Dear Namjoon | 16

Dear Namjoon | 16

✧ Pairing: kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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As his strong arms held onto me, we began to play the game we knew too well. As his lips touched mine making me yearn for more than these simple touches I knew that I had reached a point of no return. I wouldn't be able to push these feelings down, jungkook's words meant nothing to me because I wasn't willing to let him go. 

and just like me he wasn't capable of stopping himself either, kissing the smile that was only for me made me scream inside. 

stumbling onto the bed he pulls away to pull his shirt over his head, I took the chance to tell  my heart to get a grip. this wasn't the time to have sex, we needed to talk. but instead of doing that, I gawked at his chest. stared at his broad shoulders and muscular arms. 

reason was no longer here.  dangerous thoughts flooded my mind, traveling to the bottom of my stomach. when our eyes finally met I could see the same reckless thoughts were displayed on his face too. his hands travelled up my thigh as his fingers gently gazed on my exposed skin. 

these hands. a simple touch sent bolts of electricity up my legs straight to my lower belly, you needed him to touch you.

"relax" he could feel my body tense up. brushing his thumb on my thigh he gives me a sweet smile, his dimples put me in a daze each time. "do you have something to say? You've been quiet all afternoon as if something was bothering you?"

this was your chance to tell him you thought, you're lips parted but nothing came out. 

"babe, you can tell me. what's wrong?"

babe,  oh how every time he calls me that my body screams for him. 

"I'm not expecting anything from you today, I just wanted to help you calm down. you seemed stressed over something" his back straightened as he got off the bed "let me get you something for you to sleep in" and there it was. the urge. my body moving on it's own as I reached out for his hand only to gently touch it. 

our gazes meeting again his features were soft but filled with concern. getting on your knees you reached out placing your hands on the nape of his neck. pulling him towards you in attempt to bring him closer, he follows you, leaving our faces inches away from each other.

"don't leave" you whisper 

"tell me what's wrong"

"nothing" 

"then?"

"i just want..." bitting your bottom lip has him glancing at your lips before bringing his hand up to your lips brushing his thumb against your bottom lip "what do you want" 

your fingertips pull on the strands of his black locks as you whisper to him "you" 

"i didn't hear you" 

"i want you" 

"i'm already yours" he pulled me to him, holding onto my ass as he made his way back on the bed. without breaking the kiss or his hold on my body he pushes me down onto the bed and positions me exactly where i wanted to be, sending a twirl of pleasure onto every inch of my body as his hardness nestled between my thighs. the warmth of his hands radiated through the clothing of my dress. 

he wasted no time to rock against my burning heat breaking a whimper from my throat. pushing his hips into me his hands let go of my ass as he touches my breasts "does this feel good baby" he rasped 

you don't answer but rather arch your back making him grin. gazing his thumb against the fabric that covered my nipples. he felt as if he had to be easy on you today for some reason, stopping himself from shredding the dress of your body. 

but you wanted him to pull the dress off, you want his hands to touch you not  indirectly as he currently was.  "namjoon" you call his name and as if he read your mind he taps on your hips making you automatically lift them as he pulled your spring like dress up your thighs "sit up for me babe" doing as he said he unties the knot holding the straps behind your neck undone. with one swift move you were left with nothing but your lingerie. 

his fingers snuck underneath the lace fabric of your underwear as he fingers reach your wet folds making your legs weak at his touch. he'd press gently before rubbing his finger against you. my lips parted letting a moan escape. 

"if i slide my fingers inside your pussy, i'm going to loose control" 

"i want more" satisfied with your answer he chuckles. 

"alright" one of his fingers slid inside me in one swift motion, he kept thrusting inside. wasting no time to in adding a second finger. 

"fuck, i could feel your pussy gripping my fingers" he thrusted his fingers inside, fast, slow. moaning and whimpering senseless words mixed with his name as i came. 

touching his chest, i make my way down his torso. my fingertips memorized every inch of his body. reaching the button of his pants, i look up to find his gaze mixed with hunger and pleading look. wanting more of a reaction of of him, my fingertips brushed lower, feeling him thick and hot through he fabric of his pants. 

he grunted, pushing his hips up into my hand as his jaw clenched. as my hands unbutton his pants i freeze. 

this isn't why i asked him to meet me here, we were suppose to talk, looking up into his eyes i felt my inside twist with anxiety again. his soft caring eyes looked back at me, wondering what was wrong with me. holding onto my hands he places them on his chest

"do you feel that" 

"feel what.."

"my heart, it's beating so fucking loud for you" nodding i help him undress as he helped me

before tossing the jeans aside he reaches inside the back pocket where he had put a condom incase of anything. 

"no" you are shocked at how the words left your mouth

"what?"

"i'm on the pill, let's not use a...condom" you whisper the last part. 

"are you sure" you nod quickly 

putting the condom beside the pillow he looks over at you "just incase you change your mind" bringing his hand to his hard cock he gave himself one hard pump. 

"fuck, i don't know how i'm going to be able to take this slow" giving himself another rough and hard thrust with his fist. 

"then don't" you couldn't help it when your hand made it's way to your wet folds making him grunt at the sight of you touching yourself. before you both could continue touching yourself he decided to take control as he hovered over you his mouth devouring yours. positioned between your hips once more. 

"please" i breathed, pushing myself onto him. feeling his throbbing cock rub against me. placing a kiss on my breasts his hand grabs a hold of my waist as he aligns himself to my entrance finally entering me. one slow deep thrust made me loose my breath. 

"oh fuck" our foreheads against each other as i held onto his shoulders. I could feel everything, I could feel him without anything. a cry of pleasure leaving my throat as his hips rocked against me, only to retreat and thrust back into me, deeper, filling me completely. 

my nails marking  his back as he continued to thrust into me leaving me a mess as i call out his name in between the cry's of pleasure making him loose all restraint. as he thrusts into me another time harder than before my whole body moving up. 

"faster" you begged with tears in your eyes 

holding onto the headboard he thrusts into you once more, making your back arch. 

"i need you to make me yours" you cry out, breaking the thin thread of sanity he was holding onto. he lost all sense of rhythm, as he began to thrust into you harder, faster, deeper. letting go of the headboard he lifts your hips higher as thrusts into you deeper. 

wrapping my arms around his neck as he pulled me up i could feel my high near. lifting my hips, pressing me into him. the sound of our skins meeting and the noises that came out of his plum lips made me feel hotter. hornier. 

increasing the rhythm of my hips, he held onto my hips as he jerked me onto his cock. his hand making his way in between us, his fingers landing above the spot where we were connected. he began to rubbing and circling leaving me breathless as i come all over his cock. 

"fuck" his head falls back as he feels his high coming, the tightening of my walls around him. "y/n get off" he grunts as he lifts my hips only to have me push myself down again "y/n" he calls my name again "inside" you whimper

"but" his breath becoming heavier 

"please" you begin to kiss his neck, leaving him no time to think. as his hips continued to thrust upward, holding onto your waist as you pushed yourself into him each time. his face burrowed in my neck with parted lips. fingers digging into your waist as his hips came to a stop, you feel him shoot inside you as he growls into the nape of your neck. 

your sweaty bodies up against each other, you could feel the beating of your hearts against each other as you both tried to catch your breath. 

lifting your hips he pulls you off of him, letting the white liquid drip down between your thighs. something inside him twitched at the sight of you being filled by him. as you laid down he rubbed his throbbing head onto your folds as he smeared the liquid all around "fuck" he hissed as he felt himself getting hard again. 

getting on all fours, his eyes stare at you as you reach for his length only to push your self into him once more. "fucking ruin me please" pushing yourself into his hips behind you move in a circler motion. his hand resting on your lower back as he begins to thrust into you again. 

"namjoon"

"yes" his fingers caresses your naked back as you were pressed up against his chest. "are you happy" 

"yes?" he laughs "what's with the questions" 

"i meant are you happy here, doing music and all" 

"yes..why?" 

taking in a deep breath you sit up "i think we should break up..." bitting your inner cheek you stare at namjoon who's eyes widen.

"what?" sitting up he looks at you confused 

"we can't see each other as we used to and if jimin finds out it could ruin everything for you" you eyes teared up. his hand reaching up to your face as his thumb wipes your tears "y/n thats why i told you we should've told him" he lets out a frustrated sigh 

"don't worry about this shit, i'll talk to jimin don't worry about that" he pulls you into a hug as he holds you tightly "just don't ever say that again" 

"namjoon, we can't" pushing yourself away from him, you quickly get off the bed as you pick up your clothes getting dressed. "y/n, are you serious?" 

you stay silent as you toss your dress on tying the knot around your neck. "please" you feel his arms wrap around your waist as he pulls you onto his chest "y/n please don't" turning you around, as you stare into his eyes who just like yours were tearing up. you cup his face gently before kissing him. 

what felt like the most beautiful thing all the time became painful. trying to pull you back into the bed you don't let him as you get out of his grip. making your way towards the door you don't turn back as he calls your name. you hear him get off the bed only to quickly make your way out the room. 

"wake up" you shake jimin's arm. 

"why" he whines, slapping your hand away. 

"i'm going home, thats why asshole" you return the slap 

sitting up, half asleep "why? i thought you were staying during the promotion period" he yawns throwing the blanket off of him as he stands up 

"i got some things to do back home.." 

"alright, let me at least take you to the bus station" he gets his shirt from the chair putting it on. "why are you still wearing your dress? did you not sleep at all" he questions you as he picks up his phone to look at the time "bitch it's 5am, can't we just go to sleep. i'll take you once we wake up and that way you can say bye to everyone"

"no" you answer quickly, only making him more curious as to why you wanted to leave so fast 

"fine fine, give me a minute" he mumbles as he walks to the bathroom. your phone kept vibrating inside your purse, and you knew it was namjoon who kept calling ever since you left. 

"call me once you get home" jimin gives you a hug before you board the bus. 

When will we be getting more chapters of ANY fanfics :((

soon! Sorry I haven't been active at all, with the start of summer I thought I'd have more time in my hands but it wasn't the case.

The Spy| mini chapter

A part of Dear Namjoon series

✧ Pairing:Kim Namjoon x reader ✧ Chapter 16 side story pt.2 ✧ warning(s): explicit language ✧ word count: a/n: each mini story will have to do with a chapter and usually of another characters point of view and these are sometimes if not all the times extremely short.

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"Dad it was amazing" taehyung says with his boxy smile on display as he talks on the phone with his parents. once everyone came home he went to sleep and didn't have a chance to talk to his parents. He worked harder than the rest of the members during training, since his nerves would kick in and make him forget everything.

"yeah, I couldn't even think of anything else. it all just came naturally" his smile getting wider as he remembers the fans chanting his name. "it was better than I thought it would be, it felt more real than when we would practice at the club" he laughs.

taehyung had dragged his chair by the window as he hid behind the curtain trying to keep quiet and not wake anyone up.

"the rest of the members are doing great, dad you should've seen it in person"

"yeah next tim-" taehyung's body jolts as he hears the door to a room open abruptly and he peaks out from the curtain only to see y/n dash out of the room quickly heading to the opposite hall.

"i'll call you back" he says as he was about to get up to go check on y/n since she looked upset but he quickly sat back down when he sees namjoon come out of the same room shirtless and calling out her name.

what the fuck is going on? he wondered. looking at the time he sees how late it is and begins to connect the dots as to why they couldn't find namjoon before going to sleep. sitting patiently behind the curtain hoping to stay unseen he stays there waiting for something to happen or actually hoping nothing happened.

after waiting for a long time he finally sets his feet down, ready to sneak back to his room. pulling the curtain to the side he starts to slowly walk to his room that he was sharing with jimin. walking as quickly but slowly as possible keeping an eye out for a very upset girl. 

"bitch it's 5am, can't we just go to sleep. i'll take you once we wake up and that way you can say bye to everyone" taehyung hears jimin and y/n talk making him stop mid hall. in panic he looks around to see where he could hide, finding a near by closet he stumbles towards it as he hears the two siblings walking out the room as he barely made it to the spot.

I'm too tired for this, he sighs irritated.

why am I even hiding he shakes his head, watching the siblings leave the hall he speed walks to their shared room and closes the door behind him

"seriously when jimin comes back i'ma have to tell him all this dram-" stopping mid sentence he stands in the middle of the empty room "fuck, i can't tell jimin"

rubbing his forehead he lets his tired body fall on the bed as he drifts to sleep, hating the fact he wouldn't be able to tell anyone anything that happened.

"but then there is jungkook?" he says before his heavy eyelids win.

Jungkook | mini chapter

A part of Dear Namjoon series

✧ Pairing:Kim Namjoon x reader ✧ Chapter 9 side story ✧ warning(s): explicit language ✧ word count: a/n: each mini story will have to do with a chapter and usually of another characters point of view and these are sometimes if not all the times extremely short.

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I walked in to tell namjoon to come out, we were planning to play against each other but hobi didn't wanna play

"namjoon" I call out the moment i walk in but he wasn't in the living room 

I walk into the kitchen to get a bottle of water.  

"where did he go?" wiping my chin I clean the water that was dripping from how fast I was drinking. 

I walk to the living room, to find the game on. I see his jacket on the sofa so I knew he didn't leave. 

"maybe he went upstairs?" I walk towards the staircase, going up to see if he was there. But I got a phone call making me stand on the second step. 

"hello?"

"what's taking you so long" yoongi yells over the phone 

"sorry, namjoon is upstairs in the bathroom" or somewhere 

"damn bro, did the pizza do him bad" he sighs "ok just come out" hanging up I walk down the two steps I had taken 

I walk pass the couch, about to enter the hall to go to the back until I heard something I think I shouldn't have. 

 I look back at the stairs. "the only people that would be in here is namjoon and..." my eyes widen 

"no maybe i heard wrong" i shake my head, I was about to take a step to the stairs before I hear the door opening. I hear someone start going down the stairs, and I see namjoon fixing his hair. 

"hey bro, what happened" 

"uh, we need one more person to..play"

"alright let's go" he walks past me, walking down the hall

I stare at him in shock

"are you y/n's secret boyfriend jimin is always talking about?"  I meant to say that inside my head but instead I said it out loud 

he sighs before turning to look at me "yeah I am, and just as you said. it's a secret" and there it was, his cockiness was pissing me off

we stared at each other, both of us looking up when we hear as if something had fallen 

"I guess I was a bit harsh on her" he chuckles "jungkook it'd be better if you just forget about what happ-"

"what about our group" I cut him off 

he ruffles his hair "dammit what about it" he says annoyed

"jimin said n-"

"i know what jimin said alright, I was already into her way before jimin said anything. Look we are gonna tell jimin at some point alright. Just leave it until then"

I look at the stairs again 

"jungkook seriously don't be so damn curious about everything. fuck, at least not this" 

I didn't know what to say to him, the reason why I joined this group was because he heard me singing once as he passed the music room. he asked me to come to a practice and said I could join their group if i wanted. 

I watched them practice, I heard him rap. I joined because of him, but now he's doing something jimin warned us not to do. something that can destroy our group cause jimin is one to hold grudges. 

But i wasn't just angry at him, I was angry at y/n cause she knew that could happen but only cared about getting fucked by him. 

cause i know damn well the man standing in front of me is so fucking bad at relationships, there isn't anything he's good at but sex

"this just isn't right" i whisper and he just stared at me 

walking past him I grab my jacket that was on the chair and head to the front door 

"jungkook seriously? Wait!" I rush out the front door and get on my bike 

"Jungkook hold the fuck up, your making this more serious than it is" he runs beside my bike as i put my helmet on 

"i don't know namjoon, I think it's you who doesn't see how serious this is. jimin is trusting not just you, but all of us with his sister. taehyung once said that maybe you were the one who was the secret boyfriend but he responded saying he trusted you" 

"ok i understand but get off the bike yeah? i'm sorry I was inconsiderate of how you could take this all" he held onto my arm 

"tell jimin, right now"

"i can't" he groans 

"why not"

"because she said not to tell anyone, and i already have taehyung on my ass about all this"

"taehyung knew?" i take off my helmet, to look at him clearly 

"I didn't fucking tell him, you know how he is so fucking good at seeing shit" namjoon takes the helmet from me "now get off the fucking bike and lets just talk. don't take off like this"

putting my helmet down i stare at him "talk then" 

"I talked to her in the club before jimin introduced her"

"the time at the wall, where yoongi and I left her" he nods 

"the moment i met her, i kissed her and shit happened. I was already attracted to her before jimin came and said what he did, I wasn't gonna keep going after her but" he groans, he didn't want to tell jungkook that y/n texted him by taking his phone number from jimins phone. he didn't want jungkook to hate her even more. cause that's what he saw in his younger friend's eyes earlier, hate.  brushing his hair back "It just fucking happened ok, i know what you might be thinking alright, but i'm not doing this for the sex I actually like her, alright" 

"did you explain this to taehyung"

"fuck, no alright. I don't even know why i'm explaining it to you. You had this look in your eyes and I didn't like it" jungkook didn't know namjoon had a soft spot for him. if there was someone who could hurt namjoon, it was jungkook. 

"I'm sorry alright, I'll tell jimin soon. just come back inside yeah"

"y/n is wrong for wanting to keep this a secret" 

"i know, i know. but she had just gotten here. I have to admit it's my fault he found out. but she isn't to blame completely" 

"it's fucking stupid that jimin is being like this with his sister" namjoon was frustrated at this point 

"fine, but you have to tell him" 

"ok" 

Karmic Soulmates | JJK

Chapter 2

✧ Pairing:Jeon Jungkook x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, knife/gun use, violence ✧ word count: 3.1k

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You bit into the sandwich, the room was lit from the fireplace as you sat next to namjoon who just stared at the flames. "I could get you another blanket " he says not bothering to look at you. 

"I'm fine" you were already wearing jungkook's hoodie and had two heavy blankets on you another one would make you start sweating for sure. "How much longer" he says to jungkook who was studying the parts he had already drawn. 

His method was intense, he didn't pass the entire map into one paper. Instead he drew it by parts in different sheets, this could be confusing to anyone since only he would know the right order of the papers this way no one else will be able to have a copy. 

glancing at the man who was standing next to the fire place as he stared at the sheets of paper in his hand, with his nonchalant face he looks up at my brother "I memorized a good part of it already" he folds the sheets in his hand as he pulls the mantel away from the fire place throwing the sheets into the flames. 

"You better have memorized it" you glare at him "If you forget part of it or fuck up don't come looking for me once I leave. I'm serious" he couldn't help but chuckle at you're threats "Don't worry I was trained for this, trust me"

"as long as you trust yourself, I don't care" taking in the last part of your meal you stand up "lets do the next part, the suns almost up. I want to be out of here before tonight" 

maybe I should grab the rest of my savings and move, buy a new place somewhere else where not even they will find me. move from country? sitting on the stool once more I chuckle to myself like a mad person, move from country? I'm getting ahead of myself for sure.  turning on the lights once more, they shut the blinds and jungkook begins to work on copying down the next part. 

It was almost 8pm when jungkook propped himself off the fireplace and moved the mantel once more tossing the papers into the flame. "finally" I sigh in relief, I was starting to get a cramp on my leg from sitting there all day since I told them we couldn't have breaks anymore. 

"I don't understand something" jin speaks up from the sofa where he was sleeping just a while ago. 

"what it is" namjoon was rubbing his temple clearly tired. 

"she said we had to get rid of her map, how the fuck do we get rid of that" he points at me with a raised brow as if he really thought I was a crazy person or probably just stupid. and it had slipped my mind that I had told them that, in truths I really wanted them to forget because what I had in mind...I don't think they'd agree. 

after my legs adjusted to standing again I walked towards the fireplace, my hand still covering my front as I held my shirt tightly against me. picking up the flatter piece of the poker sets I move the mantel, pressing the end of the stick into the flames. As the end shined a glit of redness I turned towards my brother and extended the handle to him "keep your promise" in a daze he grabs it and stares at me in disbelief. 

rolling up a towel that was thrown aside I roll it up and place it between my teeth. "woah woah what the fuck" jin shrieks and stares at namjoon with widen eyes "you aren't planning to go through with this are you" he yells. jungkook was shocked nonetheless, "are you crazy, we can find another way..i'll change the desi-"

"and waste more time? No I want to leave today" you spat, irritated at them. turning to your brother he feels you boring your eyes at him but his sight never left the end of the poker that was still a shade of red "are you going to do it or should we bring in someone who has the balls to do it" clenching his jaw he looks at his sister "i'm not doing it and i'm not letting anyone else do it either" throwing the poker to the ground he picks up the blanket that you had dropped and covers you with it "there has to be another way" 

covering yourself you secure the blanket as you stand "there isnt!" no one was willing to mark your back, their reluctance made your eyes tear up from the anger that boiled inside "your pathetic namjoon, father would be so disappointed in you right now" laughing you shake your head but the stern cold emotion on his face did not change "you're not willing to destroy the map but you're willing to grab someone and put it on their back without any say in the matter?!" picking up the poker you turn to jungkook "do it" 

jungkook stared at you with pleading eyes as he shakes his head "I can just ov-"

"no, I want it gone. I want everything gone" you yell pushing the poker onto him as you close the distance between the two of you. "don't be a fucking coward" you try to intimidate him but he stared at you with pity in your eyes. 

"forget this" putting on your shirt not caring that you basically exposed your breast to jungkook, you get completely dressed and gather your items "are we done here" you turn to namjoon. his lips part and close as if he did not know what to say. raising a brow you scoff "are you sure this is the life you want, you don't seem fit-"

"it's you y/n, how can I ever be sane when it comes to you" he gives you a weak smile "you shouldn't leave until we figure out what to do with the map" jin speaks up, trying to be the more reasonable person in the room with no strings of emotion attached to you. 

"yeah well I gave the solution and you don't want to do it" shrugging you swing the door open and march out without looking back. namjoon chases after you, stopping you turn to him "no, this is it. I don't want to ever see you anymore"

"it's not saf-" interrupting him you give him a big smile "I hope you live a long and healthy life and I hope that you find someway to be happy" not caring for the words that were going to come out of his mouth you walk out the same way you came in with jungkook and did not look back

it had been five days and there was no sign of your brother or jungkook. you were surprised that they had backed off so willingly. you were at the cafe planning a way to get the map destroyed this weekend which meant you had to get everything ready for monday after being gone the entire weekend. you were bringing in a few boxes from the storage when the bell ranged indicating a customer had entered. cursing under your breath since you forgot to lock the doors, taking the box you head to the front "i'm sorry but we're close" you place the box on the counter. 

not hearing a response you look up to find a man in black clothes standing at the entrance. his face had a gross scar on his right cheek that began beside his eye and ended above the corner of his lip. taking in a deep breath you smile at the man who turns around to face the exit.

watching him hesitate you begin to back up to the sink where you had left knives. before you could reach the sink the man turns quickly and dashes towards the counter literally scared the shit out of you but you moved just as fast, picking up the knife from the sink as he shoves the box to the ground and swiftly climbs over in a matter of seconds he was in front of you. 

He had no weapon or at least had not pulled one out, but you didn't let your guard down. "what the fuck do you want" you speak clearly showing now fear but the man did not budge nor did his eyes wonder his creepy state made your hairs stand as he bored his eyes into you. it felt as time stopped and you glanced behind him to see if there was anyone outside who could see this assault but the street was empty. 

you stare at the man and neither of you moved, it wasn't until the phone suddenly ranged which caused you to loose focus cause of the sudden sound. taking advantage of the distraction he launches himself at you gripping your wrist as he twists it making you drop the knife. letting out a scream you clench your fist and swing at him but he lets go quickly kicking the knife out of reach. gripping your wrist your eyes tear up from the pain. 

he did not wait and launched himself at you once more but this time you dodged him,  kicking his back. the fight did not stop there as the two of you began to swing fists at one another, him not letting you no where near the sink. you felt the impact of him kicking your ribs throwing you against the counter. groaning as you grip your side you look at your surroundings and see the kettle of coffee you had just done, waiting till he was closer to you. picking up the kettle you throw the hot liquid at him, the man groans as he wipes his face. taking the chance you roundhouse kick him in the face which slams his head into the counter. 

catching your breath you don't waste a second to run over the counter grabbing your bag. without looking back you dash out of the cafe and run down the street. you grip your side, the pain causing you to run out of breath quickly. without stopping you rummage through your bag taking out the phone. "fuck" cursing under your breath you felt irritated that it had come to this, flipping the cover up from the flip phone you dial the first number in the contacts. the phone rings but there was no answer. 

"fuck namjoon this isn't the time!" you yell, running into a dark street. you had planned for this, incase someone came looking for the map. your senses were on full function you knew this street wouldn't be someones first choice but it was the least crowded street because of the lack of street lights and the perfect cover for one to run from a murder and for one to commit murder.

You then hear a second pair of footsteps hitting the concrete floor and quickly turn behind you since the sound was echoing but there was no one behind you. that when you saw him, it was a different man in fact a taller one and he was running at the same pace as you but across the street. anyone else being chased would be shitting bricks and no lie you were too but unlike him you knew where you were going. 

you watch him as you see the dead end coming into view, he sees this as a great moment to take you and pulls out his gun just as you had suspected. but unlike his side where he only had buildings you had the forest. making a sharp left you jump over the gate and enter the forest. tumbling over some branches you gain your footing and ran the path you knew by memory. you could hear him in the forest too but you knew that unlike him you had the advantage. 

the moonlight was the only thing lighting your path. you finally made it to your tree that had a hollow place inside. crouching down you pull out the bag getting a hold of your gun. you look around, your eyes already adjusted to the dark. making sure it the mag was full you slip the bag and the one you were carrying into the hollow space of the tree. dialing namjoon once more you watch your surroundings as it rings. 

checking the contacts you dial jungkook's number but it also only rings. "fine, fuck you" you begin to tread slowly to the place you had fixed for this situation. when you hear a branch snap close and too close for your own luck. hiding behind a large tree you hold your breathe. 

listening carefully you swallow hard when you hear more than one person "where the fuck did she go" the first man curses"she can't be far, I saw her using a phone. she's probably calling him" the other responds. they weren't close but you were both definitely in each others eye sight. meaning if you stepped out from behind the tree either you see them first or they see you.  "even if she called him, she told him that day was the last day she wanted to ever see him. the moment she left jungkook wanted to run after her but namjoon said that he would honor her request"

"meaning?"

"he ain't coming to rescue her" you cover your mouth stopping you from gasping 'he's a traitor'

just as you were about to move from tree the phone rings, giving away your spot. dashing from behind the tree you run, instead of chasing you one began to shoot "are you fucking stupid, we need the map" the other yells and the shooting stops. you answer the phone holding it up to your ear as you run. 

"hello?" namjoon says on the other end 

"fucking bitch why won't you answer me" you yell as you hear them running after you "you sai-"

"but it's the emergency phone" you cry out, turning to look back you trip over a branch making you tumble down the small hill that you had not noticed. you laid on the ground catching your air as you heard namjoon yelling through the phone. getting up slowly you reach for the phone, using the small screen to light the floor you find your gun. "y/n!" he yells 

"fuck" you groan, you held onto your side and took a deep breath "someones after me" you say weakly, tears falling from your eyes as you were having a hard time breathing. 

"are you near the cafe" he asks and then yells to those around him to get the car ready "not really, i'm at xxx forest" you quietly say. 

"the forest? what the fuck are you doing in a forest" 

"it doesnt fucking matter, there's two of them and one of me and the first guy that I fought at the cafe really gave me a beating and it hurts to breathe"

"can you get anywhere near a road" you hear the door slam of the car, lifting your self from the ground you look around. you knew where you were. you start walking towards the road "yes, theres a big sign" you stop to take in some air "fuck" you look up to the moon and notice it wasn't just your eyes playing tricks but you were loosing conscious. "y/n whats wrong? can you get to the road or not"

"i don't think i'm getting to the road" you quicken your steps but everything began to spin and you lost your footing making you tumble to the ground, he keeps calling your name. gaining some strength  you get back up and lean against a tree. "everything is fucking spinning" 

"fuck" he curses, yelling at who ever was driving to go faster. you kept moving, not knowing where the will to move was coming from. "there she is" someone a good distance from you yells. "fuck they found me" you mumble into the phone. turning to the man who's running right towards you, dropping the phone you lift the gun and fix your posture. the man clearly couldn't see you well because he did not flinch nor move and kept running towards you. 

pulling the trigger you don't hesitate, successfully wounding him on the leg he falls on the ground. you quickly pick up the phone and walk towards him. the man screams in pain as you stand above him "fucking bitch" you hear his partners footsteps. picking up the phone to your ear "oh and brother, one of these men are yours. they knew about that day" staring at the man you chuckle "it's the bastard that was at the door" pointing the gun to his head you pull the trigger "he's dead" 

you tug the phone into your pocket as you kept both hands on the gun and make your way behind a tree at a distance from the body. you could feel your body swaying and you could taste blood in your mouth. your head tilt back against the tree you waited to hear his partner approach. 

"y/n get to the road, we are close" groaning you hold your side once more as you take in a deep breath. you begin to run across some trees before a gun goes off and you hear the tree beside you get struck by a bullet and you stumble to the ground again. you hear namjoon yelling your name.  you quickly stand and begin to run again, the road not so far from you. "honk" you say 

"what?"

"honk" you repeat 

you could see the road, and a car driving towards where you were running to, wanting to make sure it was him and not from the other side you wait behind a tree. 

the car begins to honk and that was your sign, you hold your side as you run at full speed. "stop" you say into the phone when the car was right in front of where you were running "hurry" you tell him. 

you could hear the man behind you and his harsh breathing as he tried to run faster towards you. turning you lift the gun and begin to shoot at him not trying to wound him but rather slow him down. falling onto the ground this was the last time, you knew you wouldn't get up. 

you kept shooting the gun at the man until the gun jammed "fuck" you cried. laying completely on the ground you stare at the moon. suddenly you hear gun shots and namjoon yelling your name right before everything went black. 

Please update DEAR NAMJOON!!!!!!

working on it!!!