Started Watching Dark Yesterday ^^

Started watching Dark yesterday ^^

This gonna take me forever, that right ear alone took 20-30mins... Buut if I finish it, it gonna be one of my best pieces. Hopefully won't lose motivation to do it

Missed my V boy, so good to draw him again 🖤

Yay 3rd frame finished! Cas is so beautiful I can't tell how much I love drawing him <3

I realized that is it hard to keep the same drawing style in whole comic, but whatever, I like how it looks so far. :)

With every piece of Cas I fall in love with him again. Drawing him gives me happiness :')

My heart is melting for his pretty face

My as artist's relationship with fanarts are quite dynamic and not always healthy.

I mean, there are periods when I get so hyped and excited to draw anything that comes to mind related to characters and story I like, and I feel so happy that I can share them to orhers. Getting responses is so amazing, to see that people can experience at least a part of what you did through that drawing is so rewarding, and feels like I found connection. I can feel that fullfillment inside, like you did something meaningful and what you'll be remembered for.

But there are very dull or even dark periods, when I keep thinking "What's the point to draw this or that character and scene? Other artists did it, and did it way better than you. Why bother and create it at all? Nobody cares if you did it or not." These are hard moments for sure. I don't even know if I am worthy part of fandom and it stops giving me joy. I guess I am in that dark place now, and I gave up digital arts for a while to draw something on paper. At least those drawings, maybe they are flawed as there no 'undo' button, at least reminds me that no matter if it pictures someone well or not, it is an artpiece nonetheless, and I created something.

Anyway, for those who had given time to read this, I am just wishing you good day, and if you are an artist and struggle sometimes too, just remember that these uninspiring sad periods, they pass. :)

Just a random dude a drew today