So I Found This On My Other Social Media And Ask Some Of My Friends What They Give Me......Why Am I Not

So I found this on my other social media and ask some of my friends what they give me ......Why am I not surprised they are all smol chaotic gremlin baby energy XD

Aw, thank you so much hun Wonderful Work ^w^ And happy to hear we inspired you Keep it up

So back 1 or 2 years ago I made fanart for these users because they  inspired me to draw again and to love drawing nutcrackers so @katieaiko , @shinyzango , @theevilemster , @nijiomii , @jerenep , and @youronlydrpepper thank you for making love drawing again & love nutcrackers!

Once again, your skills always impress me, son

You did a wonderful job on this

Good job me boi

❤️

Also yes, Gay

SOMEHOW I FORGOT TO UPLOAD THE CIRCUS TRASH SO HERE YE GO JDSJFKLSFLKSFKKSF

There’s also some big g a y hehe

@pastel-bakery @nijiomii @youronlydrpepper @oilliepop @crazygreenfluff @xenas–blog @painteddragon360

My friends got me in the mood for designing characters from emojis again These are not for sell as they are already been given homes.

Until next time when prices are a real thing in my world ;-;

Hey, I may not know too much about you. But you don't deserve to be treated like trash like that, nobody does. Everybody makes mistakes and you seem to be learning from yours, and that should be good enough for anyone. Nobody is perfect. I guess just wanted to say is that you shouldn't have to put up with that. I hope you and that person can work it out to some degree. But in the mean time don't let it eat at you your only human.

Aw, thank you for your kind words. And your message is very front and center. Nice. Tho, I do agree with some of their arguments, I don't think it’s a good idea to react/respond like this. Especially when they wanted to warn others and call me out. It just makes them look like the bad guy of the situation. I do hope to settle things with them. Or if so, give my final statement / apology soon. True, I have done terrible things and should have been more private about this, but I didn't want to continue on with this or get worst.  Also, I do wish to move forward and improve in my life. Without this coming back to block it. Thank you.

Just Want To Settle Things...

Ok, listen.

I aint trying to cause trouble.

And I aint trying to attack/start a fight with you.

When you made the first anonymous ask, I simply ignored your message because I didn't want to start anything.

Even looking back at your first message, I should have taken it more as a warning sign.

You called me names.

Basically believed that I didn't deserve the people around me and should be left alone as a punishment.

For what? That's the question I'm still trying to figure out.

I really do want to know why you're mad and upset with me.

If it's something I did towards you or shit I have done in the past, I'm very sorry. I know I can be a terrible person and I know I still am one to this day.

I am trying to move on from my past mistakes and be a better person. Which is not very easy.

But I’m trying and I do believe you have every right to hate/dislike me.

However, doing this is not good on both ends.

For anyone who is wondering about the first message, it's right here. Like I said before, I didn't respond or make a post about it when it was made (which was around 2 months ago), because I didn't want to cause trouble and make it worse.

And yes, I did turn off anon afterwards cause I didn’t want to receive anymore anonymous messages from them if they were planning to. Hoping they might reveal themselves so we can talk it out privately, understand why they feel this way towards me and make these actions in the messages. Yes, messages. Cause they explain to me that turning anon off won’t stop them in the recent one.

This is not even calling me names or a call out on my past actions anymore. This is straight up harassment. Especially the fact you made an account just to send me this.

What are you really trying to get out of this? The problem I'm seeing here is why are you still trying to communicate with me? If you hate me so much, don't want me anywhere near you/talk to you, you have every right to distance yourself from me, ignore me, and I would fully understand/respect your wish. But I see more to this. It's more on the people that are still around me like you have said before. You want them to stop communicating with me, cause you believe I’m an awful person to be around. I am not held accountable to them. And I do not force them to hang out around with me. They choose to.  Matt, otherwise known as Capri, has been my son for 2 and half years now and I have never forced him to stay by my side. It's his decision and I only want what’s best for him. It also goes the same for the rest of my friends who I care and love for. As for calling me a narcissist and that I am being worshipped. I'm not, honestly. Really, I’m not. I don't have to be worshipped and really wish not to be as it makes me internally uncomfortable. If it's towards my art, I deeply appreciate it when people like it. They choose to like my art and what I draw. As for me as a person. That once again, it's their decision on how they view me. I don’t decide for them. I never ask to be told that I'm a good person, or that I'm on top of everyone/the best. I try to be at least a decent person yet I'm known to be a bitchy, yet sarcastic person. It's just my personality. To which you don’t have to like. Now back to this situation as a whole. Im am not trying to go after you. I really do wish to know who you are and privately talk this out. If not, I would kindly ask you to stop sending messages like these, because this is possibly the best solution for both of us. I wish to move on, but can't because of this. Tho I'm sure you’re doing this as a warning to other people or have them stop talking to me. Once again, I don't decide on what they want. And if they are communicating with you but still wish to talk to me, they have every right. Like you have the right to not like me and have me anywhere in your life. As for the rest of the people seeing this,

I do not wish for them to be hunted down.

But I do want you to be aware of them.