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Things from Before the OSDDID Realization that now make heaps of sense:
Taking personality tests multiple times because even when I answered them completely honest theyâd always come out different
Orientation impossible to pin down (simultaneously aroace/pansexual/lesbian/gay trans guy/queer fucking mess)
Same with gender
Conflicting opinions that somehow exist at once (I love weed/I fucking HATE all drugs and donât want to be anywhere near them)
Frantic desire to run home and change into something totally different out of nowhere because the clothes I loved this morning are suddenly Awful
Keeps changing name every few months
If I do not journal/scrapbook/take photos of EVERY DAILY EXPERIENCE I WILL FORGET and my whole life will be a blank empty space!!!
âThatâs not what you said last time I asked âŚâ
Idk sometimes itâs my Favorite Thing and sometimes I couldnât care less đ¤ˇ
I actually handle trauma really well because right after it happens I donât even remember! đ
Hate hypothetical questions because I have no clue how Iâd react to any given thing until it happens and any answer feels like a lie
Thereâs def more but yâall should add your own đ
art by the.gauntlets
gofundme for the family
Whatâs the fuss about comship?
I have a genuine question. Like i looked up the definition of comship and if Iâm correct, itâs apparently the belief that complex or toxic or illegal relationships can and should be depicted in media with the acknowledgment that they are not condoned.
So likeâŚmedia is supposed to be analyzed, right? Disturbing, sad, toxic, or gross relationships between characters exist for a reason. To invoke an emotional reaction or deep discussion, or just to bring light.
Then why is it in peopleâs DNI lists?? Like Iâm not trying to start drama or anything. I just donât understand what the problem with finding interest in problematic media is. It SHOULD be depicted, right? Thatâs how we bring this stuff to light.
/genq
Keep talking about Gaza. Keep talking about Palestine. Keep talking about Palestinian martyrs. Keep talking about Palestinian survivors. Keep talking about Palestinian children. Keep talking about war crimes. Keep talking about genocide. Keep talking about colonialism. Keep talking about forced starvation. Keep talking about forced adoption. Keep talking about Israeli occupation. Keep talking about the Nakba of 1948.
KEEP TALKING ABOUT WHAT IS HAPPENING TO PALESTINE
Keep boosting Palestinian history. Keep boosting Palestinian graphics. Keep boosting Palestinian poetry. Keep boosting Palestinian fashion. Keep boosting Palestinian textiles. Keep boosting Palestinian art. Keep boosting Palestinian culture. Keep boosting Palestinian values. Keep boosting Palestinian stories. Keep boosting Palestinian voices. Keep boosting Palestinian life. Keep boosting Palestinian loss. Keep boosting Palestinian love. Keep boosting Palestinian grief. Keep boosting Palestinian hope.
KEEP BOOSTING PALESTINIAN HUMANITY
Ok gotta talk about it.
As a Jewish historian, I fucking hate Israel in ways most probably will never be able to comprehend. I'm going to try and explain it anyways. The central creation myth of Israel is that it is Jewish, and then consequently, that Israel is a part of Jewishness. Its easy to simply state this is false, but fully comprehending this and putting it into practice in thought and deed seems rare to me.
The evil at the heart of this violence predates the recent acceleration of genocide. Israel is a colony, and more than that, an antisemitic fraud itself. After WW2, when Israel was being founded, the Jews of Europe generally did not wave goodbye to their neighbors and head to the promised land. Many were expelled from their homes. Zionism itself, as an action, was a false choice at the time. A mere excuse to place an ally in the middle east, and an excuse to complete the expulsion and destruction of the European Jew. The Zionist Jew is more than complicit in this, they actively seek the destruction and assimilation of all other Jews.
Many fail to realize, and largely because of Israel, that Jews are not inherently white, Ashkenazi, European-descended people. Our faith and culture has an immense variety that is spread all across the globe. Jewishness, in population and volume of culture, exists more so outside of Israel than within it. Israel is for a very specific kind of Jew. The kind that lets Yiddish die, that attaches themselves to European things, that makes themselves and their practices as white as possible.
And they have the nerve, the fucking belligerent GALL, to frame themselves as the necessary saviors of our people. To the Zionist, questioning Israel is to question Jewishness itself. They bake adoration for the colonial machine into their very prayers, and push them on us even as children. To *not* oppress, to *not* kill, to *not* genocide, is to invite death. This is the core of fascistic thought, of course. "Kill them before they kill us." And they KNOW this too, they really do. The truth of that irony does not matter, because as is true for all fascists, the truth itself does not matter to them. They wanted this, they wanted this even before the British saw it in their best interest to give them the land. Any excuse to RETVRN, as the neo-nazis say of Rome, or the German Empire, or whatever the fuck stupid country they want to poorly animate the corpse of. Some select Zionists even *sided with the fucking Nazis* in agreement they should abandon Europe to colonize Palestine. (Haavara Agreement)
My people have proved time and time and time again you don't need a nation state to have an enduring culture. We have protected ourselves for thousands of years without the help of these spiteful, doom-saying maniacs. I was going to post something like this on Passover, but that would be hypocritical. The state of Israel doesn't actually have shit to do with Jewishness. ׊×Ö°×֡ע ×ִ׊×ְרָ×Öľ× ×Ö°× Vi tsu derleb ikh im shoyn tsu bagrobn. [my best translation] Hear Israel (beginning of a prayer in Hebrew) I should outlive him long enough to bury him. (an old Yiddish curse)
Free Palestine. Donate what you can, they need it right now.
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Probably macaroons or rugelach . Tag yourself.
Zionist Jews remind me so much of those Christian Nationalists in America sometimesâ like, using their religion to shield being literal Fascists.
Me omw to block all the zionists on Jumblr
Pixie see yet another person on tumblr actually saying âwish could be nonverbal â âŚ
Pixie not understand how anybody could actually want that ⌠unless them really not know anything about what is actually like to actually be nonverbal .
Pixie really like being Pixie and yes that include being nonverbal !
but is terribly hard frustrating *expensive* difficult *dangerous* to be actually nonverbal .
is not a joke is not a choice is not fun is not SAFE .
imagine risk being killed by police officer just because . try get AAC out of pocket to answer thems question . because *could* be reaching for gun in pocket ⌠yes this really do happen , too much , too often âŚ
imagine emergency happen to loved person and not be able call get help âŚ
imagine get in money trouble that require calling bank and . it take too long find somebody willing help . so get lots money fines for be late âŚ
imagine just nobody want be friends because . not can communicate fast enough so . people just think â so rude for not answer â and just walk away . before can even start a reply âŚ
Pixie have lots more want to say but . fingers hands wrists *hurt* . and . brain exhausted . from using AAC so much today . ( was speech therapy today ) .
somebody please can make this make sense why why why people say this ???
pixie not understand people being so disgustingly ableist .
Support Labels Simplified Pride Flags
All terms I've created are based on this post. These are accessible versions of those flags.
Please do not use those flags and terms if you are not disabled. /gen
High Support Flag
High support:Â Anyone who isnât able to live independently and needs help with some or all of their basic daily living skills such as eating, bathing, basic grooming, putting on makeup, getting dressed and completing tasks. Can be abbreviated online or in writing as HSP for High Support Person or HSAP for High Support Autistic Person.
Usage in speech: Clarissa is a high support autistic person and needs assistance with getting dressed and taking a shower. Abbreviated usage online: Iâm a HSAP and Iâm really into physics, so the poor sucker who signs me on is gonna hear a lot about it when they hand me my iPad!
Coined by @autistic-answers. Flag designed by @themogaidragon.
[Image ID: A dark blue flag with a symbol in the middle. A large navy blue circle is in the middle, inside there is a pastel rainbow infinity symbol. The flag is made up of three horizontal bands, the middle one being much smaller. The colors are, in order, pastel navy blue, navy blue, pastel navy blue.]
Medium Support Flag
Medium support:Â Anyone may or may not live independently and doesnât need help with basic living skills, but needs help with other things like cooking, completing some tasks, transportation if unable to drive and assistance for things like grocery shopping. Can be abbreviated online or in writing as MSP for Medium Support Person or MSAP for Medium Support Autistic Person.
Usage in speech: Kevin is a medium support autistic person and needs some assistance to prepare meals and shop for the wood he uses for his carpentry projects. His boyfriend, Max, usually helps him with those. Usage online: Iâm a MSAP and Iâm looking for info about saws. Any fellow auties know whatâs best for cutting oak?
Coined by @autistic-answers. Flag designed by @themogaidragon.
[Image ID: A moustard yellow flag with a symbol in the middle. A large navy blue circle is in the middle, inside there is a pastel rainbow infinity symbol. The flag is made up of three horizontal bands, the middle one being much smaller. The colors are, in order, pastel moustard yellow, moustard yellow, pastel moustard yellow.]
Low Support Flag
Low support:Â Anyone who more often than not lives independently and may only need assistance with minor things like balancing a checkbook, getting started on some tasks like organizing a garage sale or arranging to move from one house to another. Can be abbreviated online or in writing as LSP for Low Support Person or LSAP for Low Support Autistic Person.
Usage in speech: Jesse is a low support autistic person and she only needs help keeping her checkbook balanced. Usage online: Iâm a LSAP and Iâm thinking about moving to Seattle. Whatâs the weather and traffic like there?
Coined by @autistic-answers. Flag designed by @themogaidragon. Requested by @pronouns-flags.
[Image ID: A green flag with a symbol in the middle. A large navy blue circle is in the middle, inside there is a pastel rainbow infinity symbol. The flag is made up of three horizontal bands, the middle one being much smaller. The colors are, in order, lime, teal, lime.]
Supportflux Flag
Supportflux:Â Anyone who has a need of support fluctuating over time. Can be abbreviated online or in writing as SFP for SupportFlux Person or SFAP for SupportFlux Autistic Person.
Asked by an anon. Coined by @themogaidragon.
[Image ID: A dark blue flag with a symbol in the middle. A large navy blue circle is in the middle, inside there is a pastel rainbow infinity symbol. The flag is made up of three horizontal bands, the middle one being much smaller. In the middle of the flag there is a gradient from left to right where all the colors of the lines change. They are turning (left) from lime, teal, lime to pastel navy blue, navy blue, pastel navy blue (right).]
Medi-High Support
Medi-High Support: Anyone who is medium support needs but can't live independently, seems like a combination of medium and high support. Can be abbreviated online or in writing as MHSP for Medi-High Support Person or MHSAP for Medi-High Support Autistic Person.
Term and flag coined by @the-mogai-catus in this post. @themogaidragon has changed the design.
[Image ID: A pastel cyan flag with a symbol in the middle. A large navy blue circle is in the middle, inside there is a pastel rainbow infinity symbol. The flag is made up of three horizontal bands, the middle one being much smaller. The colors are, in order, pastel cyan, cyan, pastel cyan.]
Low-Medium Support
Low-Medium Support: Anyone who is low support needs but can't live 100% independently and/or have many difficulties doing such, seems like a combination of low and medium support. Can be abbreviated online or in writing as LMSP for Low-Medium Support Person or LMSAP for Low-Medium Support Autistic Person.
Term and flag coined by @themogaidragon. Requested by @cutelittle-organc0llector.
[Image ID: A yellowed green flag with a symbol in the middle. A large navy blue circle is in the middle, inside there is a pastel rainbow infinity symbol. The flag is made up of three horizontal bands, the middle one being much smaller. The colors are, in order, pastel yellowed green, yellowed green, pastel yellowed green.]
Please don't reblog/share this post, share the simplified versions instead! They are more accessible and provides more accurate informations. Thank you.
Here is the link (link).
Autism Support Needs Pride Flags
[pt: Autism Support Needs Pride Flags /end pt]
High support:Â Anyone who isnât able to live independently and needs help with some or all of their basic daily living skills such as eating, bathing, basic grooming, putting on makeup, getting dressed and completing tasks. Can be abbreviated online or in writing as HSP for High Support Person or HSAP for High Support Autistic Person.
Usage in speech: Clarissa is a high support autistic person and needs assistance with getting dressed and taking a shower. Abbreviated usage online: Iâm a HSAP and Iâm really into physics, so the poor sucker who signs me on is gonna hear a lot about it when they hand me my iPad!
Medium Support Flag
Medium support:Â Anyone may or may not live independently and doesnât need help with basic living skills, but needs help with other things like cooking, completing some tasks, transportation if unable to drive and assistance for things like grocery shopping. Can be abbreviated online or in writing as MSP for Medium Support Person or MSAP for Medium Support Autistic Person.
Usage in speech: Kevin is a medium support autistic person and needs some assistance to prepare meals and shop for the wood he uses for his carpentry projects. His boyfriend, Max, usually helps him with those. Usage online: Iâm a MSAP and Iâm looking for info about saws. Any fellow auties know whatâs best for cutting oak?
Low Support Flag
Low support:Â Anyone who more often than not lives independently and may only need assistance with minor things like balancing a checkbook, getting started on some tasks like organizing a garage sale or arranging to move from one house to another. Can be abbreviated online or in writing as LSP for Low Support Person or LSAP for Low Support Autistic Person.
Usage in speech: Jesse is a low support autistic person and she only needs help keeping her checkbook balanced. Usage online: Iâm a LSAP and Iâm thinking about moving to Seattle. Whatâs the weather and traffic like there?
Requested by @pronouns-flags, based on this post.
Supportflux Flag
Supportflux:Â Anyone who has a need of support fluctuating over time. Can be abbreviated online or in writing as SFP for SupportFlux Person or SFAP for SupportFlux Autistic Person.
Asked by an anon.
Medi-High Support
Medi-High Support: Anyone who is medium support needs but can't live independently, seems like a combination of medium and high support. Can be abbreviated online or in writing as MHSP for Medi-High Support Person or MHSAP for Medi-High Support Autistic Person.
Coined by @the-mogai-catus.
The symbol and the flag I've made. I changed the symbol because people brought up that it looked like the metis symbol.
Trey Parker and Matt Stone would absolutely be against whatâs happening in Gaza
they hate seeing kids in fences hurt and I do too
and so does Kyle!
IMPORTANT
DON'T STOP TALKING ABOUT PALESTINE
CONTINUE TO USE YOUR VOICES
US, UK, CANADA, AND INTERNATIONAL ACTIONS/RESOURCES:
BOYCOTT COMPANIES SUPPORTING THE GENOCIDE:
[repost from twitter/x]
"I support my neurospicy friends!" people when they meet someone who's autistic in a way that strongly impacts their social functioning instead of just being quirky and awkward
sentences of all time
the way a lot of yâall on this site hear âautismâ and automatically assume whoever is speaking means âlow support needs autismâ is really weird and ableist. sorry it just is
Here's a post for the autistic people who can't relate to the "autism is a difference, not a disability" movement at all. The nonverbal autistic people. The autistic people who need help with basic self care like eating, going to the bathroom, getting dressed and showering. The autistic people who need full-time supervision to stay safe. To the autistic people who can't go places alone or can't go places at all. To the autistic people who can't help having violent meltdowns. To the autistic people who don't understand social interaction at all. To the autistic people who'll never be able to study, work or live alone. To the autistic people who have to follow a very strict routine to function. You're all an important and valuable part of the autistic community. You don't deserve to be ignored, excluded or sacrificed in the name of a more palatable image of what it means to be autistic
i have a disability. more specifically, i have a rare genetic condition called camurati-engelmannâs disease, or CED. it is also known as progressive diaphyseal dysplasia (PDD). it is an extremely rare disorder and only around 300 cases have been reported worldwide.
i figured i would make a post talking about it, in an effort to not only educate others, but to possibly connect with others who suffer from it as well. i apologize for the longer post but please this moment to learn about my disorder.
CED is a skeletal condition that is characterized by abnormally thick bones (hyperostosis) in the arms, legs and skull. the overgrowth in bone causes bone pain, muscle weakness and extreme fatigue. the pain feels like an electric stabbing pain, an ever-increasing pressure sensation around the bones affected, or a constant aching. pain can also occur in joints and they will often lock-up, becoming immobile and stiff. the pain is especially severe during 'flare-ups', which can be unpredictable, exhausting and last anywhere from a few hours to several weeks. this is a common occurrence for us, often causing extensive sleep deprivation from the chronic, severe and disabling pain. when this happens, we are often bedridden or housebound for days or even weeks.
those affected also have an unsteady walk and limp. thickening of the skull can also lead to neurological problems, like hearing loss, vision issues, vertigo and tinnitus. symptoms vary in severity from person to person. there are treatments, however it cannot be cured. pain management is a large aspect of living with this chronic disease.
there is very little awareness and research for CED. rare diseases are severely neglected and overlooked, as are those who suffer and live with them. research is often not considered profitable due to their cost to develop and the limited patient population. major federal funding agencies give preference to research that is likely to have a direct impact on patients.
living with a rare disease is extremely difficult and isolating. it impacts the lives of millions of us and our loved ones worldwide. those of us suffering from rare medical conditions should be entitled to the same quality of treatment as other patients. i am disabled, but i am worth it.
Important Post Please don't scroll
My name is Morgan; I am chronically ill and queer while also living in a small conservative town. I am also without a car. There's only a handful of clinics in this town and I've had repeatedly bad experiences with them due to my chronic illness and being queer. I am unable to get the help I need from them and from the fact the doctors who could help me are in a city I have no way to get to. I need a car.
Please consider checking out my gofundme so I can finally get one and get the help I need.
Even the smallest donation would help.
At least reblog if you can.