Before BG3 Was Fully Released, It Felt Like My Arts Had A Bit Of Noticing, And Now When It Is Full Game

Before BG3 was fully released, it felt like my arts had a bit of noticing, and now when it is full game is there and fandom became at least 5X bigger, it feels like my arts are sinking in the shadows again, together with many of us, and just several lucky or those who were popular artists before gets all the spotlight.. I mean, yeah, I draw mostly because of my own pleasure, but still seeing this, being in a big fandom where you are just sank and invisible, well it doesn't help for self esteem, plus when I have plans to actually become an artist full time and leave sciences behind.. That feeling of being invisible kicks me in a guts and just makes me deeply sad, if I am being honest. :(

Did you play Blades 2?

Hey! thanks for the ask.

No I didn't. Maybe I will after book will be full released. I wonder if it gonna be good till the end.

I wish I could take like 1-2 month break from work to play BG3 all I want and also to finally start drawing big art project related to it I have in mind. I don't know how to manage everything. I am tired, I am frustrated, all I want to do is to do art related things, but they don't pay rent and food and all I get is being tired after work, not wanting to draw, while my head is full of ideas.. how to live really, how to stay sane and act like adult.. seriously, I don't know anymore. :(

Now playing as half elf oathbreaker paladin, though he’s still more-less a good guy. I chose to break the oath for one Astarion’s approval. No regrets at all. :D

This melody came up to my mind today, and somehow those words 'down down down by the river' suited well to the mood. Not sure it actually fits to BG3 vibe, but nonetheless I dedicate it to this wonderful game heh

My high elf warlock Luke and companions he spends most time with while traveling.