was there with him- he says yes- and i get very anxious. i say hi to the cousin- the cousin asks something along the lines of “when are you going to let me take you out” idk i don’t nt think i said a straight answer.

now i wake up- the cousin added to me to his private story, and snapped me asking “wyd😉” and i just feel dead now. idk what to do cause i originally thought this would be one of those things that goes nowhere but now its real and i cant process that.