Recoverys A Bit Of A Fallacy Because Theres Not Really An End Date Where You Get To Say, Oh, Im A Hundred

❛   recovery’s a bit of a   fallacy   because there’s not really an end date where you get to say,  oh,  I’m a hundred percent better now.  you just have to take things one day at a time and eventually it’s just part of the routine.  but right now?  I’m fantastic.  I have my career and a really amazing support system. I’m one of the lucky ones.   ❜

and there’s something about his earnestness that really makes you believe it.

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I’m gonna work on metas and jam to britney but feel free to hmu on d.iscord @ blythe [ jill valentine stan ]#4243 💖

𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒  𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐒  𝐎𝐅  𝐉𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐀𝐍  𝐑𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐘.        PERSONALS  DO  NOT  INTERACT,  MUTUALS  MAY  REBLOG.

also while I’m on my soapbox I’m gonna say it because it’s been wearing on me for quite some time: I’ve noticed a lot over the past few months that people will completely ignore me when it comes to plotting when I’ve made it clear that I won’t insta-ship with jordan and would rather test out platonic dynamics first, and will ignore any ideas I present, and I just have to emphasize how absolutely disheartening that is. and how insulting the amount of people who have offered me their male muses with the intent to “fix” jordan is.

i’ve  been  watching  mila  tequila  videos  while  working  on  this  meta  ( of  which  is  going  to  be  longer  than  my  actual  bio  good  god )  and  1.  highly  recommend  them  if  you  like  video  essays  about  pop  culture  in  the  aughts;  2.  she  uses  the  drama  effect  sound  in  one  of  them  and  now  i’m  watching  a  tiktok  compilation  and  thinking  about  jordan  and  nick  making  a  bunch  of  these  in  college

looking  forward  to  destroying  everyone  ( mostly myself )