Let Me Look For The Things I Lose Everytime. It Comes Back Naturally, The Idea, The Inspiration, The

Let me look for the things I lose everytime. It comes back naturally, the idea, the inspiration, the warmth, myself, the love. It never stays long but it does not leave long as well.

I am a fan of how you pour your soul into the writings that you create. Sayang Ms. Porshe, I could not hit the follow button dahil iba ang host ng blog ko. All I can do is visit your page time to time. Please stay sincere. You have people that appreciate you, even from afar. Sending hugs!

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Hello!

Typing a short update just to announce that I finally changed my blog layout into something cleaner by sticking to one column, calmer colors and lesser details. Idk I felt like I needed a simpler revamp. I kept my old one for the longest time and I think I needed a new look. I really want to focus more on the content and finally buy a legit camera to improve everything so I could post and document better hd photos soon, too.

So, tada!

"Steady your heart, fighter."

Takes a lot of practice from an energetic human that I am. Actually, torn eh. Sa totoo lang. There are days I question my own guts kasi a lot of people think I got enough but I really am completely just half of it. Hassle kalaban sarili madalas ok. We all have our self-doubts, sobrang kups nalang talaga if one thinks they're better than everyone else. Maybe you are, but nah, kindly cancel yourself out if you ever think that way please lang, no way appealing.

Strong front, mastered it so well because it saved me once, it's hard to admit our own weaknesses especially if somebody already used it against us. Yet again, no, we can't keep ourselves filled with fear kasi we're all bound to hurt anyway. That's how humans function, ipapasok ulit sa eksena yung ganda ng vulnerability, kailangan yun eh. Para may ma-express, may marinig, may sense, lahat. Playing the tough game is a tough play. Harang, somehow self-deceit, repetitive lies we tell ourselves which.... sucks.

People around tapping you saying you need to keep it together. Well, eventually. Um, k thanks pero ang sarap kaya umiyak lang, yakapin yung lungkot tapos mamaya okay ka na ulit. Gets na natin yun eh, so I don't think dapat pa i-conceal yung emotions. Ang ganda kaya, wag kayo magulo.

Bakit ba ko nag-blog ng ganito? Napanood ko ulit kasi yung isang concert ni John Mayer (kiligs) hence interlaced with a good quality speech, as always. Then in a way, naaala ko na mas gusto ko nga pala yung version ng sarili ko kapag alam kong upfront lang ako sa lahat. Iba eh.

Yun.

Hihi. *bye*

• Women Loving by Jhoanna Lynn B. Cruz

• Art In Island

I’ve heard about this place a long time ago when a lot of people were hyped about it but I didn’t know that it was that appealing. I’ve always been going in and out of Cubao Expo and it’s just located behind Bellini’s! Funny, this place is a complete gem. We got to enter it for free (P500; entrance/head) as perks bec we had a short meeting with one of the main artists who painted almost every mural there. Skills were too on point, from the 3d visuals and illusions down to the classic ones that looked exactly like the original renaissance paintings, the rendering of colors were so rad. I felt challenged and extra-inspired to see how intricate the details were. Plus, we got to interact with it as well. In the venue itself, I went full-time silly (Pls do see photos. Haha!) because everything has a touch of wit in it, it’s such a waste of experience if you’re a solid stiff. Anyway, there were instructions in every themed rooms and floor points to get the best angle when capturing a photo, they’ll offer you socks to cover up your shoes bec even floors were filled with murals too. Please bring your cameras and phones, make sure your techs don’t easily die bec I think the best ones were closer at the end of the interactive tour. You don’t want to miss those out, save your energy for the stunts. Try, it’s gonna blow your mind.