A Playlist Of All My Favorite Lana Del Ray Songs!

A playlist of all my favorite Lana Del Ray songs!🎀

Lana Del Rey

Looking for a sugar daddy🩷🎀

Dream house

My best friend drew me and my crush together 🤍(she has no idea how his face looks like) it’s not accurate though because he’s like 6’2 and I’m like up to his lower shoulder- it’s okay tho he’s standing in back of me🎀

I added the bow to make it Coquette 🫶

I love him

There’s this guy in my school and his name is Joseph. There’s this other guy in my school and his name is Erick.

I love Erick. He’s tall and good looking and kind of fit. He’s popular and I catch him looking at me a lot. Yesterday I saw him looking at him with a beautiful big smile on his face. I know he wasn’t smiling at me but at something his friend told him. But I’ve only talked to him once. Beck in my first semester in 2023 in a technology class I sat next to him. That was back when I was still together with my ex boyfriend, Azazel. I would tell Azazel how tall and good looking he was but I didn’t know his name so he had to guess who he was. He guessed it was a guy named Thomas who is also very good looking and tall, but no it was not him. It was Erick. I found out his name when the teacher called on him once. I remember the high difference between me and him. I was up to his lower chest. And yes he is a yeah older than me. Azazel told me that because he had him in a class that wasn’t shared by the same grade. The day I talked to him was the first time I went back to school when my boyfriend broke up to me. I went up and him and asked what’s his name. And he said “why?” And I told him that I was just asking. He then pointed to a guy next to me and said “same thing as she guy over there.” I looked and then back at him. I didn’t know who that guy was but I already knew his name. I told him that if it wasn’t a bother if I can hang around him because I was scared of a guy named Azazel and that if he saw me with people like him he would leave me alone. He said sure and I just hanged around him. He told me nothing and I tried to start a conversation with him and it didn’t last long. Some people asked me if I was his sister but he said no and I said nothing. That was the last and only time I ever talked to him. Now recently he’s been hanging out closer to where me and my friends do. I don’t know if that’s a sign or if I’m just that delusional and desperate.

I love Joseph. Unlike Erick he is in my grade and I have him in gym class. And also Unlike Erick I’ve “talked” to him. I found out his name was Joseph because my friend Adrina sits next to him. One time I wrote him a letter pretending to be my friend that i hang out with in gym class. I remember it said “hey, my friend has a big ass crush on you and she won’t shut up about you. Can you please talk to her. Her number is #### please call or text her”. She gave it to him but when I went there. And I never got a call or text from him. But I wasn’t gonna give up now. So I tried again. Since my friend Adrina sits next to him I told her to tell him that she has a friend who liked him. It was the end of the day and I was going to my grandmas car so she can pick me up when I saw Adrina. I told her what happened and she told her he said, “I don’t want it.” I had to walked all the way to the car and sit there holding back my tears as I was so confused on why he didn’t want it. Did he know it was me? It was a bit obvious. And if he did know it was me does he not like me? The next week I couldn’t stop thinking about that. But again, I tried to get his attention. I desperately wanted him to talk to me. And him texting or calling me was the only hope I had for him doing so. Roll into the week of Valentine’s Day. In my school they sale valentines grams. There was an extra special one that cost only 5 dollars so I bought it. I don’t remember exactly what I wrote but it was kind of a lot. But I did put my number on it. I have no idea if the grams have been passed out yet. But I hope they haven’t because he hasn’t called. So I just have to wait and answer all the calls I get. The first time I talked to him was in gym class. It was just settle. I asked him what we were supposed to do and he told me. That was the first time I ever got a good look at his face. I liked it. Yesterday I was using my phone in gym class and he asked me the time. I showed him on my phone and he said thank you. Just settle. That day he also chose to sit next to me. Again, it might be a sign he likes me. Or I’m just desperate and delusional. Joseph is not as tall, not as good looking or fit as Erick. He’s also not popular. That’s why when I didn’t know his name yet I would call him Lonely guy. I love lonely guy. I think I love him more than Erick. Not think, I do. It all started when I saw him sitting alone. It reminded me of myself back when I was little. It was before the pandemic. I was shy and quiet, had no friends and was alone. Just like him! He was quiet and lonely. I thought why is he lonely? Especially a guy. That’s rare. I thought and thought about him all the time and couldn’t get my mind off of him until I realized I liked him. I love him. I usually see him looking at me at break, lunch and gym class. Once he was leaning against a pillar while looking at me with his arms crossed. I was kinda shocked as he kinda boldly looking at me. I thought it was a sign he liked me. Or I’m just that desperate and delusional.

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