Welcome To Darkness. Population None. Welcome To Sadness. Population One. A Poetic Line With A Familiar

‘Welcome to Darkness. Population none.’ …Welcome to Sadness. Population one. A poetic line with a familiar ring, straight from the gates of the inferno, but I had thought it might work well here, as a glowing opener. I have no other defense. Even if this one line spelled the downfall of my novel, I’m afraid I wouldn’t have the guts to cut it. I might even put it this way, for good measure: deleting that first line would mean erasing my entire life thus far.

Dazai Osamu, Flowers of Buffoonery

I love Pavitr so much it's not funny

Pavitr x reader

Readers having her period

Now let me take care of you, okay.

Characters: Pavitr x Fem!reader

Genre: Hurt/Comfort

Summary: (Requested) Thanks for the reqs 🧡

Warnings: Period, Period Symptoms: cramps, bloating, vomiting, nausea.

Sundari = beauty

At first, Pavitr was kinda clueless about the whole thing. And you being parts embarrassed and parts prideful, you never let him in to see that side of you. So the most you’ll do is send him to the store and have him pick up some pads or tampons if you really need it. But he always has raspberry and black tea stocked and ready for when your period comes and you are craving it. He was really considerate like that.

And he always offered to do more for you even though he knew you’d say no. Like he’d offer to message your shoulders and lower back. To cook your meals and clean your house for you. It warmed your heart that he’d do all of that for you but you didn't need his help.

You were fine with planning. You cleaned your house the week before and you meal prepped things you know you can eat. You got any important work done and made sure no social plans happened during your period. You’ve been doing it this way for year and you were a pro at it.

That’s what you kept telling yourself as you laid on the ground, withering in pain. That you didn't need anyone’s help.

The cramps were getting too much and you couldn't keep down the pain meds either. And of course your heating pad had gone and disappeared on you as well.

Tears of frustration and pain swelled up in your eyes while you descend into further despair. Your phone was so tempting right now. It’d be so, so easy to grab it and dial Pavi’s number. But it'd be so hard to accept the help that’d come with it.

You couldn't explain the reason but being self-reliant is something so ingrained into who you are as a person. Maybe it's because you’ve been disappointed more times than you can count on your hand? Or maybe it's because you are naturally distrustful of strangers?

But Pavitr isn't a stranger.

He's the love of your life. He trusts you with his whole entire being and he showed you time and time again that a he's reliable person. Maybe you should call him. Despite your pounding heart and shaky hands you do so.

“Hey Sundari, how are you?” he greeted you, sounding cheerful.

“Hi Pavi, honestly I’m not doing too well. Can you please come over?” You asked him and waited with a baited breath for a response.

Immediately his tone changed to something more serious, “Of course I will come. Is there anything that you need?”

You listed off the things that you would like him to buy for you, pausing frequently when a particularly strong cramp hits you. And Pavitr listened to you with patience and understanding. God, that alone made you want to cry right then and there.

Within 30 minutes your front door opened revealing Pav holding a mountain of bags that you couldn’t help but gawk at. What you asked for wouldn’t even make up for half of what he was holding.

“Oh my, are you alright?” He questioned, with alarm in his voice. He dropped the bags carefully on the ground and rushed over to where you laid. “Do you want me to help you walk or carry you?”

“Carry please,” you respond. You closed your eyes a bit and just lent into his hold, he was warm and smelt good too.

A bit too warm but it was way better than the floor. Your back was starting to sore. He walked slowly to your bedroom and laid you on your bed carefully.

He sat at the edge of it and squeezed your arm lightly, “Are you cold or hot?”

You thought for a moment, feeling the air around you. Your legs were burning, it felt like everything was burning and on fire. “I’m really hot,” you muttered out.

He nodded his head, “I’ll find the remote and get you some water, okay? Are you hungry? Nauseous?”

Your stomach felt empty but you also felt really sick. The thought of food made your stomach twist and churn uncomfortably. You shake your head no.

Pavitr hums in response and brushes the sweat from your forehead. “Okay, I'll get a cold rag. Hang tight Sundari.”

He came back a few minutes later with some tea, a cold bottle of water, and a cold rag like he promised. Using the remote that he found, he turned on the AC and placed the cold rag on your burning skin.

“Okay, you rest up. I’ll cook and clean. Let me when you are ready to eat or need anything else.” He told you but a weak protest on your lips.

“Pavi, you don’t have to-.” You started to sit up in your bed, body feeling heavy and weakened from the lack of food.

He pushed you back gently, smile on his lips and twinkle in his eyes, “I don’t have to but I want to because I love you. Now let me take care of you, okay.”

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Request are open!!

Can I request a miles morales x fem! reader were the reader has powers like starfire ✨

MILES MORALES WITH A GIRLFRIEND THAT HAS POWERS LIKE STARFIRE:

a/n: please tell me if i got anything wrong i don’t know shit about starfire and just checked her wiki page 😭 anyways hope you like it nonnie <3 also you didn’t say what format (?) you wanted it to be so i just did headcanons + some blurbs!

ADULTS DNI YOU WEIRDOS

fem! reader | word count: 649

HEADCANONS:

★ He thinks your abilities are super duper cool.

★ He especially likes your energy projection and starbolt eye beams!

★ Honestly he was kinda intimidated by you at first. You were just so cool and powerful!!

★ When he saw you use your energy blast for the first time he was so scared. He knows not to mess with you now. 💀

★ He probably saw you get beat up so badly once and got scared because you got a bunch of rubble on top of you. He was confused as to how the fuck you didn’t seem to be hurt at all.

★ His deep admiration for you slowly started to turn into a crush and omg!! Like literally how could he not? You were so badass and confident in your abilities!!

★ He’d draw you and he’d make you look so cool!!

★ I feel like I can't say this enough but HE THINKS YOU’RE SO COOL!!

★ He definitely asks you to train with him and stuff. He just can’t get enough of you.

★ I can’t think of much sorry! :( also i just can’t think of anything that doesn’t involve him thinking you’re cool 😭

BLURB #1:

“C’mon, just one practice round!” Miles pleaded.

He’s been trying to have you train with him all morning. It can get annoying sometimes! Who wants to be woken up by someone at around seven in the morning expected to train? Definitely not you! Besides, the last time you tried training with him, he ended up complaining about how strong and unbeatable you were.

“Remember last time we trained? You wouldn’t stop being on my ass about how much everything hurt!” You responded, tired of hearing his pleads all morning. All you wanted was just a peaceful morning since you just couldn’t get a good rest without someone having to wake you up!

“I promise I won’t complain this time! I swear!” Miles says, with a face you think is trying to resemble a puppy pleading for a treat.

“Don’t do that face ever again and i’ll train with you.” You say, caving into his pleading, just wanting to be left alone for a bit.

“Huh, what’s wrong with my face?” He questioned with faux offense. “Actually don’t answer that! See ya in 20?” He says, leaving after seeing you nod.

Gosh that boy is gonna be the death of you..

BLURB #2:

You and Miles had known each other for a bit, only a couple of months. Yet in those couple of months, a friendship has bloomed and possibly even some feelings for each other.. You and Miles were currently hanging out in an alley in the abandoned parts of town. The two of you were just chatting about things like school and hero stuff.

“Yknow, is it getting hot out here or is it just me?” He asks, trying to muster up a confident smirk while also failing at trying to deepen his voice.

Was he flirting with you? If so, he wasn’t doing much of a good job. His uncle Aaron must’ve told him to do something like that.

Miles realized how loud the silence was now. He panicked before saying, “Uh- because your hair y'know?” He sounded somewhat panicked at the realization of his awful pickup line. He tried to laugh it off as well, doing nothing to help the silence.

Suddenly, you laugh. You laugh as if you’ve heard the funniest thing ever. Miles could feel his face heat up, whether it was from the embarrassment or from the way you laughed made him feel, he didn’t know.

“Yknow, I do think it’s getting a bit hot out.” You say, laughing to yourself. Miles swearing he had seen you throw a wink his way.

After that, Miles had decided to ask you out. You had said yes and eventually you two had started to officially date. Aaron swears he was the sole reason you two are together.

no reposts 😠

I was this cool the whole time

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