So, I'm A Boy.. Kinda.

So, I'm a boy.. kinda.

I used to not think much about it. I'm a boy.

I was born a boy, I grew up a boy, so I've been a boy. But.. there are days where I don't.. boy. I boy most days and when I'm tired, I default to boy. And I don't mind being a boy, I'm fine with it. But there are days I don't wanna boy. I wanna.. be me. Not boy me, just.

Just me. I like my days when I put on jeans and an unassuming t-shirt, add on a cool jacket and just go about my day. But now that I've had more freedom to explore things.. I find myself wanting to just not boy sometimes. Sometimes, I wanna paint my nails or try on make-up. Why not? Thinking back, I've always wanted to try different clothes, jackets on the women section of the mall or shirts with cute colorful styles. I wanna try on dresses, see how they make me feel. I wanna try on different shoes and try different crop tops.. I wanna let my hair grow long, 'till I can maybe put it up in a messy bun from time to time. So yeah, I'm a boy. Except when I'm just... not.

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btw the biggest lie you will ever be told about being trans is that transitioning will make you ugly. that could not be further from the truth: i never got compliments on my appearance ever, but after i transitioned, began dressing like myself, wore my hair the way i wanted to, and especially started T, i have gotten more compliments than i ever have before in my life. people can tell when you look like yourself, like who you're meant to be. it's beautiful, attractive, and sexy. transition will not make you "ugly". it will make you yourself, and that's inherently beautiful