I Think Of That Boy I Was Friends With In Elementary School, We Would Play Tag In The Field, Handball,

i think of that boy i was friends with in elementary school, we would play tag in the field, handball, tetherball. we’d go to the park after school and explore behind the acre of grass. we grew up together, i watched you get taller than me, the different haircuts and colors. i watched you join your first school sport, you watched me get braces, we watched movies together in science. then we kept growing, i was becoming a woman while you became a man. suddenly it was weird to go to the park together, the summer before high school started it wasn’t, we’d walk around and sit on the swings for hours. we stopped hanging out after school. we were still friends but your new friends weren’t very nice, you laughed when they were mean to me. i cried to you about what they said once, you told me i was being dramatic. i’m a woman and you’re a man. i can’t believe i didn’t see it before. i should’ve known who you’d become.

kinda weird to me that everyone LOVESSSS pedro pascal now but hated him after the face reveal in mandalorian. like hes tiktoks fav rn but when he took the mando mask off everyone was calling him ugly n saying they were disappointed.

suits being put on netflix is actually the best thing to happen to me this week

and what if he was happy!!!

i love them sm

ep 59, my beloved

a very random way i know i loved someone is if i remember the layout of their house. i can walk around your house in my brain still, because i loved you. i remember the curve of your steps and how it felt to stand in your kitchen. i know what it felt like to look down to the second floor from the top of your stairs. i remember what color pink your room was. i remember running up the steps into your room. i remember this because i loved you, because a part of me still thinks i need to know, incase i ever end up going back.