Actually Because I Keep Seeing Polls Around That Vastly Underestimate How Long Most People Have Been

actually because i keep seeing polls around that vastly underestimate how long most people have been on this site, might as well make my own!

you know the drill, more reblogs equals more votes!

what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life

also

he's trans, your deep blueness

so i buy cat food and stuff from this one store right and a few months ago they were having some construction done inside the store so they asked that i call in advanced so they can get the items for me ready, cuz i couldn't go into the store only be at the front w the cash.

anyways i keep calling cuz they prefer it but omg. they say it's so much easier and maybe if you're NT it might be, but my god it complicates the whole process for me cuz like

If i just.. go. i get ready, i go in, i grab the stuff i need, i check out, i leave

if i have to call?

I have to decide when i wanna be there

i have to figure out when to call based on that

i have to remember to give them enough of a heads up to get my stuff ready

i have to prepare to get ready to go out at a certain time based on that as well

i need to gather the empty or whatever containers of what i bought last time because i buy once a month or less so i always forget brand name etc (i know what the package looks like but not words)

i need to remember how much it was last time cuz i recently changed what i was buying and forget what it all comes to

i gotta actually call them and i always forget how the call goes cuz of the time in between so it's like a new "script" every time

actually get ready and if i get ready too soon i sit around paralysed until it's time to go

if i get there early i have to wait outside cuz to me it's rude to show up too early

now i can get my shit and go home

but im too nervous to just go in again cuz i don't wanna inconvenience them and all that and it feels like we established a way of doing things and i don't wanna spontaneously change that on them but wow

i forget that tumblr lets me just paste shit as a transparent png now and i gotta manually add a bg??

battvee

RAAGHHH not expecting any response on here cuz new blog BUT

i want more trance/nightcore music (esp anything from 2005-2015). my old playlists are, unsurprisingly, almost entirely nuked from banned channels and claimed videos so i have been working on reclaiming the ones i remember.

if yer interested the playlist is here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_VcugExu8PSwryXM4ex4HTPKRDiTehDK

feel free to just drop stuff w/o checking the playlist, idm if u recc dupes im not gonna make u look through it BSDBBDS