Hey Sweetie, Can I Request Please [] Chocolate Chip Cookie With Rafe Cameron And Based On The Song "

hey sweetie, can i request please [🍪] chocolate chip cookie with rafe cameron and based on the song " hard times" by ethel cain. you know how much i like her (both of you are so talented). you're free with the plot, you can make it angst, fluff, smut, whatever you want with a soft or a dark!rafe. as you please. tysm for considerate it and also congrats on your 5k. so proud of you. and take your time !! so excited <3

₊˚⊹ᰔ 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬

pairing: dark!dealer!rafe x pogue!sweetheart!reader

summary: ❝i’m tired of you still tied to me, it’s just the way that you are. i’m tired of you, too tired to leave.❞ — the never ending cycle of rafe causing you pain and making you feel better.

warnings: a lot of angst, barry being the mediator, crying, shouting, description of unprotected sex, emotional abuse (?)

word count: 0.5k

a/n: i won’t lie, i hadn’t really given ethel cain a chance but when i was reading the lyrics to base this fic off of- MY HEART. i related to this song so much, it shocked me how i never gave it a try. thank you for participating and sending in this request :( i love you so much!! @nemesyaaa

you were everything rafe wasn’t. sweet, gentle, nurturing, patient. surely you two couldn’t work, right? instead of your differences driving you two apart, it drew you closer like the pieces of a puzzle. you filled his voids while he filled yours. maybe you were too young, but you couldn’t recognize that love, this love, could be bad. you clung onto the remnants of rafe that was good, to you it overshadowed everything else. the rage, the cruelty, the possessiveness, the pain. it was who he was, and you were okay with that.

“why are you cryin’? i told you about that shit already!” you jumped when rafe slammed his fist down on the table, his knuckles already split and bruised. “you’re shouting at me, what do you expect?” you cried more, your pink nails glittering under the light of barry’s dingy trailer. barry cleared his throat awkwardly, flashing you an apologetic look as you rushed to wipe your eyes. rafe ignored your sniffles while he sorted out his product. “do you really ‘gotta make her cry bruh?” barry took a seat after you left the kitchen.

rafe was quiet for a moment, eyes trailing up to look at your curled up form on the worn out couch. he saw the shake in your shoulders, the ruffles of your long skirt disheveled from laying on the thin fabric. you didn’t ask to be here. you didn’t ask for any of this. rafe’s jaw clenched as he handed the scale over to barry. “weight this out, i’ll be right back.” he grumbled, walking over to you. rafe was terrible at comforting people, let alone you who just happened to be the most sensitive person in the world. “hey..” his voice was low as he squatted down.

you took a breath, moving your hair away from your face as rafe turned you around. your skin was flushed, your cheeks hot while your lips swelled from biting on them so hard. “you look pretty.” he wiped a stray tear from your cheek before pressing a kiss to your temple. “you scare me sometimes.” you rasped, tracing his jaw as he picked you up, scooping you in his arms as your head rested on his chest. rafe walked you two down the dark hallway, and entered a bedroom where he laid you down.

you knew what was coming, your hand finding rafe’s as he hiked your skirt up around your hips. rafe knew you wanted intimacy, unfortunately this was the only way he knew how to give it to you. with every thrust of his hips bringing you closer and closer to that peak, you watched his expression morph into one of confliction. like he was sorry for doing this, but also on the edge of pure euphoria himself. you came with a cry of his name, your fingers wrapping around his digits while you felt him empty himself inside of you.

in those few minutes of post orgasm bliss, he held onto you and kissed you like you were the only thing that existed. it was pure heaven. and like always, just when you think you can stay like this forever, he gets up and leaves you naked and vulnerable. “me and barry got some stuff to do. we’ll be back later.” he stroked your cheek before shutting the door. there, in the pitch black darkness, you listened as the engines of rafe and his business partner’s dirt bikes roared to life, the sound fading away as he left you again.

i don’t have a request but i just wanted to say happy 5k hermosa!! you deserve it and im so so happy that you’ve accomplished that many followers with simply just being you and being a talented writer💓💓

i can’t tell you how many times i’ve binged through your masterlist when i wanted to read fics because i just know it’ll always be good<3 you are the sweetest girl and i hope you know that!!

ily hermana and im so glad i found your page and instantly followed you when i read you are latina hehe🙈 but not just that but because it also brought me to your writing that i love so so so much and will never get tired of.

i hope you feel proud of yourself and know that you deserve everything you’ve accomplished on tumblr and outside of tumblr🫶🏼

also it’s a flex that i’m mutuals with you hehe

te amo chula💕💕

awhhh gracias por todo migaaa 😞 it makes me so happy to know that you love my works :( i think this goes to say that when you expect nothing, you gain everything <333 i appreciate you so much!!!

congrats on 5k cutie!!! can i request 🧁with buttercream frosting please?? my personality i think is very chill for the most part (i think) I love the color pink and everything girly. i think im really nice but people have told me i can be mean when somebody disrespects me. I’m also very into achieving my goals no matter what so i guess i’m very ambitious. I’m super sensitive too 😭. I can take some jokes but if they’re too mean or something i’m insecure about, i get a bit rude and say things back or if it’s somebody i care too much abt i’ll just cry after i’m a little mean. I guess i’m also a bit spoiled but not in an entitled way more like princess treatment because that’s how i was raised (so i have high standards and im really confident in who i am) I’m really sarcastic and i love to be playful and joke around which i do a bit too much and don’t take some things too seriously and i care deeply for my friends and family. I love shopping and going out but i also i really like to spend hours on pinterest making my account look cute and finding cute outfit inspo!!! my love language is definitely physical touch and quality time!! something i dislike is when somebody try’s to be condescending or patronizing to me, or when somebody thinks i’m dumb (but i do love proving them wrong). and that’s it, i hope it wasn’t too much! 💗

participate in the celebration here!

your personality screams kook!sweetheart!reader and pogue!sweetheart!reader!!!

kook!sweetheart!reader

“even though she’s a sweetheart, she doesn’t let anyone walk all over her, and isn’t scared to defend herself.”

“values quality time with those that she loves.”

pogue!sweetheart!reader

“loves all things girly and cutesy.”

“she hopes to open her own bakery one day.” — goal oriented and ambitious just like yourself <3

older!bf!rafe would loveeeee you!

he’ll spoil you and give you all the princess treatment you’re used to. he’ll support your dreams and help you chase everything your pretty heart desires. you could count on him to take you out on shopping sprees.

☆ put this star in the inbox of your favorite blogs. it’s time to spread positivity ! 🌷

tyyy! <3333

okay i’ll be answering the [🧁] requests privately, meaning they won’t show up on my dashboard for anyone else except for the person who left me the request <3 i’ve gotten a few anon messages saying i’m flooding their dash so that’s how i’ll be answering them from here on out 🎀

edit: only anonymous req’s can’t be posted privately so those will still show up

☆- put this star in the inbox of your favorite blogs. Its time to spread positivity ! 🌷

i’m so sorry for barely seeing this love!! my inbox is kinda flooded lol. i appreciate this so much, thank youuu! 🤍