All You Have To Do Is Actually Praising Me

All you have to do is actually praising me

Loving me

Saying you're proud of me

For giving effort even if I don't want to do it

Not mocking me

Hating on me

Saying that my efforts is nothing

Only because I've been doing it differently than my siblings

I know that I'm just doing it slowly and there isn't much differences

But in my eyes, it looks different

Something that I can be proud of

I look at it and think that I've done a good job

Stop saying my efforts is nothing

I'm trying my best to live up as your child

I know I'm lazy, but you should have encouraged me

I know I'm just overreacting and wanted attention

But it's your fault too

I'm starving

Starving for your touch

Your love

Your praises make me feel happy

I always looking forward to it as a child

But since I getting that bad exam result and starting to act like a 'bratty' teenager

You look at me like I'm just another problem

Problem to be solved

Even if you don't ever asked me about my feelings

All you said is that I'm lazy, selfish and overreacting

IM LIVING FOR YOU

I'm trying to live my life as your child.

Trying to be a decent child that you can say at least one good thing

But you only mocking me when they talked about their child

Lazy, lazy, lazy

All over and over again

You know what?

You can never get your child back

Father.

You can't get your girl back anymore

Mother.

You can't get your daughter back anymore

I can no longer say I'm a father's child or mother's child

I'm neither

You heard me

Neither

Why?

When I'm sad, the only thing that I'm seeking comfort to is my teddy bear

Not you, mother

Not you, father

You both never are my comfort place to vent to

All of my tears are shed because of you

I don't care for a fact that I'm still hugging a bear

You forced me to be like this

You've gone too far at the moment I noticed that

I don't feel anything when you hug me

I don't feel the warmth of it

You're cold

Why can't I feel the love in it?

Why can't I feel it?

I don't care

Mother, father

I don't care that I woke up but doesn't get up from the bed

I don't care that I'm not eating breakfast

I don't care that if I'm eating breakfast but doesn't finish it

I don't care that I go to school without bringing my lunchbox

I don't care that I'm in class but doesn't focusing

I don't care that it's time for lunch but I'm not eating something that can make me feel full

I don't care that I'm home but doesn't greet any of you

I don't care that I'm showering but only wasting the water without doing anything

I don't care that the body soap get to my hair

I don't care that I'm only brushing my teeth but it's not 3 mins yet

I don't care that my hair conditioner doesn't spreading well on my hair

I don't care that you said I look messy wearing my hair down

Stop it. I'm tired.

Hi! I saw you asked someone about tail care and I'm gonna get myself involved by actually answering your question here! <3 Hope u don't mind.

Anyway, there's two possibilities (that I know of) the fur of your tail may be coming off, first, for that to happen your tail most likely is real. I can't see it, so I can't confirm so, but if what's happening is fur falling off, it most likely is real, a fursuit's tail fur shouldn't fall, seams may break, but the fur is fake so it can't fall like real fur does.

The first possibility: The tail you have has very low quality, so the fur falls off or the leather breaks easily.

Inside real tails you'll find a thin piece of leather going through the whole piece, to check its quality you can check the base of the tail and open it softly to see the leather, the stiffer, the worse quality it has (or the older it is).

Poor quality tails are sold mostly within cruel fur farms and Asian shops, also within some bad practice farms in other places. That's why we never recommend you to get tails from these kinds of places, because they abuse their animals and the quality is terrible. They may be cheaper, but it's not worth it.

Another option is for the tail to be old. Leather can get spoiled easily with time, and it may be the reason for some fur falling off. I'd try not to use the tail too much.

Also, please avoid doing the next to the tail:

- Water it, get it into water. DO NOT, leather will break. Real tails should never be gotten in water.

- Brush it excessively. It's just going to add pressure and eventually break the tail more.

- Use it too much. If the tail is breaking, more movement will break it too.

As the other person said you can try to stick the fur back with hot glue, but it won't probably stay there too long and will most likely break again.

Hope this helped honestly<3.

Thank you!! I don't mind anyone answering my question because I obviously didn't know any better </3

I don't really use the tail for anything except for wearing it around the house

Other than that, I keep it hanging behind my door.

To be honest, I'm not sure if there's even a leather inside it, I've checked and it's like basically nonexist.

Anyway, I really appreciate your response.

Have a great day<3 :D

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