I Am Not Sure If It Is A Good Decission I Am About To Do But Time Will Tell - Tumblr Posts

Before BG3 was fully released, it felt like my arts had a bit of noticing, and now when it is full game is there and fandom became at least 5X bigger, it feels like my arts are sinking in the shadows again, together with many of us, and just several lucky or those who were popular artists before gets all the spotlight.. I mean, yeah, I draw mostly because of my own pleasure, but still seeing this, being in a big fandom where you are just sank and invisible, well it doesn't help for self esteem, plus when I have plans to actually become an artist full time and leave sciences behind.. That feeling of being invisible kicks me in a guts and just makes me deeply sad, if I am being honest. :(