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I think one of the reasons why MADD is often seen as "no big deal" by most people, even THERAPISTS, is because people who don't have maladaptive daydreaming have NO IDEA what it's like to have an addictive behavior that is trigged by almost anything:

- happy moments

- stressful moments

- sad moments

- movie/tv shows

- books

- music

- having social contact

- not having social contact

it's like being addicted to something and having the object of your addiction being shoved to your face all day.

the way i found out i might be assexual and arromantic bc of my madd surely made me understand a lot about myself and i accept who i am!

Do you ever feel like you really don't want to die but you're also just tired of living. I just want to daydream all day and do nothing. I wouldn't have to worry about school, stress, maintaining social relationships and the real world overall

anyone else talk about their paras like real people? because i’ll be like “ yeah i talked to x yesterday” 🗿

oh everyday me

do you ever steal jokes off this hellsite and incorporate them into your daydreams and pretend you’re funny? 

having a pretty parame is lowing my self esteem so bad but i don’t know how to change that

This one’s an older poem titled “Gaze.”

WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK???????????

does anyone know if emotional fever is a thing????? I’m literally freaking out rn, idk if I have emotional fever or not

Idk what mad scientist needs to hear this today but your googles and lab coat are incredibly flattering and all your expirments will blow away the scientific community who called you a fool

Me, going over yet another paracosm with ANOTHER SMALL FIX AFTER FOUR HOURS

trying out some scenery sketches // pm to commission smth

You don’t have to be productive every day to be considered valuable.

You don’t have to accomplish something every day to be considered important.

You don’t have to work yourself to the bone to be considered worthy–of love, of time, of patience, of anything.

You don’t have to be a straight-A student or never miss a day of school or work to be considered special.

You are deserve love and support and respect no matter what!!!

I wish I could express how sad and depressing it is to overthink about everything I want to eat.. I keep thinking I’m going to die if I eat chocolate or butter popcorn.. I keep asking my mom what I should eat and sometimes she has to eat something so I can have the courage to do the same.

It’s stressing.

“Your trauma made you stronger”

It absolutely did not. It did make me funnier though