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We were supposed to get the replacement part for the AC "by Friday for sure"

...

My guy, Friday came and went and you've let us down a 3rd time.

My husband has had enough. Wonder how Monday is going to go 🫠

Thankfully the weather has been gracious and cool so we have been comfortable. *knocks on wood*

I can never get my portions right. I ate half a bowl of chicken garlic/basil pasta and I'm full.

I absolutely hate the feeling of being full. Not even overly full or anything. Just full. It's an awful feeling to me.... and I can never get my portions right. I just want to vom.

I know so many say "You should be thankful you have enough food to feel full because there are others who don't"

And while I get that..... I am thankful....

It just...doesnt help. At all. So then I feel physically horrendous AND guilty.

I've been horribly sick since Friday night. I don't know what's wrong with me. My only guess is new meds adjusting (or rather not adjusting) and my body's all in a fucked up funk.

Severe nausea. Feverish head but the rest of me isn't hot. Chills, but burning simultaneously. Stomach festering is awful too. Every time I eat it's as if I in fact haven't eaten at all and my body is eating itself instead.

Gods this sucks.

FUCK i hate summer man what the hell am I supposed to wear?? this body sweats like a motherfucker so any of my usual wardrobe is a no-go. plus, it's so hot over here man.

(i wonder if i was less sensitive to high temperatures or I just lived somewhere cool because I cannot tell looking back)

Too true. Parents look to their children for flaws, not to themselves. They watch their kids never ask for help, not knowing how to, and get scolded for it, when the parents either don't ask for help themselves, or never actually need to, so the kids never learn to ask for help.

im so done with seeing articles about kids and screen time that doesnt mention parent behaviors even once. “kids are always on their phones” so are the parents! which the kids look to for how they should behave! ipad babies didn’t chose to only play on their ipads, thats what their parents gave them!

an anecdotal example: when i was a kid, all my parents would do in their minimal free time was watch tv and then they would be surprised when in my sister and i’s minimal free time we would also only watch tv/play video games. they scolded us for not reading books, but they never read books. they scolded us for not going outside but they never went outside.

“kids are always on their damn phones” my mom is in her 60s and opens up candy crush anytime she’s sitting — it isnt just the kids

Crunchyroll: We're the biggest anime library!

*Doesn't have Evangelion*

*Doesn't have OG Sailor Moon*

*Doesn't have Pokémon*

*Doesn't have Serial Experiments Lain*

*No Hayao Miyazaki films*

*No Isao Takahata films*

I get that there's licensing and copyright and all that but COME ON T_T.

Honestly though, can you really blame people for using piracy sites? -`д´-

My mood this is enough of school i just want to fuckin sleep plllleeeesssssseeee i cry to just go to bed for at least an hour thats all i drak coffee (on top of my ADHA) and i stll want to sleep hooooowwwww yo just hhhoowww.

The truth about (dormitory) girls

As someone who's used to keeping her space a bit cluttered but clean, I'm horrified by the condition of some of the rooms. Mainly, the public ones.

My dormitory room can be called clean, but even that is relative. The air conditioning unit smells weird, and a lot of stuff is black with dust that's never been cleaned. Even my bed was dirty when I moved in, so I had to scrub everything down.

The 'kitchen' area is mostly fine because of 2 cameras that overlook the room, but even there are a few problems — the sink is constantly full of food waste, and there are several questionable stains on the counters.

The worst room, in my opinion, is the shower room. Some of the doors are broken, so it's impossible to use some of the showers, and that's OK when the dormitory is mostly empty. But that's not the biggest problem.

The mould is the main issue. It's almost everywhere, almost as if it's never cleaned. On the doors, near the ceiling... Even big clumps of hair don't give me the creeps, but the mould... I'm not an expert, but I really hope it's not going to affect me long-term.

The girls here don't seem to know how clean up after themselves, including flushing the toilets. If we didn't have cleaners coming every morning, I think the dormitory would be full of trash and human waste. I've never been as thankful to them as I am now. If I could open a shrine to them, I would.

"pfff you're just jealous because you know you'll never have what we have"

correct

"ooh you're just bitter because no one wants you"

indeed. and bitter I will die

"lol you're just so cynical about love because no one ever asked you out"

I am perfectly aware of that

A very very pessimistic rant

6/1/24: "And who are you, Victoria Spring? I can’t think of anything to say because that is what my answer would be really. Nothing. I am a vacuum. I am a void. I am nothing." - Alice Oseman

I wish I had anything interesting about my life. Literally everybody is part of some sort of community (fandoms, pride, social groups,etc) and I don't have anything similar. I wish had an excuse for this, but I really really don't, I can socialize with people fairly easily, but I have one friend. So my second option is to join a fanbase but I'm not nearly interested enough in anything currently going on. Anything I am invested in has a dead community. So my third option is to connect to people who are trans, but fucking NOBODY is trans and I cant connect with people online because only the trans people who are happy and successful seem to be online. I don't think other people see the world the same way I do.

I wish I was part something it doesn't even have to be bigger than myself. Literally just a genuine connection or shared a genuine appreciation with someone.

Its not even that the connections I have are bad, its just not enough.

Love you, poet

Just A Shitty Day

6/2/24:“There’s a time and a place for being normal. For most people, normal is a default. But for some, like you and me, normal is something we have to bring out, like putting on a suit for a posh dinner.”- Alice Oseman

I had no motivation to do anything today. I didn't even watch T.V I literally did nothing today, I wanted to write a short story but I couldn't find my laptop. It would have been somewhat bearable if I slept or just scrolled all day, but I just didn't do anything.

Radio Silence folks.

Love you,

poet

Question of the day: why do big events have priests talk solely about the Christian god, in front of a diverse group!

Lowkey someone should make fanmade episodes of universe city and post them on YouTube.....

don't you love it when it's 1 A.M. and your brain is refusing to let you sleep before fidgeting with something loudly so you grab a pen off your desk and start clicking then get anxious that your parents are going to come in and whisper yell at you for being loud and still awake?

Okay, quick rant about Von Steuben.

I'm not too sure about everyone going "wOwIE!!!oPenLy gAy gEnEraL?!" (I definitely think he should be known for more than his orientation, but that isn't today's topic.)

I don't really think anyone was, like, OPENLY gay at the time. He didn't just go around town saying "HEY GOVERNMENT!1!1!1 I KISS DUDES!!" as far as I'm concerned. It's more like, he went around kissing dudes and then the government found out and was anky. (DW mom it's only kissing this is a SFW blog pls don't kill mehh). Although a large number of people knew about his reputation, that doesn't make him openly gay. I think it's more that he was outed, and then just kind of learned to live with it.

Idk if this is completely uncalled for and stupid, but I felt like it👍

A common argument that I hear from conservatives is that "people of the past were not so sensitive like people of today"

Mf people in 1950's America threw a tantrum because someone of a different skin color wanted to drink at the same fountain as them. Don't give me this bs about how people back then "weren't sensitive".

A small rant

I hate how right-wingers try to excuse spreading hateful or ignorant ideas as "just a joke" or "I'm just asking questions". Like they somehow think that jokes or questions cannot be rhetorical.

It's like some people think that ideas just don't affect the real world in any tangible form. Like they are just having a purely theoretical conversation that effects nobody at all.

People on the right need to realize that rhetoric is very capable of inspiring violence. Saying shit like "trans people are groomers" is the kind of shit that gets trans people killed.

And public figures who advocate hateful rhetoric will always try to distance themselves from the consequences of their words, saying shit like "I never said I condone violence", even when violence is the natural logical conclusion of their words. Yall cannot act like implying that Jews run the world is not a call to action to commit violence against them, that is pure bullshit.

I swear I’m so bad at being active on social media accounts ;-; I have like a bunch of stuff I absolutely could post, but I don’t feel like it. Maybe I could schedule it so I post all days one week, and then the next week I don’t post at all, and then go back to posting all week the week after that? Idk. It would give me plenty of time to actually make stuff to post in the mean time since I can schedule things out and stuff Yknow? And that schedule would only apply to my art because there’s no way I’m being consistent with everything else.

I should do more art studies but I don’t feel like doing art studies ;-;

I’m just like “Hm yes in order to be more efficient and draw more like I want to I need to get better at art.” And in order to do that I need to do art studies. But I don’t wanna.

I’m at this weird stage in my art where, yes, I’m pushing myself to do new things, but that has caused some issues. I’ll think of something I want to draw, and it used to just be, oh hey I want to draw this character. Easy. But now it’s, oh hey I want to draw these two characters doing X thing in X location. No longer easy. Now I have to do backgrounds and props any time I actually want to draw, and I didn’t used to do those things so now I’m struggling more.