Ahh My Green, I Miss You So Much, There's Not A Day Where I Dont Think Abt You I Hope Youre Doing Okay

ahh my green, i miss you so much, there's not a day where i dont think abt you☹️ i hope youre doing okay though!!!! not sure if you'll see it but im sending you the biggest hug and plenty of kisses, i love youuu<333

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hello my wonderful 👒!

i do apologize yet again for disappearing, this semester turned out to be…well, a lot. but you’re the absolute cutest and coming back here to see your sweet, sweet message 🥹🩷 i’m so happy to be back here, i mean it when i say i missed it a lot. i’m sending you the biggest hug and a million kisses back!

so, how have you been? how’s life? do you know if i’ve missed anything with any of the boys? i also hadn’t been able to keep up with anything that wasn’t school or life :/

hello? the hunger games au sounds crazy good????? i’d read the fuck out of it tbh and then read it again just for funsies. can you share more on this wip?? only if it’s okay with you!! i feel like leeknow in the hunger games would be so fucking cool holy shit now that’s gonna be stuck in my head for a minute.

i’m actually doing okay! just waiting to go back to school so i can spend less time at home. i wish capitalism wasn’t a thing so i can just get my own apartment. at least i wish i lived far enough from home so that i could just live in a dorm but oh well, i can always just stay in the library longer or find a cute little cafe to study until they close. how are you???

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Hmm, I know that the other members of Stray Kids will also appear in the story one way or another. I also know that there will be some OCs that I absolutely adore so far. I think that’s all I will say for now, at least until I’m closer to posting it, maybe. But I’m so happy that you like the idea! I totally understand what you mean, once I thought about it, I couldn’t ignore it.

Wow, okay, but all of that was so real of you. I’m actually on the same as you, waiting to start school so I can leave home. Although it’s a little disheartening because the education system is fucked and capitalism keeps fucking us so either way we can’t win. I could rant about this all day if I had the time, so oh my god don’t get me started. But anyway, everything alright at home? I hope I’m not crossing any lines by asking that.

Anyway, I’m okay! I’ve been busy packing since I’m going to be visiting my girlfriend tomorrow and I have a very long flight ahead of me, especially since I’m traveling with my cat so I’m nervous about that. After spending a week at my girlfriend’s we’re both going back to school and that’ll be that.

I hope western leftists know that standing for a free Palestine is not the end of decolonization. I've seen far too many white leftists who proudly stand for freeing Palestine which is good but then get nervous and apprehensive at the idea of decolonizing the very land they are on. Norway will recognize Palestine but actively tear down Sámi liberation. Liberation for one people means it for us all. If you support Palestinian liberation but deny it for the Indigenous people of the land you're on then you didn't stand for Palestinians or any of us to begin with.

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❛ In which two disabled idols find comfort in each other’s arms.

𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐣𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠 + female reader ೯ ( 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 ) 0.4k

꒰ 💌 ꒱ ミ Longer note at the end! I hope you guys enjoy, reblogs and feedback are much appreciated! ── ( 𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐲 )

𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: Han deals with a lot of anxiety and depression, reader has fibromyalgia, constant mentions of being in pain, love-making, cussing, lots of angst, MDNI.

( 𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 ) ( 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 & 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 ) ( 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬 ) ( 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 )

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⌗ OO┆ 𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭

Lady of the night, come out and kiss your stars

Whisper to the moon, and show us where you are

A sea of souls sang to you, their red lights piercing through the deluge, holding their beacons aloft as if to guide you. The rain pelted them like relentless bullets, yet they stood steadfast, their voices rising above the cacophony of thunder and your own racing heartbeat.

In the shadows deep, where the lost souls weep

You dance alone, in the dark so far

The microphone slipped from your trembling grasp as those from backstage rushed forward, but you lifted a hand, bidding them to halt. Slowly, you raised your gaze, meeting the crowd's eyes. Time seemed to stop, air turning scarce as their expectant faces filled your vision. They continued their song, perhaps waiting for you to join them, but motivation eluded you like a distant star.

Oh, Lady of the night, with your eyes so bright

Guide us through the endless night

Your body screamed in protest, every nerve alive with pain, yet you found the strength to sit up, pulling your legs from beneath you to sit properly, heedless of the dress unsuited for such a posture. The rain attacked your body, but your heart and mind were soothed by the sound of your first song, sung by hundreds of voices you feared would abandon you. But they stayed steadfast.

With your spectral light, take us to new heights

Lady of the night, be our silent guide

Those who had rushed to your aid now stood aside, poised to move at your command. Your manager, face red with fury, glared at you with a burning intensity, but his rage couldn't penetrate the serene bubble enclosing you.

Winds begin to howl, as you make your silent call

Through the ancient trees, your ghostly footsteps fall

In the midnight air, there’s a longing there

For the dreams you weave, in your silver shawl

As the song went on, your heartbeat steadied, no longer threatening to burst your veins. For the first time in weeks, you knew peace. The world spun at a gentle pace, your thoughts stilled, and air filled your lungs like a cool drink on a sweltering day. Your eyes fluttered closed, and a soft smile graced your lips.

Unconsciously, you mouthed the words that had sparked your career, finally grasping the lyrics you had penned yourself.

Lady of the night, won't you come out and kiss your stars

In your tender light, we’ll forget our scars

As the song reached its end, you reached out to someone nearby, their touch grounding you as you rose to your feet. The audience's voice swelled, their energy lifting you, and tears you hadn't known you'd held back flowed freely.

Till the morning’s hue, we’ll dream with you

Lady of the night, wherever you are

Oh, what a time to be alive.

posted: 06 • 01 • 2024

💬 a note from green;

by popular vote, i present to you: TFFA! i’m so so happy to be back guys, y’all have no idea the amount of stress i’ve been feeling and all the shit i had to deal with. i am quite literally penniless, am back home where all the stress and crap i try to avoid throughout the semester just sits there, waiting and now i gotta do something about it. i’m just…lowkey not okay haha.

anyways, i’m happy to be writing again! i know this one in particular is probably the shortest thing i’ve ever posted BUT more will come, this is just a snippet of the shitshow that’s coming and i’m honestly so excited.

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reblogging for my own use and for everyone else to use if needed! i started it and i genuinely felt so understood and comforted so i will definitely be back here ❤️‍🩹

dam…….. that website “you feel like shit” (it’s like a questionnaire / troubleshooting guide for when you feel like shit) really works………………….. im not even all the way thru it and i even half-assed a lot of the suggestions and i already feel loads better

i'm so happy to hear that you're okay! you're one of my favourite people here so i immediately noticed your absence but i'm glad you took your time and didn't rush anything<3

i'm doing okay, just pretty busy with uni stuff but overall i think i'm less stressed lately? so yeah, i'm fine :D

i love you green and i'm really happy you're back!🫶🏽

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i’m definitely not crying at this 🥹 you’re so sweet shut up my eyes are sweating

i’m glad you’re feeling less stressed!! that means it’s the good kind of busy, and i’m happy to hear that 💕💕

i love you too, lovely 💕 i’m happy to be back!