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Make me cry

Pairing : Yuta nakamoto x reader (exes to lovers, forced proximity, enemies to lovers)

Summary: whereas event planner reader gets her big solo project after years of working beneath her superiors, the only problem? It's her ex-boyfriend's wedding who also happens to be the father of her twin children.

Word count : 7528 words, kinda long but y'all will live

A/n: I was feeling angsty while writing this lol, even made a playlist

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0K5bqgnpr1gKNITHBDeek3?si=7xSbPUlEQcuc6dmncVln0A&pt=8f0b8fd0de7b29d8e83096b4009ed6d5

"Mommy, wake up" an overly excited Seiji yelled jumping on top of his mother's bed "Huh?, What time is it" mumbled the 27-year-old as she rubbed her eyes "It's 10 Am Mommy" whispered shiho which caused Y/n's eyes to widen almost comically as she quickly got out of bed.

"Oh god, oh god" she yelled running around her bedroom, quickly grabbing whatever work outfit she could find throwing it on the bed and running out straight into the twin's room to grab their clothes.

Which luckily she had put together the day before, "Time for a bath you two" she mumbled filling up the bathtub as she quickly bathed the twins who happily obliged, "No time for duckies i'm afraid" she told them as Seiji pouted and shiho looked like she was about to burst into tears "but, mr quackles" she whined as y/n sighed grabbing the dumb looking duck and throwing it in the tub.

After 10 minutes they were done she quickly dressed them and showered herself while they ate cereal and watched Bluey on the TV.

After she was done she quickly did her makeup and got ready herself "OK babies, grab your overnight bags i'll be dropping you off at Granny's" she shouted putting on her flats.

Scrambling the twins put their cereal bowls in the sink and took their bags, locking the door she and the twins went downstairs and she quickly unlocked the car and strapped them in their baby seats.

Pulling up into her mother's driveway she rushed out and helped the twins out who as soon as they both were out of their seats ran straight towards the door, They adored their grandmother, and sometimes y/n joked they loved her mother more than her.

"There are my favourite grandbabies" Mrs. Kim Baby talked as the twins threw themselves at her, "Mom, they're your only grandbabies" She playfully rolled her eyes as she went into her childhood house and put down their bags.

"Now remember, don't trouble your grandmother too much, i'll be back tomorrow afternoon to pick you both up okay" She kissed their foreheads and hugged her mother goodbye.

After a 10-minute drive she practically ran towards her boss's office, "miss kim, just in time" smiled her boss, Mrs Martin, She was a woman in her mid-40s, who y/n greatly admired due to her work as an event planner.

"Since you've been working with us for almost 5 years it's time you get to plan your very own solo event" "You're not saying..." "Yes y/n, i'm assigning you a solo project" "Excuse me" she squealed due to how excited she got as Mrs Martin laughed. "I'll take that as you agreeing" "I've been waiting for a solo project for 2 years, of course, I agree. What is it," she asked sitting down.

"Well it's a wedding and not just any wedding, it's the wedding of the year apparently" she spoke as y/n gasped "Shut up" "No joke, it's the wedding of the CEO of Nakamoto corporations with his fiancè of 4 years" y/n's smile instantly dropped at the mention of the surname

"Is... Is something wrong?" Questioned Mrs Martin as y/n quickly put on a fake smile, "Nothing, I'd be more than happy to plan this wedding" she stated as her boss smiled "Lovely, here's the address of their house, they want it to take place on their property so you'll have to go there to check it out to plan and hear their suggestions" taking the binder she curtly smiled as she exited.

(T.w: mention of v@mit)

Walking into the restroom she felt bile go up her throat as she rushed into a cubicle, she threw up her entire breakfast until she was left dry and heaving until she felt someone gently grab her hair putting it aside.

"Feeling better?" Asked Sora as Y/n nodded getting up to wash her face and rinse her mouth "Here, take these mints" She thanked her as she put them in her mouth.

"Now are you going to tell me what happened? Are you sick?" She questioned sitting down beside her as she put down two coffees on the table.

"I got my first solo project" she stated, voice void of any emotion as Sora's eyebrows jumped up "That's something to be celebrating over, not throwing up over " she joked as y/n groaned slamming her head on the table.

"Oh, what am I going to do!!, Should I like quit? Yeah i'm gonna write a resignation letter" she rambled confusing her cousin even more who looked at her like she had gone crazy "And why the fuck would you need to do that?!" She questioned getting frustrated with her cousin/best friend who looked to be on the verge of a breakdown.

"They're getting married Sora..." She whispered trying to keep her emotions at bay as Sora sighed "Whose getting married hmm?" She asked rubbing her back as y/n's lips quivered "Yuta and Jieun, they're getting married "As soon as those words left her mouth she broke down and her cousin's expression softened as she tried to console her.

~~

Taking in a deep breath she rang the buzzer as the intercom beeped followed by a voice asking "Name and business with the Nakamoto's ?" "I'm kim y/n and i'm here from Eden Springs, to work on the wedding" she stated.

The huge gate opened revealing the huge manor as she tried not to gap at it "This way miss" stated a polite butler who gestured for her to follow him, which she gladly did, he sat in the driver's seat of the golf cart as she sighed in relief "thank god, I thought I would have had to walk to the front door" and in a matter of 3 minutes they stood in front of the huge dark oak door.

Gulping down her nervousness she prepared herself to face whatever was behind the door, "Ah you must be Miss. Kim, I've heard a lot about you from Mrs Martin, i'm the groom's father if you have any questions please feel free to ask me or mrs sim, who'll be in the kitchen I suppose" he smiled at her politely as she bowed.

"Is the wedding planner here? Oh good, come with me as I tell you about the theme my daughter wants" spoke Mrs. Sim in her snobby posh voice which irked y/n but put on her best people-pleasing smile she went out following the old woman towards the huge backyard.

"This is where the aisle is supposed to be" "I was thinking we make it longer you know, the bride can enter from the back door directly? As the music plays" Mrs Sim looked at her with a sickeningly sweet smile "Is this your wedding? No? Then keep your suggestions to yourself" she stated as y/n pursed her lips and nodded.

~~

"I'll come back tomorrow with my team to start working if you'll excuse me" She left the manor and went straight home. As soon as she did she broke down feeling broken and tired.

The next day she picked up the twins and called their nanny to look after them "Pumpkin, now I want you to behave with seolhyun ok, take your meds right after lunch " she told shiho who pouted "But they taste bitter" Y/n smiled as she kissed her forehead "I know they are baby, but please, for mommy?" "Okay, for you" She stuck her pinkie out which y/n linked with her own.

"Look after your sister," she told Seiji who nodded as she kissed his forehead. "Bye and the food is in the oven, I made lasagna" She waved them goodbye. Getting in the car she drove off.

When she got into the manor her team followed as she started ordering them to start working. An hour or so went by and they started working on the lighting arrangement.

When they were putting on the lights she noticed the servants of the house scrambling around due to god knows what she shrugged thinking it was none of her business until she was harshly spun around by someone.

"What the hell-" "What do you think you're doing here" he hissed standing there while having a tight grip on her shoulders which was hurting her as she tried to pry his hands off "My job, ow, Mr.Nakamoto can you let go that hurts" she whisper-yelled as his eyes softened for a second when he realised how tight his grip was letting go his scowl was unfaltering.

Dusting off her shoulders she glared at him "You can't just go around grabbing people, what manners!!" She hissed as he rolled his eyes "Oh please, manners are the last thing I want to talk to you about, I don't want to talk to you at all" he barked as she smiled at him, her work smile not the genuine one he used to get when they were together.

"Now if you'll excuse me, I need to work on your wedding" she hissed walking passed him, Meanwhile he rubbed his forehead already feeling a headache forming.

Y/n tried to avoid him at all costs at the manor, but seeing as he was everywhere she was it was impossible. But lucky for her he was resting in his room for the most bit due to the jet lag.

After hours it was 7 pm and she pulled up in her building's parking lot. When she got in she was greeted by her kids running up to her "Aww I missed you too" she cooed pecking their cheeks.

"Did you take your meds on time? Hmm." She asked as shiho nodded eagerly "That's my good girl" She smiled as she bid their nanny goodbye and quickly freshened up.

"Can we sleep with you tonight?" Asked Seiji looking down as she cooed picking him up "Of course, come on bedtime, tomorrow you have school okay". The twins rushed into their mother's room and lay in bed, keeping space for her.

"bedtime story!!" They yelled at the same time as y/n sighed, Despite the exhaustion she nodded as she started telling them a story, which in the middle of it she realised they had both nodded off, Seiji holding his bear plushie and shiho her racoon plushie.

When they were asleep she got out of bed to collect her thoughts, after all, he was the father of her kids and the man whom she once loved dearly.

Pouring herself a glass of wine she settled down by the window sill not being able to control her thoughts which were plagued by him, seeing the look of absolute disdain and disgust on his face made her heart feel like it was stuck in thorns.

The very same eyes that once used to look at her like she held the universe in her eyes.

(6 years ago).

They were both lying in bed cuddled up together while having talks about the future Despite being young they talked about marriage and kids of course y/n brought up the topic "How many kids do you want in the future?" She whispered, chin on his shoulder as he hummed.

"Well I was thinking two, a beautiful girl like her mother and a handsome young gentleman like me" he spoke while smiling as she too couldn't help but smile herself "That sounds perfect, ooh Can we name the boy Seiji? I love the name," she asked hopefully as yuta laughed softly. chest vibrating as she rested her head on it.

"Anything you want my love" he had stated and kissed her forehead, she had gotten up and kissed him, the innocent kiss turning more heated by yuta who just couldn't keep his hands to himself.

"What you say we start making one already" he had joked and she had hit his head "Dream on" she laughed trying to run away but had ended up getting trapped in his muscular arms "noo we're not done cuddling" he had then nuzzled his nose into her face, both ended up falling asleep holding each other.

~

(Present).

Sighing she washed the glass and got in bed with her kids "I wish he could have been there to see you guys grow up like this" she whispered kissing their tiny foreheads as she too let sleep consume her.

Days had gone by, and she had planned everything and made arrangements for the wedding and had done her best at trying to stay neutral around yuta who made her job harder than it was.

He had somehow found ways to sabotage everything she was arranging the flowers. He doesnt like them. the lights? Thinks they should be brighter, the alter? Should be placed in another direction.

She sighed as she held a bunch of fake peonies in her arms trying to get them to the decorators to put them near the back door. "You aren't good at this job, if I had known they'd be picking someone this... Incompetent I would have told them to change the wedding planner" he taunted as she rolled her eyes trying to go past the pool while he stood there with a smirk that made her want to slap him across the face.

"Can you move? I need to go past this way" she whispered as his smirk widened "Oh do you? i'm sorry here" he barely gave her any space as she grunted trying to move past him and the chairs as he rolled his eyes "Yeah well I don't like this either " she hissed as she pushed at his chest as a way of telling him to move which him being the hardass that he was he didn't.

She lost her footing and fell backwards right into the pool as he walked away.

"It's kinda funny how you're known for being on our high school's swim team while I don't know how to swim" she had said laughing as they both sat at the edge of the pool soaking their feet in, "well Why don't I teach you?" He had suggested while she hummed.

"Too slow" he had pushed her in and had jumped in straight after and held her up, keeping her afloat "You're such an ass" she whined hitting his chest as he laughed kissing her "i'm sorry".

His eyes widened when recalled that memory not missing another second he sprinted towards the pool while unbuttoning his coat jacket. Which he discarded while running and jumped straight in. She had stopped thrashing and was sinking to the end of the almost 8-foot-deep pool.

Grabbing her by her waist he swam up when he had gotten out he laid her down on the grass while she gurgled and coughed as she spat out water, she was beyond terrified, not because she wanted to live for herself, but rather for the two little kids that were at daycare at the moment, waiting for the time to be up so they could be picked up by their mother who'd take them to get ice cream.

It terrified her since she knew that she was the only parent they had ever known, and this caused her to feel horrible as a thousand thoughts ran through her mind while the water consumed her body whole, " I haven't even told him" she thought but when she felt him grab her shaking body she was forced out of the trance she was in while all these racing thoughts.

"Y/n!!, Are you okay?" He asked trying to get her attention She stared at his face calming down from her frenzy as she started tearing up, Looking around she saw all the servants and the decorative workers looking at her and she quickly got up.

She grabbed her bag and ran out of the house, She couldn't care less that her clothes were soaking the seats of her car as she drove back to her house, heart hammering she couldn't stop the sobs that raked her body and broke out like a terrible beat of unsteadily loud drums.

After all, it hadn't been like this for them, they were so in love If you had asked either of them about their future they both would have answered the same thing "Everything about my future, I can't picture without him" is what s/he would have said.

Not sure about that now she thought as she put her head against her steering wheel, She remembered that day so well like it was yesterday, she had repeated it over and over again in her head, not being able to forget the way he had looked at her then.

(6 years ago).

His mother had invited her over for dinner which was unexpected since the old woman made it clear that she didn't approve of their relationship.

Y/n sat in front of yuta's mother as she cut into her steak trying to keep her nerves at bay, after all, anxiety wasn't good for the child she was carrying that she wanted to tell her boyfriend about today.

"I'll cut to the case and tell you straight forward, I never really approved of this relationship, plus I can see that he's getting tired of your presence too" words thick with venom the older woman drank her wine as y/n gripped her fork and knife.

"I was a fool thinking that you called me here to apologise for treating me like shit for all these years but I guess some things never change huh, and for your information he loves me he is not tired of me" she seethed as Mrs Nakamoto smiled that devilish smile of hers that made her feel uneasy.

"Aw he loves you?, Are you sure about that? To me, it looks like he'd rather spend time with Jieun than with you" she spoke in a taunting voice as y/ns lips quivered, with both sadness and anger.

"You're lying!!" She yelled slamming the utensils on the table as the older woman wiped her mouth and pouted faking sympathy, Taking a tablet from her assistant she slid it over the table "Look for yourself" she stated as y/n hesitantly took the tablet in her hands.

And what she saw made her heart feel like it was squashed by a rock, for on the tablet were pictures of him with her, the pictures made them look like a couple "The last pic is of them at a jewellery shop" she fake gasped putting a hand up to her lips as y/n's grip on the tablet loosened "oh imagine if it's to get her a ring, I'd love to have her as my daughter in law" she stated.

Reeling back from her chair she stormed out of the house as she let anger cloud her mind and take over her actions, reaching their shared apartment she got in and was faced with a rather angry-looking yuta.

"Oh, you're back already?" He asked voice lacking any emotion She felt her heart fall as she realised the situation"I should be asking you that" she said accusatorily as she scoffed.

"I can't believe you " he yelled as she furrowed her brows "What do you mean?!" She asked calmly as she was practically fuming and she was trying not to lash out in her condition.

"Was I not fucking enough!!?, I gave you everything, my time my love heck I even stood with you when everyone told me you were just using me for money, guess I was a fucking fool" his words were like a slap to the face as she looked at him dumbfounded.

"What the fuck are you on about!?, You think I cheated on you or something!!" she yelled now getting angry How dare he accuse her of something he is the one guilty of

"Don't act dumb, My mother saw you, she saw you with the other guy you've been sneaking off to see" he unlocked his phone to show her the pictures which she looked at confused because they were of her with her cousin's husband, and heck she wasn't even alone with him sora was there with them just not in the pictures.

She wanted to explain that it wasn't what it looked like but all that came out was "What the fuck, she spied on us!!?" She scoffed as yuta looked at her as if she was crazy "You have no shame, does he know you're two-timing him? That youre such a slut opening your legs for every guy-" she cut him off with a harsh slap across the face which sent his face to the other side with the impact, red-faced he turned it around glaring at her with hatred.

Which she mirrored, while she felt more hurt than angry "How dare you ... I- can't believe it I should have known" Laughing incredulously she gripped her hair "You are just like your mother, the apple doesn't fall that far from the tree huh" "DON'T FUCKING TALK ABOUT MY MOTHER LIKE THAT!!" " fuck you" she yelled as hot tears poured down her face.

Storming into their shared room she quickly pulled out her suitcase and took out her clothes which she dumped into it and all her other useful belongings before leaving him.

Not forgetting to look him in the eye as she spoke "hope she makes you feel whole, since apparently, I failed to do so, goodbye yuta" Confused by her words he looked at her, not finding it in himself to call out to her, to beg for her to stay.

~

The whole pregnancy was a weird and lonely experience for the one she thought she'd be experiencing it with wasn't even aware she was carrying his child.

She remembers the way Sora had been there for her and so had jaehyun, her husband and their childhood best friend, the three had been inseparable since they were kids y/n thought of him as the older brother she never had and when he married Sora it was official.

And she was so thankful to them for putting up with her, she had refused to burden her mother by staying at her house, her being too old to stress about her daughter's condition.

Sora and jaehyun welcomed her with open arms and had been there for her throughout the 9 months every checkup she was accompanied by both of them.

And during her first checkup when she found out she was having twins she was beyond terrified taking care of one kid as a single mother was one thing, but taking care of two was beyond compare.

But now she could only laugh at the fact since she wouldn't trade either of them for anything, they were her world.

The day she went into labour was both funny and excruciatingly painful to remember, she had been quietly sitting in the living room, binging random romcoms as jaehyun walked in and sat down beside her.

"Watchu got there" he spoke licking his lips while eying the candy and popcorn on her side as she eyed him warily "Don't even think about it Jeong" she warned taking some popcorn and popping it in her mouth as jaehyun rolled his eyes "don't be such a hoarder, gimme some" "HOARDER?!? Mind your fat ass I'm eating for three, so fuck off and go bother your wife" she smacked him upside the head as he whined.

"Wait is that Sora holding muffins?" He whispered, loud enough for her to catch on as she whipped her head to look behind her which jaehyun took as an opportunity to grab a fistful of popcorn as she gasped.

"You did not.." She whispered staring at him as if he had just kicked a puppy "Oh yeah I did" he spoke with a mouth full of popcorn as she frowned deeply. Suddenly a painful contraction hit which caused her to grip his arm.

"Ow- fine, i'm sorry LET go- oh." His eyes shot up in worry when he heard her breathing pick up "Are. Are you okay?" He asked as she quickly got up.

"Fuck, this hurts" she cried out trying to walk to the nursery of her nephew where she knew Sora would be but halted when she felt liquid go down her legs.

"What's all the commotion about, jaehyun You better not have made her cry again- oh my god honey" Sora quickly rushed to her side as she cried out in pain.

"What the fuck are you looking at, go ready the car you dunce" she yelled at her husband who was standing there panicking "The car, yes!" He yelled rushing out.

As Sora quickly took the baby bag they had prepared for this moment and helped y/n into the car.

"Drop Chan at my mom's, and come to the hospital straight after," she told him as he nodded bidding her goodbye.

When Y/n was rushed inside she kept asking for yuta, god he was all she could think about at that very moment, "sora Please... Call him" she cried as Sora pursed her lips nodding.

"Pick up damn it" she hissed at her phone as the call went straight to voice mail "What is it is he not picking up?!" wailed out y/n as she looked at her cousin desperate.

"No, it keeps going to voicemail" "fucking hell, try his mother tell her to give him the phone" Sora quickly dialled the number and after a few tries she picked it up.

"What is it you, idiotic girl" came the shrill voice of the woman over the phone as Sora greeted her teeth "Where is yuta?!" She asked as the annoying voice laughed mockingly over the phone "At his engagement party, where else" she taunted as Sora yelled "Well tell him to come to the xxx hospital this instant it's y/n shes-" "Oh get over yourselves as if he'd like to see the face of that idiotic girl, don't ever call this number again or i'll have my lawyer on your good for nothing asses" she snarked hanging up on sora's face.

"Is he coming?" She asked staring at the older with a small bit of hope which disappeared seeing the look she received "Oh god!" She wept.

"Honey, I think it's time we take you to the operating room" came her doctor as she kept crying. Not being able to answer Sora nodded at the doctor "It's okay you can start now" and with that, she was wheeled away for the c-section.

When she had woken up the nurse brought in her son who had been crying She outstretched her arms as if on instinct to hold him and soothe his cries.

"Does he have a name yet?' Asked Sora as she looked at her sleeping nephew in her cousin's arms as y/n smiled tiredly yet tenderly "Seiji,.. Seiji Nakamoto" she whispered the baby stirred in her arms making a small noise that caused them to coo at the cuteness.

"Where is my daughter?" She asked the nurse who looked at her sadly which caused her to furrow her brows. "Your daughter, she is in the NICU" Y/n looked at her confused "Why is she there?" She questioned handing a sleeping Seiji to Sora.

"Your daughter when she was born didn't cry so we were doing a series of tests and checkups on her, the doctor found that her heart seems to have a defect" she continued as y/n sucked in a breath feeling lightheaded.

"Wha-what do you mean, I- I was sure both of the babies were healthy, I made sure of it Why" Just then the doctor came in as the nurse explained to him what was happening.

"Ms.kim, you see your daughter has a defect called Coarctation of the aorta a critical congenital heart defect, it's when a part of the aorta is narrower than usual. The defect occurs when a baby’s aorta does not form correctly as the baby grows and develops during pregnancy."

All she could do was cry as she took in the information "Can I see her?" She asked as the doctor tilted his head as if in sympathy "Please?!" She begged as he sighed "Okay, prep her and take her to the NICU nurse Jang" The nurse nodded and helped her off the bed, she was still in recovery from the c-section after all.

When she went to the NICU looking at her baby attached to all these wires made her almost lose her balance as she sobbed at the sight of her "Mommy is sorry for not being able to make your heart properly" she whispered as the nurse looked at her in pity.

"Your name is shiho, and i'll make sure nothing breaks your heart" and with one final look, she went back to her room.

~~

It was the day of the wedding and y/n stood in the garden as it was filled with the chattering of guests as they arrived, greeting Yuta's father and him and congratulating him.

She felt overwhelmed and the fact that she stood here on the sidelines waiting for the wedding to start, to watch the man she still somehow loved swoop another in his arms and say vows to.

She couldn't take it, feeling nauseous She went inside, trying to find the restroom she wandered off, Opening random doors she stumbled into a bedroom, where sat his mother in a wheelchair, looking out the window straight at the altar where her son stood.

Hearing someone walk in she turned around and was faced with her standing there "I-I was just leaving" she stated turning around "No, wait, please" Hearing the pathetic tone of the woman whose voice used to make anyone cower caused her to halt.

"I want to talk" "Well I don't" She once again went ahead, almost out the door but stopped hearing the words that left the woman's mouth "i'm sorry" she cried out as Y/n stormed in, fuming as angry tears stung her eyes.

"You're sorry?!! For what? Huh, for treating me like shit for 4 fucking years, making me feel so fucking small just because I didn't have a father, or enough money to be deserving of your son?!, yeah well it's too late for that"I seethed as if the old frail woman in front of me pursed her lips.

"I didn't know about the kids, I swear whatever I did it was for the good of my son and his future " she cried out as y/n's lips trembled.

"Yeah well your actions caused my kids to grow up without a father, just like their mother, I hope you're fucking happy" Her voice was filled with all the pain she was feeling right now as the woman in front of her could only look down in shame.

After all, it was after 4 whole years did she showed up wanting to meet her grandkids, begging for her to hear her out but y/n's wounds were fresh and she wasn't going to let her rub salt all over them.

She had heard about her accident, and a small part of her thought she deserved it but the part of her raised by her mother that was taught nothing but love and empathy felt awful for thinking so.

Exiting the room she was faced with everyone running around the house "What happened?!" She asked one of the maids "The bride has run away, and we can't seem to find her " Worried she looked at yuta's father whose eyes found hers.

"You!" He bellowed as she looked around pointing to herself confused as he approached her "Please help me out here, and from the looks of her letter she isn't coming back, The garden is filled with guests, and this would be bad for my son's reputation as the new CEO".

"You can't be suggesting, what I think you are suggesting" She laughed incredulously but stopped when she saw the look on his face "Oh you're serious ..." Confused she looked at the older man who took her hands as a way of appealing to her as she pursed her lips.

"That is ridiculous, I can't just marry your son, I mean what if im already married!!" She screeched, her voice getting high-pitched and squeaky as the older looked down at her hands "Are you?" He quirked a brow as she looked away embarrassed.

"No" she answered as he sighed "So please, I- i'll give you anything you want, money, a house ANYTHING just please save my son a lifetime of embarrassment" She was going to decline straight away but the desperation in his eyes and the shake of his voice caused her to give in.

"Oh thank you dear," he gave her hands a thankful squeeze as the maids quickly rushed her into the room Jieun was supposed to be getting ready in.

When yuta looked at the back door of the house open he let out a sigh of relief seeing as the guests had started murmuring amongst themselves, which had caused him to get anxious.

But seeing as she was walking down the aisle beside his father confused him, after all, they weren't that close and the veil was rather heavy, shielding her entire face.

When her soft hand grasped his firm one he found out that the woman in front of him wasn't his fiancè but rather the woman who still owned his heart, his father quickly whispered something to the officiant who furrowed his brows but nodded nonetheless.

There weren't any heartfelt vows exchanged aside from the mandatory ones "Do you nakamoto yuta take Kim y/n as your rightfully wedded wife?" Yuta felt his heart jump hearing that as he felt a lump form in his throat until he felt his best man nudge him.

"I- I do" he managed to let out as the officiant looked at her "Do you kim y/n take Nakamoto Yuta as your rightfully wedded husband?" "I-" she paused staring at his face which was void of any emotion, feeling a whirlwind of emotions she contemplated if she did the shiho could have better treatments that she couldn't afford on her own.

Sucking in a deep breath" I do" she let out shakily as the officiant nodded "I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may now kiss the bride" and she felt her heartbeat pick up abruptly.

She was about to make an excuse, anything to get out of this but stopped as her eyebrows jumped up feeling her veil being lifted as yuta's hollow eyes stared right into her shaky ones.

Gently he grabbed her chin and captured her lips in a direct kiss as her heartbeat slowed down, she didn't even realise that she was tearing up until she felt him wipe away the ones that escaped.

Everyone clapped and congratulated the newly married couple as they both thanked them all with fake smiles "When are you going on your honeymoon?" Questioned his friend's wife as she came to congratulate them y/n pursed her lips and looked at him as his grip tightened around her waist, his fingers digging into her flesh as she tried not to show the fact that it hurt.

"Oh, we already have our tickets to our flight to Milan, which is in 2 days" The woman cooed at how romantic that was as y/n nodded along, excusing herself as she went to sit down as his father approached her.

"I don't know how to thank you, really" she sighed looking at him "Well you can start by paying for my daughter's treatment" She gave him a tight-lipped smile as he looked dumbfounded "YOU HAVE A KID?!" He whispered yelling as she rolled her eyes "Yell it out to the whole world why don't you" she hissed as he smiled apologetically.

"I have two kids, twins a boy named Seiji and a girl named shiho" she added smiling softly remembering her kids "Damn, I indirectly got grandkids..." He whispered to himself but she caught it and felt her heart pinch Ohh only if you knew" she sadly smiled looking at her "husband" who was conversing with the guest, stiff as a board, "god doesn't know what to do with that boy, he acts like he's 50" grumbled the old man as he looked at his son.

Y/n snorted "he wasn't always like that" she stated but seeing him whip his head in her direction she widened her eyes " I KNEW IT!!" he yelled triumphantly as she looked at him horrified.

"You do know each other" he wiggled his eyebrows as she stumbled over her words "You're hallucinating-" "I have 55 years of experience on you girl, don't test me" he fixed her with a stare which meant "spill the beans willingly or I will get them spilt somehow, and it will be hella messy" rubbing her forehead she stared at the old man pouting "you guy's are so alike, it's kinda annoying" "oh and so I've been told" he gave her a shit-eating grin as she started telling him about everything, minus the fact that Seiji and shiho were yuta's kids of course.

"Wait, wait... So you're the ex-girlfriend that cheated on him?!?" He gasped out as she bit her lip to stop the exphrastated scream that was building up at the back of her throat.

"Yes?, But for your information, I didn't cheat, I left. he just assumed the worst" she scoffed as the old man looked at her confused "But... My wife told me that you guys broke up due to you cheating-" "Yeah well your wife also made me believe that your son was in love with Jieun and wanted to break up with me".

"That's not- oh oh my god what am I supposed to do with that woman" he sighed avoiding her eyes as she pursed her lips "im so sorry" he whispered as she could only give a strained smile "It's in the past now". " but you- you guys are married" "yeah well, I can already feel a storm coming from his direction, and i'll be waiting for the divorce papers that your son will be arranging to get rid of me" she half-joked as he sighed rubbing his forehead.

"Looks like it's time for the dance for the bride and groom" he whispered to her as she listened to the song playing, Make You Feel My Love by Adele, the very song they once danced to in their shared apartment on a long winter night, both clad in sweaters as they embraced each other, swaying softly.

The very night they shared unspoken promises about a future they weren't so sure of, too in love at the moment to care as they smiled feeling each other's warmth as they stole a few chaste kisses.

Her train of thoughts was interrupted by a hand being extended in front of her face, and she looked at the owner, "People are expecting us to dance" he whispered, in a tone that meant she didn't have much of a choice, looking at his father who gestured for her to take his hand she shakily grasped it.

His grip not being soft to calm her nerves down, unlike all those years ago the embrace wasn't warm, and the man in front of her wasn't whispering sweet nothings into her ear as he swayed her gently.

"What are you pulling hmm" he whispered against her ear, his hot breath fanning it as she felt shivers go down her spine, gulping she looked him in the eye "What are you thinking? For someone whose bride ran away, you sure are being a stubborn git" she gritted out as her arms around his neck tightened.

He smirked, not the slightest bit amused "How much is he paying you? im sure it must be a hefty sum for you to agree to be tied down like this, after all, you aren't the loyal type" he taunted as she felt her blood start to boil at his audacity.

"Hah!, So you do know how insufferable you are, of course, Your daddy dearest offered me a lot just for me to put on a show tonight" she purred bringing her face dangerously close to his as his smile faltered a little as he felt his neck get hot.

"Oh, would you look at that, the song is over, i'll get myself a drink now, later, husband~" Pecking his cheek she walked away straight towards a server holding the champagne glasses, as yuta stood there both turned on and angry as he watched her walk away from him.

"Yeah no wonder you never introduced your fiancè to us, she's so mother" whispered a tipsy Johnny as he swung his arm around yuta who fixed him with a glare which at the sight of him, he pinched his lips together and walked away.

"Kim, y/n you are treading dangerous waters" he mumbled, A smack at the back of his head caused him to hiss turning around to yell at the culprit, probably cussing them out to blow off the steam he was feeling on the inside.

"Oh spare the poor girl, she's just doing what I asked her to do, You should be grateful to her, not act like a barbarian. Interrogating her like that " he berated as yuta's stoic expression didn't falter, but hardened even more "You seriously trusted this girl enough to present her as my bride?!" he whispered and yelled as his father rolled his eyes rather sassily.

"Don't play with me boy, i'm not the one, I know of your history together. The past is in the past I feel like you both have a lot to talk about, maybe some truths to unveil, besides that don't act like you still don't have feelings for her, and from the looks of it, so does she" all yuta could do was listen as his father talked, after all, he respected his father a great deal.

It was later that evening when all the guests had left y/n had found herself standing in the middle of the huge manor, beneath the magnificent chandelier that looked like it could crush a dozen people in a heartbeat.

"Are you going to stand there looking like an idiot the whole night?" Came yuta's booming voice as he came down the stairs, now in a pair of sweats, most probably to get himself something to drink after a long day.

"Well you can't really expect me to prance around in this god-awful dress as if I know my way around" she hissed as he snorted obnoxiously "Ah right, I forgot you don't belong, here, don't worry you'll leave as soon as my attorney gets our divorce finalized " he spoke, words flowing out of his mouth as if he didn't really care if they did any damage, or maybe he was doing it to hurt her.

He did, the fact that he could barely stand the thought of having her as his wife felt like she had been stabbed and had bled out of all her worth, his words causing her heart to shut down as her mind went into protection mode.

"I need clothes," she told him as he finished his glass of scotch slamming it down on the counter he looked at her up and down, then swiftly turned around to go up the stairs, "Are you coming or not?!" He yelled over his shoulder as she ground her teeth from irritation.

Following him up the stairs she was faced with a long hallway at the end laid his room, stepping in he went straight towards his walk-in closet as she tried not to gape at the size of it "Here" he tossed her a random Tshirt and sweatpants, hitting her in the face.

"Real mature Nakamoto" She rolled her eyes as he gave her a shit-eating grin, similar to his father as she rolled her eyes "This dress has a really low zipper help me with it if you're gonna just stand there" without another word exchanged he approached her back.

Gliding his hand down her back, along her spine she sucked in a shaky breath causing him to smile slightly as he bought down the zipper torturously slow causing goosebumps along her body.

When the zipper was down she held her dress from the front in case it was going to fall off "What?! Turn around" she barked as she felt his eyes over her body, drilling holes "Awh, insecure?" He taunted as she seethed letting go of her dress as it pooled at her feet.

If he was surprised he didn't dare let it show as he gulped the building lump in his throat, quickly grabbing the sweatpants she wore, She turned around to pick up the shirt.

When she picked it up she started pulling it over her head "What is that!?" He yelled approaching her as she looked at him confused as she continued to wear the shirt until she felt him lift it to reveal her stomach.

"That scar, what the fuck is that and where did you get it!?" He questioned as she pushed him away "It's none of your business" she hissed as he scoffed "Right, I forgot you don't deserve people caring for you" Trying not to cry she bit her lip.

"Where am I supposed to sleep?" She asked trying to keep her voice from trembling as he looked at her figure clad in his clothes, which still seemed to affect him as he resisted the urge to grab her by the neck and kiss her hard until she was begging for him.

"The room beside mine" he mumbled waving her off as she didn't spare another second in his room, Walking out she went straight to the room beside his and sat down on the bed, just when her phone rang.

"Mommy!!" Yelled an excited seiji bringing a smile to y/ns face and replacing the sour expression on her face "What are you doing awake bub" she whispered as he pouted "shiho was annoying and wouldn't stop crying over every little thing" he whined pushing his face close to the camera as she cooed.

"Where is your sister now? "Asleep, she was having pain where her heart is" he spoke sadly, feeling his twin's pain as she felt herself go into panic "Chest pain? How bad was it? Give the phone to your grandma Bub" His tiny feet padding against the wooden floor of her mother's house could be heard from across the phone as she waited.

"Y/n, I heard the news ... Are you okay?" I'm okay ma, how is shiho, seiji told me she was in pain?" "She's better now I asked my neighbour Mrs Shin who's a doctor as you know, and she told me it was just because she was worrying herself so I gave her the pain meds you gave her and she's sound asleep now, Are you okay?" Giving her mother a small smile she nodded.

"Lemme talk to her granma" fussed Seiji causing the woman to chuckle as he took the phone "Mommy I made pizza with Aunt Sora today!" "Really? Did you save me some" he smiled sheepishly at the camera as Y/n fake pouted "Don't be sad Mommy i'll make a whole pizza just for you!" He spoke promisingly as she smiled softly.

A yawn broke out of his small mouth as she couldn't help but coo at him "Go to sleep bubs" he rubbed his eyes nodding "Goodnight Mommy, I love you" "I love you too" he ended the call as she waved.

"Wow didn't think the word love was in your vocabulary" came yuta's mocking voice as she pinched her eyebrows "It's too late for your bullshit, go sleep or drink to your fake ego' she hissed as he gritted his teeth.

" don't be such a priss" Gaping looked at him "Does he know how unloyal you are? That love doesn't mean shit to you" he barked "You don't know shit okay!" "Oh but I do know you, you're a materialistic bitch who's so selfish she'd choose money over love" "Take that back!!" She hissed as tears gathered in her eyes.

"The truth hurts doesn't it" "No wonder Jieun ran away heck any sane woman would, you're unbearably suffocating to be around" she laughed incredulously "HOW DARE YOU!!" He yelled "HOW DARE I?!!, no, HOW DARE YOU" she yelled as the tears she had been holding in started streaming down her reddening face "HOW DARE YOU, you- you act like you're such a perfect person when you can't even fight to keep the people you love in your life, you're just so unbelievably fake, it's pitiful, I feel bad for you. No wonder your mother felt like she had to set a path for you, heck she even chose the woman for you to marry, but you screwed it up too" she pouted faking sympathy as her frown deepened.

"You- you didn't even take one moment to consider that maybe it wasn't true, that I love you, gosh I wish you fought for me, for us, yuta All you had to do was ask!!" She broke down as his eyes softened, he tried to approach her but halted when she raised her hand signalling for him to stand there.

She picked up her ringing phone and brought it to her ear "Y/N honey!!, It's Shiho...GOD she- I went to put Seiji to sleep and to check up on her in case she was running a fever and she was barely breathing!!" "MOM!! what!?, Can you calm down and tell me what happened to shiho?" She whisper yelled trying to stay calm as her mother sobbed on the other line "i'm at the xxx hospital, they rushed her into the emergency room- please hurry Seiji won't stop crying" The call ended abruptly "Mom!?, MOM" she yelled.

"Oh god!!" Frantic she looked around the room, spotting her purse she took it and wore her shoes She tried to run out of the room but stopped as yuta grabbed her arm "Woah woah woah, where are you going in this state What happened!?" He asked in a softer tone than before seeing her panicked state.

"My- ... Our daughter she's at the hospital GOD yuta I have to go" she wailed as his grip on her arm loosened "Our... daughter?" He trailed off in question as she looked at him desperately.

Deciding to drop it he nodded "Let's go" Without question she let him take her to the hospital, The car ride was silent, she was silently crying the whole way while a thousand questions were running through yuta's mind.

When they reached the hospital she rushed in, going to the receptionist She asked "Nakamoto shiho, where is she-" "She's in room 503" replied the receptionist "And your relation to her?" "I'm her mother' With that she ran to get to her daughter.

Yuta stood there trying to process the bomb that had just been dropped on him "Nakamoto shiho...." He felt his heart squeeze painfully as he didn't know how to feel.

When y/n reached the floor she went towards the room stopping as she faced her mother who was trying to calm down a crying Seiji "MOMMY!" he yelled as he threw himself into his mother's arms sobbing uncontrollably.

Yuta finally got out of the elevator and was faced with the sight of Seiji crying in your arms as you were trying to calm him down "is shiho gonna die?" He asked while sniffling as his mother sobbed shaking her head as she kissed his forehead wiping his tears.

"No no, she's a strong girl you know, just like her brother, She'll be all better and we'll finally go on that trip you both wanted to go to" she promised as he stopped shaking.

Yuta felt his heart tug at the sight of the little boy who looked like a perfect mixture of him and you, Seiji pulled away to stand next to his grandmother as Y/n went to the approaching doctor to discuss her daughter's condition.

Seiji peeked from beside his grandmother at yuta who was already looking at him, slowly The young boy approached him "You're him" he stated looking up at the man towering over him.

Curious yuta bent down to be at eye level with Seiji "And who do you think I am?" He inquired softly while drinking in  the sight of the smaller boy who was looking up at him with a deep frown etched onto his face.

"You're my dad, I know because every time I saw mommy cry she had your picture in her phone. She doesn't keep any man's photo" he stated as a matter of fact as yuta felt winded.

This little boy spoke like he was in his 20s, maybe he was more of a man than he was, standing up for the ones he loved, At least he got that from his mother.

"I am" he spoke, more to himself than to Seiji who looked at him angrily "Why did you not call my mommy, You made her sad" he spoke with such anger that he felt small under the little boy's gaze.

"I was an idiot, I took your mother for granted, but i'm willing to make up for the lost time," he spoke determinedly Seiji's frown dropped as he looked at his father with starry eyes.

"You will!?" He gushed "Even if it takes me a lifetime" he stated as Seiji threw his arms around yuta who held him securely, he felt all sorts of emotions all at once, peace, contentment, sadness and love.

Love for this little boy he had never met nor knew the existence of a few hours prior, oh he was confused yet delighted, walking with Seiji in his arms he approached a rather upset y/n who was close to lashing out at the doctor.

"What do you mean the catheter needs to be changed ?, She just got it changed 2 months ago, " "i'm sorry Ms.Kim but the catheter we installed isn't working well for her, Pay the amount so we can start the surgery".

Frustrated she gripped her hair as yuta approached her "What's wrong" he asked as she looked at him, red eyes filled with tears "They want to change the catheter even though they did it 2 months ago, I- saved up for that catheter god where am I supposed to get the money-" "what do you mean where" he asked confused as she looked at him baffled "hold him" handing Seiji over to her he stalked over to the doctor "i'll be paying for her treatment whatever she needs, make sure she's situated in the best room this hospital has to offer" "and who might you be?" Questioned the doctor eying him oddly.

"Nakamoto yuta, her father" The doctor visibly paled as he nodded ushering the residents and nurses along to rush the girl into surgery.

Y/n couldn't help but pace around in worry as yuta watched silently, Seiji had gone home with his grandmother when Sora had arrived, "You're gonna tire yourself out, quit pacing around" spoke Sora as she held the girl by her arm as she looked at her "you can't keep pacing around it's a 3-hour long surgery" she stated as y/n sighed nodding.

She sat down as yuta stood against the wall, Sora went to call jaehyun about their son, leaving a fidgety yuta and an angry y/n alone. yuta opened his mouth "SAVE IT!" she hissed as he pursed his lips looking at her eyes filled with guilt and worry "If you had just listened IF YOU HADN'T JUMPED TO CONCLUSIONS i- if you hadn't put me through so much pain throughout my entire pregnancy my daughter would have been healthy!" She hissed as he tried to calm her down.

"Y/n please, calm down you're going to pass out at this rate" he whispered trying to reach for her as she held up her hand "Don't act as if you care, for fucks sake when I was giving birth I still tried to call you, I wanted you to be in their lives even if we weren't together but you were too busy throwing a party after proposing to jieun!" She yelled enraged.

All he could do was listen as she talked, "I was the one who was there for my kids, not you! I was there when shiho was diagnosed, I was there for her monthly doctor's visits, and I was there when Seiji wanted to join an Academy for Soccor you told me YOU promised me that if we ever had kids you'd be there for me and them and YOU WERE NOT THERE" she wailed as he quickly hugged her cradling her head as she shook with violent sobs.

"I was so alone" she whispered against his chest as he couldn't stop the tears that escaped his eyes "I am so sorry, i'm so sorry my love, please don't cry, not over me please i'm not worth crying over, i'll do everything I can to make sure shiho is better okay, she'll be on the top priorities of the donor's list, i'll make sure you and the kids go on the trip whether it's with or without me just. Please don't cry" he hushed her as she stopped shaking.

After a while when he was sure she was better and Sora had come back, he excused himself to go back home for an urgent matter

Barging into his mother's room he found her sitting and reading a book, being a terrible insomniac caused her to stay awake for odd hours until she was too exhausted to keep her eyes open.

"Why did you do it" he calmly said as she took off her glasses and put her book aside, "What do you mean?, What happened" she asked confused as he gritted his teeth together.

"Why did you play such a cruel game with me and y/n I- I could have been there for her and my kids" he spoke hurt and guilty as his mother's eyes became teary seeing her son in so much pain.

"Why!! WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME MOM" he yelled hurt and betrayed as his mother sobbed "I'm so sorry" "My daughter is going through surgery right now, I could have been there for her from the start making sure she was the closest thing to being fully healthy there is!!" He sounded so defeated.

His mother looked away ashamed "I thought what I was doing was the best thing! I- you're my only child I was consumed by greed of having to shape everything about your life to the point I didn't realise I was ruining it for you instead! i'm so sorry" she cried out as he couldn't find it in himself to look at his mother.

"Yeah well you're right about ruining my life" he bitterly smiled as he left her room, bumping into his father who had heard it all, he looked at his father's worried gaze for a second before exiting.

When he went back to the hospital he didn't waste a second being by her side as she was alone due to Sora having to leave. Unknowingly she rested her head against his shoulder as he held her hand, rubbing reassuring circles on it.

20 or so minutes later the doctors came out as they both got up "How is she doc?" Questioned y/n, still holding his hand that tightened in hers. "She's a strong miracle girl, the surgery went well and we were able to successfully take out the catheter that was causing her discomfort and replace it with a new one, we're moving her to a private room now per her father's request" he smiled patting yuta's shoulder as he left.

She exhaled shakily as she tried not to collapse on the floor, Thankfully yuta was there to hug her close as she breathed in his scent, the same mixture of body wash and cologne he used back then due to them being gifts from her.

The next day when shiho woke up she was greeted by her mother's face which lit up at the sight of her small smile a rather excited Seiji barged into the room, "Dad and I bought shiho so many raccoon-themed things, and a wife for her raccoon plushie" he gushed as yuta walked in running behind him.

"Woah, goodness those short legs sure can run" he panted as y/n tried not to smile at the sight of the two, Seiji already being open to yuta was something she didn't bother trying to understand, "You're just old" teased Seiji as yuta huffed "oh i'll show you old!" He said as he swooped Seiji off his feet, "Noo" he giggled as Y/n laughed.

"Look who's awake Ji" Seiji's smile widened as he approached his sister, Putting her new raccoon plush beside her old one he softly kissed her cheek "That tickles" she giggled as he did it again "I love you Shi," he told her as she smiled wide "I love you to ji" and the parents couldn't help but coo at the soft display of affection.

"Can I talk to you for a moment?" He gestured for her to walk outside the door, following after him she stood in front of him as he fidgeted with his cufflinks, "I don't know where to start, I- know I messed up so much, I was blinded she's my mother you know. I always trusted her blindly maybe thats why I couldn't even find it in myself to even for a second think that she might have lied" Inhaling he looked at her emotionless face he continued.

"To be honest I was gonna propose, jieun had been helping me look for rings, and I wanted it to be perfect, I spent days looking for the perfect ring, and when I did Mom just dropped that bomb on me- I know me being anxious and insecure isn't an excuse but please if it takes me the rest of my life to make up for the lost time i'm more than willing i-" he got down on one knee as she looked at him both surprised and touched.

"I know we're already married, that our wedding wasn't filled with the passion it was originally supposed to have. Despite all that I want you to wear the ring I've kept all these years with the thought that if you came back I wouldn't care about what happened and was more than willing to spend the rest of my life with you one-sided or not I would have done it, that's how crazy I am about you, please my love give me a chance to be the father shiho and seiji deserve, and the husband you deserve" he finished off eyes glossy with tears, a small crowd of hospital staff had formed.

Y/n looked into his glossy eyes as hers welled up with tears "You're such an idiot" she whispered as he looked at her, they communicated through their eyes as he smiled taking her hand and sliding the ring onto her finger, it fit perfectly as  said.

"Oh thank you" he whisper-shouted picking her up as the crowd clapped, "I love you so much" he stated as she smiled pecking his lips "I love you, I always have" She smiled "OHMYGOD, I DIDN'T JUST MISS MY CHANCE OF SEEING THE GREAT NAKAMOTO YUTA ON HIS KNEES?" came sora's loud voice as jaehyun and y/ns mother followed after her.

"Haha, very funny snotty" he stuck his tongue out at Sora who gave him a middle finger, they were well acquainted. "You must be jaehyun" he spoke bashfully as jaehyun smiled his usual dimpled smile "Yup, i'm the supposed man she cheated on you with," he said while smiling, but his tone carried a warning meaning "Do that shit again and i'll have your head" all yuta could do was smile and shake his hand that gripped his rather hard.

(2 years later)

Sora stood in the kitchen helping y/n make dinner "Genuine question, what happened to make him grovel you know" she asked gesturing towards her baby bump.

"The man has his ways, he can be very convincing" She grinned sleazily as Sora made a disgusted face "Gross, keep that information to yourself" she scoffed as y/n rolled her eyes at her dramatic ass.

"Do you all have a package deal with the kids or what, You're having twins, AGAIN" she inquired as y/n laughed "Is the booger monster bothering you, my queen?" Questioned Yuta as he came to stand beside her, instinctively putting his arms around her stomach as she couldn't help but smile.

"You!!, Out of the kitchen before I light you on fire like a firecracker" she hissed pointing the ladle in his face as he blew a raspberry "She's mean" he stated as Y/n laughed at their bickering, jaehyun came in dressed in a pink tutu and glittery eye makeup.

"What drag show do you perform at?" Asked y/n seriously trying not to laugh, but hearing yuta and Sora cackle like hyenas caused her to laugh too "Oh, that's a good one" Sora cried wiping her eyes as yuta held his stomach.

"WHY DOES HE GET TO BE THE KNIGHT, WHY AM I THE PRINCESS" whined jaehyun stomping his feet as Sora tried to catch her breath "Hush princess, go back to your tea party" stated Sora shooing him away "Princess Jaeya, knight yuyu" came the voice of shiho as jaehyun was dragged back inside by an overly enthusiastic yuta.

Y/n and Sora looked at each other and laughed "idiots" they snickered.

The end .

Pairing : jaemin x reader (mafia au)

Summary: whereas jaemin is tasked to kidnap the rival gang leader's daughter but ends up abducting the wrong girl.

Warnings: mention of violence, blood, make out sesh? That's all I guess.

Word count : 5,243 (short and fast-paced).

"Wait so i'm supposed to abduct this girl from a club?" Questioned jaemin as taeyong nodded "shes not just some girl, and I want you to keep that in mind. She's the heir to the black rose and therefore very treasured by the boss so make sure it goes swiftly or you'll be dead meat at their hands".

And thats how jaemin found himself sitting at the bar of one of Seoul's most exclusive clubs keeping an eye out for "the girl" he was supposed to abduct.

"How will I even know what she looks like? You didn't even give me a picture" he had grumbled which caused taeyong to rub his forehead already being done with the younger.

"Intel says she's going to be standing out due to her beauty and the dress she'll be wearing".

And soon enough the girl walked in wearing a red bodycon dress which caused jaemin's lips to curve up "voila" he whispered sipping his martini soon the girl was dancing with her friends swaying to the music and jaemin found himself being captivated by the sheer sexuality she was giving off.

And when she had come up to the bar did jaemin find it in himself to act "can I get tequila please" she had asked the bartender and boy did her voice do things to jaemin.

"Tequila? Feeling dangerous are we" he had whispered sitting right beside her which had caused her to raise her brow at him "and if I am? what's that gotta do with you" she sassed taking the shot glass and downing it in one go, she signalled for another and another.

Soon she was a bit more than tipsy and was being overly flirty "you know, you look like someone" she slurred pointing at him as jaemin watched in amusement" someone?" He questioned "like someone I'd like to take back home" she whispered grabbing his collar.

Too far gone to care she bought her face close to jaemin's but jaemin being the ever so gentleman-ly stopped her plastering a cocky smile on his face "oh yeah? Why don't I take you to mine" he had flirted and soon jaemin was leading her out of the club as y/n had waved bye to her friends.

What jaemin hadn't noticed was that another girl had walked passed him and straight into the club, she too wore a red dress but jaemin being jaemin hadn't paid much mind, too busy trying to get y/n to sit in the passenger seat.

When jaemin had bought her to the manor everyone (taeyong excluded since he was out for a deal) watched both amused and in awe seeing jaemin struggle with a drunk girl in his arms giggling about god knows what.

"Are you sure you can carry her to the basement?" Questioned jeno as jaemin grunted rolling his eyes "no I don't need your help jeno god- CAN YOU CUT IT OUT" he scolded y/n who had been poking at his eyebrow Piercing making her pout at him.

"No need to be that harsh jaemin" stated jeno which earned him a stink eye in return making him retreat to what he was previously doing. with a little struggle jaemin brought her to the small captivation room, tossing her down on the bed he muttered something along the lines of "such a pain in the ass" and "never taking a drunk girl home ever again".

Dusting the invisible dirt on himself he looked at her only to find her passed out on the bed causing him to sigh as he took the rough blanket he found discarded on the floor and throw it at her but surprisingly she had snuggled up to it causing his lips to curve up. but the small smile was quick to be replaced with his usual poker face as he grumbled.

With that, he walked out of the room and quickly walked up the stairs his ears had started to feel hot walking straight by jeno who saw right through him as he smirked.

The next day when y/n had woken up finding her clothes intact under the blanket which she threw off her body because of how worn down it looked "musty ass blanket ,the fuck!!" she mumbled looking around when she saw the room she was in, reality struck her.

But being her brother's sister, she didn't panic but stayed calm waiting for the said abductor to show up which he did, looking fresh jaemin walked in holding a tray of food "this is the only thing you'll get princess so better eat up" he spoke settling his eyes on the bed which he found empty causing his eyes to become as big as saucers.

Putting the tray down he looked around the room and even went to look into the small bathroom which he found empty.

When he came out of the bathroom he was about to alert the others but a hand grabbed him from behind twisting his arms behind his back she breathed near his ear "who the fuck are you!!" She spoke calm causing shivers to go down jaemin's spine.

"Well, what's the fun in that princess" he spoke with a teasing lilt to his voice which irked her "stop fucking calling me that!! if you don't tell me who you are and why you kidnapped me then" . "then what princess?" He questioned pushing her buttons.

Next thing he knew he was being pushed towards the bed as she pressed her knee down on his back "don't make me use more force " she seethed as jaemin tch-ed now starting to get annoyed he pushed back with force causing her to stumble as he flipped her now pinning her on the bed with ease.

"Now listen here princess, you look smart enough to know to not mess with people who hold the key to your freedom " grinding her teeth she tried to kick him in the groin but stopped feeling him grab her thigh "you'll have to do better than that" he smirked painfully squeezing the soft flesh.

The smirk was wiped off his face seeing her smile at him crazily "why-" his question hadn't even gotten out as she answered him, the headbutt had him seeing stars as he held his head which she took as an opportunity to push him off.

Seeing the open door she ran straight out of and up the stairs to the ground floor of the manor.

At the entrance of the basement stood an unassuming chenle whose eyes widened seeing a random girl come charging towards him, with that his fight or flight instincts kicked in and soon he was running away and straight towards jeno he went.

jeno who had been on a call with someone furrowed his brows as his eyes settled on chenle"No yangyang i'm telling you, ramen sauce does go on top of every- chenle?!!!" He yelled confused as to why the younger was running but seeing the dishevelled-looking girl running behind him he got his answer "yeah i'll call you back yang" he hung up.

Y/n had been trying to follow chenle in hopes of the goofy-looking man leading her to the exit but seeing as he was going nowhere but just running in circles she stopped huffing.

Wrong move, because soon she felt the wind being knocked out of her lungs as jeno tackled her to the ground ,and was now holding a knife to her neck as she blew a raspberry in annoyance "oh come on what's with you guys and pinning me down".

Jeno rolled his eyes as he grabbed her by the arms still holding the knife to her neck he questioned " why are you fucking running?!!" "Isn't it obvious? Some mafia you guys are ,can't even put two and two together" she sassed but stopped as jeno wasn't having any of it and pressed the knife harder against her skin making her wince as she felt a drop of blood trickle down her neck.

"Thank god you caught her jeno, or else ty would have had my head as a trophy in his office" came a panting jaemin who quickly caught his breath "damn she fucked you up" he snorted seeing the bump on jaemin's forehead . rolling his eyes jaemin pushed him away "i'll take her away you can resume whatever you were doing".

With that jaemin took her back to the basement not forgetting to bring handcuffs to restrain her " didn't take you as the bondage type of guy to be honest, you look quite vanilla to me" she snorted trying to get a reaction out of him as jaemin sighed noticing the blood stain on her skin "did jeno do that?" He questioned, "eh it's a dumb scratch I've experienced actual wounds though, curtsy to sparring with my brother" she spoke quipping his interest.

"You sparring? you don't look like you could hurt a fly" and that earned him a cackle as y/n grinned at him cockily "I gave you a nice bump on your forehead didn't i" jaemin rolled his eyes but he too couldn't help but smile hearing her laugh at such a thing.

The next day when taeyong arrived back from Thailand the deal being a success, he now sat in his office dialling a number with a cigarette in one hand while he held the phone to his ear with the other "jinhyung" he let out as the other line of the phone was silent for a few seconds "who's this ?" "I believe that's not important, what I do believe important is the fact that we have your daughter right here-" "i'm sorry you have my what ?!!" Hearing the humour in the man's voice caused taeyong's face to morph into a worried frown as jaemin felt his heart drop to his ass.

"Your daughter!!" "Oh really?" Jaemin was getting anxious by the second as the call progressed "yes and we'd like for you to pay the price to get her back-" "okay listen here buddy, I don't know what kind of dumb joke you are pulling because my daughter is sitting right in front of me". and that caused taeyong to smile wrily at jaemin with a crazed look in his eyes which made jaemin gulp already knowing what was to come.

"You PICKED UP THE WRONG GIRL YOU FUCKING DIMWIT" he yelled approaching the younger who said nothing in response, after all, he did fuck up and now he has to pay for it.

When jaemin left the boss's office he bumped into jeno who grabbed him by the shoulders halting him "I heard what happened " he whispered checking up on him and wincing as he saw the black eye and busted lip he had gotten thanks to their boss taeyong.

Don't get him wrong taeyong wasn't a bad guy he had strict rules that did not even himself as the boss broke.

When jaemin had gone into the basement later that night to give y/n her dinner she too furrowed her brows seeing the condition of his face "damn what did you do to have someone reconstruct your face" she joked but seeing the dead look on his face she decided to leave it.

"Jeno told me" she spoke while munching on the sandwich catching jaemin's attention," he told you what?" He inquired with a threatening lilt to his voice which didn't phase her but she still went on "nothing besides the fact that you were supposed to kidnap someone else and accidentally took me instead" she shrugged as jaemin gapped at the sheer audacity of the situation.

"Why" "why what?" She questioned "why are you so calm about the fact that you're in some basement, and might not get the chance to leave" he seethed now getting frustrated with her.

"Well if I were to run around screaming at the top of my lungs your mates would just beat me the fuck up, and I don't want any marks on my face, no offence pretty boy" she spoke "I have a name" "well yeah of course you do but you didn't bother telling me" she bit back causing him to roll his eyes.

"Jaemin" "that wasn't too hard now was it, i'm y/n by the way" she clapped in exaggeration as he pushed her over making her fall back on the bed dramatically.

"So what are we supposed to do with her now" questioned Yuta who sat in the meeting room along with all the other members who agreed with him "that is the reason I've called upon this meeting, I believe due to our rule of not harming innocent people we can make her a small part of nct".

That earned him a series of grunts of disagreement from every other member present in the room which taeyong raised his hand once causing the whole room to fall into silence" starting from today y/n is a part of nct and will be trained by no one other than jaemin, yuta and jaehyun, thats it you all can leave" he spoke dismissing everyone as they all grumbled on out.

And thats why jaemin now stood in the training room "see this? It's the safety of the gun you switch it off as this" y/n could only watch as he went over what to do and what not to do with a gun not bothering to tell him the fact that she was already well acquainted to the same weapons that were aligning the walls of the training room.

"Ok here take this and try to shoot that target" he handed her the small but heavy gun which she held with ease jaemin watched closely as she didn't even bother putting on the noise cancellation headset.

And without missing a beat she shot the target three times penetrating the poor manquin's head chest and leg, which left jaemin's mouth gaping." what the fuck" he let out causing her to let out an airy laugh.

The next one to try and train her was yuta who was teaching her self defence being overly surprised when she had swiftly knocked him off his feet and had given him a sweet bruised side.

When jaehyun came to check out her sparring skills he too was left speechless when the smaller girl had knocked him out cold with a sucker punch to the face.

"No taeyong you don't get it she-" "she's a goddamn sociopath with no empathy" spoke yuta cutting jaehyun off who nodded at the older's claim.

"Her shooting skills are better than mine too. It's almost intimidating" added jaemin as taeyong stared at the three with nothing but pure amusement dancing in his eyes "a small girl has got you guy's like this-" "don't take her size lightly i swear she uses it to her advantage throwing her opponent off guard " whined yuta earning him acknowledging huffs from the other two.

"Whatever you three, she still needs training until i feel like she can be tested by me, so now shoo" he waved them off as the other two dragged a flailing yuta out of the room "I DON'T WANNA" his voice faded off into the distance as taeyong rolled his eyes "idiots" .

Sighing he looked through the file he had gotten about her private information, and what confused him was the fact that there wasn't much on it, no background information nothing and it just made him more suspicious of her "just who are you" he questioned looking at the picture on the file .

Meanwhile, the said girl was walking around the manor now exploring it , she was accompanied by jeno ofcourse, they still didn't trust her enough to let her go around on her own without trying to escape.

"So y/n, what do you like to do when you're bored" he questioned as he showed her around the different rooms "well i like to play video games" she stated as jeno perked up "oh, then you're gonna love the gaming room" " the what now-" she was cut off by him opening the double doors to a huge room which was filled with mutiple arcade games and a huge television with a ps5 setup.

"Welcome to the fun dungeon" he snorted as he said the name "fun dungeon, really?" She asked snorting as jeno rolled his eyes "well blame jisung and chenle for naming it that" he scratched the back of his neck as she laughed "you up for a round of call of duty vs?" And jeno's eyes sparkled as he smiled "you're on pipsqueak" .

And that's how their hours long gaming session started which consisted of the two playing call of duty at first but then kept switching games to challange each other it wasn't until dinner time did they stop playing because renjun had scolded them for overheating the console .

"You sooo cheated during tekken" accused jeno as y/n rolled her eyes as she folded her arms "did not" she retorted making him stick his tongue out at her "did too" "taeyong?!!" She said looking shocked as her eyes were fixed behind jeno who whipped his head around to look "hyu- OW" he whined as y/n slapped the back of his neck and bolted.

The two ran around the manor running down the stairs, almost knocking an unassuming xiaojun down the stairs "jesus justin beiber" he whined clutching his pearls as jeno and y/n ran down not even sparing him a second glance "sorry" yelled y/n as she was successfully down the stairs.

Jaemin who was calmly sitting on the dining table furrowed his brows as haechan commented about how close y/n and jeno looked "just shut up and eat your food" he scolded as haechan rolled his eyes "jealousy doesn't suit you nana" he snorted as jaemin took a fork and threatend to gouge his eyes out.

"Fuck you donghy-" he was cut off by the pair that busted into the kitchen both panting from the chase "get here you little shit" said jeno as y/n flipped him off "only when i'm dead, you slut" she said as she spotted jaemin "NANA" she yelled as she threw herself at him, causing the pizza slice he was holding to fall to the floor as he quickly held her.

"Nono is being mean" she whined clinging to him as he looked confused "nono?" "She hit me and ran , all i did was point out the fact she cheated in tekken" he huffed as jaemin rolled his eyes "stop being childish and eat your food you two" he stated as jeno quickly went to wash his hands the two fighting over space on the sink as jaemin rubbed his forehead.

"I kinda ship it" said haechan sneakily to jaemin as he exited the kitchen, leaving a rather irked jaemin behind to look at the other two who finally settled down on the bar stools against the island and ate their fare share of pizza.

"Good game" said jeno as y/n laughed, the laugh made jaemin feel all warm inside as he forced himself to tune the two out .

Later on into the night jaemin was on his way to his room but halted when he saw the door to the extra bedroom beside his opened. Y/n and jeno inside "and your room is facing mine, and is right beside jaemin's, isn't that great" he smiled as y/n nodded that was all jaemin needed to hear as he rolled his eyes and went to his room.

"Right beside jaemin's room ey" she said as she saw his retreating figure go into his room "don't get any ideas pipsqueak" he teased as she snorted "oh i'll try" she said as she bid him goodnight deciding to freshen up she went to the bathroom in her room ,after a while she got out out the shower wearing her bathrobe as she dried her hair with a towel.

She facepalmed as she realised she didn't have any comfortable cloths to sleep in, deciding to go to jeno she went out of her room.

Already forgetting which one was jeno's she went into the room beside hers, finding 'him' asleep already made her groan "wake up dummy, i need cloths to change into" she stated as she approached the sleeping figure. jaemin made a sound which was a mixture of a groan and a whine as y/n rolled her eyes ready to pull the blanket off his face she approached him.

But yelped when she felt jaemin grab her wrist and pull her on the bed beside him, "for a newbie you sure are comfortable with walking around wearing a filmsy bathrobe in a place filled with men" he spoke beside her ear , eyes still closed he laid there with a tight grip on her wtist.

"Wha-what the fuck jaemin" she sputtered out as jaemin finally opened his eyes and stared right into hers "cat got your tongue snippy?" He snickered letting go of her wrist as he got out of bed and went towards his closet.

Grabbing a random pair of sweats and a a tshirt he tossed them to her as she caught them "i prefer you in my cloths than jeno's" he rasped, voice deeper than usual due to him still being sleepy as y/n felt herself getting hot "whatever" she hissed as she started untying the robe as jaemin's eyes widened, swiftly he turned around as his ears went beet red.

Y/n snickered as she put on the cloths, "cat got your tongue jaeminie~ she teased as she stood behind him fully dressed in his cloths as he still didn't turn around " i'm decent, you can turn around now" she said as he finally turned around and stared right into her eyes.

"A dangerous game is what you're playing darling" her whispered as he gently took her by the waist causing her heart to almost leap out of her chest, without thinking their faces inched closer and closer...

"Yo jaemin have you seen y/n- OH MY EYES" yelled jeno as he covered his eyes, which caused them to jump apart as they cleared their throats "do you mind knocking jeno!!" Seethed jaemin as jeno smiled his usual samoyed eye smile which made y/n snicker "i was looking all over for you to hand you some clothe to sleep in, but seeing as you already had jaemin give you his cloths- which is rare he doesn't even give me his hoodies talk about being stingy- " "are you done?" Questioned jaemin cutting jeno off who grinned.

"Whatever good night nana, let's go young lady" said jeno as he grabbed the girl's hand and dragged her away , jaemin watched his bestfriend drag her away , she looked back as they made eye contact, jaemin being jaemin he went red and looked away .

"What was that" whisper-yelled jeno as he sat down on her bed as she too flopped down on it "i think i have feelings for him jeno" she said as she faced the ceiling jeno too laid down beside her "then tell him not me" he stated as a matter of fact as she groaned.

"I'm not really great with feelings jen" she whined as he patted her head "it's okay, i'll help you, for now, sleep i know you're tired from all the training" he said as he left "Boy if only you knew this training isn't half as bad the one yixing makes me do" she snickered as she drifted off to sleep.

It was the next day and y/n woke up early to make breakfast for everybody , one by one they all came down stairs to see the huge dining hall table set yuta came down yawning and flinched when he was met with the over enthusiastic face of the girl.

"Jesus you scared me" he stated as y/n snickered "oh your reactions are priceless" she fake wiped a tear as she gestured for him to sit down beside the dream team "when did you even get the time to make this" he questioned as he eyed the breakfast sandwhiches and butter croissants as she smiled.

"I woke up at 8 am to make everything, oh and i made coffee it's in the coffee maker " she informed them. Soon the table was packed with all the members, the dining hall filled with loud chatter of all the guy's, jaemin found himself oberving how close y/n and jeno were sitting .

Her hand brushed his arm ever so slightly everytime he told her something funny, he narrowed his eyes at the duo as he bent the metal spoon , haechan snickered beside him "any minute now i feel like steam would be coming out of your ears" he whispered, loud enough so that only jaemin could hear him.

After breakfast the guy's did the dishes in pairs as a token of their gratitude for the hearty breakfast; y/n was on her way to the game room but felt someone grab her by the wrist and pull her into a nearby room.

"What- jaemin" she mumbled against his palm as he shushed her "you are treading dangerous waters, being flirty with my bestfriend, just to rile me up" he seethed as y/n rolled her eyes and pushed him away which caused him to stumble abit making him scoff.

"Quick fyi jaemin, if you weren't too busy drowning in your own jealousy you would notice that the interactions i have with jeno are nothing but platonic" she barked .

"You... You and that overly smart and sassy mouth of yours are so infuriating" he whispered as he held the back of her hair in a tight grip, not enough to hurt but enough to make her face him directly.

"Don't think i'm that easy to play with darling, if you want to bring a gun to a sword fight, go ahead, but remember i'm alway's two paces ahead of you" with that he captured her lips in a breathy kiss , consuming the words that were at the tip of her tongue.

Pulling away he couldn't help but stare into her eyes as she looked up at him "i think my feelings go deeper than just liking you, it's kinda scary" he whispered gently stroking her cheek as she leaned into his touch "i think i love you" she whispered as jaemin's heart soared as he smiled that silly smile of his "i love you too" .

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Later on taeyong had told jaemin to sparr with y/n as she stood infront of him wearing her jump suit which was similar to his, he grinned "i can go easy on you if you want darling" he said voice velvety as she chuckled "no need bunny boy" she winked as they took their fighting stance.

The charged at eachother, jaemin swung at her as she blocked it with ease , he quickly kicked at her legs causing her to stumble forward."you did say not to go easy " he laughed as she blew a strand of hair out of her face.

Swiftly she got up as jaemin couldn't help but find her determination to be a huge turn on , this time she charged at him from up front which he dodged with a grin afcourse but that grin was knocked off his face when she did a mixture of a cartwheel and a handstand and wrapped her legs around his neck, making him fall backwards, she had her hand behind his head to cushion his fall.

The wind had been knocked out of his lungs as he laid there on the training room's floor. Her sat on his chest panting as he laughed "where'd you learn how to do that?" He asked as she calmed down her breathing "my brother-" "WHERE THE FUCK IS SHE" came an angry voice from outside the door as they busted open.

Revealing a fuming yixing as y/n's eyes widened "GEGE!!?" she yelled as she quickly scrambled to get off jaemin's chest and threw herself at her brother, "brother?" "YOU'RE CHINESE??!!" queationed both jaemin and chenle at the same time as y/n laughed .

"Yes and yes, uh jaemin meet my older brother yixing , or as you all may know him as lay" she introduced them to each other as jaemin looked like he would pass out from fright.

"What were you doing with my sister" he questioned narrowing his eyes at the younger who gulped waving his hand around. "Sparring?" He laughed as yixing scoffed "did you hit my sister??" He inquired as jaemin frantically shook his head.

"She knocked me down hyung" he scratched the back of his neck as lay looked at his sister "did you?" She nodded "yup, just like you taught me" she grinned as he smiled ruffling her hair "that's my dumpling" she huffed and swatted his hand away.

And later on yixing didn't really do anything due to nct and exo being allies he sighed as he faced his sister "i was worried sick about you " he stated as she pouted and hugged him "i was in good hands though, i actually made some friends and well i also have jaemin now, besides i'm surprised it took you that long to find me" she teased as he rolled his eyes "minseok was being a little priss and went mia so i couldn't track you down without his help" .

"Classic minseok, was he in paris again to pester jia to take him back?" She asked snorting as yixing nodded laughing , "yeah exactly , that idiot won't leave the poor girl alone". He shook his head as he told her to get in the car " wait!!, i didn't say goodbye to nana" "what the fuck is a nana?" His question was left unanswered as she had sprined back into the manor.

She went to his room and found him sat on his bed, quietly she tried to sneak up on him but failed as he turned around to look at her "you can't really sneak up on a trained hit man darling" he grinned as she pouted and sat on his lap "i have to go my love" "i know" he whispered as he looked into her eyes while holding her as she put her forehead against his.

"I'll call you when i get home okay" she promised as he breathed in deeply, taking in her scent that he had come to love "i love you" she whispered as she kissed him as he sighed in content "i'll take you on a date soon" he whisperer against her lips as she grinmed "i'd like that" "yeah?" "Yeah" she whispered getting off , not before stealing a quick peck.

Smiling she ran out as jaemin sighed falling down on his bed dramtically , jeno peeked into his room and gagged "i can smell the hopeless romance from across the hall romeo, tone it down" he teased as jaemin threw a pillow at him.

Meanwhile y/n finally sat down in the passenger seat grinning like an idiot as yixing looked at her chuckling."i assume that went well?" She nodded as she looked down at her phone as it dinged with a messege from him "i miss you:^( " you'll live <3" is what she had sent and laughed.

A/n: this was a request but I can currently not remember their username 😭

Pairing : jaemin x reader (mafia au)

Summary: whereas jaemin is tasked to kidnap the rival gang leader's daughter but ends up abducting the wrong girl

Warnings: mention of violence, blood, make out sesh? That's all I guess.

Preview:

"Wait so i'm supposed to abduct this girl from a club?" Questioned jaemin as taeyong nodded "shes not just some girl, and I want you to keep that in mind. She's the heir to the black rose and therefore very treasured by the boss so make sure it goes swiftly or you'll be dead meat at their hands".

And thats how

jaemin found himself sitting at the bar of one of Seoul's most exclusive clubs keeping an eye out for" the girl" he was supposed to abduct.

"How will I even know what she looks like? You didn't even give me a picture" he had grumbled which caused taeyong to rub his forehead already being done with the younger.

"Intel says she's going to be standing out due to her beauty and the dress she'll be wearing".

And soon enough the girl walked in wearing a red bodycon dress which caused jaemin's lips to curve up "voila" he whispered sipping his martini soon the girl was dancing with her friends swaying to the music and jaemin found himself being captivated by the sheer sexuality she was giving off.

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Since you're taking requests can you do NCT mafia gang......... Sumthin like that 🤔🤔

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I remember writing a jaemin fic, though I forgot to reply, sorry about that in my country Tumblr is banned, also I'll tag you when I post it in a day or 2

And then I go ahead and write it

me, a writer, at 3am: WHAT? I CANT FIND THE SPECIFIC FANFIC THAT I MADE UP IN MY MIND WITH A WHOLE PLOT AND ORIGINAL CHARACTERS??? WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE??? DO THEY EXPECT ME TO WRITE THE STORY I THOUGHT UP OF???

It's a struggle in this economy 🫤

when i want fluff/angst fics and all i’m getting is smut

the struggle is real

me @ y/n when they do something i’d never do:

like babe this isn’t us ?? get it together

He's so pretty, I wanna make him my wife

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Pairing : yuta x female reader

Summary: whereas siren y/n doesn't know saving the life of a drowning man could lead to love, love that might lead her to do crazy things, give up her life even.

Warnings: mention of suicide, blood, gore minor and major character death, implied sex (no actual smut)

Word count : 5,628 words ( I know it's short)

a/n: this is my first time writing on Tumblr so it might be sloppy, sorry.

Murmuring could be heard within the crowded tavern where yuta sat having his nightly beer and dinner "didn't ya hear? Another man's body was found by the seashore last night" "what!!? Thats the 6th time this month".

Yuta huffed as he drank his beer already feeling a headache forming " another one john" he asked the tavern owner who prepared it and slid it over to him quickly chugging it down he slammed the glass on the counter and placed some coins beside it taking his coat from the rack he walked out.

He wasn't in the best state right now due to the alcohol in his body which made him walk with long strides not thinking at all about as to where he was headed he found himself by the seashore.

He faced the sea with vision so blurry he could barely make out what he was seeing he threw his coat on the sand and took off his shirt not caring about the fact that the night was chilly due to winter nearing.

With wobbly steps, he got in the water with every step he went deeper and deeper until he couldn't feel the wet sand beneath his feet he exhaled a shaky breath as he swam a bit far.

he could feel the cold settling in on his skin.

He was completely oblivious to the peering eyes of another that stared curiously at the young man who dared swim so late despite knowing about the taboo that surrounded the sea.

Y/n could only watch with those eyes of hers which were both curious and alarmed, after all, no human ever liked sirens, killing them in cold blood if one was to ever find or stumble across one.

She had seen it all, from the day she was born she had witnessed the population of her people decreasing each year it hadn't mattered where they went and settled, after all, the beautiful creatures weren't to be admired but feared.

Not what they thought themselves, no it was quite the opposite. sirens would grow up learning about the creatures that roamed the land called humans which were like them in many ways but they had differences which set them oh so greatly apart.

Sirens are very intelligent beings they can master any language the humans speak but they do have their language which can only be spoken by communicating through their minds which is one of their many unique gifts.

Their appearances aren't the only beautiful thing about them though they have richly enchanting voices, the same voices the humans fear so greatly but always seem to be attracted to it somehow.

And when the siren stops singing it is like a spell being broken and the human finally realises what it is witnessing somehow the simple act of singing close to the shore ends in a bloodbath sometimes the human is the dead one but most times the siren is the one who gives up the fight as it accepts it's faith.

So all y/n did was watch at first, she watched as yuta closed his eyes and stopped moving as he spread out his arms. Like that he sank into the deep sea and finally she realised what she was witnessing wasn't just a simple midnight swim.

Still cautious she swam close to the sinking man who had his eyes closed, she got close to him, and by doing so she could finally see him. and she found herself being entranced by his beauty.

Oh so gently she touched his face, by doing so she felt his emotions which were too strong for her to hold onto him so reluctant she retreated her hand before he ran out of oxygen she decided to save him.

So she gently hugged him and swam upwards and straight to the shore she went, she laid his body down on the sand as he spluttered out water but still lay unconscious, he had somehow regained his consciousness and opened his eyes still in a daze.

That caused the siren to panic as she decided to erase his memories, to do so she had to do one thing she knew was inevitable, so, she kissed him.

Yuta felt something soft yet moist graze his lips, he could make out the blurry figure of a woman with long flowing hair but before his vision could clear she was gone.

Leaving him there alone. When yuta gained his full consciousness it was morning, he looked around and found his discarded shirt and coat he quickly put them on.

He felt a sharp pain in his head which he dismissed as a hangover, grumbling he went to his house which he didn't consider home. After all the only person he shared it with didn't allow it to feel like a home to yuta, not after his mother died that is.

When he got into his house he was faced with the maids all scrambling around as he sighed trying to sneak past his father and father's hunter mates, he never really liked his family's business.

He believed hunting sirens wasn't right because they did have the same heart that humans had thus that should be considered murder not hunting thus his father was left disappointed with his only son who didn't follow in his footsteps as the best siren hunter to exist.

"And where do ya think you are going, young man!!" Came in his booming voice as yuta sighed turning around halfway on the stairs "to my room, sir" he replied through clenched teeth as his father scoffed "not after staying out all night you aren't" he yelled as yuta could only roll his eyes.

Not letting him continue his lecture yuta was already familiar with the continued walking up the stairs he could still very clearly hear his father's loud voice "you're just like your mother, WEAK AND USELESS" yuta could only clench his fist as he slammed his door harshly, the wood cracked making the sound echo throughout the long hallway.

It was the next day and yuta wanted to visit the seashore again, so thats what he did. He stood feet dunked into the wet sand as he thought about the previous day.

He recalled wanting to drink that very night due to it being his mother's death anniversary, but he didn't know getting drunk would end up with him almost drowning.

He gasped as he saw a beautiful tail splash in the distance, deciding to follow where the creature was headed it led him to the cave near the seashore.

And their yuta saw the most beautiful woman he had ever seen, he approached her to see her better but halted as he bore her start to sing.

Somehow he found himself being lulled toward the woman, not realising that there was a seashell in his way he stepped on it and made it crunch which halted the siren's singing as she dove into the water.

"Wait!!" He yelled as he slowly approached the shaking siren "I don't mean any harm I swear" he stood a few feet away from her as she looked at him as recognition settled in her irises.

"I feel like I've seen you before" he spoke more to himself than her as she furrowed her eyebrows not expecting him to say that "tha-that can't be, I erased your memories of last night" she whisper yelled as yuta looked at her confused.

"What do you mean erased my memories?!!, you do know me then!!" He stated firmly as y/n sighed finally sitting back on the rock still remotely cautious around the young man.

"I saved you last night" she spoke staring at him deeply as yuta let out an "oh" scratching his head "thank you, I guess?" He was conflicted between being thankful that he was alive or being upset that he was.

"Why are you not happy?" She questioned tilting her head as she looked at him curiously he sighed sitting down on the sand "I honestly don't have a reason to be thankful that i'm alive " "I believe you're alive because you deserve to be, and maybe you just haven't fulfilled your purpose of being born" she splashed her tail as a few droplets touched yuta's face making him close his eyes.

"You have a very beautiful tail" he complimented but realised how ridiculous it must sound to a possible fish with a human's upper torso but he snapped out of it hearing her laugh softly "thank you, to be honest, I don't have the most beautiful tail in my family that's why i'm considered the least attractive" and that had yuta gaping in surprise and disbelief "you are so beautiful i'm having a hard time believing that" and that earned him another soft laugh from the siren as he too couldn't help but grin.

"What's your name handsome?" The endearing term had yuta's ears turning red as he coughed "yuta" he replied as she repeated "yuta~ you have a very unique name" she spoke, "and what might yours be?" She hummed "well in the sea i'm called ianthe but I prefer to be called y/n" "y/n is such a beautiful name".

The two talked for what felt like hours but was only a few minutes but their attention went to a nearby commotion that indicated someone was coming, before yuta could say goodbye y/n had already dove into the water and was gone within seconds as yuta sighed in relief.

It had become a routine for yuta to visit the small cave by the seashore and somehow she'd be there too as if she came to the rural cave in hopes of seeing him too. Just the thought of her feeling the same want to see him just as much as he wanted to see her sent his heart ablaze.

The two had gotten to know each other better, it would go like this, yuta would tell her about the land of his kind and she'd tell him about the sea of hers.

They both felt the same thing for each other, feeling comfortable in one another's presence the two couldn't help but fall for each other but somehow none of them told the other that.

Y/n hummed as she stared at the night sky " you know when I was younger my mother would tell me that the stars over there were me and her" he spoke as y/n gazed at the stars he was pointing at with such warmth in his eyes.

It had always been like this whenever he talked about his mother he'd have the softest of smile on his lips but whenever she'd inquire about his father he'd grumble and change the topic so she had stopped pushing for answers taking it as he didn't like talking about him.

"But look there's a new star between them" she gasped pointing as yuta too couldn't help but gasp as he realised what he was seeing "could it be..." "Could it be what yuta?" "... Nevermind" once again he brushed the thought aside as he grazed at her as her eyes twinkled under the moonlight.

"No y/n you're not getting it you can't be falling for him he's a human and you're a siren" "but irene you don't get it!!, he makes me feel like we aren't so different after all" she begged for her sister to hear her pleas as irene could only sigh as she stared at her younger sister.

"You know what happens when a siren falls for a human right?" Y/n nodded as she bit her lip "if the human doesn't reciprocate the siren's feelings... The siren's heart stops beating with time as the heartbreak is too much for the fragile heart of a siren" she repeated the same words she had heard growing up, over and over her sister had repeated the same words to her until she had memorised the way she had spoken too.

Irene felt her chest tighten seeing the distraught look on her younger sister's face "here take this" she said taking off her necklace as she put it around y/n's neck who gapped at her sister "b-but it's mother's-" "well now it's yours, I can't stop you from seeing that boy now can I? Might as well let you in on the family secret, baby ,what you have around your neck isn't just some random necklace, it's a family heirloom which every mother passes on to her daughter which i'm giving to you seeing as you need it more than me it is charmed by a very powerful sea witch who made it so whichever siren wore it could transform her tail for leg's if she set foot on land".

By the end of her sister's rant, y/n could only laugh in joy as she hugged her sister who smiled patting her back.

With that y/n swam to the seashore being more than excited.

Yuta once again came to the cave hoping to find y/n there but seeing as she wasn't there he became both worried and confused a nearby splash snapped his attention towards it as he sighed walking towards her.

"I thought something happened to you" he pouted sitting down on the sand as she giggled sitting on the rock with her tail still dunked in the water " aww you were worried about me" she cooed reaching for him like how one would do for a baby as he grumbled swatting her hand.

"Stop that, I was going to board a ship to look for you if I had to" that caused y/n to stop laughing as she felt her heart squeeze "what's that around your neck, it's really pretty" he questioned as y/n subconsciously fiddled with the necklace humming.

"Well this is a family heirloom, my sister gave it to me" she gushed proudly as yuta could only chuckle at her cuteness "that's nice" "that's not it!! She said it can give me legs if I step on land" now yuta looked at her curiously as she smiled widely "that's such bull- you're fucking with me" he narrowed his eyes at her as she pouted.

"Come on, my sister wouldn't lie to me let's test it out ok" yuta shrugged as he stood up with that she took her tail out of the water as she stood up feeling the sand on her tail yuta who had been staring at her face so far due to finally being able to be almost the same level as she gasped as y/n screamed falling on her ass.

Crimson faced yuta and looked away as the siren-turned-human girl tried to crawl back into the water panicking she cried as yuta too panicked "what is it!!- NO god you're naked" "yuta shut up and help me" she cried out making yuta turn around as she screamed, "you dimwit close your eyes and help me in the water" and so he did he extended his hands as she grabbed them making him pull her up.

He walked her backwards as she finally fell into the water did her tail reappear "you can look now" she spoke up in a small voice that was barely above a whisper as yuta exhaled turning around "well, now we know that isn't a lie, but, we have a bit of a situation here if you want to walk around the town with me you must have cloths" y/n could only sigh nodding.

"You wait here i'll go and fetch you some clothes" he grumbled stomping away as the image was still fresh in his mind he slapped himself "stop thinking about it you sick pervert"  he walked into the market and spotted a clothes shop quickly he went in and grabbed whatever dress and boots he could get his hands upon, not forgetting a corset and undergarment's which had to stop himself from staring at.

Finally, he had come back to the cave "I thought you weren't going to come to see me again" she let out cursing herself mentally for speaking before thinking.

"What! No !! I would never do that I've gotten too used to seeing you every day to suddenly quit" he stated as he put down the clothes "now, do you know how to put these on?" "Well yeah, obviously i'm not dumb I've seen the human women wearing them" she grumbled taking the clothes "well?!! Turn around you pervert" she scolded as yuta rolled his eyes.

After a few minutes of her struggling and him kicking rocks did he finally hear her say something other than cuss words "how do I even tighten this thing" she whined making yuta turn around to find her struggling with the corset "I can help you tie it if you want"  without a word she turned around indicating for him to approach her.

Which he did and as his hands touched her clothed back she inhaled sharply as she could feel his body heat radiate off him due to her being cold from just getting out of the water.

"Done!" He spoke making her turn around smiling "how do I look?" She questioned "you look ... Beautiful" he let out in a breathy tone which had her cheeks heating up "let's go then" she spoke enthusiastically making yuta smile as he took her hand in his.

Hand in hand the two walked around the town as yuta showed her everything from shops to homes and seeing her get mesmerised by such mediocre things only made him realise that maybe he did have a reason to live on if she was in his life.

"And this is a clothes shop, I bought your clothes from here" he smiled as y/n got excited she skimmed through the clothes and found a beautiful hat which caught her attention, she put it on and looked in the mirror.

"This is so pretty" she whispered admiring herself in the mirror as yuta couldn't help but stare with a lovesick grin on his face "do you like it?" He questioned as she only nodded in response with an unfaltering grin which made him make up his mind.

"How much for the beautiful hat?" He quickly paid for the hat and took her by the hand "come on I want to show you my favourite place in this town" caught off guard she could only let him lead her along.

"How much longer do we have to walk" she whined feeling her feet almost give out on her "just a little bit more we're almost there" "how do you humans even walk on these things they're practically useless" she huffed "I give up I can't do much of this walking" with that she sat down on a rock making yuta sigh.

"Get up!" He demanded making her whine like a child "no my feet hurt" "y/n get up please"  he pleaded as she gave in and stood up but as soon as she did yuta quickly hooked his hands under her legs and arms and carried her making her yelp clinging on to him.

"What are you doing" she whined which only made him roll his eyes "what does it look like i'm doing? i'm carrying you up the hill of course" he spoke matter of factly while walking  "won't you get tired though" she questioned as worry filled her eyes.

"Do you think i'm too frail to carry you?" He inquired raising his brow down at her as she could only splutter out incoherencies "that's what I thought" he grinned cockily as it was now her turn to roll her eyes.

"And we're here" he gently let her down as she looked around the hill as the sun was setting "this is so beautiful" she let out in awe of the view which showed the setting sun over the town and sea.

The setting sun made her look even more beautiful than yuta had found her since he saw her when she turned around to look at him he was already looking at her with those eyes, those warm beautiful eyes of his that made her heart skip a beat or maybe even two, after all, who even keeps count.

Subconsciously they both got closer and closer until there wasn't space between them "y/n" he whispered as she looked into his softening gaze "yuta" she let out just as softly and with that, they kissed as the moon rose and the sun set fully.

The kiss spoke words they were both dying to say, maybe it even gave them the courage to finally say them out loud to the other.

Hands tangled in his hair she kissed him back with the same passion, the two broke apart when they found themselves at a loss of breath.

"I think, no, I love you y/n and I am certain because I have never felt this way about anyone. You make me realise that maybe life can be beautiful if it's spent with the right person" he took her face in his hands as she looked at him with tears welling in her eyes.

"I love you too yuta, so much," she replied as tears finally escaped her eyes he chuckled wiping them away as he hugged her close "I was afraid, I thought you wouldn't feel the same, and that I would die from heartbreak" she whispered against his chest as he put his chin on top of her hear.

"What do you mean to die from heartbreak?" He questioned pulling away "when a siren falls in love with a human they put their heart at their mercy to do whatever they want, and rejection ends in it stopping beating"  she explained as yuta felt his heart drop. "God that's... It's so unfair I could never do that to you" he whispered as he sat down on the grass patting the space beside him for her to sit.

Soon the two found themselves laying down on the grass as they gazed up at the stars pointing out the patterns and talking the evening away.

"It's too late don't you think?" He questioned as y/n nodded feeling herself get hungry "let's go to the tavern to eat something" he extended his hand and she took it making him hoist her up.

Soon the two found themselves in the tavern yuta usually went to "this is bread and this is soup" he explained and even demonstrated how it was to be eaten which she caught onto in no time soon they both ate enjoying each other's presence.

"Do you want to try the beer?" "Beer? What's that?" She questioned feeling curious" one beer please john" he ordered as the tavern owner put it on his table "this is beer, it's a drink that we enjoy after a long day" he gestured for her to take a sip which she did and the face she made had him chortling.

"Yuck!!, you drink this willingly? It tastes awful" she gagged pushing it towards him as he only laughed ruffling her hair "it's your first time that's why you hate it, maybe you'd like wine more" quickly downing the glass he paid the tavern owner "can I book a room?" The owner nodded giving him the keys which yuta gave him a small pouch containing coins not caring about how much he had given away.

He bought her inside the room "and since I can't bring you to my house I hope you'd settle here instead" he scratched the back of his head as y/n shrugged.

"I don't mind, but, I was uh... Kinda hoping you'd stay the night with me" she found her face heating up as she looked at yuta's face which was unreadable at that moment she was about to take the simple request back but ate her words back up hearing him, "Okay, i'll stay".

That's how they both found themselves in the same bed as they lay facing each other " aren't you gonna sleep?" He questioned as she hummed "I don't really feel sleepy" she spoke honestly yuta got close to her face as they stared deeply into each other's eyes without another word being exchanged they found their lips against one another, unlike their first kiss this one was more firey, more passionate, perhaps even lustful.

"Push me away if you don't want this" he whispered as grazed his lips down her neck causing her breath to get caught up in her throat. Feeling him tug at the knot of her dress did she finally release a breath as he undid her dress.

Helping her take it off he finally got the chance to admire her.

Some days went by just like that, they both found themselves falling in love with each other more and more every day but y/n wanted to visit her sister missing her dearly which yuta didn't mind as he bid her goodbye with a kiss "don't forget to come back tomorrow or i'll have to go searching for you, and I mean it this time" he pouted as she laughed pecking him "don't be a baby, of course, i'll come back make sure to bring me cloths to wear okay" he nodded as she dove in the water.

What y/n didn't notice while swimming was that a nearby sailor had seen her and now was on his way to inform the siren hunter who was none other than mr.Nakamoto who was busy doing wood carvings for portrait frames.

"Master!!!" He came in panting as mr Nakamoto stopped the hammer mid-air "kihyun? what is it why are you barging in like some lunatic" he tsked eying the dishevelled man.

"I spotted a siren!!" He spoke catching his breath as soon as the word 'siren' had left the man's mouth it had quipped mr Nakamoto's attention as he hummed urging the man called kihyun to continue.

"And it wasn't just any ordinary siren, it was ianthe" now mr Nakamoto had completely abandoned his carving work as he quickly cleaned his hands with a towel "take me where you exactly spotted her" he demanded firmly as the man nodded already feeling the amount of gold he would receive for this rare discovery.

"I saw her here, master" he pointed out as the stern man looked around the seashore "I believe it's time we go on a hunt boys" he smirked as his ship crew cheered finally getting to hunt after a long time.

Yuta who had followed his father due to him always bringing his son along even though yuta had greatly shown no interest in the family business.

"My son will throw the harpoon" he laughed while firmly grasping yuta's shoulder as a warning which yuta chuckled along fakely as his heart twisted in worry.

The next day they had all boarded the ship as mr Nakamoto looked through his telescope trying to spot any signs of the siren yuta could only hope irene would keep her with her longer.

"What's that?! " questioned one of the huntsmen as they spotted a turtle struggling in a fishing net "looks like a turtle, we aren't here to fish people we're here to hunt and I best not find any of yall messing this up" spoke yuta's father voice booming as the whole ship of men saluted.

"...is that?!!" Yelled kihyun as he spotted a beautiful purple tail in a distance nearing the flailing turtle yuta's father pushed him aside snatching the telescope from him as he too looked at what he was seeing as a wry smile found its way to his face.

"Ya'r got that right it's her" he spoke spotting y/n try and help the poor turtle finally succeeding she helped the turtle getaway.

"Alright crew, get your harpoons ready, but, do not forget that yuta is the first one who gets to throw his" he instructed as he gave yuta a harpoon making his heart drop.

Not knowing what to do he decided to do what any insane person would do, he threw the harpoon beside her aiming for it to only scare and alert her which it did as she frantically looked around spotting the huge ship as she widened her eyes.

"ALRIGHT SHE'S ALARMED DO NOT WASTE TIME CHARGE AT HER AT FULL FORCE" he yelled making the whole ship of men to ready for their harpoons to aim at them.

Yuta didn't think twice before he snatched a huntsman's harpoon quickly impaling him with it.

Next thing he knew the whole ship broke out into chaos as the huntsmen got against yuta who had already charged at another man at full force successfully impaling him making the man drop dead with blood coming out of his mouth.

"HE'S TRYING TO PROTECT THAT WRETCHED MONSTER!!" yelled kihyun as yuta's father could only watch everything unfold, after all, he was never as fond of his son due to him having his mother's heart.

"Fuck it," yuta thought as he jumped off the ship trying to swim to the seashore with the men constantly throwing harpoons at him and now they had armed themselves with bows and arrows and were shooting at him causing yuta to duck under the water.

Y/n who had been staying down all that while because of fear saw what was happening due to her heightened vision and spotted yuta who had dove into the water.

Finally, she rose above to the surface as yuta did too, unaware of the coming arrow that was aimed straight in the middle of his chest y/n quickly swam in his direction and somehow she reached him on time not thinking twice before hugging him from the front as the arrow went straight through her back and stuck out her chest making her to slow her breathing as yuta could only gasp.

"THE SIREN IS DOWN!!, I REPEAT THE SIREN IS DOWN" yelled kihyun alerting the whole ship "what about the boy" yelled half the crew "yeah!! What about that traitor" yelled the other half "nothing, we got the siren and that's it we don't need to speak about what happened for all we can take this for, the huntsmen died a death of eternal glory " "but-" "enough help yuta on the ship" he commanded sternly making kihyun nod as he called for yuta who had been holding on to the bleeding corpse of his lover.

"YUTA!! leave it get on the ship" "NO" he yelled as a sob broke out of his sealed lips as reality struck him "don't make me use force!!" yuta only hugged the corpse closer as he cried feeling her limp body kihyun had enough so he got down a ladder and grabbed him by the collar causing him to let go of y/n's body which sunk into the deep sea "NO! LET GO YOU MONSTER" he yelled feeling hopeless.

That had been weeks ago, now yuta sat by the window in his room staring off as he let his mind wander, he hadn't slept well at all since that day. Constantly replaying the day in his mind over and over he had become a hollow shell of a person.

He was barely there, after all simply existing wasn't the way of life.

So yuta did what he had put his mind to 2 months prior, he went to the seashore at night abandoning his shoes and coat once again he let the cold sand touch his feet as he exhaled shakily.

"I'm coming my love" he breathed as he walked straight towards the sea which called his name and once again he went until his feet couldn't feel the wet sand beneath them.

And once again he spread out his arms as his legs stopped moving, this time he didn't feel the gentle touch of hers, nor did he wake up to the feeling of being carried out and being laid on the sand.

He felt his lungs fill up with water as his breathing got slower and slower until he had finally stopped breathing completely.

"Yuta?!!" He heard her beautiful voice that he had been longing to hear "Yuta!! Wake up" he heard it again as he furrowed his brows finally opening his eyes he was faced with her face right in front of his.

"God I thought something happened to you, you were having a nightmare" she spoke worriedly as she wiped the cold sweat off his forehead with a towel "wait..nightmare?".

None of it was real?? He thought as he held onto his head " babe i'm hungry" she whined causing him to look at her confused as he scanned the room seeing a minimalistic-themed room which looked like it belonged to a married couple as he felt a headache approaching.

"We were craving blueberry pancakes" she pouted "oh ok I can make wait- "  finally he looked at her appearance and when his eyes settled on her protruding stomach that she had been rubbing due to hunger did he finally recall everything.

They were married and expecting twins, and of course, it wasn't 1870 but 2022 "are my babies hungry?" He smiled getting up as he pecked her cheek and got on the same level as her stomach "appa will make you some delicious pancakes" he spoke to her stomach causing her to ruffle his hair chuckling.

"Maybe it was all a dream" he had thought to himself as he shrugged going about his day.

What hadn't occurred to him was the possibility of it being his past life with his soulmate who had accompanied him in his every life.

The end

a/n: didn't proofread lol

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Pairing : yuta x reader

Summary: whereas siren y/n doesn't know saving the life of a drowning man could lead to love, love that might lead her to do crazy things, give up her life even.

Warnings: mention of suicide, blood, gore minor and major character death

a/n: this is my first time writing on Tumblr so it might be sloppy, sorry.

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With wobbly steps, he got in the water with every step he went deeper and deeper until he couldn't feel the wet sand beneath his feet he exhaled a shaky breath as he swam a bit far.

he could feel the cold settling in on his skin.

He was completely oblivious to the peering eyes of another that stared curiously at the young man who dared swim so late despite knowing about the taboo that surrounded the sea.

Y/n could only watch with those eyes of hers which were both curious and alarmed, after all, no human ever liked sirens, killing them in cold blood if one was to ever find or stumble across one.

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a/n: that's it I guess I'll finish it by October 7th I suppose and post it that exact same day please send an ask to be added to the tag list

Eating my phone

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"👍cut〜"

Why is hair so high maintenance I think we should be able to control our hair with our minds fuck this

P-pr-pret-pretty

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I have a mix of both worlds

Mom I love him

The caption? Couldn't have said it better.

the first thing i look at in a man is his heart. the fact that his tits are in front of his heart is not my fault

Maybe I'll upload a few of my written works after exams as long as I feel like people want read them

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Me: 🙏I forfeit all my mortal possessions including my heart to you

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