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The Sirens Were Fucking Right

the sirens were fucking right

every time i myself be happy i feel like im flying way too close to the sun like my brain needs to shut the fuck up and let me enjoy this without imaginary sirens going off in my head any time i feel good

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happiness is temporary you /will/ be left alone in the end lesson learned
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2 years ago

everything ages like milk with love huh

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fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck breakups fuck relationships fuck trusting people because thats all i ever seem to do and look where it gets me and fuck the fact that i would forgive you in an instant despite all of it because i would give you as many chances as it takes to keep you forever fuck 😩
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pearlldiver
2 years ago

rocking myself in a chair i should not be this stressed about spending money for a special occasion my life will not be ruined if i buy a nice dress for myself nothing is gonna spiral out of control if i indulge a little

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vent i get so panicked when i have to spend for shit and partially its because of the thousands of times my dad has gone on about how stressed he is about money w inflation n shit and how we need to save and that we waste too much n atp im just worried about money all the time whenever i want to buy something and its not even like my familys in a position financially where we will go homeless with one wrong move i just get so fucking nervous n we have a dance coming up n my friends n i are talking abt outfits n theyre willing to spend so much and it makes me feel kind of sick bcs i dont wanna look bad but also i dont wanna spend much n like. jesus its not even like a big thing anyways but im making it into one fucking spiraling im gonna cry
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pearlldiver
2 years ago
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i chose orpheus and eurydice but i love everlark ok
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pearlldiver
2 years ago

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not even a month. not even a fucking month fuck 😩 vent
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pearlldiver
2 years ago

somebody needs to send my dad and his built-in asshole mode to anger management school

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like im trying to understand where hes coming from but it just feels like hes looking for fights to pick at this point Jesus
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