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Mickeym0xley - Mickey - Tumblr Blog
hi. i dont go here but I wanna talk.
imagine being Josef Newgarden, 13 and after trying a few sports and not being too good at any, you starting karting, you immediately pick up four titles. you love it. you travel to europe and become the first american to get a Formula Ford Festival title. Europe is harsh to you and in 2011 you return back to america. Something about the home soil fuels you and you win an Indy lights championship. you get into indycar the next year.
meanwhile, across the world in New Zealand, Scott Mclaughlin becomes the youngest driver to win a Supercars race. He breaks the record for most wins in a single season. He's dominant, simple. He's just like you in every way possible. Little do you know, your future best friend is watching you become Penske Perfect. He's watching and rooting for you from an ocean over.
In 2021, Scott comes over from Supercars. You werent ever too close to anyone on the grid- but you two click. You were so used to keeping your friends close and your enemies closer, that you let him in.

in 2021, you have a best friend. you both know that being teammates and friends won't work for long. you both can bet on it long before it happens. in 2022 you create a youtube channel and start making little videos with Scott. People like you guys, they think you're funny. You're not just Josef Newgarden, 2x Indycar champion and Penske driver, but also you're 1/2 of Bus Bros. This is the closest you've ever been with a teammate on this level. It's an emotional dynamic. It carries on into 2023 with a little less passion. Heartbreak in inevitable. Some days you wanna make sure he's okay, other days you hope he suffers. You wanna break his leg- quick and aggressively, he wants to beat your skull in. You'll film a Bus Bros episode that weekend and pretend you didn't openly say that in an interview. You mindlessly believe it will be resolved, that you two can fix it when it falls apart. Scott is a realist, saying you're a limited duo. You're both too egotistical to believe you're wrong is what he says.
2023 wraps up and it's your worst season finish. What happened to Penske perfection? You were bigger than the whole sky, a demon on ovals. You were everything Penske represented. Scott's making you soft. What happened to your perfection that people said was impossible? Scott is not only your best friend, but your teammate. And he's starting to win. He's the friend you held as close as your enemies until you realized he was just like them. Coming into the 2024 season, you unfollow everyone. Rumors are spiraling and you end Bus Bros, quietly taking down the merch site. Scott refuses to answer questions besides saying to ask you about it.
It's the streets of St. Pete, Penske has an illegal car- you all know about it. You and Scott get a 1-2. Podiums are publicity, everyone has their eyes on you. Be as cordial as you can, you'll crop him out of your photos later on instagram.

The cooldown room is more tense, Scott refuses to sit by you. The cars illegal, they figure it out in Long Beach. The St. Pete 1-2 gets stripped away from you. Scott sees things level and you're hungry only for another win, to be seen as the winner you once were. The Barber press conference is an embarrassment for you, you're spilling your guts on a white table while cameras flash. Scott admits to it and takes subtle digs at you in an interview. (x,x)
Scott takes pole position at the 500. Scott leads the most laps. But you won. Your hunger motivated you and here it is, the proof you're better. You lost your best friend for it. you're the first back to back Indy 500 race winner since 2001-2002. People are calling you the villain. This is how it ends. Scott makes fun of you during your speech, "I still love you my bus bro." And thats how it ends. You're still cropping eachother out of posts. You seldomly talk. It's not over though, and it never will be.
Oh and Will Power is there.



Patti Smith, photographed by Lynn Goldsmith (1975) Siouxsie Sioux, "Wild Things" Photosession photographed by Adrian Boot (1981) Trent Reznor, "March of the Pigs" MV photographed by Joseph Cultice (1994)

“We knew the girls were really women in disguise, that they understood love, and even death, and that our job was merely to create the noise that seemed to fascinate them”
The Virgin Suicides (1999) Sofia Coppola


Sky Ferreira photographed by Chris Colls for Interview Magazine (2014)
oh my god there are so many books to read and instruments to learn and languages to speak and poems to write and oranges to eat and ideologies to study and songs to sing and films to watch and people to kiss and

By Andrea Galad

shot by peter lindbergh in yves saint laurent - marguerite duras (2018)
“In a sense, I’m the one who ruined me: I did it myself.”
— Haruki Murakami (via minuty)












Keanu Reeves as Neo
in THE MATRIX 1999


Double Labyrinthe (1976) dir. Maria Klonaris, Katerina Thomadaki




Élysée Palace - June 1961
can i get one with no cheese im lactose intolerant
Im making tacos tonight who wants one
he lived. served cunt. died. got resurrected. served even more cunt




Every official that comes in Cripples us leaves us maimed Silent and tamed And with our flesh and bones He builds his homes Southern fist Rise through the jungle mist Clenched to smash power so cancerous A black flag and a red star A rising sun loomin’ over Los Angeles Yes for raza livin in la la Is like gaza on to the dawn of intifada Reach for the lessons the masked pass on And seize the metropolis It’s you that it’s built on
[…] Their existence is a crime Their seat their robe their tie Their land deeds Their hired guns They’re the crime Shots heard underground round the rapture The world’s eye captured At last in a Mexican pasture The masked screaming land or death Within a breath A war from tha depth of time Who shot four puppet governors in a line Who shook all the world bankers Who think they can rhyme Shot the landlords who knew it was mine Yes, it’s a war from the depth of time
Rage Against the Machine “War Within A Breath” The Battle of Düsseldorf, Germany (2000)
~ Happy New Year! ~
Mitski should make a nu-metal album

rest in peace to fashion icon vivienne westwood.
(8 April 1941 – 29 December 2022)
i can’t believe the satanic panic is actually back, how funny