Me @ The One Dragonkin Neuvilette Oneshot I Have Brewing In The Background Of My Brain

me @ the one dragonkin Neuvilette oneshot I have brewing in the background of my brain

posting niche fic on ao3 is like releasing a small creature into the wild and hoping it survives and finds sustenance

t-rex hands? no. i do dragon hands.

love being alterhuman :] love being otherkin inlove beast a CRITTER!!! i am just a guy who crawled out of the swamp that everyone just accepts. its great.

okay but Prev's tags (the specific one is on this post) literally has motivated me to maybe attempt to draw my ugly-ass dragon so. thanks for that I'll update if I ever do XD

More AI art complaints

Ok, so now that I have been looking for decor for when I eventually move out and when I looked up dragon stuff, I keep finding AI generated stuff on Amazon. It pisses me off for multiple reasons! These AI generated dragon items are disgusting, ugly and unethical!

Now, to my fellow dragons, let me tell you how I identify AI generated dragons

Inconsistent number of wing fingers. Above is a dragon who has 6 wing fingers on one wing while they have only three on the other

2. Asymmetrical horns, this one is usually the biggest dead give away due to the head being the main focus. Usually the horns aren't even, not to bash dragons who have horn defects, but as seen above this dragon is also growing an extra horn, which might not be healthy. In addition the ear fin is completely missing on the other side of the head

3. Weird anatomy, as you can see the hind legs have weird proportions and one of the front talons has an extra talon, as well as the wings not being a consistent size. This can also include weird uneven scales

Just wanted to offer a talon out to help my fellow dragons, this makes finding dragon decor hard for us since the otherkin and therian communities also tie into art communities, and seeing our art being eaten up and spat out like this is upsetting. Support artists, only by from artists, avoid amazon for dragon paintings and screw AI

OH MY HEART I genuinely adore this. This might have actually helped me with motivation to walk more.

yesterday i was feeling so anxious, panicked even, pacing around my room and negative stimming like crazy. i hadnt left the house in almost 48 hours.

today i went outside for a while, touched some grass, felt the wind on my wings. and i feel fine now.

this is what happens when you lock a wild animal in a cage. it goes mad.

So I tried to reblog this a bit ago and it didn't work, which was lucky bc I forgot I was logged onto my main (where I am much less open about being otherkin.) What I intended to say was:

On one hand the last thing I want to be is scary, but something deeply draconic in me absolutely agrees. Yes, I am the creature of the deep, I want to be acknowledged as that!!

And I went on a fun little ramble in the tags, because I so desperately want to build up a wardrobe of clothes I've made/found/bought that make people do a double take when they see me not because I'm pretty but because "what is THAT THING and how the fuck did it crawl its way outta the ocean???"

Thing is. Uh. The reason that's not in the tags in this post like it was in the original draft is because I immediately sort of froze, because I just called myself "it" and didn't even notice because it felt right. I'll make a proper post on it later, probably, as well as post it to my main, but uh...

Yeah this post caused a pronoun crisis (/hj /pos) OP if you see this I hope this amuses you XD

I NEED to look like I need to say "don't be afraid" when someone perceives me ohmygod I NEED to be perceived the way I want to be perceived