I Will Have To See This Again And Not Go Looking For It

I will have to see this again and not go looking for it

Ordinary (song fic)

Before you start (BB) is best boy so you can insert your favourite Twisted Wonderland boy, mc is also gender neutral. Song is from the Owl House. It’s also my first song fic so if it sucks I’m sorry.

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Walking to Ramshackle with (BB) and Grim, as all three of them had a lovely conversation. As (BB) looks at mc with such love in his eyes as he laughs at one of the magicless human jokes. As mc walks in Ramshackle with Grim they say their goodbyes until the movie night. As mc close the door they let out a sigh as the hit their head on the door.

I notice how he looks at me

But I pretend that I don’t see

It’s easier if I let the tension subside

As mc picked up the novel they were reading, as time passed they got closer to the ending of the book. As they finished reading “And they lived happily ever after.” They had thrown the book half way across the room and it opened to a random page. Mc sat up and petted Grim as he slept peacefully. At they stood up to get the book the thought of (BB) filled their head with the ending of the book.

I’ve seen it in the books I read

A magic you cannot see

There’s no limitations

They were it with pride

But the charters I read, never act or look like me

I can’t depend on ‘em to lead me through the right door

Mc picked up the book and put it back on the shelf were it belongs, then headed for their room. Walking in their room they sat at the small table that was littered with papers and books. The perfect got to work finding away home along with trying to ignore the thought of (BB) that plagued their mind. Soon memories of home started to fill their minds. The school they went to where they could disappear into the crowds and find their friends. Talking simply could mess up the simplest words and being ordinary was hard to do.

And what’s the point of falling when I know I’m only stalling?

‘Cause I have to go back home

Where I’m just one of the herd

Tripping over my words

Trying hard to go with the grain

Keeping the quirks in my brain

I’m on the brink of discovery, I think

But what if I’m dreaming?

That’s what it seems like

Hearing a knock at Ramshackle snapped the lost human out of their thoughts. Running down the stairs they stoped in the hallway looking at the door, as thoughts of one day leaving them alone as they would have to leave to go back home. Slowly walking towards the door they put their hands that was shaking on the door handle, then slowly opened it.

‘Cause this boy thinks I’m part of his world

And that new territory is scary

If I turn the handle, am I asking for a scandal?

Should I try to be ordinary?

As (BB) walks in holding some snacks he smiles at Mc not knowing he was causing their heart beat to become much faster. “Let’s go to the main room,” Mc said trying their hardest to sound normal. The duo headed to the common room as (BB) asks, “so what movie are we watching?”

“I couldn’t pick so who about you pick a movie?”

“How about (Random movie title)?”

“Ok that sounds good.”

In the middle of the movie (BB) moved closer to mc.

“This is a good movie... right?”

“Yes it is.”

“Goooood.”

Baaah!

I’ve always been a little odd

The only pea inside the pod

That’s not an expression, I’m guessing

Oh well

The next day you were walking to class with Grim. Looking to see (BB) talking with someone, he also looks up to make eye contact with the love sick perfect. Sending a smile that made the perfect breath become caught in their throat. Quickly they turn around and hurry to a bathroom leaving Grim behind.

See? That’s exactly what I mean

I’m just as awkward as I seem

Plus, he make me nervous

I hope he can’t tell

Splashing some cool water on their face as their hands shack with every movement, letting out the air that the young human chocked on. Raising their head to look in the mirror thoughts of home filled their head. The smell of (favourite dinner), the awkwardness you would face when the teacher randomly called on them (it hasn’t changed). Home all my wants is to go home.

What is it he sees, in this cluster clump of me?

Or, could it be I’m going crazy?

Any hey? Who am I kidding?

This isn’t some sweet beginning

Just a detour to the end!

Then back to the herd

Tripping over my words

Trying hard to go with the grain

Keeping the quirks in my brain

I’m on the brink of discovery, I think

But what if I’m dreaming?

After the morning meeting mc started to avoid (BB) thinking if they ignore him the feelings will go away and he will get use to not having them around. It was harder then they thought along with the feeling of emptiness the envied the magicless student heart. After school they sat looking out the window at the stars, putting a hand over their heart tears slowly fell from their eyes filled with loneliness.

Do I rewind? Induce amnesia?

Pretend I didn’t see him?

Succumb to stupid fear?

Or just believe in my heart?

All of the time that they didn’t get to hang out, realization of the past from their world. Mc had never fitted in before it was hard to be ‘normal’ according to society, Twisted Wonderland was the first time they have ever felt ‘normal’. No one judge people based on weird quirks that people may have. Picking up their phone they sent a text message to (BB).

Mc- Hey come to Ramshackle I want to tell you something

Why play a part?

Why follow the herd?

Why not trust in my words?

Don’t wanna go with the grain!

Why try to make myself plain?

I’m on the brink of rediscovery, I think

(BB): Sure, I’ll come to Ramshackle. What is the reason?

Mc- Doesn’t matter just come!

(BB): Ok, on my way.

A smile appeared on the perfects face as they raced to the bathroom to wash their tear stained face. As they shook practiced what they were going to say in their head a knock could be heard through out the ran down dorm. The human seemed to jump and run through air until their feet hit the ground, but that was only until they got to the stairs. Taking a deep breath they started down the stairs o the door.

So what if I’m dreaming?

I like the scene that I’m in!

And this boy is apart of this world

The thought of being normal is far more scary

Opening the door (BB) stood their look worried. “Is everything ok?” He asked in a worried tone.

“Yes everything is fine.”

“Then way were you avoiding me all day today?”

“I just thought if I ignore the feeling it would go away.”

“Ignore what feeling? That doesn’t really answer my question.”

“I’m going to leave soon... so I just wanted you to get use to me not being here.”

“Leave? Your not going anywhere, are you Mc?”

“I don’t belong here.. but I just can’t go without you knowing how I truly feeling.”

The magicless perfect tool a deep breath in and looked at (BB) dead in the eyes.

I’ll be brave and I’ll be kind

I’ll make a choice and change my mind

I will mess up all the time

They’ll say I’m weird but I’ll be fine

I’ll be anything but ordinary!

“All I want to say is that I love you.”

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Mc gives people heart attack for fun, they will be playing on their phone minding their own business and then pow Mc is coming out of your screen.

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Deuce: *Reading something on his phone* Mc: *Pops out of his phone* Deuce!

Deuce: Aghsgsusv *falls to ground holding his chest* Mc: Is everyone here a pussy when it comes to jump scares?

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Crowley: *Not looking for away home for Mc* Mc: *Sitting on Crowley‘s desk with his phone in hand* Good for nothing Crow.

Crowley: Mc! What are you doing here?

Mc: Just seeing how progress with getting me home is doing, but I can see you a busy not doing that... or anything els.

Crowley: I have been doing it, you just have to give it time as I as oh so nice.

Mc: Well it should be going faster, as you are oh so nice. Or would you rather have me post your internet history to the public.

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Idia: *Minding his own business* Mc: Wow this whole dorm is full of computers!

Idia: Who are you?

Mc: I’m Yuu, and you are? Idia: Idia, now get out I didn’t invite you here.

Mc: I have never seen any computers like these.

Idia: You like technology?

Mc: I travel though it *pops in on computer pops out of another on* see!

I shall call shark mermaid friend of Azul and the twins Bridget! So that’s her name now.

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The Octavinelle trio just send Bridget random object they find around. Jade sends photos of mountains with descriptions on the back mainly mushrooms tho. Floyd being Floyd sends anything he can get his hands on while I can see Azul looking for objects that have meaning.

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The trio doesn’t care that she is vegetarian doesn’t make her any less Bridget. The same loveable idiot they met as kids. A cute white shark that couldn’t hurt a fly even if she wanted to.

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How I see her visiting is by the leech talking (read as threatening) Crowley to let her visit. And oh boy I can tell you one thing about that visit is it was wild.

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Hiking with Jade at three in the morning till one in the afternoon all while still looking energetic for more fun stuff to do. Chasing after ADeuce+Grim+Mc with Floyd as they try to talk with the four of them, they do end up becoming friends with Bridget after Floyd threatened them and they got to know her, only to realize she’s nothing like the oct trio. Azul letting her eat as much food as she wishes at Mostro Lounge (ofc it’s vegetarian). All four of them would go shopping for new items for her ever growing collation of human object/trinkets.

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It was all a nice visit with Bridget and her childhood friends, one day she will have to come back and visit them. It will be sooner than she thinks as the leech twins and Azul have enough black mail on Crowley to allow it. Bridget has no clue as the trio wants it if she finds out she would put an end to it and she wouldn’t be able to come to NCR to visit them anymore. It’s not like any of them would tell her and neither would Crowley.