29|11|19 11/100 Days Of Productivity

29|11|19 11/100 days of productivity

Getting at least a bit of reading done in school, since we're going to town in the afternoon :)

19|11|19 2/100 days of productivity

When it's just your second day of the challenge but you get a stomachache, so you stay in bed the entire day and watch k-drama...

I did read a chapter from our textbook at least :) Small steps add up~

it’s okay if you’re learning more slowly than everyone else. it’s okay if you stayed in bed all day yesterday instead of being productive. it’s okay that you don’t like every class or teacher you have. it’s okay if you didn’t do as well as you wanted to on that last exam. it’s okay if you forgot to hand in that last assignment. it’s okay if you make mistakes and fail sometimes. 

as long as you get back up and continue to try your best, things will eventually work out. with progress, you will achieve your goals. it might seem scary and overwhelming to start, but trying is never a bad thing at all! sometimes things are going to be hard, but do them because you might surprise yourself. it’s not about perfection, but rather consistency. if you get back up and put in your best effort, you will be so much better off. other people may seem more “successful” than you, but that honestly does not matter. if you take tiny steps, at first it might not seem like you’re getting anywhere, but don’t give up. what other people think is so irrelevant. be patient, and over time, you will realize how far you’ve come. you can do this, and i believe in you! 

Keeping my fingers crossed for everyone <3

From the bottom of my heart I hope 2020 is a better mental health year for everyone

2|12|19 13/100 days of productivity

I had to go to the city archive for one essay I have. I actually already went there once, but found out I hadn't written down all of the information I need, but I'm not one bit mad I had to go back, because it's in a beautiful part of the city ♡

I've been feeling really down because of how unsatisfied I am with my major and how I don't know yet how I can change it. But getting to go the archive and seeing this part of the city is an experience I'm truly thankful for. I wouldn't have ever done this at a different major. Today for once I truly feel that this semester I'm not just wasting my time, but that there's something good to everything :') We'll see if this means something for my productivity or not :D But at least for once I don't feel garbage.

Wishing good vibes upon everyone ☆~

check these glossy fuckin scans of the original manuscript of The Picture of Dorian Gray in Oscar’s own hand (full size: 1; 2; 3; 4; source)