I Feel Like Everything Is Coming Down, Crashing Around Me.

I feel like everything is coming down, crashing around me.

#i cant do this

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How they comfort you when you are upset

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A/n: Lol I don't have much friends or someone to comfort me and I'd really love to have someone. Idk if you can classify this as angst but this might make some people sad.

Yeonjun

"Y/n-ah!" You heard you Yeonjun's voice "Where are you?" He whined as he walked through the semi dark appartment switching on the lights. "There you are" he said in relief as he found you face red, eyes bloodshot red due to crying, features still trembling.

"J-jun" you said in a soft voice, looking at him with eyes and it physically hurt him to see you this way. You were generally the chirpy one who always partnered with him on his chaotic deeds so seeing you like that, sitting on the bathroom floor, crying for hours, broke him. He rushed to hug you, and you hugged him back almost clinging to him for dear life. He'd hug you tighter "lets get you up and to the bed okay?" He'd say before pulling away and pulling you up by your arms and taking you to the bed where he'd wrap you up and hold you close, feeding you chocolates and ice cream, talking about how what happened could have happened to anyone and it was specifically your fault. He'd look into your eyes and say "It's okay, you tried you best, it wasn't enough so you try again and this time you will overdo yourself from last time and succeed"

"I believe in you" he'd say and hug you as you'd shed silent tears and he'd simply let you cry it out.

Soobin

Shutting people out, that's a habit of yours, when you are upset, your mind keeps telling you 'Noone will understand you'. Soobin knows that and he's been there, waiting for you to come to him but that was in the past. That is why here the tall guy is sitting at the edge of your bed as you sob out on his shoulder.

He knows what it's like to be alone and he also knows you'd do the same for him. So, he would just be there ready to listen when you talk. He would wait patiently unless you've cried yourself out or spoken to him "It's okay to cry, do not bottle your feelings" he'd say and he'd just run his big hands, on your arms in a soothing manner and to make you feel that no matter what happens, no matter who come he, would always be there for you. "I will not let you shut me out and cry alone, you're stuck with me" he would assure you.

He'd try to act cute to get a reaction from you, smiling to himself like an idiot when you give in. He'd go as far as to force you out of bed and sober you up to take you for a stroll, or for a run of your favourite dessert/food. He'd sing for you as you both would be sitting alone at your favourite roof top feeling the cold night breeze against your face.

Beomgyu

This guy is a comedy himself, but the moment he'll see your face or watch you rush out of the room, he'd follow you. He'd probably find you in a secluded area, breathing heavily, trying your best not to break down. But one "Y/n" from him and all your controls would break and he'd rush to hug you.

He is not the best with words so he'll let his actions speak louder. He'll stay quiet, scared that he might make things worse by saying the something wrong. He'd simply draw comforting patterns on your back as you bowled out your eyes, probably getting his t-shirt wet, but he wouldn't care, you are the most important. He'd wait untill you would be ready to speak.

He'd try his best to recall some stupid jokes that you liked and tell them to you and you'd surely end up laughing leading to Beomgyu smiling at you like an idiot. Then telling him what happened, while he listens closely.

Taehyun

"What's up, loser" he'd say taking a seat beside your curled up body. No he doesn't mean ut, it's just his way of kinda the testing the waters. Only to make you sob a but harder and his eyes would go wide. You know Taehyun isn't much of a person for physical love, so even you'd be a bit shocked when he'd hug you, but you'd shift into his embrace none the less.

"It's fine, trust me, we'll fix it together" he assure you as he'd rub soothing circles on your back. "What if it can't be fixed?" You'd ask looking at him with big teary eyes. "Then we'll do it all over again" he'd say looking damn into your eyes with a reassuring smile. He would stay beside you the whole time, be it hours even.

He would have finally ordered your favourite food and force you to eat it. Then finally he'd talk to you in deep with what happened. The two of you would walk through every detail and steps and he'd help you figure iut exactly what things might have gone wrong and where are the weak points. He'd help you figure out exactly where the points of improvement are.

Heuning-Kai

He has always been your comfort person, the person you can go to when your upset or anything really. He'll always be there for you to support you, to cheer you up and to help you get back on your feet. Hence, when he'd get to know from a common friend that they saw you upset he'd rush to call you dropping everything else.

"Y/n! Y/n! Are you okay?" He'd ask searching your eyes, and he'd almost feel his own heart break seeing you so down. Being the affectionate person he is, he'd spread his arms wide for you to confide into him as you cry even harder. He'd hold you tighter as he'd feel your body shake from the amount of hurt you've endured. No, he won't ask you what's wrong, he'll just let you cry it all out, silently he won't even utter a single word and just hold you and run his fingers through your hair in a calming manner. He won't ask you because he knew you'd tell him yourself when you're ready.

And finally whe you do, he'd still hold you as you speak your mind out, he'd let you be vulnerable and catch you and would want to keep you safe. He would assure you that it will all be fine, that all this will ultimately lead to a greater good. When you'd be unsecure he'd tell you how well you've done in other things before and how he knows you'll get through this as well and he'd be right beside you to cheer you on.

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Tired Cuddles

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(Established relationship)

A/n: This is my first BTS headcanon, it just involves fluff and fluff.

Seokjin

If your already lying down and doing something he'll simply ask you to put it down and slide in beside you and then pulls you to him. He likes your back pressed to his chest, the smell of you hair intoxicating him. He loved the was your form fit in like a small spoon over his bigger built of a big spoon. He'd just shower random kisses on your shoulder, cheeks and head. Even tired he doesn't forget to tell you how much he loved you or various stuff from the day as he slowly falls asleep.

Yoongi

Yoongi is not much of a cuddler but he has gotten you to the dip in bed as you sleep beside him. Him being able to smell you and feel you when he reaches out. He loves to have you sleep close to him and would occasionally wrap an arm around your torso. At first you thought it was some wierd sleeping habit, it wasn't untill he was awake and you were having the time of month that you realised, its the kitty boy's attempt to cuddle you and since then you really appreciate his little cuddles.

Heseok

Its no unknown fact that Hoseok loved to be caressed when he sleeps and he loves to be cosy hence he ditches his pillows and sleeps on you, as in your chest being his natural pillow, he says he loves to listen to your heart beat. He hugs you tight and you run your fingers on his head, hair, neck and his back and let me tell you, the boy absolutely loves that. This cuddling habit has increased to such extend that at times he has trouble falling asleep if it's not on you.

Namjoon

This boys loves to have you wrapped around him. He lived to have you squished against him head in his chest, where can hold you and play with your hair as you trace invisible patters on his skin. You feel more safe when you are with him, the sound of his heart beat gives you comfort. At times you ask him to sing for you, no not to make fun, you just love to hear it. When he's tired he just hugs you close and sleeps, taking in the scent of you and your hair.

Jimin

This guy is a cuddler and never lets go any chance to recieve some. He just drops all facades infront of you and is the innocent boy with you, well not very innocent but yeah. He loves to be the small spoon as he curls up and sleeps and loves to be wrapped in your arms from the back. He feels serene in your arms and his racing mind easer, when he's in your arms and thus specially when he's tired spooning as the small spoon is on his top list.

Taehyung

This boy sleeps with three pillows in general cause he loves to cuddle and thus, he almost attaches himself to you like a koala. And his next step would be showering you with kisses. He says that the two of you fit like perfect puzzle pieces. He loves to intertwine you fingers and tells you your a perfect fit for him and he is for you. At times he hums melodies to you and those moments, just in his arms are your heaven.

Jungkook

This is a 24/7 cuddle machine and thus tries to cuddle whenever he gets time. But on tired evenings, he likes to sleep on his back and asks you to sleep on him, as he holds you. He says it acts as a massage and helps his muscles to relax. But he also feels better having you that close to him. He just lives squeezing you and having you smushed to him. Falling asleep to his heart beats is now your habit that you love alot.

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