I Actually Dont See A Purpose For Myself Anymore

I actually don’t see a purpose for myself anymore

my life is literally the most fun when I’m in my room talking to myself

I’m just going to pretend I didn’t just receive the most gut wrenching piece of information I’ve ever received in my life that will change my trajectory of life and will always cross my mind

WHY AM I ALWAYS THE LAST TO GET OVER EVERYTHING IM GONNA SCREAMGHDHSHNSNSNSJSJJ

having no friends in the cool mysterious way and not in the embarrassing loser way tutorial when

the amount of memories this unlocked….

I kind of get a little irritated at the over use of

“I’m just a girl”

“girl blogging”

“female mindset”

“teenage girl”

“coquette girl female teenager thought daughter”

like idk bruh why are we making gender an aesthetic😞😞