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I thought this was gonna be a love story….
Imagine having a best friend that's just the bestest person you've ever met.
Everyone always assumes you're going to be together, and they're right. You match each others energy all the time, no matter what and some might think the things you do are weird, but the two of you crack up every single time.
You are happiest together and naturally when looking at your futures you plan each other in.
"Oh if I go here to study this and you go there to study that we can share an apartment here!"
Okay and now imagine the best person in your life is murdered by another very close friend of yours. Murdered. His wife too. Their child now orphaned. And you are the one to find the body of your best friend, cold and frozen on the floor.
And then you get locked away for a crime you didn't commit. A crime you would never commit. Never ever. But now you might just have kill that one "friend" who sold James and Lily Potter to Voldemort, right in front of their son's eyes.
Rip Isaac Henderson, you would have loved discovering the marauders fandom, explaining the entire lore to Charlie and Tao and then assigning marauders era kins to the entire friend group
"that didnt happen in canon" and canon didnt happen at all, what is your point
“What’s a fanfiction you think about daily” a fic where Sirius got diagnosed with cancer and it was the stages through chemo with Remus until he eventually passed because of it and the last line was
“As the nurses unplugged his Oxegyn the last thing sirius heard was the screams of the love of his life as he left the world he lives in”
BROKE ME ACTUALLY BROKE ME
Mainly cause I’ve lost 2 grandparents to cancer and it reminded me of them and two cause it stomped on my heart
I did cry again whilst writing this post
Best news I ever heard was Gary oldman and David Thewlis thinking they played a couple I THINK ABOUT IT DAILY
"wolfstar is canon" I say into the microphone. the crowd boos. I sigh and begin to walk off stage. "she's right" a voice says, I turn and there he is. David Thewlis.
I havent read Sirius’s version of atyds but I SWEAR TO GOD IF HE KISSED MARY AFTER KISSING REMUS BECAUSE “it cancelled the gay out” IM GONNA SCREAM. SIRIUS YOU IDIOT
I forgot what happens on tumblr in October and i looked at the Jegulus taG
IVE SEEN THINGS I DO NOT WANNA SEE.
what they said.


me going to bed tonight
You know what I’m changing my mind. Peter loved his friends and he was insanely happy in school the only way he betrayed his friends was that he was tortured one night by death eaters. They imperiod him and brought him to voldermort. Regulus , Barty and Evan saw Peter at first we’re shocked and thought peter peter betrayed his friends.
What was actually happening was that the way they got the information out of Peter was truth potion made by snape. The rest of the time he was under the imperious curse. He was under the imperious curse 31st october 1981.
He would never do it in his right mind. Death eaters knew that so they took his power away
See guys I’m not going crazy ‼️
I just remembered Harry and Ron’s conversation about hermiones skin
DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT IM ON ABOUT
Wanna be nosy? Here's your chance.
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Guys what if I said that regulus and Sirius had horse riding lessons as kids. Like they loved it was the one thing their parents signed them up for and they enjoyed it. BUT it got ruined for them when they got a new private instructor because walburga said their old one “was to soft” and this new instructor SUCKED like they pushed them to far and would harm the horses.
And when Sirius ran away walburga sold the horses and cancelled the lessons cause “she wasnt paying for a child that didn’t matter”
BUT HERES THE TWIST
When James and Remus found out. James begged his parents to book horse riding lessons for them (including Peter). It would take a while but after a couple lessons but Sirius and regulus started actually enjoying it and like they were in their god damn element.
Thank you for coming to my rant
Look at me to not falling when I cantered today at my horse riding lesson
When I think about little five-year-old Remus going through his first moon, I start sobbing uncontrollably.
My communication skills are so bad like actually so bad that I don’t tell anyone if I’m upset or anything
Me 🤝 Remus Lupin
Being queer, socialy awkward, and loving Sirius Black.


Mean Girls (2004) dir. Mark Waters

“cunt” “cunt” “cunt” i say slowly into the mirror then all of a sudden sirius black and barty crouch jr appear behind me
I just remembered Harry and Ron’s conversation about hermiones skin
DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT IM ON ABOUT
Guys I’ve got like 3 more followers which means I must introduce myself
Hiiii!! I’m mezzy you can call me mez or anything I dont rlly care
I love love love the Marauders era and epic the musical
FEEL FREE TO YAP TO ME ABT ANYTHING
IM VERY BAD AT STARTING NEW CONVERSATIONS SO SORRY IF I DONT MESSAGE YOU OR SMTH