14th Feb

14th Feb’

Choi Seungcheol one shot

Pairing: Choi Seungcheol × Female reader

Genre: Angst

Warnings: no warnings, if I missed something please let me know.

Word count: 2.5 K

Song: house of cards

Author’s Note: I was actually planning to post this on 14th Feb’ but things happened and I am uploading this now, let me know if you liked this angst or not, also I wrote this while this song was on loop, I think I definitely felt something, happy reading 

Today’s 14th February, how much I wanted to tell myself that I don’t miss him anymore, but my heart was telling me something else. I pulled myself together and got ready, I took out my white gown and got ready for the wedding. I was excited for my friend’s wedding, this is the reason I flew to USA after six years, this place, I have so many memories with this country and specially this place; I don’t want to remember them but they were my best memories and now thinking about them is only painful, it’s painful because now, I am alone.

Agreeing and coming to this place was very tough decision for me, I started letting go of everything but being my first love, I just can’t forget few things anymore, I smile at those silly little memories but they start hurting sometimes when I think what if he was with me right now, how things would've turned into right now? What if we choose to stay here and be happy together, maybe we would've got married by now? Maybe we would've taken vows infront of eachother.

I looked at myself in the mirror, the white A-line dress with off shoulders, it looked pretty. I can’t believe this girl, who is getting married was my undergraduate batchmate, we weren’t very close but she was a good friend. After completing our bachelor’s degree we went to different universities and I went to Canada with him for Masters and then….

I looked at the mirror, applied light makeup, and applied red liptint. I smiled at my reflection, I wonder who’s the groom because she didn’t disclose anything to me yet. I went out of the hotel room and took a cab to the venue. She must have been so happy, after meeting her love, she’s finally taking it to the next stage. I just want to see her smile after this long time, all these years she never disclosed anything about her boyfriend, she always said she loves him a lot and she’s finally getting married with him.

I looked at the streets here, in California, they were familiar but looked unfamiliar and brought the nostalgic memories. Walking down the streets holding his hands, looking at eachother with eyes full of love. I smiled at myself, am I still in love with him even after we parted our ways five years ago? This sounds so stupid, how can I be still in love with him, both of us were afraid of the results and I was willing to take a step, but he was not sure, he was the one to take a step back and end everything between us then why am I blaming myself for not holding us together, why can’t I forget him till now, it’s already been years.

“We reached” I paid the cab and came out of the cab. The Venue looked all white, white is a pure colour to start with, everything looked so pretty. I was walking alone, until I saw his friends just outside the venue, they were about to enter and I halted my steps, I was anxious. They saw me and stopped walking, everything came to my mind, they were really very nice to me gradually only one of them is still close to me.

‘meet my friends’ he said and pulled me closer, there were three more guys sitting on the couch, I smiled at them. ‘hi, I am Seungcheol’s-

‘we know you, we are in same class and only Jeonghan is in different departments, still all of us know you’ Joshua smiled at me, I smiled back at them, slowly we all used to hangout. All of them were way too nice and kind to me but, Joshua was something else, he would take care of me way too much, maybe because we were in same department and we did everything almost together, he would help me with my assignments as well. He was such a good friend to me, he was really important to me. he’s the only one who is still close to me, we talk rarely but he’s still that kind and down to earth Joshua.

Seungcheol got the best group of friends, he’s so lucky to have him, I used to say this to him nearly everyday.

All the memories from the first day I met them officially came back to me, all the memories are still fresh inside me, they were one of the most precious ones. I missed them, my body was tensing up slowly. They were walking towards me, I was thinking why were they here but then it’s probably because Soyeon was our batchmate, to be specific mine, Seungcheol and Joshua’s. I still couldn’t move my feet and they were coming, towards me. I am seeing them probably after 4-5 years. I missed Joshua the most, all these years I wanted to meet him but we could never, he came to me and hugged me tight.

I was so surprised, I couldn’t move, I wanted to hug him back and slowly I calmed myself and hugged him back. It was getting nostalgic, years of friendship.

“I missed you Lia, let’s stay like this for a while” I nodded in his embrace, I felt better, I didn’t know I was longing for his hug so much, I was trying not to cry. After some time we parted, “you look pretty” I smiled at him, I looked at other two, Jeonghan and Mingyu, they were smiling, “you’re really looking pretty and you’re still the same old Lia” they laughed. It wasn’t awkward at all, we caught up with eachother and then it hit me, if… his… friends… are here, maybe he’s here as well. I was holding myself back from asking about him.

“Lia… Seungcheol-

“Let’s go inside, let’s not be late for the wedding.” They smiled awkwardly smiled at me but Joshua’s eyes said something else to me, they looked…. Concerned? Sad? Unreadable?

I saw people, from my school, university, and some unknown people, Joshua was with me whole time, he was walking with me, in my pace. “Shua, can I go and meet the bride? Before her wedding?”

“Sure, you can, want me to come with you?” he asked sweetly.

“It’s okay”

“No, let me accompany you”

“But Shua-

“let’s go”

We walked towards Soyeon’s room, we were walking, and suddenly he asked “are you okay?” that was a very sudden question, “yes, of course, I am why would you ask?”

“Just, how was your flight?”

“It was good, also don’t worry I will be okay if I see him here today, I am not sure, if he would come here or not, because I don’t know if he’s invited today in Soyeon’s wedding” before he could say anything, “Now stay here, let me go and meet her quick, then we go back” he sighed and then smiled at me, felt like he wanted to tell me something very important but I stopped him from speaking, I was somehow very anxious, I had this weird feeling that it’s something very shocking and it will hurt me, it was in his eyes. I could feel it.

I saw Soyeon, “LIA!!!” she saw me and ran to hug me tight, “Be careful lady, you’re wearing your wedding gown, be careful”

“Yes, I will be. I missed you Lia, you were such a good friend of mine, I can’t believe it’s almost 6 years since we last met eachother” I nodded, “you look so pretty, today”

“Thankyou” I opened my sling bag, and handed her a wrapped box, “what’s this?”

“I hope you like it, don’t open it now. Open it later” it was a pendant, I wanted to gift it to her. “Thank you so much Lia,”

“Let’s catch-up after the wedding, Joshua is waiting for me outside.” She held my hand and asked “Are you guys together?” I was surprised at her question, “No, we are not” I smiled at her, she smiled back. “Okay, then all the best for today” she nodded.

I went out of the room and saw Joshua talking to the phone, I heard him saying ‘I don’t know if she knows, I’m worried’ what is he talking about, “Shua” he turned to me

“I’m hanging up” and he hung up,

“Is something wrong?” I asked him, “No, nothing. Let’s go” I nodded.

We were walking, to the venue, I was a bit excited for the groom, who is he. While walking inside, I was getting a bit anxious even I don’t know why. Everyone was enjoying it, meeting with old friends, families, everyone looked happy; looks like everything is perfect. We were standing in a side, while standing, I felt something was burning and paining, probably I got a cut because of my heels, these pencil heels were new and I haven’t used pencil heels since few months. I tried to not get bothered about it, I don’t even have a band-aid right now.

I saw other two coming towards us, Mingyu and Jeonghan, I smiled at them. “Did you meet her?” I nodded, “she looked really pretty” they all smiled, I felt like relieving the old days; only he’s not with us here today.

“Excuse us for a second, we’ll be back” I turned to Joshua, he held my arm and took me to the place of sitting, some people were sitting, they were unknown to me. he made me sit on a chair, “what happened” I saw him handing me a band-aid which was inside his pocket, “use this” I took it.

“thank you”

“Just the same old Lia, who never says if she’s hurt or when she’s in pain. Don’t do this Lia.” I took off my heel, and used it. “I’m okay Shua, it’s just that it’s the new pair of heels you know” I smiled at him, “thank you for worrying”

I got up from the chair, ‘now let’s go, I don’t want to miss her walking down the aisle”

“hold this” he showed me his arm, I was confused, he took my hand and placed it on his arm, “let’s go” and we started walking, we saw Mingyu and Jeonghan.

“This is about to start” I was still holding Joshua’s arm. I saw Soyeon walking with her dad, with bouquet in her hand. She really looked so pretty, “told you, she’s looking pretty. her soon to husband is really lucky to have her” and three of them looked at me, they just looked puzzled, specially Joshua’s eyes… they were… wanting to tell me something.

I shrugged it off and my eyes were following her, the moment I saw the groom, my heart stopped. It was…

My eyes were not leaving him, my grip on Joshua’s arm got tighter.

HIM.

Choi Seungcheol

Everything hit me like a bullet, it hit me hard, I was feeling betrayed, played, cheated, numb, there were no feelings that could describe me. Soyeon is getting married to him, the man whom I loved the most in this whole world but we parted ways five years ago, just felt like my world crumbled down.

‘Lia, I am sorry, but I can’t do this anymore.’

‘Why cheol? Was everything a lie till now? Why are you leaving like this? please don’t go, stay with me please’ I was crying, it was hurting, and hurting.

‘Lia I can’t’ his words were hurting me.

‘I’m ready to do everything, you want but why now? Why now when I am already like this’

“Lia, sorry’ he removed my hands which were holding his and started walking away.

‘I loved you, I still love you Seungcheol ’ he didn’t even look back at me left me there crying alone

“was she the reason? You could’ve told me” my eyes were getting teary, all the memories I had with him, started flooding back, our first date, our first kiss, our first trip together. All these years I told myself, I will be strong and I won’t cry when if I ever see him in future, but never prepared myself for this, witnessing him as my good friend’s husband, never. All the courage I built up all these years started crumbling down, I couldn’t stand anymore, my legs were feeling weak. Was I the one who was played on? Was I played? I wanted to ask myself again and again.

“I do” I heard his voice, my mind went blank, is this a nightmare? I couldn’t hear anything anymore, it felt like my world stopped.

My tears started falling down, I couldn’t stand still, I stumbled back, Shua held me tightly, “Lia” I turned to look at him, his eyes looked at me with pity, I could feel it, I couldn’t hold back anymore and started crying. Why was I crying so much, it felt like it was only me and Seungcheol, no one else and he was smiling brightly, wearing that black tuxedo. Once it was a dream for me to see Seungcheol in this, attire and me in white pretty wedding gown. We would take the vows together for eachother, that was all house of cards I made myself.

How much did it take to walk away like that?

How much did it take to hurt me like this?

You destroyed my house of cards while I built years ago, why did you do this Seungcheol?

“now, you may kiss the bride” I heard it, I was still looking at him, my eyes never left his, he saw me. his eyes met mine, he was looking at me with a hint of surprise, as if he never expected me but expected me here to witness this as well and then turned to look at Soyeon, he was leaning closer and my heart was shattering into pieces. I suddenly felt a hand pulling my face and hugging me tight, so that I won’t be able to see.

“You don’t need to see and hurt yourself” his said softly “He’s is the groom, today… it’s his wedding, Lia… that’s what I was trying to tell you today” his voice came out as a whisper and he sighed. I cried more. Soyeon knew, I loved him and he was with me, how could she do this to me, betrayal? Cheated? Played? Sadness? What else am I not feeling? Should’ve known that in the dark, I’d be too dumb to see

“How did I miss his name in the wedding invitation Shua?” I was angry at myself for not realizing anything and crying alone like this.

“Shua, I realized… I’m still in… love… with him…, all these years, I’ve done nothing but love him whereas I tried so hard to forget him and hate him but then? How am I still in love?” I barely managed to speak, I was choking on my tears, “I love you Seungcheol” and cried, Joshua hugged me tight.

“It’s okay, I’m here. don’t cry.”

“it hurts, because I’m still in love” I had nothing alive inside me anymore, because I don’t know how to love him from afar, he have my heart.

We fell like a house of cards

Tracing Special Marks on Their Bodies – Genshin Impact Characters

characters: zhongli, kaeya, xiao x gn!reader

genre & style: mostly fluff + a bit of an angst

word count: 2.5k

notes: it’s one of my older works that i’ve never posted because i’ve been feeling it’s not good enough. yet, i still love this kaeya and i’m really proud of the way i portrayed his personality here, so here ya go

warnings: a bit angsty in kaeya’s part, mention of food

Zhongli; archon marks

It was a really long and tiring day for you. Not particularly because of the amount of work you had to do – loads of papers waiting for you to fulfill them were only the annoying, usual part of it. But the real issue lied in the fact that for the whole day you had to overcome the curiosity that was spitefully eating you up from the inside.

Waiting for your boyfriend to leave the bathroom, you were thinking how you should start the topic. Just by simply asking him without any explanation, you could shock him, but at the same time explaining everything in detail would be too much hassle. You played with the hem of your shirt, laying on your shared bed.

“Do you want something to drink?” You were so lost in the thoughts that you didn’t notice that Zhongli had already come out of the bathroom. His hair was all wet and the towel was grasped by his hand.

“No, actually… Babe, I have a question,” you sat up quickly and turned your body towards the man.

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MR. CHOI

14th Feb’

Choi Seungcheol one shot

Pairing: Choi Seungcheol × Female reader

Genre: Angst

Warnings: no warnings, if I missed something please let me know.

Word count: 2.5 K

Song: house of cards

Author’s Note: I was actually planning to post this on 14th Feb’ but things happened and I am uploading this now, let me know if you liked this angst or not, also I wrote this while this song was on loop, I think I definitely felt something, happy reading 

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my birthday?

“Mingyu one shot”

Pairing: Kim Mingyu x female reader

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: no warning, as far as I know, if I missed something let me know~

Word count: 2.9 K

A/N: Happy birthday @aestheticfangirl​ hope you will like this fluff, I just hope, this will make you smile, thankyou for being born and being such an amazing friend and sister to me. I love you for who you are, sending heart eyes to you ❤️

I was done with the journals I had to read for my seminar, I kept everything on my desk and was about to sleep. I checked the time, it 11:55pm, I sighed I wanted to sleep early today, I am so tired. I switched off all the lights and kept my phone. I just closed my eyes, and my phone started ringing, and I saw my bestfriend, no matter how much I wanted to pick up and talk to her but I had no strength at all and why is she suddenly calling me at almost…….. 12 am? after it stopped ringing, I switched off my phone and slept.

I heard the birds chirping and the sunlight was peaking at me, I stretched my body and looked at the time, it was 10:30 am I slept for too long, thank god, I don’t have classes today. I got freshen up and switched on my phone. I went to kitchen thinking what to cook today, I was thinking if I could take a day off from sns today, sometimes I just get a headache, it’s better off the way I get inactive from everywhere and ghost people, of course except him. If I ghost him, he will get so worried, I don’t want him to get worried because of me, I started playing songs and saw messages from my bestfriend were coming, I decided to see it later and started making toast, I was craving for omelets today. After making toast, I switched on the tv and sat with my breakfast, my phone started ringing. I looked at the caller id and it was him, looking at his name, it already made me feel happy and better.

I picked it up “Hello~”

“Love”

“Good morning mingyu”

“Aww good morning baby, what are you doing?”

“Just made breakfast, I woke up a bit late, and I finally completed half journals”

“That’s a good thing, I am coming home, just wanted to check if you’re up or not since it’s a off day. Also we will go out for lunch today, and I don’t want to hear a ‘NO’, okay?”

He never makes sudden plans, I started eating my beloved toast. After completing my breakfast, I kept my phone on the table and went to do the dishes. I was wondering about Mingyu, he sounded so excited, am I missing something or he just wants to go on a date? But why didn’t he tell me about a date earlier? He could’ve informed me earlier, at least I could’ve picked a good dress, now its gonna take forever to pick a dress and he just wants to go out for lunch? Nothing else? I was so into his thoughts, suddenly I heard the doorbell ring. I wiped my hands, since they were wet and went to open the door.

“But-

“I am hanging up, I love you”

There he was standing, holding a big bouquet full of red roses. He looked so soft today, he was wearing a black tee and a coat, he just looked perfect.

I was surprised at this, I took the bouquet from him and hugged him tight, he’s my comfort. “Awww did you miss me?” I nodded in his embrace, I did miss him, yesterday was so tough and hectic for me, our teachers are way too much, they gave us 100-150 journals to complete in two days and we need to study all of them, make presentations and then present it in the seminar and unluckily I am the first one to do, it’s day after tomorrow and I was stressing way too much yesterday, who knew being a post grad student will be this hard; I wanted his comfort yesterday so much, he is that one person who calms me down. Thinking how I had a tough day yesterday I hugged him tighter, he was caressing my back.

“I’m here, now. Let’s go inside” I looked at him and came inside, we sat on the couch, I kept the bouquet on the table, “Thankyou so much for these roses” I smiled at him, he pulled me and made me sit beside him. His sudden moves make my heart beat like crazy, I was so flustered. I was looking at him unable to utter a single word, his fingers traced my cheeks, he was looking at me with those eyes full of love, those lovely eyes which makes me fall in love over and over. He have something, which I can’t deny, I wonder how did this fine boy became mine, it’s our third year dating together and I always ask myself, how did he became mine?

“Ming-

He didn’t let me even finish and kissed me, his soft lips touched mine. It’s not even our first kiss but everytime we kiss, those fluttering feelings stays the same, those butterflies going wild inside me and the soft touch on my lips, calms me down. His soft lips pressed against mine, I closed my eyes and he pulled me closer.

He left me after few seconds, his hand was still on my cheeks, I was looking down, “You know you should actually take some time off, and rest a bit, look at you getting all stressed over everything. I wanted to come yesterday night, when I read your text about that seminar but I couldn’t come because of some work and the assignments I had” I looked at him and hugged him again, “It’s okay, you being here is one of my biggest comfort and I can’t take time off Mingyu, I have to complete the presentation” he was holding my shoulder.

“Oh right, you wanted to take me out for lunch today? Suddenly? Why didn’t you tell me earlier, now I have to find something to wear, it will take a bit of time” I looked at him with my puppy eyes.

“Reminds me, just a second” he got up from the couch, I looked at him, confused, since my warmth was gone, “Where are you going Mingyu?”

“Wait here for a second Aki, you ask too many questions” I eyed him and I saw him going out of my house, my eyes were glued on the door, because I wanted him to come fast, I wanted to spend some time with me, it feels like one of those days where I just crave for his warmth.

I saw him coming with a bag, if I am not wrong, it’s a shopping bag, I was eyeing him. He came to me, “Here, wear this today.” He gave the bag to me, I looked at him weirdly, what’s with this sudden gift? Valentine’s day is already over

“A gift? But why”

I took out the dress, which was inside the bag, it was a pretty white-baby blue dress, it had white dandelions on the dress. I quickly went to change. After changing, I saw the time, he was right it was almost lunch time and he being kim mingyu, he will never mess up his eating timing and won’t let me mess up mine, he always reminds me to eat my meals whenever I forget, which is very common thing between us.  

“Do I need a reason to gift you something? I can do it whenever I want” he leaned closed and pecked my lips. He caught me off guard. “You don’t but…”

“Oh come on, now Aki, go try and we can go out, because it’s almost lunch time, you woke up late doesn’t mean lunch time will wait for you, I am very strict with your eating habits, you’re literally a girl who skips lunch, sometimes breakfast. So, go get changed” his lovely eyes changed to those fake angry and strict eyes, god, look at him. I took the bag and went back to my room, locked it.

I applied very light make up and applied lip tint carefully, looking at the mirror I was thinking about Mingyu, how he always spoils me with everything, takes care of him everytime. I don’t usually hug people but him, his hugs are comforting. I let my hair down and used a bit of perfume, I smiled looking at the mirror. I took my sling bag, wallet and went down, my phone must be downstairs, I remember keeping it on the table before eating breakfast.

I went to the living room and saw him playing with his phone, I walked towards him, he stopped playing games and looked at me, he looked, surprised?

“What happened? I don’t look good?” I asked him and twirled around to show him the pretty dress, he got up from the couch and kissed my forehead, I was surprised “you look perfect my love. Just don’t let anyone steal you from me” I laughed at his words, “Who will steal?”

“Well, we don’t know there are men and I don’t want anyone to take you away from mine” and he again kissed my cheeks, he was just kissing me today everytime he got a chance. He held my hand and we went towards the door, he looked lovely, I locked the door and walked towards his car.

He opened the door and I got in, and he got in to the driver’s seat. “You look really pretty today” I smiled at him, “Awwww” he pinched my cheeks, I slapped his hand away “Don’t do this!”

“I can’t help it, you look so cute and pretty” he just loves to make me smile, blush and annoy me sometimes. “Now let’s go” he said and started driving, he turned on some music, the soft songs which made the atmosphere really very calm and soothing. I was looking outside, the month of February is really beautiful, it feels like the season of love everywhere. The weather looking perfect, cozy and comforting, and feels best when you’re with your loved ones. The sprinkle of love makes everything better, feels like the love is in the air.

Speaking of love, it fills my mind with the idea of Mingyu, yes him. The one I love, and will love till the world ends, I don’t want to watch the world end with someone else, it was the month of February when I actually started realizing slowly that what we had between us was getting more than friendship, how we started caring about eachother a bit more, started finding comfort in eachother, I don’t think I can even lie saying he isn’t my home, he is my home. Saying that a person is their home, means a very big thing, he is that person to me. never thought things would take to me a such a beautiful ending of friendship and starting of such a beautiful thing. I feel at peace knowing he’s with me.

“What are you thinking love?” I snapped out of my mind, “Huh?”

“You look like you’re thinking something and you smiled at times,”

“I was… thinking about…. Us… how… everything…” he suddenly kissed me, my eyes widen at his sudden move, after he moved back I looked outside and sighed. “What did you think? I would kiss you while driving?”

“YOU” he started laughing so bad, I am so done with this guy. “Sometimes you think too much about us, now let’s go and have lunch, we already reached.” I opened the door and came outside, wind blew and I shivered, I realized I forgot to bring my coat, which I kept on my bed. I felt something warm on me, I looked at him, he covered me with a coat, “you left it at my house last time you visited” I remembered, I hurriedly went for my class as soon as I completed eating, that night was a mess as well as comforting, I was so stressed that day but he brought me home and we spent time together, I studied for the exam, which was scheduled next day; after I felt a bit better and of course overslept, that’s why I had to hurry.

“Thankyou” he held my hand “Now let’s go” and we went inside, he already reserved tables for us.

 Lunch went pretty good, I forgot all the worries, I was lost in him, he looked so pretty, his bangs looked so pretty and fluffy, how did god give me someone so beautiful and perfect? We went out of the restaurant holding hands, everything felt so perfect.

I got inside the car, he did the same “Aki” I looked at him after he called out my name. “Be happy today” his words felt so genuine to me, he smiled at me, that pure and genuine smile which makes me believe in love and humanity.

“I am happy, mingyu all thanks to you” I cupped his face and placed a small kiss on his lips, “Thankyou for making me feel loved and happy”

“The real fun is waiting for you” I looked puzzled, did he just plan this whole day out yesterday night or something? “huh?”

“Just wait” and he started driving, and played music, I was searching for my phone, “Mingyu, did you see my phone?”

“yes”

“Where is it?”

“You won’t need it, don’t worry, just enjoy today” he was driving and soft music was making me fall asleep, I was looking outside until I realized I drifted to my dreamland.

“On the table”

“WHAT? At home? why are you telling me this NOW?” I forgot to bring my phone, and I didn’t even notice, it’s all his fault for making me so into him. I forget things when I see him infornt of him.

“wake up, we reached” “aki, aki” “baby wake up” I heard his voice and light shake on my body, I opened my eyes slowly, I looked outside, it was evening but sun didn’t set yet, means we can see the sunset together. “Where are we mingyu?” I asked him, unable to recognize this place, maybe because I just woke up.

“Come out first” I unbuckled my seat belt and came out, just to see BEACH infront of me, I was amazed. I walked towards the beach a bit, and stopped, he came to stand beside me, “did you like it?”

“OH MY GOD MINGYU, BEACH?? REALLY? I LOVE IT” I looked at him and hugged him tight, “I love it!!! So much!!” I let go of him and started running towards the water, “come mingyu run!” he was running after me, “Just wait, I will catch you!” I teased him and ran away, he was coming after me. I was about to run towards the water and I felt someone pull me by my waist “Ah” and the next moment I knew was I was in Mingyu’s arms, “What did I tell you?” he smirked, “Put me down!”

“No, I won’t, do you want me drop you in the water?” he walked forward, I looked down, his feet were visible under water, “NOOO” and he started laughing. He let me down, “Just stay here” he told me, I held his hand, “Mingyu please let’s watch the sunset together?” I requested him, I really wanted to be carefree today when I can be and I wanted to see the sunset with him.

“Yes, I will, that’s why wait a second, I will be back fast” and he ran away towards his car, I was looking at the sea, the tides were coming, yet it felt so peaceful, all I could hear was the sounds of the waves. The sun and the sky were doing a perfect job together today, it was mesmerizing.

“Love, turn around” I heard his voice and turned around, the moment I did, my jaw dropped. He was holding, a big bouquet of roses, full of red, cream and pink roses they looked so pretty.

“Happy Birthday love” and he extended his hand to give me the bouquet. I accepted the bouquet and it then clicked my mind, I forgot my birthday, “You forgot your birthday so I thought to make it a bit special for you, did you like it?” I was feeling so loved, I nodded “Thank you so much” he stepped closer, “look at the sun, it looks so pretty and you look ethereal today love. You’re one of the best thing happened to me, you’re that one person who completes me, there’s no song without you. I am all about you, thankyou for being born love, I just wanted to make you feel special, looking at you, I always want to love you more, protect you, make you feel comforted and want you to know you’re special, and there’s no one like you. I am always proud of you for who you are, you are my everything. I never regretted ‘just friends’ to ‘lovers’ because you mean everything to me. stay the way you are, you smile heals me. Once again happy birthday love, and I love you.” His words made me overwhelmed, the sunlight hitting his face and making him look beautiful, sunset and him. He took one more step, and leaned closer “Thank you so much Mingyu for completing my world, I love you”

“I love you” and he lifted my chin and kissed me. My hands went to his neck and his resting on my waist, no matter how many times I say him I love him, it still feels less, this guy right here is a blessing to me and I love him more than anything else.

We parted, and he looked at me, “Thankyou for being born” and he smiled at me.

my dreamland :)

nihyun aka purple~

19. she/her

writing is my escape from reality~ everything seems so beautiful here

seventeen

straykids

bts

nct

i write on webnovels too : @/ Nihyun17

twitter: @/seungcherryy

Few things about me uwu:

writing is just an escape for me, it’s a place where i can be myself.

i am mainly an angst lover, i write angst mainly but i do write fluff too.

i write about Straykids, Seventeen and BTS, i occasionally write about NCT.

My ults are Scoups, Hyunjin and Jungkook, bang chan always have a special place in my heart.

don’t be hateful towards me, the artists or anyone on this blog.

everything i write is a work of fiction~

I love playing genshin impact, hit me up if you wanna be friends there ^^

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daily reminder:

“reality is always harsher than we think it would be. but we are always stronger than we think we are”

“Don’t be sorry, don’t worry, don’t be afraid, don’t cry anymore. To me, you’re endlessly precious.”

always be happy, you can always come talk to me, dms are open ~

Using the Genshin Boys’ Laps as a Pillow

Fandom: Genshin Impact

Characters: Thoma, Itto, Kaeya, Xiao, Zhongli x gn!Reader

Type/Genre: Bulleted headcanons, fluff, comedic

Warnings: Lightly suggestive, not proofread

Thoma

Thought you were joking when you said you were going to use his lap as a pillow, but humours you anyways

Pats his thighs, beckoning you to lay down. He’ll help you adjust your position, making sure your neck isn’t strained.

Brushes his fingers through your hair, running through any knots or tangles with the utmost care

His hands are warm thanks to his pyro vision. You grab onto one of them, holding it against your face. Thoma cups your cheek with his hand, letting you know that it’s okay if you fall asleep, he’ll watch over you.

Lo and behold, you actually do fall asleep

Realizes you’re in the perfect position for him to clean your ears. Slowly, gently, he moves your head from his lap to a pillow made from his crop top jacket so he can go get the bamboo earpick.

You wake up with a start when you feel something inserted into your ear

“Sorry, I woke you up, didn’t I? Go back to sleep, buttercup.”

Itto

This man has so much surface area on his thighs they’re practically begging for you to lay your head there

Puzzled about what you’re doing at first. Cocks his head to the side as he looks at you questioningly through crimson eyes. You can practically see the gears turning in his head

Flex his thigh so your head moves around. You smack the side of his leg, whining for him to let you sleep in peace.

Slowly flexes his thigh muscles before relaxing all of a sudden, causing your head to suddenly drop back onto his lap

Laughs at the way you yelp in surprise, but the laughter turns to protest when you get up to leave

Promises not to do it again

It’s so tempting to though, but he resists the urge. You can feel the way he’ll slightly shift, as if about to annoy you again, but eventually decides against it

“Just one more time, okay? I’m going to do it again—I kid, I kid, lay back down.”

Kaeya

Just chilling on the couch when you join him. He expects you to lean against his shoulder like you usually do, but this time you plop your head down onto his lap

Raises an eyebrow, a shit-eating grin spreading on his face.

Asks if you’re suggesting something earning himself a hearty slap on the chest

Chuckles lightly as you get yourself comfortable, saying this was nice and you should do this more often

Runs his thumb across the side of your neck

Right when you’re drifting off, this lil shit will start jiggling his legs, shaking you awake

Laughs as you grumble, pushing yourself up to a sitting position and glaring at him

As you get up to leave, Kaeya pulls you in by your waist, sitting you back on his lap

“Now, where do you think you’re going, baby?”

Xiao

The two of you were outside, finding shade from the afternoon sun under a tree and resting on the soft grass

Xiao was leaning back against the trunk, arms crossed when you pat his thighs

He opens his mouth to question you on what you’re doing, but the moment you lay your head in his lap all words fail him

It’s comfortable, and he doesn’t want you to move, so he decides to stay silent

You were only going to lay in his lap for a few minutes—at least, that’s what you told yourself

The dream-eating yaksha makes for a surprisingly comfortable pillow, and you end up falling asleep

You look ethereal as you sleep, softly snoring

Xiao loves how peaceful you look, his usual hard expression melting away into quiet adoration

It’s for this reason he can’t bring himself to wake you

You end up actually sleeping for hours lol

“My legs are fine. I’m happy…happy that you felt safe with me.”

Zhongli

He was just giving a lecture talking when, out of nowhere, you lay down on him, plopping your head on his lap

You don’t explain what you’re doing, just looking up at him, waiting for him to keep talking

It takes Zhongli a moment to process what you’re doing. He pauses, his mouth agape, before clearing his throat and continuing on with his story

Only asks you what you’re doing when you start poking and pinching his thighs

A light blush dusts his cheek when you tell him how comfy they are.

Puts his hand on your head to stop you from squishing your face against his thighs. pls you’re flustering the poor man

Continues on with his lecture, but it’s hard to stay focused when you keep tapping and prodding at his thighs

“…Dear, are my legs really that much more interesting than the history of osmanthus wine?”