wandering gender non-conforming fairy. (they/them) obsessed with shoujo and mahou shoujo medias. definitely daughter of cain. mostly on twitter, but let's fuck around and find out.
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Summer Fits! I Need To Be A Venice Bitch At Venice Beach!
Summer fits! i need to be a venice bitch at Venice Beach!
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Alejandra Pizarnik, from Diarios.
reality will always be a stranger to me.
.
it doesn’t matter how honest he is,
how lovely he is,
how lively he is,
i will never accept him for what he is.
penetration will always be a hurtful experience for me.
.
it doesn’t matter if it’s based on love,
or how relaxed i am,
or how wet i am,
i think i will bleed and i hate the smell of blood.
so, please dear reality…
.
don’t force yourself in,
it hurts,
it hurts,
you’ll tear me apart,
stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop!!!!
don’t thrust yourself into my head,
don’t penetrate my consciousness.
.
i’m weak,
i’m weak…
i want to stay pure
i want to keep my sanity.
People go on about good healthy queer rep but I cannot express how much I want unhealthily devoted queer rep. Raise your lover from the dead no matter the cost. Kill to get them to safety. Trade your soul for theirs. Die to reunite with them. I want gothic hyper-devotion codependent lovers
nothing feels worse yet so comforting when you know and realize... you're just like your own mother. a flesh of her. a part of her soul that she put in yours, when she was giving birth to you. she was there, she was always there.