Not Sure Anymore, If It Looks More Immortal Desires Or Twilight :D

Not sure anymore, if it looks more Immortal Desires or Twilight :D

Immortal Desires trio: Cas, Luca and Gabe. This is a gift for lovely @aria-ashryver , who always supports my arts, especially Immortal Desires related ones. Thank you very much, Aria! ❤❤❤

I hope you like it as much as I enjoyed drawing your beautiful boys. ❤

A song called 'Skin'. Recording from June, it was our band's Vėsu first performance for small 5 friends' audience. There are 4 members in a band, but our bassist is not visible because of video's square format cropping. :/

If you'd like, check bandcamp for more songs. :)

This one is going to be the most complex piece I ever made, but I really want to picture that moment I had for quite a while in my head, that because of unpredictable Gabe's actions Cas turning went wrong.

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Then all of sudden the wave of pain in your body again, when Gabriel’s fangs pierced your wrist. The bite was deep and you could feel a new wave of burning venom flowing into your veins. Though the sensation this time was way sharper, it felt like your whole arm was burning with open flame. You must have gotten way too big dose of vampire’s venom. Veins and tissues around where venom was flowing started to melt, becoming blueish grey colour and instantly turning into rough scar tissue. The pain was agonizing, you were tossing from side to side screaming in pain.

‘AAAAAAH PLEASE! MAKE IT STOP!!!’ you screamed at the top of your lungs. Pain became worse and worse with each moment, Gabriel was still holding your wrist, keeping his fangs sank in your flesh for way too long.

‘NO! Lewyn! Do something!’ you could hear panicked Astoria’s voice.

‘Gabriel! STOP IT! Or I will have to stop you!’ Lewyn was furious, he got next to the altar in the blink of the eye, jumping on Gabriel’s shoulders, trying to knock Gabriel down and rip him off of you. More vampires joined him, trying to help to stop totally uncontrollable young member of the clan. Finally with group effort vampires managed to push Gabriel away, leaving you lay there on the altar barely able to breath or move as every nerve ending was burning. Your vision got blurry and blacked out, but you still could hear voices and sense the panic around in distance.

A song for a fool, I mean for myself or someone wasting time for things that do a lot of inner damage and makes you feel like you worth so little, that you just lose motivation to do anything. I guess many of us goes through this and I just want you to wish to get out of that comparing, like some others are perfect and you are nothing. You are worth great things, not self hate. Also, chorus part is more about reminding not to waste time for people who doesn't worth out time.

I listened to this 6 hours straight and I am not even sure it is good or bad, or whatever. It is not perfect, but it is done and it went straight from my heart. Anyway, I hope you like it, thanks in advance for those who gonna listen. :)

Lyrics: VERSE1 Time passes no progress. Just sadness all goes to waste. What's your problem? Why feet so heavy? Why you so sleepy, when you gotta do some shit? CHORUS Stop bleeding, stop bleeding your heart Stop pleading, it doesn't worth your time

VERSE2 Eyes on mirrors, wish you had face Of some strangers look like angels Feeling empty, feeling worthless What's this nonsense? You do not deserve self hate.

CHORUS

How I would die

I can't help it, but lately Twilight teen years nostalgia kicks in (still hard to believe that 15 years passed since movie release), and I want to relive that through Immortal Desires a bit. Was listening to this linked Twilight soundtrack (several Carter Burwell's pieces in a movie with this one included are among my all time favorite soundtracks) while walking in the rain, and thought that I really would like to try to capture the mood of ID first chapter's chase in the woods scene.

Here is very rough initial sketch of this idea I had ;D