I've Been Obsessed With The Colour Red, Blo0d, Catholic Symbolism, Religious Suffering, Hunger, Human

I've been obsessed with the colour red, blo0d, catholic symbolism, religious suffering, hunger, human weaknesses, mourning, can1bal1sm, st4rving, vampires, pain, the gloomy, silence, old times, candles, harder times, religious stuff. I don't know what it is, but I'm sure there is something wrong about me.

Cecilia Lisbon and her vintage wedding dress might not leave my mind so soon.

I also love their bedroom. It was so... Feminine.

I didn't eat much today. Just a couple of breads, two slices of cake and fruits.

I'm worried that my mum might try to get me to eat. She tried to do it just now.

Oh, dear body. Please, stay strong and deny the weight.

I'm hungry

I just ate more slices of cake... I hate myself.

I feel like there's something wrong with me, but there's nothing I can do about it so I do nothing about it.