Ive Imprinted Of Aizawa As A Father Figure SO HARD That Sometimes When Im Really Tired And Emotionally

I’ve imprinted of aizawa as a father figure SO HARD that sometimes when I’m really tired and emotionally wrecked I think “ maybe I should talk to dad about this?” Then realize that he’s no a real person. Don’t get me wrong I love my irl dad but that man wouldn’t know how to do deal with emotions. I love him but he’s why I’m emotionally constipated. (My mom too. Just because I’m open with her doesn’t mean she’s not at fault) anyway I might get a psych evaluation for my b-day.

Do you ever fall for someone to realize that even if they did like you back it will never last long?

In the moment you can be the happiest and most in love with each other but when you look into the future it won’t last. The core incompatibilities run so deep that you know the relationship is doomed from the beginning.

What do you do then? Do you try to avoid the heartbreak of a near future or continue to love in the present? Do you continue to hold each and laugh in todays sun, risking to grow cold in tomorrows shade?

For this I have no answer. Love and let love until you can no longer love anymore.

For someone so homophobic Stephen king lived to write about men’s 👀 ya know. And a lot of bathroom scenes. Like damn.

Fuck man I really want a buttered croissant rn. I have a croissant but my mom also likes croissant and I don’t wanna get out of bed. I’m gonna have to fight her for it. A battle to the death!

My mentality of “it’s for character development” is really gonna put me in a mental hospital... but the character development..

Am I really going to put Michael Afton on my kin list… is that what I’m really about to do? Was Sunny/Omori not enough for me?