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Very rough sketch of Cas and Gabriel. Went back to thinking about continuing to write my fanfic of Immortal Desires maybe? Here just some thoughts by Gabriel, you might know what I am talking about if you have read the fanfic I was writing. If you didn't and might want to take a look, here is the first part of it. :)
Where one goes, there another follows
.After Cas turning, which went south completely, I fully understood why vampires of Crimson Beech made this rule, which not allows to turn human by a single vampire or inject too much venom. We got out this time, as Lewyn defended me by stating that I was a new vampire and I wasn't properly prepared, but what is going to happen next, how we supposed to control it?..
Me and Cas are connected against our own will, being crazy for each other to do complete nonsense, even risking to reveal ourselves to humans, just to make sure that we are safe. What a paradox, huh? What did we get each other into, I mean, what did I get us into?.. I guess it would have been for the best if I was killed that night back then, when my family died.. But here I am, messing up a turning ritual, and getting this unbreakable bond, which might send to chaos or even demise both vampire clans living in this town.'
Oh Cas, I really missed drawing you <3
And here is version with enhanced colours. Not sure which I prefer more, so I will leave both.
Maybe will draw a comic later. :)
Seriously, why he so beautiful :')
Ah what a pleasure to draw both of them really, beautiful boys. 🖤
With every piece of Cas I fall in love with him again. Drawing him gives me happiness :')
My heart is melting for his pretty face
Yay 3rd frame finished! Cas is so beautiful I can't tell how much I love drawing him <3
I realized that is it hard to keep the same drawing style in whole comic, but whatever, I like how it looks so far. :)
In my mind I completely can see that these two had history some time ago before they met MC.
Some more progress..
Cas and Gabe. In my mind I can perfectly picture these two dating some time ago before they met Parker (MC).
Immortal Desires trio: Cas, Luca and Gabe. This is a gift for lovely @aria-ashryver , who always supports my arts, especially Immortal Desires related ones. Thank you very much, Aria! ❤❤❤
I hope you like it as much as I enjoyed drawing your beautiful boys. ❤
This one is going to be the most complex piece I ever made, but I really want to picture that moment I had for quite a while in my head, that because of unpredictable Gabe's actions Cas turning went wrong.
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Then all of sudden the wave of pain in your body again, when Gabriel’s fangs pierced your wrist. The bite was deep and you could feel a new wave of burning venom flowing into your veins. Though the sensation this time was way sharper, it felt like your whole arm was burning with open flame. You must have gotten way too big dose of vampire’s venom. Veins and tissues around where venom was flowing started to melt, becoming blueish grey colour and instantly turning into rough scar tissue. The pain was agonizing, you were tossing from side to side screaming in pain.
‘AAAAAAH PLEASE! MAKE IT STOP!!!’ you screamed at the top of your lungs. Pain became worse and worse with each moment, Gabriel was still holding your wrist, keeping his fangs sank in your flesh for way too long.
‘NO! Lewyn! Do something!’ you could hear panicked Astoria’s voice.
‘Gabriel! STOP IT! Or I will have to stop you!’ Lewyn was furious, he got next to the altar in the blink of the eye, jumping on Gabriel’s shoulders, trying to knock Gabriel down and rip him off of you. More vampires joined him, trying to help to stop totally uncontrollable young member of the clan. Finally with group effort vampires managed to push Gabriel away, leaving you lay there on the altar barely able to breath or move as every nerve ending was burning. Your vision got blurry and blacked out, but you still could hear voices and sense the panic around in distance.
Far from finished, but I really like how the progress is going 🖤
'Cas turning ritual'
aaaaa finally finished it! :)) From composition's point of view it is really the most complex piece I did so far and I am very happy how it turned out.
In this scene should have been some blood, but I decided that i want to keep this piece 'clean' without blood, while I guess there should be plenty. :D
Well, anyway, I hope you enjoy to see it as much as I enjoyed creating it. There was some experimentation while drawing this piece as there were things I never drew before, and I am very pleased that while 'I have no idea what am I doing' I managed to create this mysterious, a bit dusty, heavy mood just the way I wanted it. :)
I miss Cas and I wanted to sketch him again. This time picturing him with guy mc, when mc is already a vampire and they just enjoy time together. I imagine them as two lovers who like to match their style :D
Not sure anymore, if it looks more Immortal Desires or Twilight :D
How I would die
I can't help it, but lately Twilight teen years nostalgia kicks in (still hard to believe that 15 years passed since movie release), and I want to relive that through Immortal Desires a bit. Was listening to this linked Twilight soundtrack (several Carter Burwell's pieces in a movie with this one included are among my all time favorite soundtracks) while walking in the rain, and thought that I really would like to try to capture the mood of ID first chapter's chase in the woods scene.
Here is very rough initial sketch of this idea I had ;D
Why does Adalhard look at me like that sometimes? Why him touching me annoys me so much? What's that really.. it feels somehow... familiar? Do I really want, or need to know? I am almost sure that some of my memories were wiped out, same as it was done to many Crimson Beech's mortals. It is not usually done for vampires, I am not even sure it is possible. If it was, there must have been a serious reason.
I made this new track, and was thinking which of my arts could illustrate it best. I think this one. :)