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“Come back, please.” — JWW

⸝⸝୭ ˚. fluff . est relation . cute

⋆ pairings : wonwoo x gn!reader ⋆ warning : none! (I hope so) ⋆ wc : 0.6k [✉️] · Your bf claims to have missed you alot, not wanting you to leave his side.

⋆ - note : UGH I love the thought of a clingy Wonwoo 😽😽 he would be so pookie coded | tysm @arkynz 4 the req!! <3

You were up a lot earlier than usual, and didn't want to wake Wonwoo up because he had just come back from a tour yesterday. So you decided to visit the corner shop that newly opened nearby your shared apartment. The advertisements were pretty good and you wanted to check it out yourself.

Just as you were looking at what to buy, the phone in your hand rang with a notification - Wonwoo texted you. You weren't expecting him to be awake so early, especially after he kept mumbling how exhausted he was while resting in your embrace yesterday.

[Today · 8:23 AM]

Wonuu 🎀 : where did you go

Wonuu 🎀 : you're not here?

You smiled, sliding your fingers on the keyboard, typing a response.

You : I'm out in the corner shop baby

You : I thought you'd sleep in today

Your phone rang again - he immediately replied.

Wonuu 🎀 : come back

Wonuu 🎀 : please :(

Just when you were about to reply, your phone started to ring - he was calling.

"Baby," he called out, his voice groggy with sleep. "Why did you leave..."

"I thought you'd sleep for some time," you responded, paying for the food you bought as you made your way out of the store. "I'm coming, okay?"

"Please, come fast," he mumbled, and you could hear the pout in his voice. Silence soon followed after.

This wasn't how Wonwoo was usually. He didn't mind you waking up before him, going to the shop without telling him or leaving him alone at home while he was sleeping - but since yesterday, he had been clingy. Refusing to let go of you as he held you tight and buried his face into your neck. He did tell you a thousand times that he missed you, a lot, but you didn't think to this extent.

You, of course, didn't mind.

You carefully opened the front door, walking in and placing the food boxes on the table. The house was unusually quiet - quiet like when one of you was sleeping or either not here.

As you made your way to your shared bedroom, you found Wonwoo buried in his blanket, cheek squished by the pillow he was resting his head on, his eyes tightly shut. His face was a light shade of pink, and as you walked closer to him, you felt the warmth radiating off his body.

"Wonu?" You softly called out, careful not to startle him. You sat on his side of the bed - as he was sleeping on yours - and gently brushed the hair strands away from his face. His cheeks were warm, and you could tell he had been under the blankets for some time.

The small act made him shift a little, making you notice his phone was still in his hand.

You carefully slide it out of his grip, placing it on the nightstand.

"Baby-" Wonwoo suddenly mumbled, opening his eyes slowly. He stretched his arms, reaching out to you.

"Did I wake you up? Sorry," you whisper, scooting closer to him.

He shook his head, making his hair messier in the process, and gently wrapped his arms around your waist in a loose grip.

Wonwoo mumbled something under his breath that sounded like 'lay down with me', and you didn't wait for him to repeat it as you adjusted yourself next to him.

He smiled with his eyes closed, snuggling closer to comfortably rest his head on your chest. He gently took your hand and placed it on his head, silently telling you to caress it.

"Don't leave me alone next time,"

"Did you miss me that much?"

"Hm, I did..."

His soft heatbeats matched with yours as he quietly dozed off in the warmth of your embrace. Maybe you liked this side of your boyfriend the most. Maybe you liked the way he thought of every way to be by your side at all times.

Being a slow eater — Chwe Vernon

⸝⸝୭ ˚. fluff . est relation . crack

⋆ pairings : vernon x gn!reader ⋆ warning : food, reader being a slow eater ⋆ wc : 0.3k [✉️] · Being a slow eater, is a blessing or a curse?

⋆ - note : I'm a slow eater aswell so this came from my heart | tysm @k1eev 4 the req!! <3

Being a slow eater, you've always considered it a blessing. Because you get to savour the taste of the food, not rushing it, and genuinely enjoying it. But sometimes, with Vernon, you question it.

Is it really a blessing?

Because during dates, you would take the first bite of your food and he is already half-way munching on his. Then he'd sit there waiting for you, and you hate that. You feel the need to hurry up, so he won't feel awkward.

"Don't worry, I'm waiting. Eat slowly."

He'd always reassure you, knowing how you feel. But damn, you're already slow enough. You'd have to be a snail to slow it even more.

As soon as your food arrives at the table, you pick up the fork, ready to munch on it and Vernon is already taking his third bite.

So you just stare at him like (·•᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ ), "have you been hungry since last month?"

And he'd stare back like ( ˙◁˙ ), "huh?"

Vernon would sometimes even order another plate, just so you wouldn't feel awkward.

Or sometimes even taking a bite of his food after every two minutes so you both will finish up together.

You'd be confused, because you didn't eat fast. So how did you both finish together?

"Why do I feel like you didn't even take a bite of your food for like five minutes..."

"I don't know what you're talking about."

And he'd shrug it off, like he did nothing.

Gaslighting you to think that he just became a slow snail like you.

But, hey! He just wants to make you feel better about being a slow eater. There's nothing wrong with being a slow eater!

"Babe you know we have the whole day. Even tomorrow. So slow down, please,"

"We have to leave in five minutes!"

There's something so different yet so similar about you both. Maybe this just makes your bond stronger. You can guess.

“Cheers to youth.” — YJH

⸝⸝୭ ˚. fluff . comfort . angst

⋆ pairings : jeonghan x gn!reader ⋆ warning : reader being scolded by their boss, crying (there shouldn't be any more, lmk! <3) ⋆ wc : 0.8k [✉️] · Always portrayed as "perfect" feels like a nightmare now. But with Jeonghan, everything will be fine.

⋆ - note : got scolded by the teacher for no valid reason and my inner writer came out ^^ (ty ig and welcome to depression era) | trying angst for the first time, I think I'm going insane :( stay safe jeonghannie 🌷

"Love?" Your boyfriend's voice was soft, and everything you needed to hear after a disastrous day at work.

You gripped your phone tighter and gathered the courage to respond.

"Hm, hannie,"

"Are you almost off work? Do you want me to pick you up?"

"I'm almost done with work, it's okay, I'm fine." Your voice breaks with the words 'I'm fine', because you were clearly not. But, he didn't have to know.

You, who is known as the 'Perfect' one in your workplace, were feeling like a failure. Not that you liked the way people labelled you as 'perfect', but you did want to meet the expectations of your boss. You've always had this habit - feeling the need to meet people's expectations, afraid of disappointing others. This, something you have had since school days, was becoming a nightmare.

Your boss was rumoured to have had a break up; something that is completely none of your business - you knew. So when he lashed out at you, simply because of his gloomy mood, you were in disbelief.

"I heard you've been focusing on everything except for work? I remember the time you were considered as the perfect manager, but now? I doubt that. You've been lacking behind everything. From doing the files to arranging the meetings properly. If you keep doing this, I doubt you'll be here in my company for long."

Those words haunted your mind, and it kept repeating. For no reason. You knew you did nothing wrong, you knew you were not in the wrong here.

But words hurt so much.

Especially when you're trying your best.

Especially when you feel you've done enough, and you hear this.

"Are you sure?" Jeonghan asked, worried because you have had to stay at work for long, and it was unusual.

"Yeah, I'm fine."

Silence soon followed, and you took a heavy breath to stop the tear threatening to roll down your cheeks.

"Are you really, baby?" He asked softly. As if he knew everything despite not knowing anything.

You didn't expect that question. All the tears you had held back finally escaped your glossy eyes, and you broke down. Right in the middle of a bus stand, but thankfully, no one was there.

"Baby?" Jeonghan felt a surge of panic wash over him. The sounds of your muffled sobs echoed in his ears through the phone.

The last thing Jeonghan wanted was you crying all alone.

You slowly lowered your hand, the phone in your hand dropping to the floor as you continued weeping. There was no one around to help you. To ask if you were okay.

"Please, baby," he softly pleaded. You were there alone. All by yourself. "Please answer me."

He grabbed his car keys, opened the location tracking app that you both agreed to use in emergencies and rushed out of his apartment. The drive was gonna take at least 20 minutes, but he couldn't care less.

All he knew right now was that he had to be by your side.

"I'll be there, don't worry, okay?" He tried to calm you down, despite panicking himself.

Everything faded into the background, as you finally let all the feelings burst out in the form of tears. All the taunting you had endured throughout the day was driving you insane.

It wasn't your fault. You did nothing.

You don't know when time passed by, and Jeonghan's car pulled up on the road - but you felt a hint of relief at the sight of him.

He got out of the car in a hurry, running up to the bus stop where you stood. Very slowly, you turn your gaze on him and he catches a glimpse of you - puffy eyed, cheeks red with warmth, tremors still coursing through your body, dried tears that were being replaced by fresh ones.

"Hannie..." You choked out, sobbing.

Without wasting a second, he threw his arms around your torso, engulfing you in a warm hug. He rested one of his hands on the back of your head, caressing it, as he wrapped his other arm around your waist protectively.

You've never felt so secure and safe in someone's embrace before.

You closed your eyes, placing your hands on either side of his shoulders, and began sobbing again. But this time, you knew Jeonghan was there to protect you.

"Shh, I'm here, it's all gonna be okay." His voice was barely above a whisper, as if those words were only meant to be heard by you. So soft, so loving, and it conveyed so many emotions to you.

He felt like home. Like the warm hug and kiss you crave after a long tiring day at work. Like the cold, but relaxing drop of rain on your skin.

"I'm- I'm sorry..."

"It's okay, don't be, please."

You're grateful. So grateful that you both don't have to know the reason to simply be by their side. The reason can be unknown, or known later, but what matters is that you're there for each other.

– taglist : @gyubakeries @k1eev @haowrld @armycarat2612

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“Museum dates.” — JWW

⸝⸝୭ ˚. fluff . est relation . crack

⋆ pairings : wonwoo x f!reader ⋆ warning : reader isn't that interested in art, Wonwoo is a hot nerd, terms of endearment (baby, love) ⋆ wc : 0.5k [✉️] · Visiting museum is interesting - not that much, but if your boyfriend likes it, you like it too!

⋆ - note : IM HONESTLY NOT INTERESTED IN ART TOO, so I got many things wrong 🎀 can be read as gn!reader, but I'm not sure 😔 | tysm @gyubakeries 4 the req <33

"Baby, look here,"

You turned to the direction of the voice and found your boyfriend, Wonwoo, staring at an art piece by the wall.

"Yeah?"

"Look at this."

You look at it, and honestly, you're not as impressed as him. Not that you didn't find it interesting, but you were never into art that much. Maybe you just don't understand.

Wonwoo gently took your hand and intertwined his fingers with yours, pointing at the art piece.

"See this person? It's the king of the kingdom that won this war." He said, referring to the war dates mentioned below, glancing at you for a brief second.

You nod in acknowledgement, squinting your eyes as you took in the way the king's head was shaped weirdly, and giggled to yourself.

Wonwoo looked at you, his eyebrows knitting together.

"Hm?"

You pause and glance at him; he was looking at you confused.

"...what?" You ask, sheepishly smiling. Your boyfriend peered at your face, then puckered his lips.

"You don't find this interesting?"

Your smile slowly fades as you blink nervous.

"No, no! Why would you think that!" You laugh, hitting his shoulder and rest your hands on your hips.

"Ah, that hurt," Wonwoo winced, rubbing his shoulder. Your brows cured upwards and eyes flashed with worry as you reached out to touch the part where you had hit him.

"Did I hit too hard? I'm sorry-"

"Okay, okay, let's go see some other art works!" Wonwoo grabbed your hand gently, and led you towards a different section.

"Look," he smiled, nodding towards the art piece in front of you.

"Woah, is that an ice cream cone!?" You gasp, pointing at it.

"It's a flower pot, love."

You pause, mentally slap yourself, and turn around to face him. The amusement in his voice, and now he was grinning at you. Embarrassing.

"I knew it, I knew it, of course!" You widen your eyes, trying to prove your point that didn't exist. Wonwoo nods in agreement, smiling amusedly.

"Of course you did," he chuckled, brushing a hair strand behind your ear. "Does that ice cream cone look delicious though?" He asked, glancing at the art piece behind you.

Your right eye twitched, and your face painted with a frown. "Well, it won't when I don't agree to visit the museum next time."

Wonwoo frowned, his soft lips jutting out in a soft pout.

"Hey, don't say that..."

"Say what?"

"That you won't go out on a museum date with me."

You nod, pretending to think for a moment. "Ice cream?"

"As many as you want." Your boyfriend's face lit up with hope. How could you deny a cute your man?

"Alright!" You chirp, swinging his hand back and fourth as he mirrored your grin.

You'd attend as many museum dates as he wants. You'd listen to all his nerd-talks, and still never get bored. Even though you don't understand a thing, having Wonwoo be the yapper seems to activate the cuteness aggression in you. So, you don't mind being the listener for once.

– taglist : @gyubakeries @k1eev @haowrld @armycarat2612

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WONWOO FIC RECS  I

💋- smut // 💗-fluff //🥀-angst //💌-personal favourite

Series

introduce me a good person - @taeyegu (friends to lovers au) 💗🥀

“if there is a nice person, please introduce him to me. sometimes like water, sometimes like fire. someone who can love me sincerely. i hope he is someone who is mature and faithful…”

I found love in your smile - @wonlouvre (royalty au, arranged marriage au)💗🥀

The shattered camera - @puppetwritings( celebrity au, paparazzi au)💗🥀

Wonwoo already had enough on his plate as it is—proving his parents wrong, making a living, fighting his just conscience—and with you in the picture, nothing could possibly go more wrong. Or could you be his ticket to the good life that he wanted?

Drabbles/one-shots

Healing hues - @thedensworld (Slowburn, friendship au) 💗🥀

Exhausted by the monotony of his life as a celebrity, Wonwoo makes a pivotal decision to return to his childhood hometown and embark on a heartwarming project: building a small library named 'Healing Hues.' Little does he know, this journey will lead to a series of unexpected and transformative events.

Ruminations - @waldau 💗💌

[08:41 pm] - @jjuniehao💗💌

Deluxe version - @darl-ings💗🥀💌

in which you and Wonwoo spend some alone time together.

Bedtime routine - @yikesmary 💗💌

where you loved times like these with your boyfriend, Wonwoo.

Two umbrellas - @hanniology💗💌🥀

Wonwoo doesn’t believe in love at first sight, but you do after meeting him.

Flustered - @waldau💗💌

Take a chance - @wonwoonlight💗💌

and they were newlyweds - @viastro 💗💌

in which Wonwoo builds the Ikea couch, but something... doesn’t look right.

conclusion number three - @wonwoonlight💗💌

you have a hypothesis you'd like to prove. a/n- this one was sooo Wonwoo-coded

The regular - @trblsvt (bakery au, college au) 💗

Wonwoo couldn't really recommend anything at the bakery he worked at, he couldn't even handle going in a couple days a week. that is until he found his new favorite customer.

Chocolate rum cookies - @wonwoonlight (non-idol au, friends to lovers au) 💗

Play again - @shuarush💗💌

after ten years of not seeing your high school crush you find yourself partnered with him at the company you work for. Since you've been rejected before, you try your best to not let any feelings flourish, but Jeon Wonwoo's charms make that attempt especially hard for you. a/n - totally an all-time favorite.

first kiss with seventeen: wonwoo - @etherealyoungk💗💌

"stay there. i'm coming to get you." - @dokyeomin💗💌

wedding weekends with wonwoo - @suhnshinehaos (fake dating, non-idol au)💗🥀

jeon wonwoo, the perfect man. kind, smart, successful career, and not too bad on the eyes. all his friends are getting married and everyone’s aunts, mothers, and family friends are trying to set him up with their friends, sisters, brothers, nieces, and nephews at every wedding he attends. he’s tired of it. what better way to solve his problem than to employ your help, someone who’s having the exact same one?

Thank you authors for all your amazing works.🤩

If there are any fics that anyone would like to recommend feel free to do so🤗😁.

( also the dividers were from @cafekitsune and @baexywth. they have really cool dividers. do check them out.)

bye i love your writing so much 😥

18 + / mdi

content: pantysniffer!mingyu, pervert!mingyu, the unexpected return of this mingyu, established relationship, smut, afab reader, oral (f receiving), face-sitting, etc.

part 1

wc: 1384

a/n: i randomly thought abt a continuation to that one mingyu fic i wrote like a month ago and now here we are

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you thought he would've been done with this by now. i mean, you were dating; exclusively. you had been dating for about a month, so it was quite strange for mingyu to still have this habit.

when you'd first met your boyfriend, you had only been roommates. he was clean, he kept things tidy, he was respectful of your space, and most important of all, he was really hot.

you hadn't known him very well until first moving into his shared apartment, only having ever heard your best friend vernon mention him in passing. which wad why you were in utter shock upon moving in with vernon and mingyu, now realizing that your best friend had been gatekeeping this muscly hunk from you.

admittedly, you had a bit of a crush on him, but you were an adult and you also appreciated the friendship you had quickly built with mingyu, deciding to not act on anything, or even give off any type of hint of your school-girl crush on him. this platonic dynamic, however, did not last long. but its demise was not your doing.

it all started some random afternoon, in which you had headed over to take a shower at the usual time you tended to. having roommates, it was just easier to have a schedule, so you'd always abide by it. except today's routine was quickly interrupted by the unexpected sighting of your panties in mingyu's hand, pressed against his nose while he breathed in the scent. you had only wanted to ask him for extra conditioner, not bothering to knock on his door (your bad), but absolutely not expecting to find the culprit to all your misplaced panties from the past month.

like any reasonable girl, this interaction ended with you letting mingyu fuck you into next week, but only after being thoroughly eaten out by the man as he lost himself between your legs. in very predictable fashion, this resulted in a relationship arising between the two of you, immediately informing your friend vernon that he would now have to third wheel as the three of you continued to be roommates.

you had thought that was the last of it. the last time mingyu would let his depraved tendencies thief you of yet another pair of panties. i mean, he had the real thing now, so there was no need for a washed out scent of your cunt for him to get off to, right? wrong. you had forgotten your boyfriend was obsessed with you, and by result, the lacy panties he knew you wore day after day.

that's why it shouldn't have been surprising when you walked into his room (which was pretty much yours by now) to find him in the same position you had a month before. you wanted to be scandalized, but much like last time, you were incredibly turned on at the thought of mingyu being so addicted to you he'd seek your panties if he couldn't have you immediately.

he noticed your arrival, not stopping his movements even as you neared him, closing the door behind you.

'baby ... left me all alone. 'm sorry, just needed you so fucking bad ...', his movements on his dick sped up, whining and pouting at you for fulfilling your adult duties and leaving him on his day off to go to work.

'gyu ... baby. wanted me that bad? couldn't wait for me to get back?', you were close enough now to caress his cheek, making him lean into your hand as he moaned at your condescending tone.

'mhm', he nodded, 'can i have it? want the real thing, baby. wanna drown in it.'

'how can i say no to you, pretty? c'mere, let me-'

'my face! sit on my face, baby, please!', it wasn't too common for him to beg for you, only ever happening when he was overly pussydrunk for you, so you were taken aback for a moment.

surprisingly, you had never sat on his face to date, despite his constant insistence on eating you out almost every day that allowed for it. to be fair, you two worked a lot, and had only been dating for a month. there hadn't been enough time to explore more positions or even explore each other as much as you'd want to.

'gyu? are you sure? what if i-'

'its fine!,' he was suddenly not as dizzy from the arousal the scent of your panties had given him, all focus now on the thought of your thighs encompassing him as he licked at you from below their weight, 'i can take it, baby, i promise,'

it took a bit of enticing from him to convince you, with him beginning to kiss your neck and sneaking his hand under your shorts to run his fingers up and down your already-wet panties. he succeeded too quickly, knowing you had as little power to resist him as he did you.

and so now you were sitting on his face, worries buried deep in your brain as your boyfriend's tongue delved into the farthest depths of your cunt. you couldn't help yourself in holding onto his hair and begin riding his tongue, too blind on pleasure to even think.

what you hadn't realized was that your boyfriend was off even worse than you, constantly moaning against your cunt while his hand remained occupied on his own dick. he had never felt more turned on, falling in love with the weight of your thighs on his face.

'gyu ... feel so- so fucking good, shit! please ...' you had no idea what you were begging for. there was nothing more mingyu could do to make you feel better than he already was. he had managed to render you senseless, with no coherent thought left in you.

'so fucking good .. shit, so tasty, baby. ride me just like that ..', that was what you could make out of his mumbled words muffled by your cunt, but regardless, knowing he felt pleasure from the simple act of sucking on your clit made you even more aroused.

you began to ride him at an animalistic speed once you realized your orgasm was approaching, face now wet from the tears of pleasure he had pulled from you. mingyu was in no better state, humping his own hand at a similarly inhuman pace, cumming halfway through your own orgasm.

you fell limp on the bed, wearily removing your weight from his face and letting yourself become boneless while he somehow managed to get himself up to get some wet wipes to clean up the mess, but not without attacking your mouth with his tongue for a few seconds before actually getting up, moaning at the whine you let out at your taste on his tongue.

'shit. we have to do that again. we have to do that every time from now on. we-'

'okay, slow down,' you giggled as he cleaned you up, 'i need to recover. you're crazy, gyu, jesus christ.'

'what? is it illegal to love pussy?'

'as much as you do? it should be. also, you're still stealing my panties? gyu, i-'

'listen!' he interrupted you again, now having thrown away the dirty wipes and wordlessly positioning the two of you so you could lay against each other under his covers, 'it was an emergency, okay? i was so horny, you have no idea. and your panties were right there! it's like crack, baby. i couldn't help myself. are you mad?', he was pouting by the end of his explanation, paying no mind to how ridiculous he sounded.

'of course not, gyu. it's actually kinda, uh, i-'

'oh my god. you still like it?! you like when i sniff your panties and i'm the perv?', he gasped, now facing you as he berated you.

'shut up! i'm not the one going around sniffing people's panties, okay? you're the perv!'

'nuh uh, baby. can't turn this on me. gonna be stealing your panties even more now. i dont care if i can have the real thing, want both. gonna make you sit on my face every day too. cant even pretend you dont love it anymore', he was smug about it, knowing he was completely right.

'fine. you can steal my panties. happy?'

he dared giggle in response, 'very.'

had me giggling and my feet kicking omfg 🙏🙏

18+ / mdi

content: dom!seungkwan, afab reader, smut, fingering, he's a lil mean, penetrative sex, etc.

wc: 1382

a/n: im a strong believer in sub!kwan but i tried to do this req justice 🫡

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there was nothing seungkwan enjoyed more than waking up next to you. you were the prettiest, softest thing he'd ever seen, always making him swoon with your mere presence. the feeling of goosebumps forming on your skin every morning when he'd run his fingers through your bare back always had him sighing in relief at your presence in his life. you were the softest thing, and he loved you more than anything.

this is how you spent most of your mornings. he'd wake up before you, admiring how peaceful you looked in your slumber as he whispered little nothings into the quiet air of the room. nothing compared to the warmth you gave him every morning. waking up next to you was the most domestic thing he could think of, also being his favorite part of the day.

there were other times, however, in which much more sinister thoughts would take over his mind. he couldn't help himself. sometimes the softness of the scene would simply invade his brain, making him think of how pretty and delicate you were to him. how easy it was for him to play with you however he saw fit. how much he wanted to ruin you.

it's not like he was mean about it (well, at least not too mean) even when he wanted to be mean, he just couldn't. one look from your pretty eyes and he was giving you everything you wanted and more. however, that didn't mean he couldn't have some fun with you before putting all focus on your pleasure.

that was kind of how this morning went.

it started when he had woken you without meaning to. he had grown too distracted by watching as you shuddered under his soft touch against your back. he hadn't noticed your breathing's rhythm had changed, indicating you had awoken from your slumber. you turned to face him, giving him that soft smile he loved to see. the same pretty smile he wanted so badly to replace with furrowed brows and an open mouth crying for him. it was mean and sinister, but he couldn't help himself. he adored you, but he also adored the way you'd react to his touch when he got a tad bit mean.

'kwannie ...', you spoke first, allowing your hand to caress his bare chest.

'hmm? yeah, baby?', he decided to pull you closer, running his hands up and down your bare back. it was all very soft and domestic, just like every other morning in which you had the privilege of waking up next to each other.

you didn't respond to him, instead choosing to close the gap between you and kiss him. it was innocent in nature, allowing him to softly sigh against your lips. it lasted very little, with you pulling away shortly after and simply staring into his eyes. he smiled at you, caressing your hair. he was slow and nice at first, allowing himself to enjoy the sweetness of holding you pliant and willing in his arms as you kissed. a few minutes later was when he began to want more, having to feel you fidget against him as you clearly wanted the same.

'hmm', he hummed against your lips, now repositioning himself in order to hover over you, 'can i, baby?', his hands were sneaking south, fingertips gracing your panties. you nodded, holding in a whine as you gave him the green light to do whatever he wanted.

this was when he began to get a little mean. he played with your puffy cunt for a few minutes, disregarding any whines for more, tutting at you and scolding you for being so impatient. if be wanted to take his time with you, he would.

'baby, be good. you want me to make you feel good, don't you? yeah? so behave and i'll make it worth your while.'

he was getting off on the sound of your pretty cries for him to please give you more, but he wanted to have a little more fun before he gave in.

his fingers entered you, while his thumb ran soft circles around your clit. he knew this wasn't enough, but he was in love with your gasps and whines for more. it was impossible for him to help himself in instigating your cries even more, even going as far as encompassing your pretty tits in his mouth, licking and sucking in a teasing way that would get you to increase the volume of your begging.

'you're so pretty, baby. cutest thing i've ever seen', he groaned against your tit. he was in love with how sweet you were for him, knowing he would only be able to keep his slow pace for so long until he broke and decided to finally fuck you.

'kwannie ... please ...'

'i know, baby. just need you to cum on my fingers first, yeah? i'll give you whatever you want after that, okay?', he coo'd at you, pouting at the blissed out expression on your face, brows furrowed as you looked into his eyes. you were the prettiest little thing he had ever had the pleasure of having. your beautiful eyes looking into his had him speeding up, unable to wait until he finally got your walls wrapped around him.

'cumming, baby? hmm? yeah, that's it. cum for me, you're such a good girl', holding back on his praise for you was out of the question. there was no way for him to not shower you with praise when you were so pretty and soft for him.

'y-yes, kwannie! please ... need you- need you to fuck me. please!'

as soon as you came, it was as if his lust took over him, as he couldnt stop himself from shoving his fingers into your mouth, groaning at the way you sucked the sweet juices out of them. he groaned at the depravity of the act, enamored by how obedient you were, doing anything he wanted without question. he felt a strong urge to reward you now, needing nothing more than to give you everything in him.

entering you was always an out of body experience. your pretty face as he bottomed out, your nails digging into his back, your legs wrapping around his waist. it was as if your body was on a mission to break him. everything you did and every sound you made had him rolling his eyes back.

'my beautiful girl ...', he panted against your lips, 'you're the sweetest thing i've ever had. love you so much', he knew you couldn't respond, too blissed out by the pleasure he was giving you as he slowly slid in and out of you. he still loved talking you through it, though, adoring the way you tried to respond through unintelligible whines.

'k-kwannie ...'

'i know, baby, i know. feels so good, huh? are you gonna let me have it? gonna give it to me, baby?'

he was inciting you to cum, now rubbing your clit with his thumb as his hips sped up. he knew his end was near, wanting you to cum along with him. there was nothing he loved more than to cum with you. the insane pleasure of your walls tightening around him while he emptied himself out in the depth of your cunt was an indescribable type of pleasure. which was what he was experiencing right now.

you ran your nails down his back, repeatedly panting out his name while he whispered at you what a beautiful and gorgeous girl you were for him. you became weightless after your high, becoming limp under him as you tried to meet his kisses.

'baby? are you okay, princess?'

'mmm'

'need something better than that, love.'

you breathed out before responding, 'yeah, kwannie. just a little tired. help me clean up? please?'

'mm, of course. let me clean you up. gonna make you breakfast after, yeah? my beautiful girl. you were so good for me', he pecked you sweetly before getting up to get some wet wipes in order to help you clean up.

he took care of you after that, caressing you as you ate the breakfast he had brought you to bed. you two stayed together in bed for a while, showering each other with as much love as physically possible.

GOSH im in love with your writing like YOU HAVE NO IDEA SWEETHEART

And I'm desperate for some friends to lovers with seokmin who begs to taste you, his bff, after you joked about how your friends are saying he would be the best in eating a girl out bc of his nose🫦

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content: simp!seokmin, bffs2lovers, smut, afab reader, eating out, seokmin's nose, etc.

wc: 682

a/n: HEHE THANK U SO MUCH<33 had to choose these pics bc his nose looked soo good in these i cry T-T

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"o-oh"

"seokmin, fuck, just forget i said anything," you groaned, covering your face with your hands in embarrassment.

why did you think it was a good idea to bring up your drunken ramblings to seokmin completely unprovoked?

"n-no! don't be embarrassed. you just surprised me, that's all," he sat next to you on the couch, encouraging you to remove your hands from your face.

"it is embarrassing. i dont want you to think of me as some horny loser lusting after her best friend. i swear, i didnt even bring it up! they were just talking about guys with big noses and you were the first guy that i thought of and-"

"my nose? you thought about how my nose would feel?"

"n-no, i-"

"i, i mean, it's okay if you did," he said, scooting closer to you despite his eyes looking everywhere but into yours.

you decided to take a plunge, turning your body to face his as you looked to him in wonderment.

"what do you mean?"

"i mean, uh, i mean that it wouldn't bother me if ... if you thought about me in that way," seokmin winced at himself as the words left him, still unable to look at you.

gulping, you got closer to him, nudging him to turn to you also.

"do you mean that, seokmin? i ... do you-"

"yes," he was firm in his answer, finally looking at you.

"oh ... do you wanna ..."

"yes," he practically whined.

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"o-oh, fuck! m-minnie, just like that ... yes!"

"'sso good, shit. so warm ..."

it hadn't taken much encouragement for you to jump seokmin after he'd given you confirmation that he did, in fact, want you in the same way you did him. after aggressively making out for a good ten minutes or so, seokmin had pleaded for you to please open your legs for him and let him have a taste of you. you, being you, needed no convincing to open your legs and guide him where you wanted him most.

by now he had spent the past ten minutes alternating between licking at you and suckling on your clit, but he was yet to show you what his nose would feel like as it slid against your folds.

before you could beg for it, seokmin's strong arms grabbed a hold of your hips and tilted you a bit in order to position his nose in a way that would grace your bundle of nerves just right all the while his tongue continued to explore you.

you screamed the moment you felt his sharp nose drag up and down your cunt, falling in love with its straight shape and the slight slope of it. the sharpness and rough exterior of his nose made you cry out in pleasure. it wasnt long until you began grinding against his face like a maniac, completely ignoring his attempts at guiding you against his face.

grabbing his head, you rubbed him against you while you canted your cunt against his face, tears flowing down your face at the pleasure.

"y-your nose, minnie! o-oh ... so good, fuck. so fucking good ..." you breathed out, followed by many other praised and curses at the pretty boy below you.

he was unable to speak due to the way you had taken over the entirety of his mouth, but his groans of pleasure were enough to get you crying even harder for him.

seokmin continued savagely eating you out while you ground against his nose all the way until your high, somehow managing to speed up his movements the closer you got to your orgasm.

with a silent scream, your fists closed in on seokmin's hair one last time before you dropped limp against your bed.

the room was silent for a few moments while both you and seokmin caught your breaths. but the moment the two of you were apt to speak, seokmin climbed on the bed and began kissing his way up to your lips, giggling at your fucked out state.

"so my nose, huh?" he teased, face scrunched up due to his pretty smile.

"shut up."

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Non-requested info about me

nickname: Jiji

age: 22

zodiac sign: sagittarius sun, pisces rising (I'm a yoonjin's daughter)

bangtan biases: Yoongi, Seokjin

seventeen biases: Seungcheol,Seungkwan, Joshua,Wonwoo

ultimates: Yoongi, Wonwoo, Seungkwan

hobbies: music,reading,writing,playing games, photography

Particular traits: I scream when I play games, I'm weirdly funny, I sing for free (because I'm terrible at it), I collect books and photocards.

Hi everyone, and welcome to my blog!

I will principally write about bangtan and seventeen, but I'm willing to share what's on my mind since I'm a hopeless romantic and a wannabe writer!

Don't hesitate to text me if you want to make some requests about one shots or moodboard ✩

English is not my first language, so please understand me if I make some mistakes, and obviously, don't hesitate to tell me what's wrong!

I wish you all a great day.

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[08:41 pm]: jeon wonwoo

“did you know that snails can nap for up to three years?” you whisper, hopeful eyes staring up at your boyfriend’s face from your place on his chest, desperate for even just a crumb of his attention.

are you being a little dramatic? probably. but wonwoo should be used to your dramatics by now.

you can’t even blame him for being this engrossed in the book he’s reading — after all it’s the book you were supposed to read together, only for you to sheepishly admit to finishing it all by yourself in just two days. wonwoo just gave you a disapproving look and told you that he’d postpone all date activities until he finished the book as well in order to get you two to be even again.

this was your punishment, of sorts.

wonwoo just hums, one of his hands leaving the pages of the book to rub along your back in acknowledgment and before you can get the chance to bathe in the little attention he spared you, his hand is gone again.

you sigh dramatically, body going limp and letting your head fall down against his chest. “did you know that lack of attention will cause a broken heart?” you try again, not looking at him this time but rather choosing to nuzzle into his neck instead.

you seem to catch his attention this time, since his eyes leave the page for the first time in an hour, small smile playing on his lips and brows raised in question, “is that so, baby?”

you nod silently, sighing deeply for full dramatic effect. he hums as if in deep in thought, his hand finding the back of your head, pressing you a little closer to himself.

“and how do we prevent a broken heart?” he murmurs, letting the book fall shut and placing it on the bedside table. you can’t bite back the smile that breaks out on your face, because evidently, you won.

“well, first, a kiss,” wonwoo hums in response, urging you to keep going, “then a backrub and…maybe some takeout from the dumpling place we like?” you lift your head to finally look at him, hopeful spark in your eyes at the prospect of your favourite dumplings, only to be met with the goofiest, most smitten look you’ve ever seen on your boyfriend’s face.

“in that specific order?” wonwoo grins and you pretend to think about it for a second, even rubbing your chin for good measure. “no, as long as all three conditions are met, heartbreak is averted!” he snorts at you, suddenly reaching forward and pulling your face closer, peppering soft kisses all over.

wonwoo squishes your face, love downright pouring out of his eyes, “i love you,” he places a kiss on your forehead, almost as if to emphasise his point, “let’s get you your dumplings and that backrub, hm?”

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Lee Seokmin one shot

Pairing: Lee Seokmin × Female reader

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: no warning, since it’s fluff.

Word count: 1.2 K

Author's Note: please play this song and read, it feels so good and nice. I just hope this makes you smile, and i am missing kyeom right now a lot, hope you feel good after reading this, i hope its cute. happy reading~

“Love, are you ready?” I heard his voice; I was tried to wear the pendant, somehow I just couldn’t. I wanted to call him, but then he needs to come upstairs, I was looking down at my feet, thinking what to do. Should I call him or not?

I felt fingers touching my fingers, the sudden touch, made me so surprised “Let me do that for you” I looked at the mirror, I looked at him, and I was holding my hair. His fingers brushed through my bare neck, his touches still do something to me, after so many years, I am still not used to his touches. “Done” I let my hair down. He held my shoulders, he was standing just at my back, “you look so pretty”. Smile formed on my face, looking at him makes me happy, “I am going downstairs, come down, once you’re done” and kissed my cheeks and went down.

I was still looking at the mirror, it felt so dreamy, one second ago, he was here, helped me and kissed my cheeks and disappeared. Unknowingly smile formed on my face. I checked myself for the last time, took my phone and sling bag and went downstairs.

“I am here” I looked at him, he looked so beautiful is casuals, his eyes; his doe eyes, his smile, his everything just makes me happy, makes me feel so better. He is just too precious for me.

Ever since I met him, he just made me feel loved, he never made me feel unwanted, thanks to him I realized, I can be more confident in myself in everything, he just added love and happiness in my life when I was about to fall. He held me tight and pulled me closer to a beautiful world, world full of love, happiness and no pain and darkness and that’s how I left my dark world which was full of toxicity, I am so happy with him. I am just so in love with him.

“You look so pretty baby~” his voice is honey to my ears, his voice is my favorite song which I can never get tired of.

“You just always say that, even when I cry” I fought back, he always says and makes my heart flutter, I walked towards him, he suddenly held my waist and pulled me closer, “because you do” and pecked my lips quickly.

“kyeom”

“Anya~”

“You always do this and you win over me” I complained, he was smiling so sweetly, how am I not supposed to melt under his stares and utter a single word, it’s been 3 years already and we are still the same, I still melt under his stares, fall for his silly things and can’t speak whenever he pecks or kisses me. what has love done to me, I am so weak for him and he knows it so well.

“You really look so pretty, I always wonder what if someone tries to steal my love” he faked his anger, his cute fake angry face, always makes me smile more.

“fight for me and what if someone tries to steal you dokyeom?” it was finally my turn to say, I smiled at him, I was lost in his eyes, those cute doe eyes can make you lose your way, and all you will know is him.

“I’ll be your and only yours till the end Anya~”

“no one can steal me from you, because I belong to you, and my heart belongs to you only, my everything so don’t worry” he pecked me again

“there, there you go again DOKYEOM!” even if I would say this to him for nth time still he would peck me and catch me off guard.

I stepped back, his hands were still on my waist, looks like he doesn’t want to let it go. I wrapped my hands around his arm, “Do you want to be late for our date lover boy Dokyeom?” I gave him a sweet smile.

He pinched my cheeks “you’re just way too cute my baby, how come you’re so cute and I still have you as mine”

“Because my heart belongs to you, now will you stop with this and can we go? Or else we will be late for real” I gave him a look.

“Okay okay ma’am, let’s go” he smiled sweetly at me. we went out and I locked the door of our apartment.

He opened the door of the car for me, I sat and he went to the driver’s seat. “So let’s go my love” he said and started driving. He chose a playlist to play, and “Constant by Jasse Barera, Jeremy Passion” started playing, he was driving so smoothly, I looked at his side profile, he just looks perfect; like how can someone be so perfect in everything, anyone can say-

“You look so whipped for me, you know that?” he snapped me out of my thoughts and completed my thought, what I was thinking.

“Stop staring, will you?” he always catches me, am I that obvious to him? I turned my head to look outside the window, the night city looked so busy yet to calm.

“When did I stare at you? You need to focus on driving Kyeom” I told him confidently, I at least need to save myself from his teasing later, he teases a lot. Dokyeom is such a teaser, I can never win over him in teasing.

“I caught you staring at me”

“No, you didn’t”

He was bickering with me all the way, I know I can’t win over him, but I can try, he always teases me, like this.

We reached, he parked the car and we went out of the car, he held my hands. His hands always fit perfectly with my hands; his warm hands just give warmth to me.

“I am actually very excited for the fireworks, it’s been a year since we last saw fireworks” I was excited, so much, even I didn’t know how much.

“I wish they had more fireworks but we only get it twice a year, that’s so sad” he sounded sad, I wish we had more fireworks here. We went to the river side, and saw lots of people were standing. Fireworks started, everything looked so pretty, his smile was looking so pretty under this moonlight.

“You know, you shine so beautifully under the moonlight, you never realize it but you look so pretty, under this moonlight. You don’t know how precious you are to me, you really mean everything to me, Kyeom, you made me believe I can be confident in my own way, you held my hand tightly so I could walk again but together with you and not alone, you always cheer me up, you are my support system, my home my comfort, my everything. You are just my everything, if I have you, what else can I ask for? I just need you and that’s enough. I love you so much Dokyeom. You’re just full of love, my love” I finally told him which I wanted to tell him.

He was smiling at me, whole time, as if he wanted to tease me again, he held my chin, “You know what?”

“What?” I asked and he kissed me, his soft lips landed on mine, he was kissing me softly, and I gave in, my hands went to wrap around his neck, he stopped kissing me, I looked at him, “I love you more Anya~” and kissed me again.

You are back~

Xu Minghao one shot

Pairing: Xu Minghao × Female reader

Genre: Slice of life, a bit of fluff

Warnings: no warning, since it’s fluff.

Word count: 3.8 K

Author's note: i was supposed to publish this one the day they left Korea, but i got busy, I'm glad i can post it, hope they will enjoy, and i played this song while writing, hopefully you'll get the vibe when you listen and read~ and i just wanted to share that shà shà means falling rain in and Yueling means moonlight in Chinese, these names are so pretty~ anyway happy reading~

Song: Hometown smile

[11:35 am]

You were working, you had a meeting in few minutes, your colleagues, were setting up all the documents. You stared at your phone, for some unknown reason, you were waiting for a text from Minghao, it was 2 days ago he last contacted you, both of you were excited to since he will be coming home, after years. You couldn’t wait to know when he will be coming back, since he didn’t mention anything about his flight details, you wanted to ask Junhui or Mingyu or Dokyeom but you decided not to because Minghao will inform you anyway, you deiced to wait for his text.

“shà shà” you looked at your friend Yueling, she was looking at you with a smile.

“Yes?”

“Are you ready for the meeting, we need to go in 15 minutes.” you nodded.

“Are you waiting for him to text?” you nodded, “He didn’t text me, it’s fine, he must be busy, since he would be coming here soon, I really understand that” you couldn’t just tell your bestfriend that you were missing him so badly, and couldn’t wait to see him. It was 3 years ago, you last saw him and everyday you miss him just more and now since he is coming you couldn’t wait to meet him, you even decided to go to the airport to give him a surprise, but he didn’t mention anything, ‘when are you coming?’ that text was left unseen in your WeChat. You sighed and tried to smile.

Yueling was smiling, as if she wanted to tell you something, you were curious. “why are you smiling like this?” you couldn’t help but to ask her and she was still smiling like a fool? “will you tell me Yueling?”

“You need to wait.” She was still smiling.

“let’s go, take your documents and go attend the meeting and we will have lunch after that.” you nodded and looked at her, you took the documents and went to the meeting room with her.

You went to the elevator, you got in with Yueling, you decided to ask her again, “Yueling, what’s wrong?”

“Nothing, after meeting, eat well who knows when will you get to eat next after lunch” she was behaving weird now. You couldn’t understand a single thing, you just couldn’t; you eyed her strangely. “what do you mean?”

“nothing”

You got off the elevator and went towards the meeting room with her. You went to the meeting, soon your meeting started, you were trying to pay attention to the meeting, since it is important. After your department head completed, you had to present something, you did well with it. After your presentation, you were looking at everyone, talking about the project but there you were, your mind was stuck with particular someone, he wasn’t leaving your mind. You were peaking at your phone’s wallpaper just as an excuse to check the time, although you were wearing a wristwatch.

After good one and half an hour, your department head wrapped up the meeting, you were really thankful to god, you had no energy to sit there anymore.

You came out of the meeting room totally exhausted, meetings before lunch are always exhausting, if luck isn’t in your favor, then half of the lunch time is spent in meetings.

“Yueling, I am hungry. I can’t wait for lunch time.” She nodded and smiled sweetly at you.  

Both of you started working again, you had to arrange a lot of things for the project you got, you needed to sort things out before you leave today. You looked at your phone again, to check the time, it was 1:20pm already, you had 10 minutes more for break. You were just staring at your lockscreen, it was Minghao’s picture, he was kissing your cheeks and you had the biggest smile on your face. It was taken 3 years ago, when you went on a trip with him.

Meeting him was just a mere coincident, you never ever thought you would be his girlfriend, and you would fall in love with him like this, earlier you had no idea he was an idol but later, when you saw him performing on stage that’s when you got to know, before knowing he was an idol, you thought he was just a normal guy who loved reading; whom you met when you went to solo trip, to a different city after your graduation. It was totally a coincidence meeting him on flight, he was sitting beside you, both of you stayed in the same hotel, that was a coincidence too, who would know both of you would start talking, be friends, go around the same city, have fun together, get in touch. You never regretted those 2 weeks with him, you would tell him your silly things, your late-night conversations. You just loved it, you just didn’t realize you already caught feelings for him until you parted your ways after 2 weeks from airport.

You felt safe, happy, comfort with him, little did you know, both of you were from same city but the distance between both of your places was 1 hour; how much you wanted to meet him after that. He informed you, he lives in Seoul, and soon he will go back and you remember insisting on him to meet you before he leaves, that was on your birthday, he didn’t know, until you shared a moment stating it’s your birthday in the morning. You met him, in evening, on your birthday. It was your best birthday ever, you spend your evening with him, you confessed him, about what you felt. He said he will tell you on the day he leaves, that evening, was best evening of your life, you felt happy, and you were also ready if he rejects your confession and decides to stay as your friend, you wouldn’t want to lose a friend like him.  

You couldn’t go to drop him off the airport, the day he left but you met him before that, you went to meet him before he leaves for airport and he confessed you, he told you he wanted to be sure about his feelings and not hurt you. You were happy, after 2 years he came back to China, for few days, that was 3 years ago from present day; coincidently you saw him as a judge in “Youth With You” when Yueling showed him, she wanted to watch this reality show, you were busy and never watched survival shows, at first you couldn't believe it’s him then when you tried searching about him, it was really him, Xu Minghao. At first you refused to believe, and waited for him to be free and meet you. He asked you for a date, you went to the river side date, late night. You were scared at first, whether you should ask him or not and why he never told you about this. You wanted to ask him, but before you could, he told you who he is. After his confession, he told you everything and why he couldn't tell you at first because being with an idol, and a long distance relationship, it’s hard because you don’t know when you will meet and when you will fall out of love, yet both of you wanted to give it a try because of mutual feelings. That night, you shared your first kiss under the sky full of stars.

You always tried to be careful with him, from that day only, only Yueling knew about both of you and his members. You met Junhui, because Minghao insisted, and you remember how once you and Minghao were on date, and Dokyeom and Mingyu called him and asked about you, that’s how you came to know about them too. For once you went to their concert but couldn't meet Minghao because of tight schedule and you were crying very badly, he could just hear your sobs through the call.

The memories were still fresh, it was very obvious you were missing him and were excited for him to comeback but there was no text from him.

Someone shook your shoulders, you looked at the person, it was Yueling, “What are you thinking? I already called you like for 10 times, where are you lost?”

“You called me?” you were confused, were you thinking about him too deeply? Was it that obvious? “I did, and it’s already time for lunch, look at the time, it’s 1:35 pm. Let’s go” she held your wrist and dragged you, you managed to take your phone.

“Yueling, slow down and why are you so excited since morning?? Will you tell me?” you were curious since morning, the way she was behaving. You reached the cafeteria and as usual both of you decided to sit in the corner.

Before you could start eating using the spoon you were holding, Yueling stopped you. “Look at this” and there was a video of two boys in airport, it took you a second to recognize who they were, you were in shock, it was Minghao and Junhui. You were in the state of shock unable to say a single thing, he didn’t even say you anything yet, you looked at your phone again, no texts and no call from him, why would he not tell you anything, are you supposed to find out like this?

“When did you see this Yueling and why are you telling me this?” you just don’t know you were just too happy that he is coming today or sad that he didn’t tell you anything. “This is from Incheon Airport, they arrived there around 11:30 am because this was released at 11:30 am. I think they already boarded, what if he is trying to surprise you shà shà?”

“Yueling, he should know I will find out eventually, he is an idol Yueling, why would he…… do this?”

“You think too much, you miss him this much that you just can’t wait to see him, so after work just go to airport to surprise him, okay?” you definitely wanted to go to airport and see him, surprise him, you just wanted to be with him. “How will I know when he will arrive Yueling? I want to go and see him. I miss him so much”

“Ask his friends? Maybe? they can give you his flight details.” You unlocked you phone and searched for mingyu’s contact, you remember he gave you his contact back that day. You opened his dm, you saw you exchanged texts with eachother 3 days ago, he told you that there would be a surprise soon, for you and next day it was announced that Minghao and Junhui would be coming home; you wrote ‘mingyu, can I get the flight details of minghao? He didn’t mention me anything and I want to go to airport, can you help me mingyu?’ you were fiddling with your fingers now, unsure to send it or not, you wanted Mingyu’s help but were way too embarrassed to ask him something like this, even you don’t know why. Before you could do anything, Yueling snatched your phone and sent the text.

“YUELING! WHAT DID YOU DO?” you screamed so loud, all the eyes were on you now, the whole cafeteria was looking at you with a very obvious look ‘stare’ you bowed down and said sorry to them.

“something you couldn’t do” Yueling was so bold and here you were way too dumb to react and think straight because this involves Minghao, the boy who makes you go dumb.

Your phone vibrated, you received a text from mingyu, ‘he didn’t tell you anything? I'm not supposed to say, what if he planned something but I’ think they will be reaching Qingdao by 3:35 pm kst probably and then he will go home, I don’t know how much time he will take to reach Anshan, so that would be your work to find out, hopefully I could help you; he missed you a lot shà shà, go give him a surprise, he would be so happy and would be fully red.’ A smile crept your face, you forgot for a second that your bestfriend is sitting infront of you and you are at your workplace. You sent ‘thankyou so much mingyu’ as a response.

“you look totally whipped for him” you heard Yueling say. You would lie, if you denied her words, you were so in love with him and you couldn’t wait for him to come; so, you just smiled at her as a response

“Now eat, you need to go to airport after work today.” You nodded and something hit your mind, you remember Minghao once mentioning you how he will go to Anshan, from Qingdao. You looked at the time, it was 2:00 pm here, and after calculating, you realized he will land on Qingdao by 2:30 pm and then he would probably reach Anshan by 8:00 pm or 8:30 pm. You had a whole set plan to meet him.

“Will you eat shà shà ? You still need to complete today’s work and we have few minutes left for lunch.” Yueling was reminding you again and again but here you were busy thinking about him. you nodded and started eating, you just couldn’t stop playing scenarios on your mind, about meeting him and hugging him tight then and there.

After finishing lunch, you were trying to complete the dies of today and wanted to leave early, you usually leave by 7pm or 7:30 pm on Friday because you get meetings and briefing sessions but today you had to complete your work by 5:00 pm or 5:30pm, because you didn’t know when Minghao would be reaching Anshan and you didn’t want to be late, even if it means 3 to 4 hours of waiting in airport for him.

You didn’t realize how time passed, so fast. You looked at your watch and it was 4pm already. Your excitement was just high, you had no idea, how to control yourself, clock ticking off and your excitement getting higher every minute. You went to your head’s chamber; fully prepared to tell him, you need to leave today by 5:00 pm. You went to your department head’s chamber, it was written Wang Lei, you took a deep breath, your head is very kind yet you were nervous because you have no idea how to tell him if he asks you the reason you’re leaving early. You took a deep breath and knocked.

“come in”

You heard him say and went inside, you saw his fingers on keyboard, typing something and really fast.

“Sir”

“oh, shà shà? What’s wrong?”

“Sir, I need to go home early, today by 5pm or 5:30pm, is it possible for me?”

“Is it something important? Because you are really not the type to take leave like this?”

“Umm, yes sir, it’s important, actually very important and I completed all the things I had to do today, and meeting’s done in the first half so is it possible for me to take a leave early today?”

He looked up at you, “If you say it’s important, then it must be, you can leave early today since you’re done. Be safe while going home.”

“Really sir?!”

“yes you can go home, you can leave now too, it’s already 4pm”

“No, sir I will leave at 5pm only. Thankyou so much sir!!”

“You look so happy, I feel something good will happen tonight” and he smiled, you almost thought he can sense something but didn’t ask since it’s your personal reasons.

“Thankyou again sir” and you left his chamber, once you got out, you had no idea how happy you were. You went to Yueling, you couldn't help but to go and hug her tight. “I got the permission to leave early!!”

“Congratulations shà shà, you deserve it, you always work so hard and your performance is also just perfect so, you deserve it. Just one more hour and you will go home, get ready.” You smiled at your bestfriend’s words and went back to your seat; you completed your leftover work.

You couldn’t wait till the clock strikes 5pm, you started arranging the last documents, reviewing them for the last time.

[5pm]

You looked at your wristwatch for the nth time, unable to wait anymore. You saw clock hit 5pm and you turned off the computer, and arranged your things and picked up your bag. Ready to leave, your coworkers saw you, you smiled at them, you went to Yueling; “I'm leaving, get home safe, bye”

“Have fun and tell him how much you missed him, drive safely, okay?” you nodded, hugged your bestfriend and left. You didn’t forget to inform your department head and went out of your office building. You went to your car and started driving back to your house.

After you got home, you took a shower and changed into your comfy clothes, soon you went to your night stand near your bed, you wanted to wrap up the gift you brought for Minghao yesterday, you wanted to give him something, once he returns.

You didn’t realize how the clock hit, 6:30 pm, you looked at the time and got ready, you had no idea how much time it will take for him to reach airport, you were prepared to wait for him. you went to pick up your outfit, you decided to wear black top, black skirt and a black coat, you just love black and your 70% wardrobe is black. Your fixed your bangs, let your hair down and applied very light makeup and peach lip tint. You looked at the mirror for the last time and grabbed your car keys, kept the gift box inside your sling bag and phone.

After locking up your apartment, you went down to drive your car, while driving, all you had in your mind was Minghao, you couldn’t believe he is really coming today and you will meet him. meeting him after 3 years, you still can’t believe it because it’s been so long you met him in person. You remember that time when both of you confessed and your told him it’s going to be difficult but you trust him a lot so they can make it work, he even told you how busy he will be and he doesn’t want to hurt you, he told you he can’t be a normal boyfriend who would at least talk to his girlfriend at least once a day either by a single text or call. You assured him with your everything, and everything between you and minghao was normal, even if he didn’t text you made sure to text him at least once a day telling him to take care of himself, sometimes you would call him when you missed him a lot. He would be very patience to you, always listen to you whenever you had bad days, he was always worried that he won’t be able to comfort you when you will cry and be a very bad boyfriend but he is one of the best boyfriend ever, his words always gave you comfort, he is doing his best. Looking back at those days, how much you wanted to be in arms and would end up hugging him for a long time, and he would always tell you, he can’t give you hugs anytime. But you accepted everything, you just love him a lot so that you can’t lose him.

You were reminiscing all your memories, and you realized you reached airport, you parked your car and went out of the car. You took a deep breath before entering the airport. You were nervous, excited, happy and many emotions running inside you, you still couldn’t think straight, how you will behave sanely infront of him. you looked at your watch, it was 7:40 pm already, you took a seat and were looking at the flight schedule, you didn’t from where he will take the flight. You plugged in your airpods and played songs while waiting for him, you were looking at people trying not to miss him. you were looking at your wristwatch every 20 to 25 minutes.

You took off your airpods and kept it inside your airpod and focused on people again, something in your was telling you he will be here anytime soon, you looked at your watch it was 8:50 pm. You then noticed a boy dressed in black with white undershirt and he was wearing glasses, talking on phone and wearing a black mask, you saw he hung up and kept the phone inside his pocket, you got up, you walked towards him, somehow sure he was minghao, you just were sure, your heart was sure.

you started running, you don’t care what they do, you just wanted to be with him, you just wanted to be in his arms. He was walking towards you and you just went and hugged him there. He froze, you closed your eyes, you inhaled his scent, it was him, it was Minghao. You could feel his heartbeat, you hugged him tight, you didn’t want to let go, both of you were standing there, as if time stopped, you wanted everything to stop right now. You missed him like crazy, now that he is here, it feels like a dream, your tears were threatening to fall, you wanted to hear his voice call your name, you missed him so much.

“Shà shà?”

“I missed you” as soon as you said, your tears started falling, his voice, his scent, him, you missed him so much, he hugged you back, embracing you in his arms totally, he was caressing your hair, slowly, it made you cry more, everything you felt till now, you can finally tell him.

He pulled you apart, and wiped your tears, “how did you know?”

“my boyfriend will come and he won’t inform me doesn’t mean I can’t meet him. Why didn’t you tell me?” you hit him on his chest lightly, you were mad at him, still didn’t change the fact you missed him more.

“I was thinking to give you a surprise shà shà, but looks like you gave me a surprise instead” he smiled, his smiles and make everything better, his smiles are your healings, ever since you met.

“Do you know how much I missed you, you really wanted to be a bad boyfriend to me so bad, you just didn’t inform me, go away”

“shà shà I just came back, is this a ways you welcome your boyfriend? Fine, I am leaving then” he was really about to leave, you grabbed his arm,

“Minghao, I was joking, okay? I missed you really” your tears started falling, again.

“Awwww don’t cry my love, I am back now. I missed you too” he pulled you in a hug again, you really looked crybae, you couldn't help, “Minghao”

“umm?”

“I love you”

“I love you too” he lifted your chin and kissed you sweetly, that held all the longing and all the emotions that he missed

“more than myself” he said and kissed you again.

[11:30 pm]

“Seungcheol one shot”

Pairing: Choi Seungcheol x female reader

Genre: Angst

Warnings: no warning as far as I know, it’s a sad one

Word count: 822 words

A/N: this was in my drafts, i dont know how's it, but hope you like this ; i actually wanted to write for people who feel they are not loved, we don't need any reason to be love 🥺💕

[11:30 pm]

Tears weren’t stopping, I wished I never went there to visit them; it hurts. Going back home, is it even my home? Is it called home? That’s absurd. Whenever I go back there; they just humiliate me for what I am doing and for not coming back home after I left it years ago. I go there for monthly visit and still get treated like shit; I can’t handle this. I apologize for things I haven’t done. I am not going there back again. every time this happens, they never appreciated my presence just comparing me with all the shit. I never asked for anything but still they keep on going on like I am the main problem in their life. Every time I say I won’t go but I always go back to them, why? Because they are my parents. I try not to care but I know myself well.

Tears were making my sight blurry; I was somehow driving. Keeping myself sane with music, it’s the only thing which can keep me sane and calm. I reached my apartment; it was still raining outside. I parked my car and went out of the car, rain made me wet. Rain pouring on me, just wanted me to cry harder, as if it’s telling me to cry. Slowly step after step, I reached the door and pressed the bell, trying to hold back tears.

He opened the door, he was shocked at first when he saw me and his eyes showed me how worried he was, “are you okay? Why are you soaked? Come inside? What happened?? Tell me”

All I could do was nod him, he held my hand tight and brought me inside. “remove your shoes and stay here” he went inside running and came back running to me, he brought towels with him. He covered me with one and another towel on my head; he brought me inside.

“Do you want to change first? You are totally soaked Min, you’ll catch a cold. I brought your clothes; do you want to change?” he was about to go to bedroom but I held his wrist.

“Seungcheol ah, why… why do you-love m-me?” I hardly managed to ask him, he looked at me with those worried eyes which can just tell you a story how much he is worried right now.

“Min, are you okay?”

“tell me first, why do you love me?” my cries got louder, everything was hurting as usual but this time it was hurting a lot, like it never did. I was breaking down into pieces, I wasn’t okay, it was paining and hurting.

“I asked you Min”

“Why do you love me when everyone hates me?!? I don’t understand, it feels like you are the only person who cares for me? Since childhood, I’ve lost friends, even my bestfriend left me and I till date I don’t know why, is it because of me? or was our bond that weak or did my parents do something? I never know. Every time it hurts, it still does but this time it’s hurting more, it shouldn’t hurt like this. I always think I am strong, and I shouldn’t get affected by all this but how can I fool myself? They hate me and say things like I shouldn’t have bo-

He sealed me with a kiss.

“Never say that, I love you and you should know that only, it doesn’t matter if someone hates you or not. You are the one whom I love, that’s it.”

“Seung-cheol” I couldn’t hold it anymore, he hugged me tight. “I’m sorry, I am sorry” I just think I should apologize for everything and for everyone.

“Don’t be sorry, don’t cry. You didn’t do anything and don’t cry”

I nodded and hugged me tight, “my baby” he smiled at me

He always cares for me, whenever I’m with him, I feel safe, just safe. I don’t know how he loves me because till now I never understood why he loves me. No one loves me till now, I was always that loner and I fell in love with this person. He was the only one who helped me, cared for me, walked me till the bus stop, waited for me outside after school and college hours. Just one incident in school, being partners for a project changed everything.

“I love you for who you are Min, you’re brave, you don’t fake anything, I’ve seen you since we were in high school and till now, I never regretted loving you. You are perfect the way you are, you are someone who was sent by heaven, and you need love and care; if someone or no one can give, I am here, to give you the love and care you need. I love you, more than you can imagine my love”

“thank you for loving me, thank you so much”

my birthday?

“Mingyu one shot”

Pairing: Kim Mingyu x female reader

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: no warning, as far as I know, if I missed something let me know~

Word count: 2.9 K

A/N: Happy birthday @aestheticfangirl​ hope you will like this fluff, I just hope, this will make you smile, thankyou for being born and being such an amazing friend and sister to me. I love you for who you are, sending heart eyes to you ❤️

I was done with the journals I had to read for my seminar, I kept everything on my desk and was about to sleep. I checked the time, it 11:55pm, I sighed I wanted to sleep early today, I am so tired. I switched off all the lights and kept my phone. I just closed my eyes, and my phone started ringing, and I saw my bestfriend, no matter how much I wanted to pick up and talk to her but I had no strength at all and why is she suddenly calling me at almost…….. 12 am? after it stopped ringing, I switched off my phone and slept.

I heard the birds chirping and the sunlight was peaking at me, I stretched my body and looked at the time, it was 10:30 am I slept for too long, thank god, I don’t have classes today. I got freshen up and switched on my phone. I went to kitchen thinking what to cook today, I was thinking if I could take a day off from sns today, sometimes I just get a headache, it’s better off the way I get inactive from everywhere and ghost people, of course except him. If I ghost him, he will get so worried, I don’t want him to get worried because of me, I started playing songs and saw messages from my bestfriend were coming, I decided to see it later and started making toast, I was craving for omelets today. After making toast, I switched on the tv and sat with my breakfast, my phone started ringing. I looked at the caller id and it was him, looking at his name, it already made me feel happy and better.

I picked it up “Hello~”

“Love”

“Good morning mingyu”

“Aww good morning baby, what are you doing?”

“Just made breakfast, I woke up a bit late, and I finally completed half journals”

“That’s a good thing, I am coming home, just wanted to check if you’re up or not since it’s a off day. Also we will go out for lunch today, and I don’t want to hear a ‘NO’, okay?”

He never makes sudden plans, I started eating my beloved toast. After completing my breakfast, I kept my phone on the table and went to do the dishes. I was wondering about Mingyu, he sounded so excited, am I missing something or he just wants to go on a date? But why didn’t he tell me about a date earlier? He could’ve informed me earlier, at least I could’ve picked a good dress, now its gonna take forever to pick a dress and he just wants to go out for lunch? Nothing else? I was so into his thoughts, suddenly I heard the doorbell ring. I wiped my hands, since they were wet and went to open the door.

“But-

“I am hanging up, I love you”

There he was standing, holding a big bouquet full of red roses. He looked so soft today, he was wearing a black tee and a coat, he just looked perfect.

I was surprised at this, I took the bouquet from him and hugged him tight, he’s my comfort. “Awww did you miss me?” I nodded in his embrace, I did miss him, yesterday was so tough and hectic for me, our teachers are way too much, they gave us 100-150 journals to complete in two days and we need to study all of them, make presentations and then present it in the seminar and unluckily I am the first one to do, it’s day after tomorrow and I was stressing way too much yesterday, who knew being a post grad student will be this hard; I wanted his comfort yesterday so much, he is that one person who calms me down. Thinking how I had a tough day yesterday I hugged him tighter, he was caressing my back.

“I’m here, now. Let’s go inside” I looked at him and came inside, we sat on the couch, I kept the bouquet on the table, “Thankyou so much for these roses” I smiled at him, he pulled me and made me sit beside him. His sudden moves make my heart beat like crazy, I was so flustered. I was looking at him unable to utter a single word, his fingers traced my cheeks, he was looking at me with those eyes full of love, those lovely eyes which makes me fall in love over and over. He have something, which I can’t deny, I wonder how did this fine boy became mine, it’s our third year dating together and I always ask myself, how did he became mine?

“Ming-

He didn’t let me even finish and kissed me, his soft lips touched mine. It’s not even our first kiss but everytime we kiss, those fluttering feelings stays the same, those butterflies going wild inside me and the soft touch on my lips, calms me down. His soft lips pressed against mine, I closed my eyes and he pulled me closer.

He left me after few seconds, his hand was still on my cheeks, I was looking down, “You know you should actually take some time off, and rest a bit, look at you getting all stressed over everything. I wanted to come yesterday night, when I read your text about that seminar but I couldn’t come because of some work and the assignments I had” I looked at him and hugged him again, “It’s okay, you being here is one of my biggest comfort and I can’t take time off Mingyu, I have to complete the presentation” he was holding my shoulder.

“Oh right, you wanted to take me out for lunch today? Suddenly? Why didn’t you tell me earlier, now I have to find something to wear, it will take a bit of time” I looked at him with my puppy eyes.

“Reminds me, just a second” he got up from the couch, I looked at him, confused, since my warmth was gone, “Where are you going Mingyu?”

“Wait here for a second Aki, you ask too many questions” I eyed him and I saw him going out of my house, my eyes were glued on the door, because I wanted him to come fast, I wanted to spend some time with me, it feels like one of those days where I just crave for his warmth.

I saw him coming with a bag, if I am not wrong, it’s a shopping bag, I was eyeing him. He came to me, “Here, wear this today.” He gave the bag to me, I looked at him weirdly, what’s with this sudden gift? Valentine’s day is already over

“A gift? But why”

I took out the dress, which was inside the bag, it was a pretty white-baby blue dress, it had white dandelions on the dress. I quickly went to change. After changing, I saw the time, he was right it was almost lunch time and he being kim mingyu, he will never mess up his eating timing and won’t let me mess up mine, he always reminds me to eat my meals whenever I forget, which is very common thing between us.  

“Do I need a reason to gift you something? I can do it whenever I want” he leaned closed and pecked my lips. He caught me off guard. “You don’t but…”

“Oh come on, now Aki, go try and we can go out, because it’s almost lunch time, you woke up late doesn’t mean lunch time will wait for you, I am very strict with your eating habits, you’re literally a girl who skips lunch, sometimes breakfast. So, go get changed” his lovely eyes changed to those fake angry and strict eyes, god, look at him. I took the bag and went back to my room, locked it.

I applied very light make up and applied lip tint carefully, looking at the mirror I was thinking about Mingyu, how he always spoils me with everything, takes care of him everytime. I don’t usually hug people but him, his hugs are comforting. I let my hair down and used a bit of perfume, I smiled looking at the mirror. I took my sling bag, wallet and went down, my phone must be downstairs, I remember keeping it on the table before eating breakfast.

I went to the living room and saw him playing with his phone, I walked towards him, he stopped playing games and looked at me, he looked, surprised?

“What happened? I don’t look good?” I asked him and twirled around to show him the pretty dress, he got up from the couch and kissed my forehead, I was surprised “you look perfect my love. Just don’t let anyone steal you from me” I laughed at his words, “Who will steal?”

“Well, we don’t know there are men and I don’t want anyone to take you away from mine” and he again kissed my cheeks, he was just kissing me today everytime he got a chance. He held my hand and we went towards the door, he looked lovely, I locked the door and walked towards his car.

He opened the door and I got in, and he got in to the driver’s seat. “You look really pretty today” I smiled at him, “Awwww” he pinched my cheeks, I slapped his hand away “Don’t do this!”

“I can’t help it, you look so cute and pretty” he just loves to make me smile, blush and annoy me sometimes. “Now let’s go” he said and started driving, he turned on some music, the soft songs which made the atmosphere really very calm and soothing. I was looking outside, the month of February is really beautiful, it feels like the season of love everywhere. The weather looking perfect, cozy and comforting, and feels best when you’re with your loved ones. The sprinkle of love makes everything better, feels like the love is in the air.

Speaking of love, it fills my mind with the idea of Mingyu, yes him. The one I love, and will love till the world ends, I don’t want to watch the world end with someone else, it was the month of February when I actually started realizing slowly that what we had between us was getting more than friendship, how we started caring about eachother a bit more, started finding comfort in eachother, I don’t think I can even lie saying he isn’t my home, he is my home. Saying that a person is their home, means a very big thing, he is that person to me. never thought things would take to me a such a beautiful ending of friendship and starting of such a beautiful thing. I feel at peace knowing he’s with me.

“What are you thinking love?” I snapped out of my mind, “Huh?”

“You look like you’re thinking something and you smiled at times,”

“I was… thinking about…. Us… how… everything…” he suddenly kissed me, my eyes widen at his sudden move, after he moved back I looked outside and sighed. “What did you think? I would kiss you while driving?”

“YOU” he started laughing so bad, I am so done with this guy. “Sometimes you think too much about us, now let’s go and have lunch, we already reached.” I opened the door and came outside, wind blew and I shivered, I realized I forgot to bring my coat, which I kept on my bed. I felt something warm on me, I looked at him, he covered me with a coat, “you left it at my house last time you visited” I remembered, I hurriedly went for my class as soon as I completed eating, that night was a mess as well as comforting, I was so stressed that day but he brought me home and we spent time together, I studied for the exam, which was scheduled next day; after I felt a bit better and of course overslept, that’s why I had to hurry.

“Thankyou” he held my hand “Now let’s go” and we went inside, he already reserved tables for us.

 Lunch went pretty good, I forgot all the worries, I was lost in him, he looked so pretty, his bangs looked so pretty and fluffy, how did god give me someone so beautiful and perfect? We went out of the restaurant holding hands, everything felt so perfect.

I got inside the car, he did the same “Aki” I looked at him after he called out my name. “Be happy today” his words felt so genuine to me, he smiled at me, that pure and genuine smile which makes me believe in love and humanity.

“I am happy, mingyu all thanks to you” I cupped his face and placed a small kiss on his lips, “Thankyou for making me feel loved and happy”

“The real fun is waiting for you” I looked puzzled, did he just plan this whole day out yesterday night or something? “huh?”

“Just wait” and he started driving, and played music, I was searching for my phone, “Mingyu, did you see my phone?”

“yes”

“Where is it?”

“You won’t need it, don’t worry, just enjoy today” he was driving and soft music was making me fall asleep, I was looking outside until I realized I drifted to my dreamland.

“On the table”

“WHAT? At home? why are you telling me this NOW?” I forgot to bring my phone, and I didn’t even notice, it’s all his fault for making me so into him. I forget things when I see him infornt of him.

“wake up, we reached” “aki, aki” “baby wake up” I heard his voice and light shake on my body, I opened my eyes slowly, I looked outside, it was evening but sun didn’t set yet, means we can see the sunset together. “Where are we mingyu?” I asked him, unable to recognize this place, maybe because I just woke up.

“Come out first” I unbuckled my seat belt and came out, just to see BEACH infront of me, I was amazed. I walked towards the beach a bit, and stopped, he came to stand beside me, “did you like it?”

“OH MY GOD MINGYU, BEACH?? REALLY? I LOVE IT” I looked at him and hugged him tight, “I love it!!! So much!!” I let go of him and started running towards the water, “come mingyu run!” he was running after me, “Just wait, I will catch you!” I teased him and ran away, he was coming after me. I was about to run towards the water and I felt someone pull me by my waist “Ah” and the next moment I knew was I was in Mingyu’s arms, “What did I tell you?” he smirked, “Put me down!”

“No, I won’t, do you want me drop you in the water?” he walked forward, I looked down, his feet were visible under water, “NOOO” and he started laughing. He let me down, “Just stay here” he told me, I held his hand, “Mingyu please let’s watch the sunset together?” I requested him, I really wanted to be carefree today when I can be and I wanted to see the sunset with him.

“Yes, I will, that’s why wait a second, I will be back fast” and he ran away towards his car, I was looking at the sea, the tides were coming, yet it felt so peaceful, all I could hear was the sounds of the waves. The sun and the sky were doing a perfect job together today, it was mesmerizing.

“Love, turn around” I heard his voice and turned around, the moment I did, my jaw dropped. He was holding, a big bouquet of roses, full of red, cream and pink roses they looked so pretty.

“Happy Birthday love” and he extended his hand to give me the bouquet. I accepted the bouquet and it then clicked my mind, I forgot my birthday, “You forgot your birthday so I thought to make it a bit special for you, did you like it?” I was feeling so loved, I nodded “Thank you so much” he stepped closer, “look at the sun, it looks so pretty and you look ethereal today love. You’re one of the best thing happened to me, you’re that one person who completes me, there’s no song without you. I am all about you, thankyou for being born love, I just wanted to make you feel special, looking at you, I always want to love you more, protect you, make you feel comforted and want you to know you’re special, and there’s no one like you. I am always proud of you for who you are, you are my everything. I never regretted ‘just friends’ to ‘lovers’ because you mean everything to me. stay the way you are, you smile heals me. Once again happy birthday love, and I love you.” His words made me overwhelmed, the sunlight hitting his face and making him look beautiful, sunset and him. He took one more step, and leaned closer “Thank you so much Mingyu for completing my world, I love you”

“I love you” and he lifted my chin and kissed me. My hands went to his neck and his resting on my waist, no matter how many times I say him I love him, it still feels less, this guy right here is a blessing to me and I love him more than anything else.

We parted, and he looked at me, “Thankyou for being born” and he smiled at me.

14th Feb’

Choi Seungcheol one shot

Pairing: Choi Seungcheol × Female reader

Genre: Angst

Warnings: no warnings, if I missed something please let me know.

Word count: 2.5 K

Song: house of cards

Author’s Note: I was actually planning to post this on 14th Feb’ but things happened and I am uploading this now, let me know if you liked this angst or not, also I wrote this while this song was on loop, I think I definitely felt something, happy reading 

Today’s 14th February, how much I wanted to tell myself that I don’t miss him anymore, but my heart was telling me something else. I pulled myself together and got ready, I took out my white gown and got ready for the wedding. I was excited for my friend’s wedding, this is the reason I flew to USA after six years, this place, I have so many memories with this country and specially this place; I don’t want to remember them but they were my best memories and now thinking about them is only painful, it’s painful because now, I am alone.

Agreeing and coming to this place was very tough decision for me, I started letting go of everything but being my first love, I just can’t forget few things anymore, I smile at those silly little memories but they start hurting sometimes when I think what if he was with me right now, how things would've turned into right now? What if we choose to stay here and be happy together, maybe we would've got married by now? Maybe we would've taken vows infront of eachother.

I looked at myself in the mirror, the white A-line dress with off shoulders, it looked pretty. I can’t believe this girl, who is getting married was my undergraduate batchmate, we weren’t very close but she was a good friend. After completing our bachelor’s degree we went to different universities and I went to Canada with him for Masters and then….

I looked at the mirror, applied light makeup, and applied red liptint. I smiled at my reflection, I wonder who’s the groom because she didn’t disclose anything to me yet. I went out of the hotel room and took a cab to the venue. She must have been so happy, after meeting her love, she’s finally taking it to the next stage. I just want to see her smile after this long time, all these years she never disclosed anything about her boyfriend, she always said she loves him a lot and she’s finally getting married with him.

I looked at the streets here, in California, they were familiar but looked unfamiliar and brought the nostalgic memories. Walking down the streets holding his hands, looking at eachother with eyes full of love. I smiled at myself, am I still in love with him even after we parted our ways five years ago? This sounds so stupid, how can I be still in love with him, both of us were afraid of the results and I was willing to take a step, but he was not sure, he was the one to take a step back and end everything between us then why am I blaming myself for not holding us together, why can’t I forget him till now, it’s already been years.

“We reached” I paid the cab and came out of the cab. The Venue looked all white, white is a pure colour to start with, everything looked so pretty. I was walking alone, until I saw his friends just outside the venue, they were about to enter and I halted my steps, I was anxious. They saw me and stopped walking, everything came to my mind, they were really very nice to me gradually only one of them is still close to me.

‘meet my friends’ he said and pulled me closer, there were three more guys sitting on the couch, I smiled at them. ‘hi, I am Seungcheol’s-

‘we know you, we are in same class and only Jeonghan is in different departments, still all of us know you’ Joshua smiled at me, I smiled back at them, slowly we all used to hangout. All of them were way too nice and kind to me but, Joshua was something else, he would take care of me way too much, maybe because we were in same department and we did everything almost together, he would help me with my assignments as well. He was such a good friend to me, he was really important to me. he’s the only one who is still close to me, we talk rarely but he’s still that kind and down to earth Joshua.

Seungcheol got the best group of friends, he’s so lucky to have him, I used to say this to him nearly everyday.

All the memories from the first day I met them officially came back to me, all the memories are still fresh inside me, they were one of the most precious ones. I missed them, my body was tensing up slowly. They were walking towards me, I was thinking why were they here but then it’s probably because Soyeon was our batchmate, to be specific mine, Seungcheol and Joshua’s. I still couldn’t move my feet and they were coming, towards me. I am seeing them probably after 4-5 years. I missed Joshua the most, all these years I wanted to meet him but we could never, he came to me and hugged me tight.

I was so surprised, I couldn’t move, I wanted to hug him back and slowly I calmed myself and hugged him back. It was getting nostalgic, years of friendship.

“I missed you Lia, let’s stay like this for a while” I nodded in his embrace, I felt better, I didn’t know I was longing for his hug so much, I was trying not to cry. After some time we parted, “you look pretty” I smiled at him, I looked at other two, Jeonghan and Mingyu, they were smiling, “you’re really looking pretty and you’re still the same old Lia” they laughed. It wasn’t awkward at all, we caught up with eachother and then it hit me, if… his… friends… are here, maybe he’s here as well. I was holding myself back from asking about him.

“Lia… Seungcheol-

“Let’s go inside, let’s not be late for the wedding.” They smiled awkwardly smiled at me but Joshua’s eyes said something else to me, they looked…. Concerned? Sad? Unreadable?

I saw people, from my school, university, and some unknown people, Joshua was with me whole time, he was walking with me, in my pace. “Shua, can I go and meet the bride? Before her wedding?”

“Sure, you can, want me to come with you?” he asked sweetly.

“It’s okay”

“No, let me accompany you”

“But Shua-

“let’s go”

We walked towards Soyeon’s room, we were walking, and suddenly he asked “are you okay?” that was a very sudden question, “yes, of course, I am why would you ask?”

“Just, how was your flight?”

“It was good, also don’t worry I will be okay if I see him here today, I am not sure, if he would come here or not, because I don’t know if he’s invited today in Soyeon’s wedding” before he could say anything, “Now stay here, let me go and meet her quick, then we go back” he sighed and then smiled at me, felt like he wanted to tell me something very important but I stopped him from speaking, I was somehow very anxious, I had this weird feeling that it’s something very shocking and it will hurt me, it was in his eyes. I could feel it.

I saw Soyeon, “LIA!!!” she saw me and ran to hug me tight, “Be careful lady, you’re wearing your wedding gown, be careful”

“Yes, I will be. I missed you Lia, you were such a good friend of mine, I can’t believe it’s almost 6 years since we last met eachother” I nodded, “you look so pretty, today”

“Thankyou” I opened my sling bag, and handed her a wrapped box, “what’s this?”

“I hope you like it, don’t open it now. Open it later” it was a pendant, I wanted to gift it to her. “Thank you so much Lia,”

“Let’s catch-up after the wedding, Joshua is waiting for me outside.” She held my hand and asked “Are you guys together?” I was surprised at her question, “No, we are not” I smiled at her, she smiled back. “Okay, then all the best for today” she nodded.

I went out of the room and saw Joshua talking to the phone, I heard him saying ‘I don’t know if she knows, I’m worried’ what is he talking about, “Shua” he turned to me

“I’m hanging up” and he hung up,

“Is something wrong?” I asked him, “No, nothing. Let’s go” I nodded.

We were walking, to the venue, I was a bit excited for the groom, who is he. While walking inside, I was getting a bit anxious even I don’t know why. Everyone was enjoying it, meeting with old friends, families, everyone looked happy; looks like everything is perfect. We were standing in a side, while standing, I felt something was burning and paining, probably I got a cut because of my heels, these pencil heels were new and I haven’t used pencil heels since few months. I tried to not get bothered about it, I don’t even have a band-aid right now.

I saw other two coming towards us, Mingyu and Jeonghan, I smiled at them. “Did you meet her?” I nodded, “she looked really pretty” they all smiled, I felt like relieving the old days; only he’s not with us here today.

“Excuse us for a second, we’ll be back” I turned to Joshua, he held my arm and took me to the place of sitting, some people were sitting, they were unknown to me. he made me sit on a chair, “what happened” I saw him handing me a band-aid which was inside his pocket, “use this” I took it.

“thank you”

“Just the same old Lia, who never says if she’s hurt or when she’s in pain. Don’t do this Lia.” I took off my heel, and used it. “I’m okay Shua, it’s just that it’s the new pair of heels you know” I smiled at him, “thank you for worrying”

I got up from the chair, ‘now let’s go, I don’t want to miss her walking down the aisle”

“hold this” he showed me his arm, I was confused, he took my hand and placed it on his arm, “let’s go” and we started walking, we saw Mingyu and Jeonghan.

“This is about to start” I was still holding Joshua’s arm. I saw Soyeon walking with her dad, with bouquet in her hand. She really looked so pretty, “told you, she’s looking pretty. her soon to husband is really lucky to have her” and three of them looked at me, they just looked puzzled, specially Joshua’s eyes… they were… wanting to tell me something.

I shrugged it off and my eyes were following her, the moment I saw the groom, my heart stopped. It was…

My eyes were not leaving him, my grip on Joshua’s arm got tighter.

HIM.

Choi Seungcheol

Everything hit me like a bullet, it hit me hard, I was feeling betrayed, played, cheated, numb, there were no feelings that could describe me. Soyeon is getting married to him, the man whom I loved the most in this whole world but we parted ways five years ago, just felt like my world crumbled down.

‘Lia, I am sorry, but I can’t do this anymore.’

‘Why cheol? Was everything a lie till now? Why are you leaving like this? please don’t go, stay with me please’ I was crying, it was hurting, and hurting.

‘Lia I can’t’ his words were hurting me.

‘I’m ready to do everything, you want but why now? Why now when I am already like this’

“Lia, sorry’ he removed my hands which were holding his and started walking away.

‘I loved you, I still love you Seungcheol ’ he didn’t even look back at me left me there crying alone

“was she the reason? You could’ve told me” my eyes were getting teary, all the memories I had with him, started flooding back, our first date, our first kiss, our first trip together. All these years I told myself, I will be strong and I won’t cry when if I ever see him in future, but never prepared myself for this, witnessing him as my good friend’s husband, never. All the courage I built up all these years started crumbling down, I couldn’t stand anymore, my legs were feeling weak. Was I the one who was played on? Was I played? I wanted to ask myself again and again.

“I do” I heard his voice, my mind went blank, is this a nightmare? I couldn’t hear anything anymore, it felt like my world stopped.

My tears started falling down, I couldn’t stand still, I stumbled back, Shua held me tightly, “Lia” I turned to look at him, his eyes looked at me with pity, I could feel it, I couldn’t hold back anymore and started crying. Why was I crying so much, it felt like it was only me and Seungcheol, no one else and he was smiling brightly, wearing that black tuxedo. Once it was a dream for me to see Seungcheol in this, attire and me in white pretty wedding gown. We would take the vows together for eachother, that was all house of cards I made myself.

How much did it take to walk away like that?

How much did it take to hurt me like this?

You destroyed my house of cards while I built years ago, why did you do this Seungcheol?

“now, you may kiss the bride” I heard it, I was still looking at him, my eyes never left his, he saw me. his eyes met mine, he was looking at me with a hint of surprise, as if he never expected me but expected me here to witness this as well and then turned to look at Soyeon, he was leaning closer and my heart was shattering into pieces. I suddenly felt a hand pulling my face and hugging me tight, so that I won’t be able to see.

“You don’t need to see and hurt yourself” his said softly “He’s is the groom, today… it’s his wedding, Lia… that’s what I was trying to tell you today” his voice came out as a whisper and he sighed. I cried more. Soyeon knew, I loved him and he was with me, how could she do this to me, betrayal? Cheated? Played? Sadness? What else am I not feeling? Should’ve known that in the dark, I’d be too dumb to see

“How did I miss his name in the wedding invitation Shua?” I was angry at myself for not realizing anything and crying alone like this.

“Shua, I realized… I’m still in… love… with him…, all these years, I’ve done nothing but love him whereas I tried so hard to forget him and hate him but then? How am I still in love?” I barely managed to speak, I was choking on my tears, “I love you Seungcheol” and cried, Joshua hugged me tight.

“It’s okay, I’m here. don’t cry.”

“it hurts, because I’m still in love” I had nothing alive inside me anymore, because I don’t know how to love him from afar, he have my heart.

We fell like a house of cards

“I’m sorry for being late”

“Seungcheol one shot”

Pairing: Choi Seungcheol x female reader

Genre: Angst? mafia au

Warnings: mention blood, gun, bullets, anxiety

Word count: 2.5K

Author’s Note: I was confused which member would go with this and then I literally went to twt just to ask oomfs and they suggested Jeonghan? I was in dilemma should I put Jeonghan or Seungcheol but I’m ending up with Seungcheol because of the grip this man has on me. Hopefully you’ll like this, happy reading <3

I came out after a long shower, I was feeling better. I blow dried my hair and then looked at the time, it was 1:17 am. I went towards the bed, and saw Aera sleeping peacefully, she was missing him a lot and finally slept an hour ago. I wonder when will he come back, even I miss him. Everything was so dead silence; I could see the black clouds floating in the sky. Being a doctor, and being the wife of the biggest mafia in this country, leaves me with a question, that is; seeking for peace? It’s just something you can get only for countable times only because you’re the one who choose this thing for your life.

Living like this I need to be aware of everything. Be careful everytime, at work, at home, literally everywhere. I walked to the balcony, I looked at the moon, it looked so pretty. I miss him, I know he will be back soon but I miss him, I miss his warmth and his cuddles at night. I sighed thinking about him, I went back to check up on Aera, she’s sleeping peacefully.

I was sitting on the bed, and I heard something, it was a sound of something falling. I shrugged it off maybe because the windows are open and the wind is quite strong, I diverted my attention back to Aera. I was caressing her hair, I love her so much, nights like this, when he is late, I just stare at her to make me feel comforted, because she’s a part of him.

I kissed Aera’s forehead, “I love you so much baby” and then I heard the sound of glasses falling and breaking. I got startled because of that, I looked at the time, it was 1:29 am. The sound of things falling and breaking started getting clearer. My instincts were telling me something was wrong, I took my phone was on the night stand and ran to the balcony, everything was silence, not a single person was visible. I went to switch off the night light which were on. I tried calling, Seungcheol, I was not sure what was happening, I looked at Aera who was sleeping.

I went to the wardrobe, there was a gun; which he gave it to me, he told me to use it; if something happens. I ran towards the wardrobe and searched for the gun, I heard a gunshot. My hands stopped for a second then resumed searching for it, I can’t stop here and I realized I’ve 4 years old Aera with me. I opened the last drawer and found the gun.

I took it out and went to Aera, I tried waking her up and I was still trying to call Seungcheol but he wasn’t picking up. He never does this, I was calling him again and again but there was no response, I was getting scared. I tried waking up Aera, “baby wake up, Aera?”

“Aera wake up, baby wake up” after shaking her few more times, she slowly opened her eyes. She was about to speak and I shushed her, “Aera, I need you to listen to mama” she nodded, “from now on don’t make a noise and we will be going to dad right now, I will be driving, okay? Can you be a good girl and listen to mama?” she nodded, she rubbed her eyes and I picked her up, I gave her the phone, “baby try calling dad” I was holding her in one side and grabbed the car keys which were on the table; I was holding the gun in other hand.

I heard one more gunshot and I covered Aera’s ears. I looked at her, her eyes were teary. She was never exposed to this and I don’t want her to get involved. She was shivering in my embrace, I walked towards the door, and since everything was dark I have to be careful. I opened the door without making any noise and the sound of footsteps got closer. I stood there to know from where they are coming.

“Mrs. Choi, we know you’re here. You better come out right now or else we can’t guarantee what’s gonna happen next” I took a glance at Aera, she looked like she was about to cry. I kissed her and whispered “baby, hold me tight and the phone, don’t drop it no matter what” she nodded and her tears started streaming down. I ran down the stairs which was on the other side. The darkness was replaced by the light suddenly, I looked up and then noticed five men, holding guns, all dressed in black. They noticed me, and as soon as they had the eye contact, my mind went blank because I was standing in the halfway of the stairs. I couldn’t think of anything and shot the lights and the chandelier, it fell and Aera screamed. I ran towards the door and somehow managed to get out of the door and just went towards the garage. I ran towards my car, Aera was crying very badly. I wanted to comfort her but I need to get out of this place and go to Seungcheol as soon as possible. I placed Aera inside the car as fast as I can and put the straps around her, she was a crying mess. Nothing like this happened after Aera’s birth, I kissed her on her cheeks and wiped her tears “Baby, few minutes more”. I closed the door and got into the car as well and started driving it. As soon as I started driving, I heard gun shots and I looked from the mirror that they were shooting at our car so I had to speed up car.

“Aera call your dad, right now” I won’t lie if I said I wasn’t scared, and it’s not only me alone, I’ve Aera with me. I can’t let anything happen to her, she’s my life. I connected my phone with the car. He still wasn’t picking up, how can he do that? I already called him so many times, he doesn’t even have time to pick my calls now? Or did something happen? Thinking about this, it gave me goosebumps. I again tried calling him, and he still didn’t pick up.

My eyes were focused on the road, I knew where he would be right now, so I was driving, I can’t be reckless even if I’m scared like this, because I’ve our daughter with me. I was trying to calm myself down, being a doctor, I know how to calm myself in serious situations down but nothing was working for me right now. I somehow managed to find the contact of Seungcheol’s Secretary, I was about to call him and I heard a gunshot and to my surprise, the bullet hit my car.

I heard Aera’s cries “Mommy I’m scared” I couldn’t help anything at that moment and drove the car with speed I was driving in, I called his Secretary. “Wh-

“Where is Seungcheol??!! GET HIM IN THE LINE RIGHT NOW,”  I didn’t think I would yell at him like this, yes I was pissed and terrified and that’s the result, I was holding back my tears because of Aera, I cant cry our infront of her.

“I NE-

AH” I let out a scream, the moment I felt their car gave a good hit to my car. I had no choice other than driving the car with all the speed I could.

“Ma’am” that was the last word from Mr. Lee I heard before the line went dead, I wanted to hit the streeling wheel so bad, I wanted to kill those people. I pulled my car to the highway and drove it without getting distracted. Thankfully I know the way to Seungcheol’s place, I can’t rely on him fully when he is not even picking up my call. “Mama, I want to see Dad” I heard Aera’s cries, my heart was aching so bad, I wanted to hold her and calm her down.

“We are on the way sweetie” I have no idea why are tears streaming down my face.

After good fifteen minutes, I didn’t see any car following me, I heaved a sigh and slowed down my car to the normal speed and drove to his place. I wanted to relax but my anxiety wasn’t giving me a break. I was about to take another turn and I saw a car infront of me, I pressed the breaks with all my force and stopped my car from hitting the car which was infront of me.

How can a person be so careless, what if that car accidently hit mine or I did the accident? I saw three more cars coming, from back and I knew I am in dead end. I took the gun which was in the passenger’s seat, I had just one thought, that was I need to save Aera. I held the gun tight and went out of the car, and went to take out Aera. She looked scared and I kissed her on her temples, I wish she could smile right now to make me feel better. I held her tight in my arms. I saw three men coming out from the car which was standing infront of me, dressed in black.

Only I knew how much I was shivering with fear and how badly I wanted to run away or just want to be in Seungcheol’s embrace. My gun was ready, if I pull the trigger, I can kill these people but since I already used two bullets back at home, there are few bullets left and I can still go for 16 rounds.

“Mrs. Choi, you sure are so pretty, you look prettier at night.” I heard one of them who was walking towards me.

“what do you want?” I screamed back, I was still standing near my car. “If you come closer, I will shoot you, so be careful, I know how to shoot and I will directly aim your head or heart, don’t forget I’m a doctor, I know better than anyone else where to shoot”

“Pretty girls with weapons are dangerous I guess” he took a pause “You should know the reason, why we are here, such a shame.” That man laughed hysterically, I wanted to shoot him so bad. “Baby please close your eyes” and I brought Aera’s face closer to the crook of my neck, I would never want her to witness these things. The whole place was silent and I could hear them walking towards me, “I told you don’t come closer” when they didn’t stop, I pulled the trigger aiming one of them and shot him.

“Lady take it easy! Why would you shoot him?” I wanted to buy time but they weren’t cooperating at all, how much I wanted Seungcheol to track me and come. “I told you, if you come closer I will shoot you and kill you right here, don’t you understand?”

Three of them came closer, I was stepping back bit by bit, I can’t take risk but I already took the risk and shot one of them. Soon, I was facing them and they were right infront of me, and I heard the cars stopping. “Don’t try to over smart us, Mrs. Choi.” And he held my chin tightly, I removed it with all the force I had, “How dare you touch me” and I kicked him on his knee. He groaned in pain.

He took out the gun and directly pointed it to Aera, I held the gun, “Don’t you dare to do anything or else I will kill you before Seungcheol finds you and kill you” I had enough courage to say this. I took out the gun and pointed to his chest, “Don’t you dare to do shit right now or else I will pull this trigger”

“And do you think you and this kid will live after you shoot me?” he had a smirk, I felt more people coming towards me. This can’t be the end, right? I ain’t losing my life like this.

He was looking back at his members, and I got a chance so I started taking steps to my right side, so that I could shoot them and run, I was left with no choice but to run as much as I can. “Mrs. Choi” he called up my name again, and I froze “what are you thinking?” he looked at me, and I was successfully at a distance from this man. I aimed the gun at them, “Try something stupid and we will kill you and your daughter here, and you great husband can’t even find your bodies” I felt my shoulder getting wet, Aera was crying.

“Do you think I’m scared? I will kill you before he does” I pulled the trigger and next thing I felt was a sharp pain on my arms, a bullet hit me, and my gun fell on the ground. “Jia!”

There was a gunshot, I looked to my left, I saw him running towards me, tears started streaming down my face, I tried running towards him without even thinking twice. I don’t care even if a bullet hits me right now, I want him, I want him to hold me tight, I want to be in his embrace, my home.

I saw him taking out his gun and shoot back-to-back; blood dripping down my arms, it was hurting me. The moment I saw him infront of me, he hugged me tight “Jia, Aera” my tears weren’t stopping. I heard Aera’s cries got harder, “Baby dad is here, so don’t worry” the moment I heard him say this, I felt his grip got tighter around me.

“Secretary Lee hold her” He took Aera from my arms, the moment he took her from me, I felt like I had no strength at all. “Jia...” he was holding me, I could barely keep my eyes open, I could see him tensing up, “Cheol… Hol..hold… me” and I felt like my legs gave up.

“Jia, look at me, love don’t close your eyes” his voice was so comforting to me.

“Secretary Lee, take Aera and I’ll be heading back to home, and call the doctor, I can’t let her close her eyes, I just can’t” he was looking back at Secretary Lee and me.

“Jia, love look at me please” he picked me up and I held his shirt tight, I felt the world slowing down. He was looking at me, apologizing. “I’m sorry for being late” I wanted to tell him it’s fine and then wanted to cry in his embrace but I had no strength at all, “Love look at me, don’t close your eyes, you’re a doctor you know what can happen” my tears were streaming down my face.

“It’s all good now, everything’s fine now” he took me to his car, still holding me in his embrace.

“but the frosting looks so much more appetizing on your cheeks”

Seungcheol one shot

Pairing: Choi Seungcheol × Female reader

Genre: Fluff

Word count: 801

Author’s Note: It’s cheol’s birthday, I am writing after a long time, and hope this turns out good. I miss him a lot, it’s his birthday but I miss him a lot. And since they left for Canada today, cheol will celebrate his birthday twice once in plane another in Canada, uuuuhuuu, I am so happy. baby deserves so much, I love him so much. Hope you like this cute lil one shot. Happy reading :)

I was standing outside our bedroom; I didn’t go inside yet. I already lit up the candles, I was just holding it way too carefully, scared of the fact something might go wrong. I baked cake after such a long time, I missed baking cakes and this is how I make a comeback, I heard my phone alarm go off inside the room, I am pretty sure it will wake him up.

I silently counted till 10 and opened the door, the lights were off and the room was just the way I left few minutes ago, “HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEOL” I spotted him sitting on the bed, holding my phone and rubbing his eyes, he looked so adorable.

“Happy birthday love” and I was walking towards him, carefully, so that the candles remain safe.

“oh god” he was surprised, his voice said so.

“It’s your birthday” I sat on the bed beside him “so make a

My words were cut off, he just blew out the candles, I was shocked at him, and he let out a chuckle. I was speechless because of him. “You have to make a wish when you blow out the candles!! Cheol” I looked at him in disbelief.

“My wish already came true. I have you in my life” and he kissed my cheeks, “thankyou so much for this and just everything.” His kiss caught me off guard, I came back to earth after few seconds. “you-you just didn’t do that”

“I didn’t what”

“Ki- before I could even say the word ‘kiss’ he kissed me again, and this time on my lips, his lips were so soft, I was melting but the fact I was holding the cake. He pulled himself back. “it’s my birthday can’t I at least kiss you to start my birthday?” I was taken aback and way too flustered to say anything.

Reminded me, I had gift inside my drawer, “Hold this” he took the cake from me and he was sitting like an obedient child, he looked so adorable. How can he just be like a cute baby. I went to bring his gift, from the drawer and came back to him.

“Here’s your gift, once again happy birthday seungcheol”

“Aren’t you, my gift?” if he keeps on doing this, I doubt he will even cut the cake and tell me how’s it. I doubt that. The way he was being like this at 12 am, what about me and my poor heart who just can’t take this sweet seungcheol and his words?

“Stop! I feel embarrassed, accept this.” he took it from me, “Cut the cake and taste it, tell me how’s it because I baked after a long time, hope this is okay” he kept the gift box beside him and then gestured me to sit beside him. I took a seat beside him. he started cutting the back and I started singing happy birthday song to him, while cutting the cake, I was looking at him, how dearly he was looking at the cake and how he smiled when I started singing the birthday song, his dimples were visible now. How can a person be this lovely, I always ask myself, I know it’s his birthday but I feel like I’m the one getting the gift on his birthday by spending this day with him. He is so dear to me.

Every day I love him a little more, how can I not, when it’s him, Choi Seungcheol.

I got startled as soon as his finger made contact with my cheeks, I looked at him with surprise and realized he just put the frosting on my cheeks.

“I made this for you and not for my cheeks choi seungcheol” and I took the frosting so that I could put it on his cheeks as well, why would he do that to me!!

But before I could put it on his cheeks he held my hand, and said “but the frosting looks so much more appetizing on your cheeks” and licked the frosting, and pecked my cheeks. I was just too stunned to speak a single word, one thing for sure I can never top seungcheol in this and he knows how to make me go crazy.

“and I love the cake, it’s just perfect. It’s more than anything I could ask for” his eyes softened, all the mischief he had on his face earlier went away and was replaced with a soft, humble and honest expression.

“I’m glad cheol, I love you so much” he kept the cake on the night stand and his fingers trailed my cheeks, he leaned in. “thankyou so much for making my days meaningful and making my birthday more meaningful than any other day. I love you more, love” and kissed me.