21|12|19 32/100 Days Of Productivity

21|12|19 32/100 days of productivity

I travelled back home for the holidays! I tried really hard to finish everything before leaving my college flat and had no thought of snapping photos and posting, but I still couldn't get it all done so I will be studying for my finals in January even over the holidays :/

Today in the evening I'm meeting up with some of my highschool classmates, I'm so excited! We haven't seen each other since the end of July and I miss them so much.

I felt really bad about still having so much to do for finals and not being to do it all before the end of semester. But than I thought of a different way I have to look at it: I am not catching up because I didn't miss anything. This is my own pace and it will change overtime, but this is what it is right now. It is a learned rule of life that I will get it all done in the right time and that that is and will be just fine.♡

Keeping my fingers crossed for myself and everyone else out there☆~

17|12|19 28/100 days of productivity

So I couldn't really fall asleep at night and decided to do some work in bed untill I got properly tired. Not reccomended, obviously, because then I woke up late as well. Have a healthy sleep schedule, guys! :)

I finished that essay that isn't due for over a month because I just woke up with ideas on what to write and how and figured I should seize the moment.

In the evening I finally went back to one lecture topic I had been stuck on for weeks and actually finished it! I'm so happy with myself today.♡ Now I will eat my cookies, relax and go to bed early since I have presentation tomorrow morning.

Sending out all the best vibes~

9|12|19 20/100 days of productivity

Hi, everyone! As you know I was back this weekend. I didn't get anything done in those two days instead of enjoying some family time and throwing a ball to a certain somebody who was overly excited about getting a new one ^.^ Here he is, after it rolled under the couch and everyone refused to get it out for him, because our arms were tired :D

I'm still very tired from travelling yesterday and I had to get up earlier than usual since we had someone come to our apartment for some repairs. I've been a bit off the entire day so I was just collecting my thoughts and emotions and I prepped my bullet journal for 'next week.' I haven't shown it before, but I like doodling in it like this, when I'm feeling down. Obviously very inspired by @tbhstudying 's style; got to give credit where it's due. It's a running to do list for the most part, since I don't really have too many deadlines, much more general things that should be done to prepare for finals in January. But I found that if I write a simple, minimalistic list, it feels like a lot at once and gives me anxiety.

Let me know if you'd like to see my bullet journal more. I'm really only showing it now because that's the biggest thing I've done today :D Aside from replying to some letters from friends.

Hope the rest of you had a great past few days ♡

29|12|19 40/100 days of productivity

Didn't get much finals prep done today, because I did some errands to take care of like submitting my application for a different major, choosing subjects for the next semester and choosing the topic for my final oral presentation in literature. Let's say it didn't go as smoothly as I had thought it would and I just got really stressed about it.

So I did some smaller tasks like proofreading my essay one last time and finally handing it in and trying a sample test for English. Now I'm a little calmer and could do some reading for Intro to information science :')

Yeah, these days I seem to immediately deflate whenever I have any passing thought of the future :( How is everyone else's year ending?

6|12|19 17/100 days of productivity

Not much study related work today. I had to present our group essay in the morning. Then I cleaned our apartment, because it was my turn this week, before going to the train station to catch a train home, for my dad's birthday. I did just a little bit of reading on the train, because it tends to make me sick and I don't want to push my luck too much :')

But a tiny bit is better than nothing. Ten annotated pages I don't have to read later still amount to something! :D But I guess sometimes just doing the things life asks of you is the most productive you can be at that time! :)

I might miss a post tomorrow, since it's my dad's birthday party, but I wish you all a very productive saturday ☆~

Hi, you might have noticed that I hadn't posted for two days :')

I don't know if anyone is following my blog that closely, but for those of you who had read my very first post: I visited our office for studies again and found out that I cannot switch majors, so I have to spend another semester in information and library studies and go through entrance exams again in April so that I can go into English language and literature in the next school year.

I have to admit it's been sort of difficult to come to terms with and I still don't feel fully okay. There's nothing else to do but accept that's how things are and I know eventually I will get over it and be fine, but there still will be a period of time before I get there.

There's definite fear in me, because I know a lot of classes in the spring semester will have to do with technology, which I have discovered already is definitely not up my alley and know I will probably hate. My consultant told me I can only register the three subjects that are compulsory and for the rest of my credit look at some English classes that are open for all majors and I will definitely follow her advice. So I guess that's at least something.

I wanted to let you know, because there's a chance that I might a little negative or miserable on some of my upcoming posts, which is sad, because I really wanted for this blog to spread positivity. So I want to tell you all right now that it's okay and you can do it. I'll also be okay and I will do it! But I think there is also value to not pretending and taking some time to be sad and truly process some thing emotionally, even when you know for a fact it will work out somehow. Your emotions are valid ♡