Me @ The One Dragonkin Neuvilette Oneshot I Have Brewing In The Background Of My Brain

me @ the one dragonkin Neuvilette oneshot I have brewing in the background of my brain

posting niche fic on ao3 is like releasing a small creature into the wild and hoping it survives and finds sustenance

Loki: god of foreshadowing

Bold can be skipped if you know me from my main since you likely already know this: My mom and I are both witches. We work with Loki, amongst other deities, and most of our deities prefer what I call "direct communication." AKA we get thoughts that aren't our own, words, images, that sort of thing, and we know it's them. This is important context.

So, Loki has been emphasizing a theme of shapeshifting in my + my mother's life lately. Like, we'll be talking about something, and whenever they can one of us will get this quiet "shapeshiftiiiiiiiing" stage whisper in our heads. Sometimes we'll both pick it up, but usually it's whoever it's relevant to most at the moment.

The thing about this is... uh... we figured out why.

Long story short, turns out my mom is otherkin too. She's a polymorph, but specifically a gryphon. (Not sure if she's more of a gryphon who shapeshifts, or a polymorph who's got a few favorite forms and one of them is a gryphon. I keep forgetting to clarify.)

But wait, there's more! /ref I don't have a single draconic form. In fact, whereas I thought I had one and then maybe two (one for land and one for the ocean) I... probably basically had a bunch of traits to pick and choose from as I so pleased. Mix and match. Also, mimicry. Like a cuddlefish or octopus. The reason that I have (privately, I haven't posted about it) been struggling to figure out what my draconic form looked like is because... well, there's no one answer. It looked like whatever the fuck I wanted it to look like.

So yeah. UPG, Loki is now the god of foreshadowing to me.

So I tried to reblog this a bit ago and it didn't work, which was lucky bc I forgot I was logged onto my main (where I am much less open about being otherkin.) What I intended to say was:

On one hand the last thing I want to be is scary, but something deeply draconic in me absolutely agrees. Yes, I am the creature of the deep, I want to be acknowledged as that!!

And I went on a fun little ramble in the tags, because I so desperately want to build up a wardrobe of clothes I've made/found/bought that make people do a double take when they see me not because I'm pretty but because "what is THAT THING and how the fuck did it crawl its way outta the ocean???"

Thing is. Uh. The reason that's not in the tags in this post like it was in the original draft is because I immediately sort of froze, because I just called myself "it" and didn't even notice because it felt right. I'll make a proper post on it later, probably, as well as post it to my main, but uh...

Yeah this post caused a pronoun crisis (/hj /pos) OP if you see this I hope this amuses you XD

I NEED to look like I need to say "don't be afraid" when someone perceives me ohmygod I NEED to be perceived the way I want to be perceived

Adult otherkin/alterhumans pspspspspsps my mom has Tumblr now but she's an adult (old enough to have a 20 yr old son) and a lot of the otherkin community are minors. Bonus points if ur polymorph/gryphon/angel kin but absolutely any otherkin can interact. This isn't reblog bait; replies and likes will also be taken into account if you don't feel comfortable reblogging!

you are a huge as fuck dragon don't worry ever You can just crush shit

this is the best and most right anon ever. you ARE right i AM a huge as fuck dragon *kicks down an entire house

IT'S ME!!

Turtle and his nine million brothers

Turtle the Fergle

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