Its Not Even Like A Big Thing Anyways But Im Making It Into One - Tumblr Posts

vent i get so panicked when i have to spend for shit and partially its because of the thousands of times my dad has gone on about how stressed he is about money w inflation n shit and how we need to save and that we waste too much n atp im just worried about money all the time whenever i want to buy something and its not even like my familys in a position financially where we will go homeless with one wrong move i just get so fucking nervous n we have a dance coming up n my friends n i are talking abt outfits n theyre willing to spend so much and it makes me feel kind of sick bcs i dont wanna look bad but also i dont wanna spend much n like. jesus its not even like a big thing anyways but im making it into one fucking spiraling im gonna cry