Lisbon Sisters - Tumblr Posts
I cried when I turned 15, because I wasnβt as old as lux anymore.
The summer's wild
And I've been waiting for you all this time
I adore you, can't you see, you're meant for me?
Summer's hot but I've been cold without you
I was so wrong not to tell, I'm in regine, tangerine dreams.
Salvatore- Lana del Rey
Only Sofia Coppola could understand me.
By @ch3rrygir1 in pinterest
TTPD
get us while we're hot! get us while we're hot!
so hi. i haven't opened tumblr in like a month as i was away from home for my scholar internship, now i'm back and i don't even know where to start. first of all, i hate my house and my parents, i wish i could go back to vienna every single moment of every day since i've been here. i despise my bedroom, i eat too much, my bed stinks and everything reminds me of depression. today's been the worst so far, i don't even have the strength to wake up or answer some texts. and viennaaaa, oh how i miss the place, and the people. to them, it probably isn't as important, this is just a normal experience a lot of teenagers do, but to me, it was most likely the closest i'll ever be to knowing what it feels like to be alive, to have a group of friends you can laugh with and get high with and to have people who care about you and know you, even if just a little bit. i was alone and i was alright. nothing will ever bring me back to those feelings. feelings my mind has already erased due to how i'm used to this sick place. and i don't want to go back to school, i fear there's no more energy in me to spend another year like the last few ones. always swinging, ranting and raving, feeling like I'm being dragged around. and that one boy...for the first time ever, i felt like i could be interested in someone in a normal way. for the first time, i wasn't obsessive or unnatural, at least not while living through the moment. only he has a girlfriend. and like, who am i fooling? i am able to recognise that i am not his person anyway, and that nothing would have happened even if he hadn't already been with someone because of how i normally act and handle these situations -i don't feel like i deserve to be with someone, I'm firmly sure nobody will ever feel romantic attraction towards me-, the problem is that i don't know how to forget and how to move on from all of the simple, yet special things that have come upon me, as it never happened to me before.
sometimes i just feel like i wanna hang myself
they say i'm wasting time, they say that i'm no good
summer of my life, not doing what i should
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in my soul i am a fawn
I rewatched the virgin suicides yesterday and now I don't know what to watch next cuz nothing compares to the virgin suicides it's literally the best film I've ever watched. If you have any recommendations pls pls pls tell me xoxo
I just found out that my dad has been listening to the virgin suicides soundtrack becuz apparently he's an air fan. I am my father's daughter after all
i'm the sweetest girl in town so why are you so mean?