Shout Out To All The Black Ppl That Can No Longer Participate Directly In The Fandom They Love Because

Shout out to all the Black ppl that can no longer participate directly in the fandom they love because of the stresses of racism 👍🏾 you contain multitudes of value and I'm sorry that the color of your skin and the power of your voice makes people not want to acknowledge that.

Edwin calling Charles “my handsome boy”

I just realized that Edwin might be the only human (or human-adjacent entity) who actually knows how Charles died.

Throughout the show, Charles never actually says what happened. We as the audience only know because of the Night Nurse’s flashbacks. He never even alludes to the fact that he was murdered.

Even the bullies responsible wouldn’t really know how Charles died. They weren’t there for his last few hours. I mean, I’m sure that they put it together that they killed him, but they had no real way of knowing the details. Edwin says that the school covered everything up, so I’m assuming there was never an investigation or an autopsy. And Charles’ parents must not have opened an investigation either because we know his death was never solved. I’m not a lawyer or anything, but I feel like it would be a fairly easy investigation if anyone was actually trying.

Even Charles himself might not know exactly how he died. He didn’t even know he was dying until it happened. Hypothermia is pretty easy to figure out, but did he know about the internal bleeding? He kept insisting he was fine every time Edwin asked. I think that means he didn’t put it together.

Edwin, on the other hand, would have known. He knew Charles was dying and he’s clever enough to know that it’s very hard to kill a healthy teenager through hypothermia alone.

And Edwin was the only one who saw everything. He saw the bullies and he was there when Charles actually died. He was there to witness everything.

I don’t know, I just think there’s something romantic about it. Charles hates being vulnerable, but Edwin saw him at his worst. There’s also something to be said for witnesses. Nobody else will ever truly know what it was like. Nobody else can understand. But Edwin can. He knows Charles in a way nobody else can and he loves him.

thinking about the people who vanished without a trace. The mutual who reblogged something as usual and never came back online. The friend on discord who just disappeared, and when you go to check on them their account is deleted and theres no other way to contact them

I look out of my window and hope you are okay, I wish you well and Im sorry I didn't get to say goodbye.

I hope we meet again someday but until then. Stay safe. Stay alive. Be well.