An OC Angst Thing (Brought To You By Hayloft II!)

An OC Angst Thing (Brought To You By Hayloft II!)

My vision came back into focus. I shakily drew a breath of air as my body reformed, after being ripped apart over and over again. From within the storm of red and black, a winged silhouette trudged slowly towards me. I was shaking. I could hear my heartbeat. He gave me a strained smile, inky tears dripping from his chin. "Do you have anything to say for yourself?"  I trembled. "Please, I don't.... I don't *know* what you mean! I'm not who you're looking for!"  He chuckled quietly, shaking his head. Then suddenly, he was in front of me, his fist clenched around my shirt collar. "Oh you are, you just haven't..." His form suddenly went shadowy, then reformed into a face that I thought I'd forgotten. His voice went higher, more shaken. His hair turned to a mop of yellow. "....looked hard enough yet," his new form finished, and suddenly, I remembered. I remembered looking through my possessed self's eyes, leaving a sobbing teen to die alone. "Blaise... Oh god, Blaise, I..." I muttered, tears now spilling from my face.  "You look pathetic," his shaky voice muttered, his piercing yellow eyes seeming to stare through me, even though they, along with the clenched fist he was holding me with, were shaking with hatred. "Reminds me of someone else I knew." Then he dropped me into the storm.

Someday I need to make one big Venn Diagram of all my Pinterest boards and how their meanings and uses align. There are just so many of them and so many different ways they interact:

There's the two or three that don't serve a practical purpose, and instead are just aesthetic boards that are nice to look at. There are character boards, and sometimes ship boards with character sections inside; not to mention the larger group ones. It's interesting how they bounce between aesthetics and traits and expressions and quotes, especially since my fandom board does the same thing.

Then there's the "relatable" group of boards. Some are funny, some are vent-ish, and one of them is just a fancier way of showing off the headcanons I have... There's so many dude it's kinda crazy

And THE HUMOR BOARDS. Oh god the humor boards. They are so specialized. I have one for every niche reaction I could have to a funny post. One for blowing air out of your nose, one for things only I could possibly find funny, and the ancient tome of specially crafted memes that are so incredibly, powerfully hilarious that reading one almost caused my friend to crash the car while I was reading it out of sheer hilarity.

In short god knows when I'd ever have time to do that but boy, wouldn't it be so cool if I did

none of these words are in the bible

TW: Bugs

A farmer works at their field, the repetitive motion of back-and-forth hacking at the long stalks of corn serving them a kind dissociation from another day’s monotonous work. They look up, wiping the sweat from their brow, before freezing. In the distance is a cloud, but not of the white, fluffy kind; the kind that buzzes and clicks, a peppering of malevolent dots across the sky. What was once a subtle buzz crescends into a great roaring of wings, until the swarm surrounds the farmer now bracing for impact-

but no impact comes. 

Instead, out from the cacophany of wings and cantennae clicking together emerges a horribly sweet voice, overlapped a thousand times over:

“OwO, um, m-mway I fweast on dese cwops mwaybe? (´･ω･`) O-ow not, I dwon’t want to bwothew yow... unwess?”

The farmer shrieks in horror.