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Warp Mistress Catalina For @possessedopossum My Beloved

Warp mistress Catalina for @possessedopossum my beloved
Your girl is so lovely!
Day 16. Warp
The Warp is our greatest gift, and also our greatest threat. It is curse and boon, hope and terror, a raging inferno through which we must plunge, or else be lost.
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Leonarda Amell, Isaac Hawke, Amari Lavellan
Tagged by @pyritefes2 to create DA characters with:

Tagging all who see this and want to join!

Decided to get more invested in the dwarf lore and get rid of annoying elf/mage bias by playing origins as Aeducan. And now I am no longer normal about dwarves.
I like how Aeducan origin explores the themes of tradition, conservatism and identity. You can also add religious trauma and even comphet, if you want to explore it past the surface level (pun unintended). I role-played my character Gwidelor in a way similar to the 4 sights of Siddhartha Gautama story - as a young sheltered prince who grew up surrounded with earthly pleasures and knew nothing of earthly suffering until he stepped out of his palace. Before leaving his palace, Siddhartha had never seen sickness, aging or death. Gwidelor may had seen death but he had no idea what life outside the royal palace really is. There are much more than 4 sights in his story. The first one, of course, was betrayal. He tried to please his family so hard. To respect the ways of ancestors, to maintain his honor and fullfil his duty to Orzammar, to represent the perfect image of his caste. All to know that there was no family in the first place. And no honor. That the traditions he respected didn't stop the Assembly from sentencing him for the crime he did not commit.
It gets even worse when Aeducan returns to Orzammar as a grey warden. The city is not what he remembers. He no longer sees gold, gems and silks. He sees a starving woman disowned by her family for refusing to kill her child. And a once respected warrior reduced to nothing but a mockery. He wonders. Has Orzammar always been so cruel?
He butchers the Carta. Gwidelor is grossed out by the Dust Town because that's what he had been taught. He was supposed to look down on the casteless. But why where is shame now? And not simply disgust with an air of superiority. Because the casteless are more real than they were in the royal palace. And Gwidelor is not so different from them now. Ah, shame, an Aeducan can fit so many of it. The kinslayer is always a disgrace to the house and the ancestors, it doesn't even matter if you kill Trian or not. Aeducan is a disrace either because their assassination of Trian was sloppy and pathetic or because they're too weak and soft hearted to be an Aeducan.
And the comphet part! Internalized homophobia must be wild in dwarves from Orzammar. Their kingdom is dying, the more children they have, the better. Men are encouraged to have as many concubines as they can afford. And well, gay sex produces children kinda rarely. Gwidelor had a kid with Mardy despite being gay because that's...That's what everybody expected him to do? Because he didn't want to be shamed by the entire nation of Orzammar and force all the ancestors to roll in their graves?
There is no more such pressure on the surface, at least among the grey wardens. He can do whatever he wants and the traditions can rot. But Gwidelor cannot denounce them, he is what traditions made him. He will forever be a son of Orzammar, even if the city itself is not as welcoming as he would like it to be. Gwidelor still has Orzammar's best interests in his heart. He still cares for his dying kingdom, even if it's no longer his. Even if the ancestors aren't supposed to answer his prayers, he still prays to them. The ideas of what traditions mean and what they really are will always conflict with each other. Gwindelor will hate Orzammar. But he will always love it. He is grateful for being made a grey warden. But his grief for leaving Orzammar will never end.

Leonarda Amell will be 50+ years old by the time of DATV. I love her cursed timeline so much.
She is married to the divine Victoria herself but she was once in love with the mage who rebelled against the chantry and almost destroyed the ferelden circle of magi. The mage who killed the grand cleric of Kirkwall was her fwb and childhood friend. She allowed him to desert from the wardens for old times sake. Her sister named her son after the said fwb who also happened to marry her cousin. They have a daughter who looks uncomfortably like her while she won't be able to have children due to the warden taint and her age. Her cousin, the champion of Kirkwall, avoids her because she looks like his dead mother. In another timeline she died during Uldread's rebellion and that's why Anders dies inside every time he looks at his own daughter. His last conversation with Leonarda before her death was her calling him a dickhead with moral backbone of a chocolate eclair. She almost broke up with the future divine because she didn't vibe with Justinia's desire to force the mages back into the circles. She felt bad for Leliana losing her mentor figure but at the same time was really glad the old bitch finally died. Her life literally can't become worse than it already is. Her only friend was left to die in the fade. She can't function without vodka. She's a very devoted andrastean and a blood mage. I think the Maker hates her personally.
>You go to a psychiatrist bc you think you might have mental illness
>"You're faking it for attention, stop pretending. You don't have any mental illness, go away"
>You go to a neurologist bc you think you might have neurological illness
>You're faking it for attention, stop pretending. You simply have mental illness, go to a psychiatrist
>????????????????
Ugh what do I need to do to finally be taken seriously? Will this circle of medical gaslighting ever end? Doctors either refuse to treat me or have no fucking idea what is wrong with me. I'm so tired of living in constant pain. I just paid an insane amount of money for a neurologist to tell me I'm broke (what???), that my mom sucks (what???), that my hobbies are stupid and that I need to have more sex to get better (I have no words). And somehow I'm the one who is crazy...............