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BABY! 11 and 30.
11. If you could only write angst, fluff, or smut for the rest of your life, which would it be?
Angst lmaoooo, I write better when I'm sad than when I'm happy, I feel like it's one of my fields 😎 but I love writing fluff tho.
30. Tell us an idea for a longfic you want to write in the future.
I said before that I was kind of working on a Seokjin fanfic, now it's on pause until I finish so it goes. It's set in the circus and it's inspired by an old book of romance I read when I was like 15. I'm really excited about it!!!!!
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18. What is a line/scene you’re really proud of? Give us the DVD commentary for that scene.
There's this part in ghost of you towards the end of Yoongi's pov, before the cut. It starts saying how he felt like he was "hugging the ghost of you". When I started writing the chapter I thought I was going to name it "delicate" because it reminded me of Taylor's song, but then that line came out naturally, I loved it so much that I named the chapter like that, it was more fitting!!! You can see in the playlist that I added a song called ghost of you, but I didn't name it like that because of it, I was listening to it when I finished writing the chapter and I was really surprised bc it sounded a lot like so it goes!!
Also, I really like that part where it says that he felt like he was walking towards the guillotine when it just was his home 🙏🏻 I was kinda proud of that one.
19. Who is the easiest/hardest character for you to write about? Why?
Writing Yoongi is definitely the easiest!! This is gonna sound so lame, but maybe it's because I've been in therapy for two years now and I feel like I read him so well because of that.
Oc is maybe the hardest because I don't want readers to be confused by her actions, like on drunk she was willing to try to make Yoongi jealous but it was kinda uncomfortable at the same time, and when Yoongi came drunk to her house asking about Taehyung she was really mad, even if she agreed to do that thing about the story. She didn't expect him to show up drunk, maybe she wanted him to call her, but she wasn't ready to see him like that. I was afraid that she sounded hypocrite, but things are not always black or white. I hope readers understood her when she was mad at Yoongi for showing up drunk at her doorstep 😗
okay 28 obviously about so it goes !!
28. In [x fic], what is a happy, post-fic headcanon you have about [pairing]?
Them moving in together 😭, and maybe not so happy scenario but oc being jealous for the first time insead of Yoongi 😌 and maybe them discussing having kids sjehjr, okay I'll stop.
Hi Tina! I hope your day is going great!!
27. If you were ever to do a sequel to so it goes, what do you think might happen in it? :]
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Hi!! Hoping your day is going great too 😌
27. If you were ever to do a sequel to [x fic], what do you think might happen in it?
It's not a sequel, but after I finish the next parts I was planning to write extra chapters or just long drabbles of them just being happy 😢. I wrote a lot about them being fuffly but imagine Yoongi as a boyfriend!!!
25 + 29 (butterfly) ☺️✨
25. Which idea came to you first in [x fic]?
When I started writing so it goes I worked everything around ghost of you and the fight!!! It was the main point, before writing everything I had to figure out why they weren't together already and why they couldn't be tohether 😌
29. Send me a word. If it’s in your WIPs, include the sentence and a short summary of the fic.
I don't have anything with butterfly 😭
Ms tina??? Have you seen yoongis long hair 🥵🥲
I PUT AN ALARM TO WATCH THEM!! When I woke up and bts weren't there I went back to sleep, now I wake up again and I see THIS ????
HE'S SO CUTEE 😭😭😭😭😭 LET ME KISS HIS CHEEKS!!!!!!
I just had the most stressful day trying to get tickets to see Seokjin with coldplay next week but guess what??? I got them!!! I have never been this happy 😭😭😭
Hi friends!!!
I was thinking of coming and talk for a second.
First, I got sick again last week (I promise I'm 100% healthy, I don't know why I get sick this often, but don't worry it's nothing), I missed most of my classes sadly. On top of that, you may not be aware because you're from a different country, but since Coldplay announced the participation of Seokjin in one of their concerts it's been total CHAOS around here!! I can't even describe it.
Now I have to get back to the real world 🥲, catch up with all my classes and try to stop thinking about Seokjin at least until next friday.
I'm saying all of this because I wanted to tell you that I'm going to be a little late with the updates, like I said a million times before, I still have one drabble left to post and then I have to finish writing the next update for so it goes.
Wait for me pls!! And thank you for always sending me asks, I always enjoy reading what you think about the story or when you just want to talk.
Yesterday I went to bed at three am and I just woke up!
Seeing Seokjin yesterday was such an emotional moment, I went home crying of joy. I don't have any good pictures since I was so excited and recording was really difficult, but I saw him from third row and he was so beautiful!!! It is still such a shook for me to have seen him so close. The stadium was filled with armys who made the effort to go only to support him and sing the astronaut with him. I hope he could feel our love bc the whole stadium was singing with him 💜
I don't know how I can move on from that, but I guess I have to come back to my activities now lmao, life goes on I guess.
I will come back next week, let me cry for while first 🥲.
Ms Tina!! How are you feeling post-Seokjin? 🤭
Hi!!!
To be honest I still can't believe what happened, it was eight days of pure chaos and it was super hard to come back to reality 😭. I have one of my last exams of the year next week and I'm studying and writing, but still thinking of Seokjin (yoongi pls don't read this!!!)
I said that I didn't have any good pictures bc it's true! But here are a screenshot of one of the videos my sister recorded and a very bad picture she took:
I saw him reallyreallyreally close!! I was two people away from the barricade 🥲
The other day my mom asked me to show her the video that bangtantv uploaded and couldn't help but cry again watching it.
Btw this my first time seeing one of the boys, it was surreal !!! I'm gonna miss him so much 😭💜
Currently going through my last week of college~ (until next year), after that I still have another exam but I don't have to go to class anymore 🥲 i'm daydreaming abour vacations.
I'm still working on the next part of so it goes, I hope I can finish in the next two weeks 👉🏻👈🏻 thank you for waiting 😭
Hi friends!!
I know I'm a lil behind with the final chapter of so it goes, (which I'm still writing everyday) but I'm having some trouble with my laptop and it's making the process so much slower 😭😭😭 I was expecting to have it posted by now, but now I'm hoping for the next few weeks.
I hope you're having a good week so far 💜
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💘 Is there any posted fic you want to rework/re-edit/re-write?
Yes!! I love so it goes but I would love to re-write plan A!!
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We missed you Tina!!
Missed you too 😭
🧿 what steps do you take to not take things personally if a fic doesn't do well, or if your writing/posting/sharing experience isn't going how you'd like it to?
It’s really hard for me not to take it personal but at the end of the day I’m really grateful that people take the time to read what I write, whether is 5 people or 100 😁
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💫 what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?
When someone tells me exactly what part they liked and why!! Like yes please tell me all about it !!
🌻what makes you want to give up on writing? what makes you keep going?
I have the same answer for both, sometimes when I read something really good I can feel small and like I’m not good enough but after that I feel encouraged to keep writing and get better 💘
🎈describe your style as a writer; is it fixed? does it change?
I think that after so many years writing I’m still trying to find a proper style, I think it changed a lot because I’d like to take it more seriously but I’ve always liked writing with lots and lots of narrative in between dialogues, I hope people like that because it’s all over my writing 🥴
🍭why did you start writing?
I’ve always loved to read!! And I was like wait I can do that too?? When I was a kid didn’t take myself as a writer, but someone who just wanted to put their stories into words !!
💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!
aaAAAA i was waiting for this and because you’re someone who is always sending me things I’m giving you a dialogue 🩷😀 (I took out some parts, you can read this in the first chapter!!)
(…) “Do you have any plans tonight?” Yoongi started to walk backwards, heading towards the door as he looked at you and invited you to follow him. (…)
You avoid his gaze, trying to come up with an answer. “Do you have any friends?” You asked. (…)
“Do you?” He attacked back, smirking “Going to the store with your mom on a friday night, I thought you were popular in high school.”
“I was not, you must have confused me with my brother, we have the same nose.” You scoffed, walking with him to your house “And I do have friends, they’re just not around.”
“So you don’t have plans.” Yoongi confirmed, letting you enter through the door first.
“No, not really.” You admitted, leading him to the kitchen to leave the bags on the counter. “Why? Did you want to take me out?”
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(sooo happy that you’re back Tina!! And so excited for the new yoongi fic )
So happy that you’re excited, I’m happy to be back too 😭🩷
🍭 why did you start writing?
I already answered this!! But I wanted to answer why I stared to write again 😁 bc I stopped for many many years, but when I started reading bts fanfic I was like… I want to do that!!! But I was kinda hesitant too bc all the work that I read was sooo good, but at the end my sister encouraged me to finally post and I’m so happy that she did 😭
Hi friends!!
How are you doing? It’s been super busy around here, I had a super chaotic month and just now I’m trying to finish chapter two of the road not taken.
College kicked my butt the whole past month, I had super emotional weeks (I attended the eras tour almost two weeks ago!! So that was something) but I’m back 😎
Hope I can post the new chapter in a few days !!
Not to be that person, but I think it’s time to acknowledge we’re at the precipice for either change from sacrifice or mass annihilation. Now hear me out-
As a dweeb, I’m going to look at this from what I know best: fiction.
Let’s look at:
Barbie (growing up and learning to let go of an idealistic life)
Marvel (the old heroes making way for a new generation)
These two are the most blatant and famous examples I can think of from western media. Now let’s look at anime:
Jjk (hottest topic recently; alrdy a lot of meta, and one post explained it rlly well w/ smth along the lines of “Gojo spent his life trying to reshape the old system, without realising in order to eradicate the old system he himself has to go bcuz he himself is such an integral part to that system”)
bnha (say what you will about the fandom, the anime makes some good points abt morality and societal change. And one of them is the sacrifice of the current heroes to create new generation of Hope. See: All Might & Hawks)
These are the most popular shonen anime I can think of that delivers this point well. Ofc u can argue that these “changes” are just to fit a fictional narrative/ add to character tragedies (which is true to an extent), but as a literature fanatic, I do think there’s merit in thinking more critically abt how fiction is closely linked to reality. (Think of the rise in gothic literature, hero comics, or even in academic texts with the pressure to produce)
This links also to (imo) the rise in villain sympathy, that I may or may not touch on in another post later. But in case I don’t get to doing that, it boils down to an acknowledgement that there’s something wrong abt society as it is now and the need to challenge the accepted status quo. (There’s a certain element of danger to this tho. I’ll just leave that bit as food for thought until later)
The point being, it’s time for us as a generation to make a choice. But I don’t think, at our current stage, that we’re strong enough to make the meaningful choice.
Sorry sorry sorry
Sorry everyone for the lack of quotes, I have been super busy with College and am still trying to find time to post. I will find time eventually and I hope you don't mind the radio silence in the meantime.
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