I Have A Mix Of Both Worlds

I have a mix of both worlds

And then I go ahead and write it

me, a writer, at 3am: WHAT? I CANT FIND THE SPECIFIC FANFIC THAT I MADE UP IN MY MIND WITH A WHOLE PLOT AND ORIGINAL CHARACTERS??? WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE??? DO THEY EXPECT ME TO WRITE THE STORY I THOUGHT UP OF???

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Pairing : yuta x female reader

Summary: whereas siren y/n doesn't know saving the life of a drowning man could lead to love, love that might lead her to do crazy things, give up her life even.

Warnings: mention of suicide, blood, gore minor and major character death, implied sex (no actual smut)

Word count : 5,628 words ( I know it's short)

a/n: this is my first time writing on Tumblr so it might be sloppy, sorry.

Murmuring could be heard within the crowded tavern where yuta sat having his nightly beer and dinner "didn't ya hear? Another man's body was found by the seashore last night" "what!!? Thats the 6th time this month".

Yuta huffed as he drank his beer already feeling a headache forming " another one john" he asked the tavern owner who prepared it and slid it over to him quickly chugging it down he slammed the glass on the counter and placed some coins beside it taking his coat from the rack he walked out.

He wasn't in the best state right now due to the alcohol in his body which made him walk with long strides not thinking at all about as to where he was headed he found himself by the seashore.

He faced the sea with vision so blurry he could barely make out what he was seeing he threw his coat on the sand and took off his shirt not caring about the fact that the night was chilly due to winter nearing.

With wobbly steps, he got in the water with every step he went deeper and deeper until he couldn't feel the wet sand beneath his feet he exhaled a shaky breath as he swam a bit far.

he could feel the cold settling in on his skin.

He was completely oblivious to the peering eyes of another that stared curiously at the young man who dared swim so late despite knowing about the taboo that surrounded the sea.

Y/n could only watch with those eyes of hers which were both curious and alarmed, after all, no human ever liked sirens, killing them in cold blood if one was to ever find or stumble across one.

She had seen it all, from the day she was born she had witnessed the population of her people decreasing each year it hadn't mattered where they went and settled, after all, the beautiful creatures weren't to be admired but feared.

Not what they thought themselves, no it was quite the opposite. sirens would grow up learning about the creatures that roamed the land called humans which were like them in many ways but they had differences which set them oh so greatly apart.

Sirens are very intelligent beings they can master any language the humans speak but they do have their language which can only be spoken by communicating through their minds which is one of their many unique gifts.

Their appearances aren't the only beautiful thing about them though they have richly enchanting voices, the same voices the humans fear so greatly but always seem to be attracted to it somehow.

And when the siren stops singing it is like a spell being broken and the human finally realises what it is witnessing somehow the simple act of singing close to the shore ends in a bloodbath sometimes the human is the dead one but most times the siren is the one who gives up the fight as it accepts it's faith.

So all y/n did was watch at first, she watched as yuta closed his eyes and stopped moving as he spread out his arms. Like that he sank into the deep sea and finally she realised what she was witnessing wasn't just a simple midnight swim.

Still cautious she swam close to the sinking man who had his eyes closed, she got close to him, and by doing so she could finally see him. and she found herself being entranced by his beauty.

Oh so gently she touched his face, by doing so she felt his emotions which were too strong for her to hold onto him so reluctant she retreated her hand before he ran out of oxygen she decided to save him.

So she gently hugged him and swam upwards and straight to the shore she went, she laid his body down on the sand as he spluttered out water but still lay unconscious, he had somehow regained his consciousness and opened his eyes still in a daze.

That caused the siren to panic as she decided to erase his memories, to do so she had to do one thing she knew was inevitable, so, she kissed him.

Yuta felt something soft yet moist graze his lips, he could make out the blurry figure of a woman with long flowing hair but before his vision could clear she was gone.

Leaving him there alone. When yuta gained his full consciousness it was morning, he looked around and found his discarded shirt and coat he quickly put them on.

He felt a sharp pain in his head which he dismissed as a hangover, grumbling he went to his house which he didn't consider home. After all the only person he shared it with didn't allow it to feel like a home to yuta, not after his mother died that is.

When he got into his house he was faced with the maids all scrambling around as he sighed trying to sneak past his father and father's hunter mates, he never really liked his family's business.

He believed hunting sirens wasn't right because they did have the same heart that humans had thus that should be considered murder not hunting thus his father was left disappointed with his only son who didn't follow in his footsteps as the best siren hunter to exist.

"And where do ya think you are going, young man!!" Came in his booming voice as yuta sighed turning around halfway on the stairs "to my room, sir" he replied through clenched teeth as his father scoffed "not after staying out all night you aren't" he yelled as yuta could only roll his eyes.

Not letting him continue his lecture yuta was already familiar with the continued walking up the stairs he could still very clearly hear his father's loud voice "you're just like your mother, WEAK AND USELESS" yuta could only clench his fist as he slammed his door harshly, the wood cracked making the sound echo throughout the long hallway.

It was the next day and yuta wanted to visit the seashore again, so thats what he did. He stood feet dunked into the wet sand as he thought about the previous day.

He recalled wanting to drink that very night due to it being his mother's death anniversary, but he didn't know getting drunk would end up with him almost drowning.

He gasped as he saw a beautiful tail splash in the distance, deciding to follow where the creature was headed it led him to the cave near the seashore.

And their yuta saw the most beautiful woman he had ever seen, he approached her to see her better but halted as he bore her start to sing.

Somehow he found himself being lulled toward the woman, not realising that there was a seashell in his way he stepped on it and made it crunch which halted the siren's singing as she dove into the water.

"Wait!!" He yelled as he slowly approached the shaking siren "I don't mean any harm I swear" he stood a few feet away from her as she looked at him as recognition settled in her irises.

"I feel like I've seen you before" he spoke more to himself than her as she furrowed her eyebrows not expecting him to say that "tha-that can't be, I erased your memories of last night" she whisper yelled as yuta looked at her confused.

"What do you mean erased my memories?!!, you do know me then!!" He stated firmly as y/n sighed finally sitting back on the rock still remotely cautious around the young man.

"I saved you last night" she spoke staring at him deeply as yuta let out an "oh" scratching his head "thank you, I guess?" He was conflicted between being thankful that he was alive or being upset that he was.

"Why are you not happy?" She questioned tilting her head as she looked at him curiously he sighed sitting down on the sand "I honestly don't have a reason to be thankful that i'm alive " "I believe you're alive because you deserve to be, and maybe you just haven't fulfilled your purpose of being born" she splashed her tail as a few droplets touched yuta's face making him close his eyes.

"You have a very beautiful tail" he complimented but realised how ridiculous it must sound to a possible fish with a human's upper torso but he snapped out of it hearing her laugh softly "thank you, to be honest, I don't have the most beautiful tail in my family that's why i'm considered the least attractive" and that had yuta gaping in surprise and disbelief "you are so beautiful i'm having a hard time believing that" and that earned him another soft laugh from the siren as he too couldn't help but grin.

"What's your name handsome?" The endearing term had yuta's ears turning red as he coughed "yuta" he replied as she repeated "yuta~ you have a very unique name" she spoke, "and what might yours be?" She hummed "well in the sea i'm called ianthe but I prefer to be called y/n" "y/n is such a beautiful name".

The two talked for what felt like hours but was only a few minutes but their attention went to a nearby commotion that indicated someone was coming, before yuta could say goodbye y/n had already dove into the water and was gone within seconds as yuta sighed in relief.

It had become a routine for yuta to visit the small cave by the seashore and somehow she'd be there too as if she came to the rural cave in hopes of seeing him too. Just the thought of her feeling the same want to see him just as much as he wanted to see her sent his heart ablaze.

The two had gotten to know each other better, it would go like this, yuta would tell her about the land of his kind and she'd tell him about the sea of hers.

They both felt the same thing for each other, feeling comfortable in one another's presence the two couldn't help but fall for each other but somehow none of them told the other that.

Y/n hummed as she stared at the night sky " you know when I was younger my mother would tell me that the stars over there were me and her" he spoke as y/n gazed at the stars he was pointing at with such warmth in his eyes.

It had always been like this whenever he talked about his mother he'd have the softest of smile on his lips but whenever she'd inquire about his father he'd grumble and change the topic so she had stopped pushing for answers taking it as he didn't like talking about him.

"But look there's a new star between them" she gasped pointing as yuta too couldn't help but gasp as he realised what he was seeing "could it be..." "Could it be what yuta?" "... Nevermind" once again he brushed the thought aside as he grazed at her as her eyes twinkled under the moonlight.

"No y/n you're not getting it you can't be falling for him he's a human and you're a siren" "but irene you don't get it!!, he makes me feel like we aren't so different after all" she begged for her sister to hear her pleas as irene could only sigh as she stared at her younger sister.

"You know what happens when a siren falls for a human right?" Y/n nodded as she bit her lip "if the human doesn't reciprocate the siren's feelings... The siren's heart stops beating with time as the heartbreak is too much for the fragile heart of a siren" she repeated the same words she had heard growing up, over and over her sister had repeated the same words to her until she had memorised the way she had spoken too.

Irene felt her chest tighten seeing the distraught look on her younger sister's face "here take this" she said taking off her necklace as she put it around y/n's neck who gapped at her sister "b-but it's mother's-" "well now it's yours, I can't stop you from seeing that boy now can I? Might as well let you in on the family secret, baby ,what you have around your neck isn't just some random necklace, it's a family heirloom which every mother passes on to her daughter which i'm giving to you seeing as you need it more than me it is charmed by a very powerful sea witch who made it so whichever siren wore it could transform her tail for leg's if she set foot on land".

By the end of her sister's rant, y/n could only laugh in joy as she hugged her sister who smiled patting her back.

With that y/n swam to the seashore being more than excited.

Yuta once again came to the cave hoping to find y/n there but seeing as she wasn't there he became both worried and confused a nearby splash snapped his attention towards it as he sighed walking towards her.

"I thought something happened to you" he pouted sitting down on the sand as she giggled sitting on the rock with her tail still dunked in the water " aww you were worried about me" she cooed reaching for him like how one would do for a baby as he grumbled swatting her hand.

"Stop that, I was going to board a ship to look for you if I had to" that caused y/n to stop laughing as she felt her heart squeeze "what's that around your neck, it's really pretty" he questioned as y/n subconsciously fiddled with the necklace humming.

"Well this is a family heirloom, my sister gave it to me" she gushed proudly as yuta could only chuckle at her cuteness "that's nice" "that's not it!! She said it can give me legs if I step on land" now yuta looked at her curiously as she smiled widely "that's such bull- you're fucking with me" he narrowed his eyes at her as she pouted.

"Come on, my sister wouldn't lie to me let's test it out ok" yuta shrugged as he stood up with that she took her tail out of the water as she stood up feeling the sand on her tail yuta who had been staring at her face so far due to finally being able to be almost the same level as she gasped as y/n screamed falling on her ass.

Crimson faced yuta and looked away as the siren-turned-human girl tried to crawl back into the water panicking she cried as yuta too panicked "what is it!!- NO god you're naked" "yuta shut up and help me" she cried out making yuta turn around as she screamed, "you dimwit close your eyes and help me in the water" and so he did he extended his hands as she grabbed them making him pull her up.

He walked her backwards as she finally fell into the water did her tail reappear "you can look now" she spoke up in a small voice that was barely above a whisper as yuta exhaled turning around "well, now we know that isn't a lie, but, we have a bit of a situation here if you want to walk around the town with me you must have cloths" y/n could only sigh nodding.

"You wait here i'll go and fetch you some clothes" he grumbled stomping away as the image was still fresh in his mind he slapped himself "stop thinking about it you sick pervert"  he walked into the market and spotted a clothes shop quickly he went in and grabbed whatever dress and boots he could get his hands upon, not forgetting a corset and undergarment's which had to stop himself from staring at.

Finally, he had come back to the cave "I thought you weren't going to come to see me again" she let out cursing herself mentally for speaking before thinking.

"What! No !! I would never do that I've gotten too used to seeing you every day to suddenly quit" he stated as he put down the clothes "now, do you know how to put these on?" "Well yeah, obviously i'm not dumb I've seen the human women wearing them" she grumbled taking the clothes "well?!! Turn around you pervert" she scolded as yuta rolled his eyes.

After a few minutes of her struggling and him kicking rocks did he finally hear her say something other than cuss words "how do I even tighten this thing" she whined making yuta turn around to find her struggling with the corset "I can help you tie it if you want"  without a word she turned around indicating for him to approach her.

Which he did and as his hands touched her clothed back she inhaled sharply as she could feel his body heat radiate off him due to her being cold from just getting out of the water.

"Done!" He spoke making her turn around smiling "how do I look?" She questioned "you look ... Beautiful" he let out in a breathy tone which had her cheeks heating up "let's go then" she spoke enthusiastically making yuta smile as he took her hand in his.

Hand in hand the two walked around the town as yuta showed her everything from shops to homes and seeing her get mesmerised by such mediocre things only made him realise that maybe he did have a reason to live on if she was in his life.

"And this is a clothes shop, I bought your clothes from here" he smiled as y/n got excited she skimmed through the clothes and found a beautiful hat which caught her attention, she put it on and looked in the mirror.

"This is so pretty" she whispered admiring herself in the mirror as yuta couldn't help but stare with a lovesick grin on his face "do you like it?" He questioned as she only nodded in response with an unfaltering grin which made him make up his mind.

"How much for the beautiful hat?" He quickly paid for the hat and took her by the hand "come on I want to show you my favourite place in this town" caught off guard she could only let him lead her along.

"How much longer do we have to walk" she whined feeling her feet almost give out on her "just a little bit more we're almost there" "how do you humans even walk on these things they're practically useless" she huffed "I give up I can't do much of this walking" with that she sat down on a rock making yuta sigh.

"Get up!" He demanded making her whine like a child "no my feet hurt" "y/n get up please"  he pleaded as she gave in and stood up but as soon as she did yuta quickly hooked his hands under her legs and arms and carried her making her yelp clinging on to him.

"What are you doing" she whined which only made him roll his eyes "what does it look like i'm doing? i'm carrying you up the hill of course" he spoke matter of factly while walking  "won't you get tired though" she questioned as worry filled her eyes.

"Do you think i'm too frail to carry you?" He inquired raising his brow down at her as she could only splutter out incoherencies "that's what I thought" he grinned cockily as it was now her turn to roll her eyes.

"And we're here" he gently let her down as she looked around the hill as the sun was setting "this is so beautiful" she let out in awe of the view which showed the setting sun over the town and sea.

The setting sun made her look even more beautiful than yuta had found her since he saw her when she turned around to look at him he was already looking at her with those eyes, those warm beautiful eyes of his that made her heart skip a beat or maybe even two, after all, who even keeps count.

Subconsciously they both got closer and closer until there wasn't space between them "y/n" he whispered as she looked into his softening gaze "yuta" she let out just as softly and with that, they kissed as the moon rose and the sun set fully.

The kiss spoke words they were both dying to say, maybe it even gave them the courage to finally say them out loud to the other.

Hands tangled in his hair she kissed him back with the same passion, the two broke apart when they found themselves at a loss of breath.

"I think, no, I love you y/n and I am certain because I have never felt this way about anyone. You make me realise that maybe life can be beautiful if it's spent with the right person" he took her face in his hands as she looked at him with tears welling in her eyes.

"I love you too yuta, so much," she replied as tears finally escaped her eyes he chuckled wiping them away as he hugged her close "I was afraid, I thought you wouldn't feel the same, and that I would die from heartbreak" she whispered against his chest as he put his chin on top of her hear.

"What do you mean to die from heartbreak?" He questioned pulling away "when a siren falls in love with a human they put their heart at their mercy to do whatever they want, and rejection ends in it stopping beating"  she explained as yuta felt his heart drop. "God that's... It's so unfair I could never do that to you" he whispered as he sat down on the grass patting the space beside him for her to sit.

Soon the two found themselves laying down on the grass as they gazed up at the stars pointing out the patterns and talking the evening away.

"It's too late don't you think?" He questioned as y/n nodded feeling herself get hungry "let's go to the tavern to eat something" he extended his hand and she took it making him hoist her up.

Soon the two found themselves in the tavern yuta usually went to "this is bread and this is soup" he explained and even demonstrated how it was to be eaten which she caught onto in no time soon they both ate enjoying each other's presence.

"Do you want to try the beer?" "Beer? What's that?" She questioned feeling curious" one beer please john" he ordered as the tavern owner put it on his table "this is beer, it's a drink that we enjoy after a long day" he gestured for her to take a sip which she did and the face she made had him chortling.

"Yuck!!, you drink this willingly? It tastes awful" she gagged pushing it towards him as he only laughed ruffling her hair "it's your first time that's why you hate it, maybe you'd like wine more" quickly downing the glass he paid the tavern owner "can I book a room?" The owner nodded giving him the keys which yuta gave him a small pouch containing coins not caring about how much he had given away.

He bought her inside the room "and since I can't bring you to my house I hope you'd settle here instead" he scratched the back of his head as y/n shrugged.

"I don't mind, but, I was uh... Kinda hoping you'd stay the night with me" she found her face heating up as she looked at yuta's face which was unreadable at that moment she was about to take the simple request back but ate her words back up hearing him, "Okay, i'll stay".

That's how they both found themselves in the same bed as they lay facing each other " aren't you gonna sleep?" He questioned as she hummed "I don't really feel sleepy" she spoke honestly yuta got close to her face as they stared deeply into each other's eyes without another word being exchanged they found their lips against one another, unlike their first kiss this one was more firey, more passionate, perhaps even lustful.

"Push me away if you don't want this" he whispered as grazed his lips down her neck causing her breath to get caught up in her throat. Feeling him tug at the knot of her dress did she finally release a breath as he undid her dress.

Helping her take it off he finally got the chance to admire her.

Some days went by just like that, they both found themselves falling in love with each other more and more every day but y/n wanted to visit her sister missing her dearly which yuta didn't mind as he bid her goodbye with a kiss "don't forget to come back tomorrow or i'll have to go searching for you, and I mean it this time" he pouted as she laughed pecking him "don't be a baby, of course, i'll come back make sure to bring me cloths to wear okay" he nodded as she dove in the water.

What y/n didn't notice while swimming was that a nearby sailor had seen her and now was on his way to inform the siren hunter who was none other than mr.Nakamoto who was busy doing wood carvings for portrait frames.

"Master!!!" He came in panting as mr Nakamoto stopped the hammer mid-air "kihyun? what is it why are you barging in like some lunatic" he tsked eying the dishevelled man.

"I spotted a siren!!" He spoke catching his breath as soon as the word 'siren' had left the man's mouth it had quipped mr Nakamoto's attention as he hummed urging the man called kihyun to continue.

"And it wasn't just any ordinary siren, it was ianthe" now mr Nakamoto had completely abandoned his carving work as he quickly cleaned his hands with a towel "take me where you exactly spotted her" he demanded firmly as the man nodded already feeling the amount of gold he would receive for this rare discovery.

"I saw her here, master" he pointed out as the stern man looked around the seashore "I believe it's time we go on a hunt boys" he smirked as his ship crew cheered finally getting to hunt after a long time.

Yuta who had followed his father due to him always bringing his son along even though yuta had greatly shown no interest in the family business.

"My son will throw the harpoon" he laughed while firmly grasping yuta's shoulder as a warning which yuta chuckled along fakely as his heart twisted in worry.

The next day they had all boarded the ship as mr Nakamoto looked through his telescope trying to spot any signs of the siren yuta could only hope irene would keep her with her longer.

"What's that?! " questioned one of the huntsmen as they spotted a turtle struggling in a fishing net "looks like a turtle, we aren't here to fish people we're here to hunt and I best not find any of yall messing this up" spoke yuta's father voice booming as the whole ship of men saluted.

"...is that?!!" Yelled kihyun as he spotted a beautiful purple tail in a distance nearing the flailing turtle yuta's father pushed him aside snatching the telescope from him as he too looked at what he was seeing as a wry smile found its way to his face.

"Ya'r got that right it's her" he spoke spotting y/n try and help the poor turtle finally succeeding she helped the turtle getaway.

"Alright crew, get your harpoons ready, but, do not forget that yuta is the first one who gets to throw his" he instructed as he gave yuta a harpoon making his heart drop.

Not knowing what to do he decided to do what any insane person would do, he threw the harpoon beside her aiming for it to only scare and alert her which it did as she frantically looked around spotting the huge ship as she widened her eyes.

"ALRIGHT SHE'S ALARMED DO NOT WASTE TIME CHARGE AT HER AT FULL FORCE" he yelled making the whole ship of men to ready for their harpoons to aim at them.

Yuta didn't think twice before he snatched a huntsman's harpoon quickly impaling him with it.

Next thing he knew the whole ship broke out into chaos as the huntsmen got against yuta who had already charged at another man at full force successfully impaling him making the man drop dead with blood coming out of his mouth.

"HE'S TRYING TO PROTECT THAT WRETCHED MONSTER!!" yelled kihyun as yuta's father could only watch everything unfold, after all, he was never as fond of his son due to him having his mother's heart.

"Fuck it," yuta thought as he jumped off the ship trying to swim to the seashore with the men constantly throwing harpoons at him and now they had armed themselves with bows and arrows and were shooting at him causing yuta to duck under the water.

Y/n who had been staying down all that while because of fear saw what was happening due to her heightened vision and spotted yuta who had dove into the water.

Finally, she rose above to the surface as yuta did too, unaware of the coming arrow that was aimed straight in the middle of his chest y/n quickly swam in his direction and somehow she reached him on time not thinking twice before hugging him from the front as the arrow went straight through her back and stuck out her chest making her to slow her breathing as yuta could only gasp.

"THE SIREN IS DOWN!!, I REPEAT THE SIREN IS DOWN" yelled kihyun alerting the whole ship "what about the boy" yelled half the crew "yeah!! What about that traitor" yelled the other half "nothing, we got the siren and that's it we don't need to speak about what happened for all we can take this for, the huntsmen died a death of eternal glory " "but-" "enough help yuta on the ship" he commanded sternly making kihyun nod as he called for yuta who had been holding on to the bleeding corpse of his lover.

"YUTA!! leave it get on the ship" "NO" he yelled as a sob broke out of his sealed lips as reality struck him "don't make me use force!!" yuta only hugged the corpse closer as he cried feeling her limp body kihyun had enough so he got down a ladder and grabbed him by the collar causing him to let go of y/n's body which sunk into the deep sea "NO! LET GO YOU MONSTER" he yelled feeling hopeless.

That had been weeks ago, now yuta sat by the window in his room staring off as he let his mind wander, he hadn't slept well at all since that day. Constantly replaying the day in his mind over and over he had become a hollow shell of a person.

He was barely there, after all simply existing wasn't the way of life.

So yuta did what he had put his mind to 2 months prior, he went to the seashore at night abandoning his shoes and coat once again he let the cold sand touch his feet as he exhaled shakily.

"I'm coming my love" he breathed as he walked straight towards the sea which called his name and once again he went until his feet couldn't feel the wet sand beneath them.

And once again he spread out his arms as his legs stopped moving, this time he didn't feel the gentle touch of hers, nor did he wake up to the feeling of being carried out and being laid on the sand.

He felt his lungs fill up with water as his breathing got slower and slower until he had finally stopped breathing completely.

"Yuta?!!" He heard her beautiful voice that he had been longing to hear "Yuta!! Wake up" he heard it again as he furrowed his brows finally opening his eyes he was faced with her face right in front of his.

"God I thought something happened to you, you were having a nightmare" she spoke worriedly as she wiped the cold sweat off his forehead with a towel "wait..nightmare?".

None of it was real?? He thought as he held onto his head " babe i'm hungry" she whined causing him to look at her confused as he scanned the room seeing a minimalistic-themed room which looked like it belonged to a married couple as he felt a headache approaching.

"We were craving blueberry pancakes" she pouted "oh ok I can make wait- "  finally he looked at her appearance and when his eyes settled on her protruding stomach that she had been rubbing due to hunger did he finally recall everything.

They were married and expecting twins, and of course, it wasn't 1870 but 2022 "are my babies hungry?" He smiled getting up as he pecked her cheek and got on the same level as her stomach "appa will make you some delicious pancakes" he spoke to her stomach causing her to ruffle his hair chuckling.

"Maybe it was all a dream" he had thought to himself as he shrugged going about his day.

What hadn't occurred to him was the possibility of it being his past life with his soulmate who had accompanied him in his every life.

The end

a/n: didn't proofread lol

Maybe I'll upload a few of my written works after exams as long as I feel like people want read them

Why is hair so high maintenance I think we should be able to control our hair with our minds fuck this