If I'm Inactive, It's Because I'm Trying To Be An Academic Weapon And Catch Up On Lectures As My Finals

if i'm inactive, it's because i'm trying to be an academic weapon and catch up on lectures as my finals begin next week

if i'm active, it's because i'm procrastinating

TIL that hearing the edward twilight voice makes me cringe and tense enough to actually strain something in my neck I HATE THAT VAMPIRE

I constantly have it in my mind that Gillion is three years older than Chip. Gillion, yes, Gillion mother fucking Tidestrider, is the oldest of the albatrio.

It's funny on a base level, Gillion is oldest yet the others need to babysit him. Gillion is the oldest but he knows the least. Haha.

It's less funny if you think about Chip being 8 years old, happy with the black rose pirates and then Gillion. Gillion who is eleven and training to be a weapon for others.

It's less funny if you think about Jay, 12 and spending time with her mom and sister. Gillion, 13, who can't remember his mom and almost expects his sister's hugs to hurt because the only contact he gets is hit over the head for failing again.

Chip, 14, Jay, 16, able to act out and cause trouble, because they're teenagers, why not goof around? And then Gillion, who's 17 and told to be an adult and act like it. But he can't change how he acts, because being mature has always been the standard expectation, he doesn't know how to be an adult when that's already what he's been his whole life.

Chip, 18 and he is scared to kill someone because killing is bad. Jay, 20 and her sister is dead and she is heartbroken. Gill, 21 and he is already used to killing, and he never sees his sister anyways, and he ruins his life. He ruins his life doing wha he thought was right, doing what they taught him to do.

Gillion is three years older than Chip, a year older than Jay. And it seems insignificant until you think about those years being stolen from him. It took Gillion 22 years to be free. Chip was free off and on, he had a childhood, Jay was never held back, she had a childhood.

Gillion didn't.

All of this "Chip being fatherless" has me thinking. What if Chip had a new father figure (Sorry Arlin), and not just anyone......

Superman is Chip's new father figure! Do you see the vision?

i must be blind because whaaaaaaat??? IM SO LOST YOU NEED TO ELABORATE

spoilers for the suckening ep 10

I FINALLY REACHED THE PART WHERE GRIZZLY IS SCREAMING IN ANGUISH OVER HAVING AN UGLY PC

also the gasp i let out when he considered sacrificing void HOW DARE HE