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dear namjoon spoiler? i know someone asked already🥲

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huh..are these the right emojis for what i'm trying to say?

spoiler for deep?

I think I gave one before? let's just say I want this chapter to be the longest i've written....as of right now one scene is 3.7k words. and I have alot more I want in this chapter. hmmmm maybe.

Say something, tell him that he isn’t just sexual relief for you

no matter how much I want to hold back, I always come back to writing "deep" ginsibnrspbisw

I'm writing the next chapter to dear namjoon and I almost died. my mac suddenly turned off and I didn't know if it had saved. you don't know how fast I went to wattpad on my phone.

thankfully it saved. but it's 11pm so good night everyone. I'll get the chapter from dear namjoon out soon !

hii hope your doing well!

i wanted to ask if your still writing more to dear namjoon? since deep was on hiatus I got curious about dear namjoon lol

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hope you're doing well too! 💜

Yes I'm writing Dear Namjoon, that's mostly why I set deep aside for a moment so I can focus on Dear Namjoon and release more than a short chapter.

Move-In Day | Drabble

A part of DEEP series

✧ Pairing: Yoongi x reader

✧ Word Count: 2.1k

✧ Song: "From the start" by laufey

✧ Flower: Gladiolus are a romantic flower that symbolize secret love

a/n: First drabble for the duration of the hiatus of DEEP. don't be shy and if you want a scene your curious about please write a ask! I had thought of this a few weeks after writing the first couple chapters but never had a chance to include it. It then was lost in my notes until now. I know I said friday, but here is a chapter early! I added the song I was listening to as I wrote the chapter, not saying to listen to it as you read but....why not?

index | askme!

Taking out the last basket from the trunk of my car, I shut the door. It was nice weather today, there was a subtle wind that helped cope with the heat. Looking up at the apartment complex I couldn't help but feel an excitement and nervousness to what was to come soon. 

running up the stairs I enter the building, the walls were brown as if they were of wood.  paintings which yoongi and me already walked around examining to see if they were real. 

He says they aren't, I tease him and say that he wouldn't know but you can definitely tell that it's a print out. there are multiple small antique looking tables with a vase of flowers in each floor. the tenants has told us that each floor has a different flower. Of course I had to go to each floor and they weren't wrong, our floor has vases full of Gladiolus. Their beautiful delicate red petals and their alluring scent made it all the more better. 

turning the corner I come in view of the elevator "hurry up" yoongi says loudly. smiling I run down the hall into the elevator "are you that excited" he says raising a brow, not able to contain the smile creeping on his lips as he stares down at you. "yes! aren't you? you always said you wanted to leave home"

licking his lips he takes the basket from you, placing it on the box beside his feet "yeah you're right" the doors to the elevator close and he eyes the number panel. you're eyes turn to the panel and you giggle "you waited for I could do it" you tease him, rolling his eyes he reaches over "forget it then" 

"no no i'll do it!" you hold his arm, the reason he waited was because on the panel each floors flower was next to the number. pressing on your floor you hold his hand "we're going to have a lot of fun together" you give him a reassuring smile.  

when you had told your parents that you were moving and attending your dream school they were supportive. but there was a catch, they said it would only happen if yoongi went too. they had heard from his mother that he was thinking of attending as well. and since you had applied to schools close to home they had other options. 

you hated that you doubted yourself to the point of applying to safe schools near home. if you had trusted yourself and just applied to xxx university then it would've never been a problem. but there was a issue..yoongi's father wanted him to immediately start working at their family company. there was a huge argument and my parents were involved, yoongi then announced he got accepted to the same school as and said he was leaving. 

you asked him if he chose this cause your parents had put that condition in letting you move. his reply was simple. He said 'I just need to get away from home, and plus..i'm not ready to part ways from you'  at that moment your head said that you should be happy, butterflies erupt in your stomach but your heart ached at his words, part from you yet. The two of you having to go your separate ways is inevitable. 

The doors to the elevator opened and he carries both the box and basket while you rush down the hall to your door. The two of you having your own apartment but right next to each other was the most exciting thing to you. 

Your mom was inside helping you unpack the boxes "is that the end?" she sighs seeing another box being brought in "yes" you respond "Didn't you make her a donation box as well" yoongi says placing the box down "yes I did, she choose to keep everything" your mom glares at you "I had nothing I wanted to part with!" you defend yourself but they both stared at you in disbelief. 

yoongi leaves to his apartment where your dad was, helping him unpack. Thankfully you guys started early in the morning by 5pm everything was almost done. with the few boxes left of clothes and all but the living room furniture fully built...it was the only furniture your mom and you could handle to to do together. 

"don't worry I'll do the rest of her furniture later" yoongi and your dad place the boxes of pizza on the living room floor. scooting next to you he leans in and whispers "you'd think that maybe just maybe you would've built the table for us to eat" 

"oh shut up, if you want it that bad then you can go build it!" you glare at him which he can't help but mess with your hair as he pushes you slightly. the entire day you felt excited but now that your parents were getting ready to leave you felt uneasy and nauseous. your troubled face was no secret to your mother, pulling you into a tight hug she said words of encouragement to you, your dad talking to yoongi waiting for the chance to hug you too. 

"alright, take care. the two of you, watch over each other" your dad says as you both walk them to the elevator. 

you were sitting on your floor in the living room as you brush your hair after showering. yoongi went to his apartment to do the same. After 20 minutes or so you hear a knock on your front door. jumping on your feet you rush to the door opening, "did you even check to see who it was" he says walking in "why? I knew it'd be you!" you wrap your arms around his waist giggling "weren't you just sad" he unwraps your arms, turning. you hum "I had a moment, what's wrong with it" chuckling he hugs you. 

"yoongi"

"yeah?" 

"did you build your bed?" 

"it was the first thing I built" he laughs 

"thank god, can I sleep over?" he tilts his head, making a noise as if he was thinking. hitting his chest he laughs "yes, lets go then cause i'm tired" not bothering to get anything but your pillow you both walk next door. his apartment had most if not all the furniture done but the apartment was very much crowded with boxes "What were you guys doing? just unboxing?" you shake your head moving a box over so you could walk better "yeah, that way I will only worry about yours instead of having to do it all alone" pouting you stare in disbelief "alone? I'm going to help you!" shaking his head he lifts his palm "stop there, you know damn well why I don't want you to help" 

parting your lips to tell him his comment is insulting you couldn't help but stay silent when you remember how the last time you helped him in one furniture there were more left over nails then there should've been and then he built something wrong due to your horrible instructions reading. "fine" you cross your arms and walk away. entering his room. 

he follows after turning off the lights. his bed was made and the boxes opened had more pillows, grabbing one you jump on the bed and get under the covers. "tomorro-" covering your mouth with his palm he shakes his head " I am tired, I am not going anywhere tomorrow" rolling your eyes you can't help but stare at him as his eyes occasionally close as if to rest. 

your heart fluttered as his hand rested on your arms, his thumb brushing against your skin "sleep y/n" he mutters, you shut your eyes but after a while open them again to look at him. he sighs, eyes opening "can you not sleep?" he says. 

"don't worry, just sleep" you say turning around. you hear him sigh as the weight of his side shifts. you feel the warmth radiating from him against your body as he wraps his arms around your frame pressing your back against his chest. his legs intertwined with yours as he bury's his face in your long dark hair "sleep" he whispers. 

maybe it was the fact that the two of you had move far from home, and you don't know how long it's going to take to get used to living alone, even if he is next door. sleeping "alone" is maybe the most unnatural thing to you. 

"can we sleep together until i'm used to all this" he snorts, laughing into your neck "we can always sleep together we don't need reason..but if you do not shut up and go to sleep right now I will kick you out" you can't help but laugh 

"goodnight yoongi" he hums 

you wake up before him, his arm resting over you as his chest is pressed against your back. you manage to slip away without waking him up, the light entering from the windows made him scrunch his brows as he shifts in bed. you quickly look around grabbing a random folded box and propping it up against the window. I need to find the curtains , you mumble leaving the room as quiet as you could. 

even if he planned for the two of you to stay home and not go out, you felt as if you needed to help him unpack since he would be busy doing your furniture. four hours passed and it was 12 o'clock when he finally got out of bed. he followed the shuffling sounds, entering the separate room as you carefully set up his books on the shelf that he had built the day before. leaning against the door frame with his arms crossed he clears his throat to catch your attention but fails to notice you had headphones on. 

he doesn't move from place, watching you open another box and pulling out the books as you carefully set them on the shelfs. it wasn't until you got to your second box since he had entered that you turn, surprised you couldn't help but scream as you felt startled by him. he laughs at your wide eyes. "yoongi!" he apologizes, walking up to you he glances in the box you were emptying "it's your music books...I left you instruments alone..not wanting to break anything" he looks to his left seeing his piano leaning against the wall as he had left it and his two guitar cases on the ground "thanks" he says, opening his guitar case he points at the devices on the wall "do you know what that's for?" 

"a tv?" you say, you didn't know what it was for, should you mention you almost bust your head open with one as you stood up and failed to notice something was there. 

he places the guitar on the wall stands, standing back as he ensures its safe "ta-da" he says with a childlike smile on his face "I almost busted my head open with that" you purse your lips, the ends curved up. "what?" 

"I bend down to pick up a box and when I got up, almost hit my head" you laugh, now it was funny, but he wasn't laughing "should I remove them?" he mutters

"what? No! now i'll know...I was just careless" his face showed concern, sighing you take out more books from the box "I just won't come in here yeah? you always wanted to mount your guitars on the wall back home. don't take it down" 

"you can come in here...just be careful" he watches you nod, helping you place the rest of the books onto the shelfs. after joining you, it wasn't long before you both finished the room "I finished the living room and kitchen earlier all that's left is your room. do you want me to do it?" you ask, shaking his head he waves his hand as if dismissing the idea "I'll do that, why don't we get something to eat and then head to your place and start there" you both leave the apartment to get something. 

"i'll carry it, you just worry about opening the door" you open your purse and dig into it, searching for your keys "where are they" you mumble. 

sighing his eyes narrowed   "y/n please please pleasee tell me you didn't lose your keys again" you give him a sheepish smile "I think..I left them inside"   

"let's check my apartment" 

after a long search the two of you sit on the sofa defeated. "Sorry.." you mumble, his elbows propped on his knees as he rubbed his temple. you couldn't make a joke to lighten up the mood, feeling as if he was really mad at you. 

he looks up at you and chuckles "what am I going to do with you" 

and this is the story behind why yoongi has a copy of your key. 

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I finished writing the first drabble and decided that I might as well just post them as I finish. I can't help but want to post them....I can't wait hahaha

I NEED to know what happened when yoongi received the photo she sent when he asked her to prove that she was with jihye!

noted.

Deep - Hiatus

I will be taking a break of DEEP for this month, and will probably release the next chapter in the end of October if everything goes as planned.

In the mean time I will be posting drabbles of the "DEEP Universe" if there is something you want me to write about comment or send a ask! First drabble I want to post is about them moving into their own apartments before starting uni.

I'm thinking of releasing one every friday, every week or two weeks. haven't figured it out. (it would be helpful if you guys asked or commented of what you were curious about)

please tell me there is a reason why yoongi acts the way he does

doesn't everyone have reasons behind their actions ? (i'm assuming this has to do with DEEP?)

spoiler for dear namjoon?

none at the moment TT

I just found your account on wattpad and came here. I read everything you've released on DEEP and now i'm obsessed. you don't understand the anxiety and jealously I feel towards you cause you know what the ending is and you could wreck me at any moment by releasing chapters or drabbles.

I can NOT wait long I'm not strong as your og readers PLEASE RELEASE SOON OR WE WILL FIGHT

I'm stressing for yoongi, I know he's a ass sometimes but he clearly loves her more than a "childhood friend" "best friend" and he doesn't feel worthy of her like someone help him understand that she doesn't care and just wants him AND THEN SOMEONE HELP OC CONFESS HER FEELINGS

he could confess too!

Is it bad that I want y/n to fall in love with SNATCH Yoongi 💀 I feel like he is in love with her and is conditioning her to not leave him. When he mentioned Liz I know a part of her heart crumbled, LMAO I’M CRAZY. Deep makes me so nervous 😅 I hope they both grow backbones and do not do something irrational (like cheat YUCK). Deep could mean many things. When I first started reading I thought okay it’s because they’re in “too deep” of their “fake relationship”. But recently I’ve been thinking maybe it’s because Yoongi’s feelings for y/n were always there but he had to bury them deep beneath his surface for a reason. Maybe that’s why he fucked around so much was to forget about her but he just couldn’t. Perhaps the story is all about her digging them out of him. They both make me mad but then again I’m 27 and they’re probably 21/22 and everyone is dumb and horny at that age. Something is screaming to me that Yoongi has some sort of trauma that makes him display his feelings the way that he does and why he is quite franky an asshole. OR maybe Yoongi just needs to grow up like every other college student in their final years and change is confusing and terrifying. I can’t wait for both stories they have me in a chokehold. I’ve had Deep opened up on a tab in my phone since May to make sure that I don’t ever forget about it but jokes on me because I never will forget my first angst story 🫶🏽

you're not crazy!

As a writer it makes me happy to know that I get a reaction out of my readers. I don't think I have had someone talk about the title of the book so that made me very excited. like you said the word "DEEP" could mean A LOT of things and it's clearly helped the audience make theories of what the story is about. I hope you enjoy the rest of snatch and deep!

my reaction when I read your theories behind the name:

I have a very very serious question, I was on AO3 to see if you had any other stories that maybe were only avaible there like snatch. and I saw blue heart...I love it. the writing is different but the plot.

Is it discontinued? you haven't updated it at all

I thought it was going to be serious I was like omg (sweating) If anything you'll find more stories here on tumblr that are only posted here....other than snatch and blue heart there is no other story that's ao3 exclusive.

yes blue heart has been discontinued, yes the writing is different cause it's the first book I ever wrote. honestly I stopped it cause I fell out of touch with it and unpublished it on wattpad but kept it up on Ao3 cause I think I want to go back to it one day and rewrite it completely probably making the entire book from jks pov.

I guess I threw a couple off people with my idea that Yoongi doesn’t care. I’ll rephrase that! His affection towards oc I interpreted as very self centered? Like when she was crying, he asks what’s wrong with you which I read as more blaming or “you’re being overdramatic”? Or the fact that he doesn’t seem to care that she found out or sees her perspective of why she’s so hurt. But since he doesn’t care he seems to act he why is everyone else caring when we know that if it was a switched situation, he’d care a lot too. I dunno. Maybe I’m being protective because OC’s in a lot of pain and I want her to be happy.

I get that everyone shows their affection differently, but I don’t think slapping the label of love on shitty behavior is enough. I hope I explain that a little better. I understand though there’s a lot of development he needs to do on his end and him being an asshole is intentional, but that’s what makes the story to fun to read~ how many more chapters are you expecting if you have an idea?

- :)

everyone sees things differently, it's fine if people don't see the same as you do! it's understandable to be protective over oc!

as for chapters. babe if I put it into numbers....we have 28% of the story as of right now. we aren't close to the ending I have buried in my notes app that's waiting to see the sun.

The man is only soft with her, and i’m here for it, he didn’t even want to move when she was sleeping, like he’s her human pillow! The way he removed that chick’s hand from his thigh lmao, honestly if I were Oc I wouldn’t know how to act like “yeah, you see that man right there? He’s mine. Stay mad girlies 😌” my face would say it all 😌😎😈💅🏼

he is a total softie for her. Oc needs more self-confidence.

I just know when they have sex again he won’t hold back, BLESS 👏🏼

is it just me or was he holding back the entire time from having se* again cause he was confused? or why?! the way he said after a single taste, i was rolling on the flooorrrrr

"loyal servant" how can people say he doesn't care, he just shows love a different way

everyone perceives love differently.

I loved the drabble from his pov because you can see how he truly has 😍 just for her, that he didn’t even question her about why she looked stressed or was hiding, honestly the man is a cutie

This isn’t to harp on your writing at all!! I love this series and I’m really excited to see how everything gets resolved, but I am a bit lost with the plot?

1. Does Yoongi not remember OC confessing to him? Did OC ever confess to him? At least I feel like there’s been a lot of times she said to him that she wants him, wants her firsts with him, exclusivity either him? I feel like I remember reading that he is aware of OC’s feelings for him. Does he think it’s changed since then?

2. Does he not care about anything going on? I understand we got his POV in the recent Drabble, but he still seems so detached. Like, when he saw her crying he just saw her crying and then got mad when she tried to leave. Besides the small snippets, it feels like majority of the time he doesn’t really care if OC is upset?

3. Does Yoongi not remember the rules he set for this relationship? Because he’s considering cutting it off in the Drabble, but does he not remember if he calls it off, they no longer talk?

4. Does OC not get to call it off?

5. Was previous chapters ever changed/edited?

I love DEEP and I’m very excited for how you play out this fight

- :)

ok let me try and answer everything to the best of my capabilities.

oc never confessed. She does tell him that she would want all her firsts with him and explains that it's for her to feel comfortable and safe knowing he'd stop and not force her to do anything she didn't want.

This question took me by surprise, I do make him be a bit detach and numb with his feelings in front of oc and others. but when he finds her eavesdropping on the two minions he was rather affectionate ? and that's why I wrote his pov, and called it beneath the surface to show his thoughts which are always about her.

Oh he remembers the rules he set, that's why he's so stressed. In the drabble he talks about not wanting what ever "this is" meaning the deal. and if it were anyone else he wouldn't care but since it's her it's so complicated.

I know yoongi set the rule that only he could, but can we all agree that even if he is a jerk if she called it off...he wouldn't stop her.

previous chapters were not changed, the only change that was made was when I merged existing chapters to create longer chapters. (if you go to AO3 you will find more chapters under DEP because I never merge those. so you'll see the shorter versions of the chapters.

I sat on the fight for a while lmaooo i'm glad you liked it, don't hesitate to ask more questions if you're still confused.

the tittle to the drabble "beneath the surface" was genius, with you giving us his pov and feelings

:))

Beneath the Surface | Drabbles

A part of DEEP series

✧ Pairing: Yoongi x reader

✧ warning(s): explicit language, fight scene

✧ word count: 3.1k

a/n: this drabble is in yoongi's pov. we will see his pov through many scenes and I will label the scenes as they go In case anyone gets confused. I added chapter 8 incase you want to reread the chapter. Yoongi's pov has more details in certain events.

index | askme! | Chap 8

THE DAY JIHYE MENTIONED GOING ON A TRIP

"what do you want" yoongi walks out of the lecture hall to find jihye leaning against the wall on her phone, her eyes meeting his the moment he makes himself known. 

Yoongi watches as she nibbles on her inner cheek, his forehead creasing as he tilts his head as if to tell her to hurry up and speak. 

"I want to invite y/n and everyone else to go camping during the break"

"what does that have to do with me? invite her and that's it" turning around he attempts to walk away but jihye raises her voice clearly a reaction from her anxiousness "It's the camp, where we met" 

turning to face her he couldn't help but look amused at the words that came from her lips "you want to take her there, you know if it was just our group of friends fine. but you know everyone goes there"  staring at jihye as if she had grown another head he can't take the silence and says  "have you lost your mind?" 

"it happened years ago...why would it matter.." he raises a brow, nodding his head as he looks away "do what you want" he doesn't stick around to listen to her any longer, entering the lecture hall. 

AFTER THEIR FIRST NIGHT TOGETHER 

He felt conflicted. How does he tell you that he might not want this, what ever this is.

you slept soundly your small snores filling the quiet room. the light radiating from the moon seeped through the curtains as it lit the room with warmness. His head hanged back as he leaned against the headboard.

he kept repeating in his head how you painfully reminded him that it was all fake and that this was all just for the sex and for just a split second he thought to himself, if this was really all you wanted and if he was just fooling himself into thinking that you actually liked him all this time. He kept thinking back to the day you had blurting out this stupid idea but can't remember if there was ever a confession hidden in your words.

but then why would she want this if she just saw us as friends?

groaning he rubs his temple before glancing at your laying figure, you looked like a angel to him. Beautiful in every way, no flaw what so ever. But yet here he was tainting you. your hair covered your back, some strands covered your face. His shaking hand reached out to hold the strands as he gently tugged them back, staring at you for what felt like eternity till he had his fill.

Pulling the sheets off he gets out of bed slowly to avoid waking you, he needed a smoke and have a moment away from you to collect his thoughts. walking down the hall he looks around the living room for his bag where he had put away his stuff to make sure you wouldn't find and confiscate it but ended up cursing himself when he remembers it was in the bedroom.

"fuck" he curses as sits on couch his head hung low as he tried to gather his thoughts. It would be best to go ahead and leave for the trip he couldn't think and if it was just the two of you then it would just be worse. 

THE NIGHT AT CAMP

Walking to their tent he hears her laughing, another familiar laugh follows and he knew you where with jihye. it's for the best he says to himself as he turns, walking to his friends tents. He wasn't angry with you but with himself. He was like a dog in heat when he saw you, his desire for you had just gotten worse after having a single taste of you. 

He stayed away for some if not all the afternoon, sending her a brief message which said to not wait for him. The girl who sat on the floor beside him placed her hand on his thigh "yoongi, we haven't seen you around lately" she says in a soft voice, not shy with her hand as she traced circles on his thigh. taking a drink from his cup he looks at the girl, his eyes glancing to her hand. 

"he has a girlfriend now" taehyung speaks up, the girl pouts as if disregarding taehyung's comment "she's not here, did you not bring her" 

he drinks from his cup again 

"yeah where is y/n?" jimin says

placing the cup down. he leans forward, with his forearm he brushes off her hand from his thigh licking his lips "sleeping" he side-eyed the girl beside him with a stern look. "whatever" she mutters, scooting away from him.

it began to rain, maybe I should head back to make sure she's sleeping. looking at his phone he sees she never answered nor opened the message. she didn't really like the rain, and knowing how skeptical she was it was likely she'd be worried of some leak. He hides his face as he looks down, concealing his smile from everyone else. 

filling his cup once more after taehyung kept insisting on drinking more with him , He listened to the raindrops rather than paying attention to the people in front of him. He wondered if you were reading one of your books and maybe that's why you didn't answer nor read his message, when ever you read you would block out the rest of the world. 

He was lost in thought, not noticing people the two girls who had just came running into the first section of the tent. snapping out of his daze he looks up as he hears jihye's laugh, his eyes falling on you as jihye holds her arm stopping her from slipping. 

he watches as she stands there for a moment, jihye entering. After saying hello jihye slips into a empty seat, she walks in and glances at everyone who's there before meeting his eyes "I thought I told you i'd be back" he says watching her walk to him as he finishes his drink ready to take her out of there with the excuse that he was done. 

"I was bored" he could see how she was flustered, as always not comfortable when it comes to his friends gatherings. he bored his eyes into her as he waited to see where she'd sit. his eyes slowly glancing at the girl who had been beside him, she was glaring at her but y/n paid her no mind, in fact she didn't even notice. He licked his lips in attempt to not laugh but his smirk was wiped off his face when he felt her sit on his lap. 

he grinned at her boldness and wraps his arm around her waist, holding her. Taehyung was quick to offer her a drink and she accepts, lifting his empty cup to get it filled. He watched her in silence as everyone who clearly was interested in who the girl that claimed the title as his girlfriend was. 

he could sense how nervous she was as she gulped down the drink, leaning in he'd whisper into her ear to slow down and she'd nod but taehyung would fill her cup once more. His hand slipped underneath her shirt as he caressed her waist "You'll have a headache tomorrow" he says which she replied "it's the last one" nibbling on his bottom lip he'd nod, knowing she was lying. 

Maybe he was tipsy, yeah that was his excuse. his excuse as to why his senses were sharp. explaining why he subtle perfume was all he could smell, he loved her choice in perfumes they were not strong. There were a lot of people in the room but she was the only one he could hear as she would talk or laugh. His eyes stuck on her as she smiled at any stupid little thing taehyung said. trying to keep himself sane he continued to caress her waist with his fingers feeling her body getting warmer and he could tell that she was getting drunk. 

 leaning against his chest she placed her head on his shoulder. shifting on his lap, tormenting him but he kept caressing her waist. trying to keep himself calm. 

lifting the cup to her lips he catches taehyung at the corner of his eye ready to refill her cup. He knew he was being petty but he hated having all these guys seeing her especially in her current state, snatching the cup from her hand he drinks the remaining fluids, tossing the cup to the trash can which he miraculously makes it in. "we're leaving" he says which caused her to whine but he gripped her waist as he stood, taking her with him. 

"alright then, see you tomorrow gorgeous " taehyung says cheerfully which yoongi glares at him. 

the rain had settled down, and in truth he felt himself get sober as they quickly walked to their tent. the drizzle making him come to his senses. 

as the two of them enter the tent he was about to look for a towel when he feels her hand on his chest in the darkness. without thinking he looked her in the eyes and mentally cursed himself as he felt her other hand traveling from his abdomen to his chest. 

He leans in, pecking your lips as she wrap her arms around him. 

she's drunk, he repeats in his head but he was desperate for her touch. tilting her head upwards, the two of them lost in each others eyes "you seemed annoyed" she says as you kiss her once more "and?" he doesn't stop, kissing every part of her. 

"are you mad at me?" she mumbles

"did you do something to anger me" unable to resist her anymore he lifts her up, instantly she wraps her legs around his waist. 

She's drunk he says once more

pecking her lips he places her on the bed "let's sleep tonight" he looks at her wide eyes and heaving chest. cursing himself mentally he continues to kiss her. Hovering over her, but pulls away after giving her a light peck. 

THE MORNING OF THE HIKE

He laid on the bed, her frame cuddled against him. He had no sleep at all. He could hear how the people from other tents were already up. glancing down at her, she's probably gonna be hungry after all that drinking. 

before he could even think of getting up, he sees namjoon stick his head in tent. "hey" he whispers. glaring at namjoon "what"

"we're going hiking, get your ass out here" groaning he points at the girl who was deep asleep and clinging onto him. namjoon rolls his eyes "we're waiting for you" not sparing him the chance to rebut he leaves the tent without zipping the flaps. 

prying her arm and legs off him he slips into warmer clothes. covering her he brushes her hair back before exiting the tent. 

"I didn't ever think you'd date her" namjoon says, the two of them walked at their own pace as everyone else walked ahead. Yoongi didn't bother responding, he didn't need to. If there was someone who could read him it's namjoon. 

"what's bothering you" Namjoon nudges his arm. side eying namjoon he exhales "I'm a mess"

"why?" 

"she's...she's a lot" he feels bitter with his choice of words. namjoons eyes fixated on him "I didn't take y/n as a dramatic type of perso-"

"she's not...shit" he groans "I don't know" he didn't press for more information as he saw yoongi clearly frustrated. "You're dating, everything else will just fall in place" namjoons arm falls around his shoulder as he gives him a small shake "right" yoongi answers in a unsure tone. 

the two continued to talk about anything that came up, the trail ended in the opposite side of where the both of them had departed. Looking uninterested, yoongi wondered if you had already gotten up to make something to eat for yourself. thinking back to how much you had drank the night before he was sure you'd be out of it. 

from the corner of his eye he catches a familiar figure and turns to focus his eyes on the girl who was hiding behind a tent. Instantly he realized it was y/n and quietly makes his way to her. 

I'm gonna scare her, he grins. 

wrapping his arm around her waist he pulls her against his chest "what are you doing hiding?" he says, startled she drops the basket of bowels and everything she had washed. he was about to laugh but looking down at her face he followed her gaze as it landed on two people he wished would just disappear. 

AFTER FINDING OUT ABOUT THE PROJECT

After she confessed that she had school work that needed to be done he felt a brief relief, clearly he was tense since he thought she had heard something causing her to behave the way she was. 

he watched her work on her project, not letting her get in any way distracted ensuring she'd finish and then they could do something else.

He was her loyal servant, getting her meals and entertaining her during the little breaks she'd take. sitting beside her with a bowl filled with grapes that jihye kept insisting for him to give her. "come on eat one" he says, she hadn't eaten much for lunch. shaking her head he sighs. 

he watches her as she continues to type away. her forehead creasing as she looked serious. 

taking a grape to his mouth he bites it in half. he then holds her chin to look at him. "yoon-" pressing his lips against her he climbs onto the bed, tilting her head back. He slips the grape into her mouth, breaking the kiss, he sits back. her face a deep shade of red as she chews on the grape "now eat the grapes or we can do this all day" he eats the other half, raising a brow as if to challenge her to disobey him. 

reaching into the bowl she take another grape to her mouth as she bites it in half, her eyes never meeting his clearly embarrassed. Staring at her lips he shut his eyes, jealous of a fucking grape he exhales.   

THE DAY SHE LEAVES WITH JUNGKOOK

Yoongi was returning from getting sliced peaches when jihye runs up to him, a terrified look on her face. 

"what's wrong with you" ripping the plate of peaches from his hand she tosses it on the table. "they were talking about what happened that summer"

"what?"

"Those fucking minions said it" he stared at jihye not understanding anything she was saying. gripping her shoulders he stops her from moving frantically "clam down, and tell me what the fuck is going on" 

she explains how she ended up bumping into eunjus two friends and after attempting to ignore them they blurted out what had happened that summer. jihye being who she is confronted them and asked them if they had said any of that in front of her. 

there was then a heated argument between them. annoyed yoongi and jihye both found eunju and dragged her to jihye's tents discreetly. 

after arguing yoongi barges out of the tent. and made his way to their shared tent. not finding y/n inside. 

waiting for her to return he sat on the table, trying to calm himself down when namjoon walks into the tent rather fast "hey, you have to come out"

"not now"

"y/n said she's leaving. and asked to call jungkook to pick her up" confused he rushes out of the tent and goes to where y/n, taehyung and jimin were standing. 

her eyes were red, she had been crying he told himself. "y/n" he calls her name, slowly turning to him he locks eyes with her "whats wrong"

"I wanna go home"

"alright, we can go hom-"

"I don't want to go home with you" she spats

taken back he looks at his friends who were awkwardly standing to the side watching the two of them. she doesn't bother talking to him anymore and walks past him, he follows. she begins to gather her things the moment she walks into the tent, ignoring him at the process. 

"what's wrong with you!" he yells loosing his patience. "go ask jihye" she says, grabbing her packed bags and walking out of their tent. 

jungkook had arrived. 

He watches the car pull out of the parking lot keeping his composure. He was about to go to their tent and pack up but he watched as jihye ran up to the girls who were watching from the side with a smug look on their face.

and without saying anything, jihye who was already crying swings her fist punching the girl with longer hair, she crashes to the ground. she pounced at her, swinging her fists as the girl beneath her yanked at her hair. 

the girls friend who had been standing beside her comes to her senses and grabs jihye trying to pull her off. Jimin, taehyung and namjoon then run in to try and stop the fight but one of jihye's other friends gets in pulling the hair of the second friend. 

a whole fight breaking out. 

trying to pry them off each other, namjoon and taehyung succeed with one of the pair but jimin can't get jihye off the other girl. 

"yoongi!" jimin yells, but he didn't budge. Jihye was doing the one thing he wanted to do the moment she told him they had said something to y/n. 

glancing at the girl under jihye he wasn't satisfied with how beaten up she was but he felt it was enough. walking up to jimin he wraps his arm around jihye "that's enough" he says loudly and yanks her back. struggling at first since jihye had wrapped her legs around the girl and was firm.  he yells "Jihye! that's enough!" and succeeds in pulling her back. jihye was a crying mess along with the girl who jimin had helped up. 

eunju was running towards the whole commotion, her eyes falling on their friends. she yells at jihye "what the fuck is wrong with you" yoongi held onto the crying girl. "I suggest you do not, do not confront her right now" namjoon sternly tells eunju. 

not backing down she approaches jihye, yoongi stares at her and grins, she thinks I won't let go. 

letting go of jihye, she stops in place but jihye walks towards her. namjoon running to stop jihye as he glares at yoongi for wanting to escalate the situation. 

rolling his eyes he walks towards them, "jihye lets go" holding her arm he takes her with him as he walks away. "Take me home" she says, his eyes flick to her "fine, i was planning to leave anyways. hurry up" 

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